In the dungeon game, I subdued all the monsters with my strength.

Chapter 179 180.

For example, a diary.

Human emotions are complex, but surprisingly consistent in some aspects, such as vanity, desire to share, pride, and unwillingness to admit defeat.

When something a person does is not accepted by the public, he often has an excellent psychological quality. Otherwise, he would have to spend twice as much energy every day to suppress the loneliness and the anger generated when the public disdains his behavior.

But no one can endure this forever, he must vent. At this time, in addition to anonymously chatting with like-minded netizens online, writing a diary is a very good way to vent.

The most important thing is that it is very hidden. As long as the diary is hidden, the secret will always be a secret.

Jiang Yingbai was lucky enough to find Tiantian's diary in the top drawer. After just one glance to confirm, Jiang Yingbai quickly opened several drawers in succession.

Except for a bottle of perfume and a bottle of medicine, there was nothing worth noting. Recalling the smell of Tiantian, Jiang Yingbai directly picked up the perfume and pills.

[Get props: My Dreamland]

【My Dreamland (Purple Level)】

[Item function: Reduce the enemy's sanity, causing it to become cognitively confused and fall into madness. The stronger the smell, the better the effect]

[Item description: I lament the cruelty of reality all the time. It would be great if I could be immersed in dreams forever. As long as I lose my perception and feel no pain, I would like to be immersed in dreams forever, no matter it is good or bad]

[Props obtained: After waking up from the dream]

[After waking up from the dream (purple level)]

[Item function: Effectively eliminate mental negative buffs]

[Item description: Beautiful dreams are so intoxicating. I really want to be immersed in dreams forever, but dreams are fake after all. It’s time for me to face reality. If I don’t become stronger, I won’t even be qualified to fantasize]

Jiang Yingbai was a little surprised that these two were actually props.

Putting away the perfume, taking a pill, Jiang Yingbai walked towards the door. The villa, which was originally between shabby and gorgeous, suddenly changed drastically.

Jiang Yingbai raised her head. The incandescent lamp stood slightly on the wall. She remembered that the lamp was originally covered with dust and the light was very hazy and dim, but now it was extremely bright.

The dilapidated walls have become brand new, the corners crawling with bugs are now spotless, and the wooden floors have been transformed into seamless tiles.

Simple, gloomy, dilapidated, and lifeless. Jiang Yingbai rubbed her eyes. She didn't expect that these were all hallucinations. She thought that the villa in the outer world was like this.

Frowning slightly, his eyes passed through several doors and landed on the door where he first had the hallucination. The other rooms had just changed their style. Why was there such a big change? Is there any special reason?

Bang——

The commotion downstairs was getting louder and louder. They tried various methods to put out the fire, but all in vain.

Jiang Yingbai shook his head and checked the other two people's rooms first.

I checked Mu Jiang's and Grandma's rooms successively, but found nothing except Wei Chen's real estate certificate.

When she returned to her room, the note, real estate certificate, and family photos were not enough to support a chain of evidence. She needed to enter Tiantian's laboratory, where there must be something recording her atrocities.

With his back against the wall, Jiang Yingbai opened Tiantian's diary. Different from the handwriting on the draft paper, the words in the diary were very neat and delicate, which was completely different from Tiantian's cute appearance.

May 5st, eyes

I recently discussed my experimental direction and ideas with my professor. Unfortunately, he did not agree with my ideas and advised me to change my direction.

I'm very sad, but there's nothing I can do about it. He doesn't agree, so I'll do it myself. But I'm very poor, and the money I earn from my part-time job is really too little, and it's not enough for me to experiment.

It would be great if there was one person who understood my ideas and invested in my experiments.

May 5th, rain

My grandma is sick. I usually pay attention to her developing good living habits, but she is very old and not in good health. A sudden illness can easily knock her down. The most unfortunate thing is that other diseases are lurking in her body.

But our family is very poor, and she is very old, so there seems to be nothing we can do about it, but I don't want her to leave. I don't want her to leave, not at all.

When my sister heard about this, she immediately rushed back from other places. She gave me all her savings over the years. I took a look and found that it was still not enough for medical expenses.

The medical expenses are really too expensive. Even if I try my best to make up for it, it is still less than one tenth of it.

I was very sad, really sad. I was suddenly very scared, very scared that my grandma would leave me.

May 5th, rain

Because of my grandma's illness, I gave up my studies and research. I needed money. I needed a lot of money. I needed to go out to work.

My sister can't raise the medical expenses with her own efforts, and I can't put all the pressure on her. I have given birth to a big child, and I need to help her share some things.

May 5st, eyes

I found a job casually, and the salary was okay, but the boss was a greasy middle-aged man. Every time he saw me, he would talk dirty to me, which was disgusting and uncomfortable.

Bad news has been coming one after another lately.

The pressure has been increasing recently, so go out for a walk.

The weather today is very nice and bright. In the cafe next to the school, I met a pretty good-looking boy, who must be a junior.

He is said to be a junior, but in fact he is several years older than me. I have always been very smart. I have been at the top of my grade since I was a child, and I have been skipping grades in elementary school, junior high school and high school.

At the same age, others are still in first grade, but I have already finished sixth grade.

May 5st, eyes

I saw the senior again. He was sitting by the window like yesterday, holding a book in his hand, "Utopia", which is a very good book.

May 5st, eyes

The senior was still sitting in the same seat. Today he seemed to have received a very special call. Without saying a few words, his face suddenly became very ugly, which shocked everyone around him.

I really don't know what could have caused him such a big reaction.

May 5th, rain

While wandering in the park near the rental house, I bumped into him by chance. He was staring blankly at the sky, not knowing what he was thinking.

May 5th, rain

By some coincidence, a friend of mine was in the same class as him. My friend told me about his family situation. It turned out that his parents had passed away. No wonder he was so sad that day.

May 5th, rain

I saw him again in the park. He was sitting on a bench in the park, staring blankly at the sky. The rain kept hitting him. He looked extremely sad.

I couldn't hold it back and went up to say a few words to him. I tried my best to recall the jokes and interesting topics I usually saw.

It's a pity that he always seemed lacking in character and didn't reply to me a word. He seemed to have a hard time walking out, which hurt...

(End of this chapter)