Battle Through the Heavens: I Am the Righteous Path

Chapter 220 Don't Sympathize
In the reception room of Nalan's family, Qinglin sat on a chair and silently ate the snacks brought by Nalan Yanran's servants. Ziyun sat on the chair with her legs crossed, one hand against the side of her face, and the other gently caressing the little girl. The Lion King's head looked calmly at Nalan Yanran and the Little Medical Fairy who were sitting in front of them chatting.

In my heart, I couldn't help but sigh.

There are some people who really don’t understand humans.

Obviously when they first came in, the two sides were full of hostility towards each other, but after some exchanges, they became more harmonious.

Are all human emotions so fickle?Or are girls the only exception?
Just as Ziyun was thinking about this, the little lion king next to her yawned loudly, then fell to the ground with tired eyes, and soon fell asleep peacefully.

Looking at the little lion king sleeping soundly at her feet, Zi Yun's eyes flashed with a hint of mother's doting.

During this period, the little lion king was sleeping more and more frequently. As a beast from the past, Ziyun understood that this was a precursor to an upcoming advancement.

The current little lion king is a third-level magic beast. After it successfully advances to the fourth-level magic beast, you can feed it the accompanying amethyst source.

At that time, the little lion king will be able to grow into a fifth-level monster.

(Let’s go back and find a safe place to stay for a while.)
Zi Yun decided in her heart that she would try her best to protect her son's growth. This was a mother's nature, regardless of whether it was a human or a monster.

At this time, the little medical fairy also told Nalan Yanran about her experience of meeting Xiao Yan. Nalan Yanran was silent for a long time after listening, and a trace of complexity flashed in her eyes.

The experience of the Little Medical Fairy was really miserable. In comparison, my life so far could be said to have been smooth sailing. Compared with the grievances I had suffered, I am afraid it was not even one ten thousandth.

Nalan Yanran knew very well that if her family was killed because of herself, then she would have despaired of the world.

The little medical fairy can survive until now not only because of her strong nature, but also because of two extremely important people who saved her.

One is Boss Yao and the other is Xiao Yan.

If one of these two people is missing, I'm afraid there will be no Little Medical Fairy now.

The Little Medical Fairy will narrate this experience to Nalan Yanran, in order to let Nalan Yanran know clearly why she fell in love with Xiao Yan, so that she can deeply understand her sincerity and persistence towards Xiao Yan.

And this purpose was indeed achieved.

After hearing the story of how the Little Medical Fairy and Xiao Yan met, Nalan Yanran thought about it in her mind for a long time, but in the end she couldn't think of any words to deny the Little Medical Fairy's feelings.

For any person, when he was at his most desperate, someone like Xiao Yan would not abandon or give up. No matter how much he rejected him, he would still be willing to sacrifice his life to pull himself out of the abyss. There should be no one. , it is possible not to be tempted by Xiao Yan.

Thinking of this, Nalan Yanran couldn't help but have a bitter smile on her lips.

Thinking about it carefully, isn't it because of similar reasons that I fell in love with Xiao Yan?

Ten years ago, when he was as weak as himself, he unswervingly stood in front of him to protect his back. Even now, Nalan Yanran can't forget it.

The emotion in my heart at that time should be exactly the same as the throbbing that the little medical fairy felt from Xiao Yan when he was at his most desperate.

"Aha."

Nalan Yanran covered her eyes with her hands, raised her head and let out a deep sigh.

The eyes covered by his palms were full of helplessness and resentment.

This makes me wonder how to go against her.
What made Nalan Yanran feel even more headache was that no one could complain about this matter, not even Xiao Yan.

If he complained that Xiao Yan had done those things to make the little medical fairy fall in love with him, then what about the figure from his back that was once engraved in his heart?

What's the difference between denying the little medical fairy's feelings and denying your own feelings?
In the final analysis, at least in terms of his feelings for Xiao Yan, the only difference between himself and the Little Medical Fairy is that he and Xiao Yan have a marriage contract.

But after celebrating the New Year at Xiao's house half a year ago, Nalan Yanran understood deeply.

If you really like Xiao Yan, you shouldn't talk about things like a marriage contract.

The title of fiancée is like a trump card for Nalan Yanran, and she must not use it until the last moment.

When she used this trump card, it proved that she had nothing else to offer.

Nalan Yanran couldn't accept the pride in her heart.

After a long silence, Nalan Yanran removed her hands covering her eyes and looked sideways at the little medical fairy.

"Well, I said, if, I mean if."

"If I really get married to Xiao Yan in the future, what are you going to do?"

"Even if the person who is with Xiao Yan in the future is not me, there will be someone else. Will you give up then?"

Upon hearing Nalan Yanran's inquiry, the little medical fairy's pupils froze slightly, her lips pursed slightly, and her slender jade fingers couldn't help but pinch tightly.

The little medical fairy understood that what Nalan Yanran said was not impossible.

Xiao Yan will choose to marry a certain woman sooner or later at some point in the future.

And this woman is not necessarily herself.

Until then, how should I choose?
The little medical fairy was thinking quietly in her mind.

After a while, the little medical fairy's body gradually relaxed, and she looked at Nalan Yanran, with a slightly sad and indifferent smile on her face.

"By then, I might just give up."

"I have already caused him too much trouble. If he really marries someone else in the future, I will not make him feel any more embarrassed."

"After giving up, you may stay with him as a maid to take care of him, or you may leave him forever and never see him again. It's possible."

"But at least now, while I can still fight for it, I want to fight hard. I don't want to leave any regrets in my feelings for Xiao Yan. Even if I fail, I can tell myself that I tried hard. .”

The little medical fairy stared into Nalan Yanran's eyes, and what was revealed in her eyes was deep affection without any pretense.

Seriously, word for word.

"I really, really like him."

Listening to the little medical fairy's confession, Nalan Yanran looked at her blankly, unable to regain her consciousness for a long time.

Even deep down in my heart, I had some intention of quitting.

Her feelings for Xiao Yan were real, and Nalan Yanran would never deny it.

But Little Medical Fairy, a girl of her own age, has already suffered too much.

Would it be too cruel for her to deprive her of this vision?

Nalan Yanran's eyes dropped slightly.

There are still many good things in my life.

But the little medical fairy really has nothing except Xiao Yan.

Like what made the little medical fairy think of ways to find other meanings in life after leaving Xiao Yan?

Nalan Yanran couldn't say such words.

Anyone who has experienced what the Little Medical Fairy has experienced will almost never be able to do this.It can even be said that Xiao Yan is the only reason why the little medical fairy can still be alive with hope at this time.

Whether it's enjoying new things, tasting new foods, or enjoying shopping like other girls.

All of this is based on Xiao Yan.

And for a girl with such a pitiful fate, how could he have the heart to tell her to give up?
Nalan Yanran felt extremely entangled in her heart.

I thought that Xiao Yu from the Xiao family was troublesome enough, but I didn't expect that the little medical fairy would be more difficult to deal with than Xiao Yu.

Facing Xiao Yu, Nalan Yanran just didn't know how to deal with it.

But facing the little medical fairy, Nalan Yanran couldn't even raise her heart to deal with her.

At this moment, Nalan Yanran couldn't help but complain about Xiao Yan deep in her heart.

I know that with your excellence, many girls will definitely like you. I already knew this when I went to the Xiao family before.

I was naturally prepared for this.

But why are all the girls who fall in love with you such a heart-wrenching type that you can’t fight against?
Nalan Yanran's eyes were filled with sadness.

At this moment, she actually missed Xiao Xun'er a little.

At least when facing Xiao Xun'er, he could play tricks on her without any scruples.

There is no psychological burden and no moral baggage. When the time comes to really fuck Xiao Xun'er, then all Nalan Yanran will feel in her heart will be pure pleasure.

But if he uses the methods he used against Xiao Xun'er on the little medical fairy, then even if he wins in the end, he will feel a deep sense of guilt in his heart.

Even though it's not your fault.

I have a headache.
Nalan Yanran's eyes were full of melancholy.

The little medical fairy looked at Nalan Yanran, who was frowning, and seemed to see the entanglement in her heart. She smiled and said lightly.

"Miss Nalan, please don't worry about me."

"Ok?"

The little medical fairy suddenly spoke, causing Nalan Yanran to pause.

Then, I heard the next words of the little medical fairy.

"I never thought that Xiao Yan should be with me."

"No matter how tragic my past is, it is my own business. I will never use my past to win your sympathy."

"Rather, if I use Xiao Yan's sympathy for me to win over you, then I will completely apologize for my feelings towards Xiao Yan."

"If this is the case, then I might as well give up now."

"What I hope is that Xiao Yan likes me from the bottom of his heart, rather than accepting my feelings for him because he sympathizes with me."

"This is responsible for myself and also fair to Xiao Yan."

"He was the one who pulled me out of the abyss of despair, and if I take advantage of this to get him to be with me, then what's the difference between me and an ungrateful person?"

"If I really did that, my mother and Boss Yao would definitely be disappointed with me."

"And to be honest, the compatibility between Xiao Yan and I is not as good as you think."

"Although I do like him very much, and his integrity makes me admire him, but it also makes me very dissatisfied."

"Even if I get together with Xiao Yan in the future, I will never become as upright as him."

"In other words, I am by no means the most suitable person for him."

"So Miss Nalan, please don't take it for granted that I am with Xiao Yan just because of my tragic experience."

"In this world, no one should be more miserable, and no one should get everything they want. This is unfair to everyone."

"And if you let me be with Xiao Yan because you gave in to my sympathy, it's like you are doubting my feelings for him."

"It's as if the reason why you gave in was not because you lost to me, but because you lost to your own sympathy for me."

"In my opinion, that kind of result is like I took advantage of your kindness and gave you charity that didn't belong to me."

"Although I don't agree with Xiao Yan's integrity, I'm not that despicable yet."

The little medical fairy stared at Nalan Yanran and spoke her inner thoughts in a solemn voice.

Nalan Yanran stared into the little medical fairy's eyes quietly, feeling deep shame in her heart.

She once asked Xiao Yan to marry her as a condition of a marriage contract. Compared with the little medical fairy's absolute unwillingness to use sympathy to win Xiao Yan's sincerity towards her, it was simply despicable to the extreme.

At this time, Nalan Yanran was extremely happy. She was glad that she went to Xiao's house half a year ago and clearly understood her previous problems.

Otherwise, my fiancée should be the person least likely to be with Xiao Yan.

In the past, she only considered her own wishes, but she never cared about what Xiao Yan had in mind.

This perception is extremely wrong.

Nalan Yanran breathed a deep sigh of relief, her face returned to normal, and her eyes looked at the little medical fairy with determination again.

However, the hostility is no longer as severe as before.

On the other side, Zi Yun and Qing Lin clearly felt that the atmosphere between them had become peaceful. Just when Zi Yun and Qing Lin felt that everything was fine, the atmosphere between the Little Medical Fairy and Nalan Yanran became tense again. Sudden changes.

"If you say that, then I won't be polite." Nalan Yanran raised her lips with a hint of pride, "If Xiao Yan and I get married in the future, then don't run around anymore. Come on. Be my butler~"

"Haha." Hearing Nalan Yanran's words, the little medical fairy raised her eyebrows, and the smile on her face became less kind. "It's okay to kill people, but killing the heart, isn't it a bit too much?"

"Didn't you say so yourself? If you lose, maybe you will be a maid by Xiao Yan's side. I'm just fulfilling your wish."

Nalan Yanran shrugged lightly, and the little medical fairy narrowed her eyes and smiled sullenly at Nalan Yanran.

"Miss Nalan, it's not a good idea to not listen to people. Being Xiao Yan's maid and being your housekeeper are completely different things to me. Please don't confuse them."

"Hey~~~That's it." Nalan Yanran tilted her head indifferently, "I'm sorry, I've been focusing on training during this time, and maybe I haven't paid much attention to the study of literature."

Looking at the expressions of the Little Medical Fairy and Nalan Yanran facing each other, they clearly showed kind smiles, but the temperament they revealed between them was so disharmonious.

Zi Yun's eyes couldn't help but reveal deep surprise and certainty.

As a monster, she seems to have a new understanding of humans.

Sure enough, human beings are a group of very fickle creatures.
(End of this chapter)