The memories of all humanity are awakening, except for mine.

Chapter 20 Awakening, and Fusion

Qin Yongxuan felt that he no longer needed medication or to endure anything.

Although the version of myself in the dream was indeed crazy, I am not that person in the dream after all.

Everything lost can be started over, right?

My wife and children left me, I was fired from my job, all because of this damned dream.

Unable to bear the madness brought on by his dreams, he would resort to physical violence against others at the slightest provocation.

But how can a person not sleep?
He persisted for several days, trying to return to his docile self, but ultimately failed.

This time, however, he felt incredibly energetic after waking up and no longer resisted anything, feeling that... this was how he should be.

"I have now achieved balance..."

"You can bring your wife and children back now."

"This time it will definitely be fine, I'm confident of that."

He ate his steamed buns silently, recalling his dream from last night, his eyes slightly vacant.

"Correct."

After finishing his meal, he muttered to himself:

"There's definitely no problem."

After having breakfast, he paid the bill, hailed a taxi, and headed straight for Qingshi People's Hospital.

I had booked a brain examination a long time ago, and today was the day of the appointment.

After regaining his senses, Qin Yongxuan felt it was time to try and save his family.

He dialed his wife's cell phone number.

But all I heard on the other end of the phone was a busy signal that the phone was switched off.

"Hmm...that's normal."

"Ugh, it's all that damn dream's fault."

"Otherwise, why would I lay a hand on my wife?"

"But there should still be a chance for us to get back together. I believe she can understand me."

"She must have gone back to her parents' home, right?"

Then, Qin Yongxuan made a phone call to his mother-in-law.

This time the call connected very quickly.

"Hey?"

"Mom, this is Yongxuan. Is Xiaoqin home? Let her answer the phone."

"I was wrong, yes, let her answer the phone, I apologize to her, I promise it won't happen again."

"what……"

"Not at home?"

"Let me know when she gets home, and I'll call her back."

The taxi soon stopped in front of the hospital.

Qin Yongxuan's face broke into a bright smile: "Master, how much?"

The driver looked at him, shook his head, and said in a slightly trembling voice, "No need."

"Take good care of yourself and I wish you a speedy recovery."

Qin Yongxuan was stunned for a moment, his expression seemingly a little confused.

However, he was happy to accept this outcome, and after a moment of surprise, he immediately said:
"You are such a good person."

"Thank you, Master."

The taxi driver didn't respond until the man got out of the car and walked away, at which point he breathed a sigh of relief: "What a lunatic."

"He was already cursing like that on the phone, and he was still talking to himself?"

The phone call the man made to his mother-in-law in the enclosed space of the taxi was not as normal as he thought.

The driver at least remembered a few words: "Where's my daughter?! What the hell did you do to my daughter?!"

"You beast! We were the worst luck in the world to have married our daughter to you!"

"What do you mean, 'at home' or 'not home'?! Xiaoqin hasn't contacted her family for seventeen days! Where are you right now? Explain yourself!"

"Don't hang up!!"

Even after the call ended, the gaunt man's phone kept vibrating.

But it seems he can't see, hear, or feel anything.

The driver started the engine and sighed.
"He smelled strange, like he had just slaughtered a pig; he was both smelly and fishy."

"Damn it, I have to go get my car washed."

……

……

Qin Yongxuan walked into the hospital lobby, surrounded by many people.

He looked at the signs, seemingly forgetting the registration process, and headed straight for the psychiatric department.

As I walked, I heard the young man next to me making a phone call.

"Teacher Liu? I'm fine, I'm at the hospital." "Oh, yes, you have to get checked out today... I really didn't lie to you, I didn't skip the exam on purpose."

"You want to come over? What for? Don't come over, I'll take some photos of you later, they'll all have dates on them."

"Okay...okay, okay, then come over if you absolutely have to confirm."

Qin Yongxuan felt that everything was fine and the atmosphere was very comfortable.

The sunlight outside the window was just right, and the kindness and greetings between people were wonderful. Like the bond between the child and his teacher, the warmth of the breakfast shop owner in the morning, and the taxi driver—everyone was very nice.

My mother-in-law was very gentle on the phone just now. I thought she would still oppose our getting back together, but it seems I misunderstood.

Yes, how could an elderly person possibly break up their own family?
Sigh, I shouldn't have been so irritable before.

while walking……

He was bumped on the shoulder by a passing patient.

The patient said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Qin Yongxuan felt he should forgive him, since he apologized so quickly.

He said, "It's okay."

He then continued toward his destination.

But as he walked, he frowned: "Apologize? Will an apology solve the problem?"

He muttered to himself, "If an apology could solve the problem, why did Xiaoqin still leave?"

"If she doesn't leave, how could I possibly..."

"..."

"What could it be?"

"I seem……"

"I've forgotten a lot of things."

He frowned, feeling a little dizzy and with a headache.

He gritted his teeth, took a deep breath, stopped, and turned back to look at the bustling corridor.

"Oh shit……"

"How does an apology solve the problem?"

"That guy is a fucking scumbag."

He grabbed a passerby and asked with a frown, "Do you think an apology can solve the problem?"

The passerby abruptly shook off his hand: "Are you crazy?"

"leave me alone!"

Zhao Yongxuan was stunned.

His face twitched.

The passerby walked away, and Zhao Yongxuan's expression changed several times before he fell silent again.

"You should go see a doctor."

"Yes... Qin Qin said I'm mentally ill..."

"..."

"Damn it, you dare call me a lunatic?"

"Damn it, go back and beat her to death."

He rubbed his forehead and continued forward.

He muttered to himself more and more frequently.

"She should have been killed long ago."

"You want to take my son away? Damn it, you bitch."

"No one is taking my son away from me! Qin Qin, you deserve to die!"

He rubbed his stomach, his face contorted with rage.

"You deserve to die!"

"Damn it!"

They all deserve to die!

Why does nobody care about me?!

"I've already apologized, why are you still taking my son away?!"

"Hold!"

He suddenly stopped in his tracks.

He turned his head to look in the direction he had come from.

Suddenly, he roared loudly, "Who is it?!"

He glared at everyone in the corridor with bloodshot eyes, his face contorted with rage and rage, and the hysteria in his voice was unmistakable.

His eyes were bloodshot and his bones cracked and popped in that instant!

In that instant, he suddenly remembered many things...

(End of this chapter)