Chapter 39 Anxiety
Feng Mengmeng finished her bath and was lying comfortably reading a book.

"Ring, ring, ring," the phone rang. Feng Mengmeng, who was closest to the phone, was lying quietly but not moving. The phone kept ringing.

"Mengmeng, answer the phone quickly." Li Chunying, who was sitting by the window and was tall, said.

"I don't want to pick it up!" Feng Mengmeng said without changing her expression, "It's not me you're looking for anyway."

Roommate Huang Lijuan, who was on the other side of the door, really didn't want to hear the phone ringing. She was about to get up to answer the phone, but the phone was hung up and she lay back down.

Cai Xiaoxiao, who was hanging clothes in the corridor, heard the phone ringing and ran back to answer it. The phone was silent and she couldn't help but get angry:
"Feng Mengmeng, why don't you answer the phone?"

Feng Mengmeng pretended not to hear, kept silent and continued reading.

"In the same class, still in the same dormitory, playing the lady's temper every day, I really admire you." Cai Xiaoxiao continued to roar.

Feng Mengmeng tossed the book and stood up suddenly: "Who is showing a temper?"

"That's you!" Cai Xiaoxiao was sarcastic, but she never let others do it, "How many times? Count it yourself. You won't even answer the phone."

Feng Mengmeng sneered, crossed her arms and said, "It's not for me, why do you want to pick it up?"

Huang Lijuan and Cai Xiaoxiao were familiar with each other, and she was not happy when she heard this. She immediately answered: "You are relatively close, why can't you pick up?"

Feng Mengmeng: "I don't want to answer it anyway."

"If you don't want to pick it up, then you can move out by yourself!" Cai Xiaoxiao became even more angry.

"Why? Are you a head teacher or a counselor, what qualifications do you have to ask me to move?" Feng Mengmeng was also angry.

Cai Xiaoxiao sneered a few times, turned around and put down the bucket: "Is it interesting to live in a dormitory if you don't get along well with others and ignore others all day long?"

Feng Mengmeng clenched her fist tightly, sat down and hammered the head of the bed hard.

Then the dormitory was quiet.

Less than two weeks after enrolling in school, such cold and hot conflicts had already occurred several times, and Feng Mengmeng was very depressed.

She was raised like a little princess by her family and was always pampered. Her relatives, friends and even teachers looked down on her parents, but no one dared to look down on her. As for her classmates, they also supported her.

And he came all the way from Shandong Province in the north to Nanbin City in the south to start a new life here. He has no relatives, and doesn’t want to hang out with his fellow villagers. His roommates are unruly and aggressive, and no one knows his inner annoyance.

After all, she only turned 18 before entering her freshman year this year, so she was unable to resolve negative emotions at all.

There was a thumping sound, and Zheng Qi opened the bedroom door, "Mengmeng, why are you here?"

Feng Mengmeng's eyes were a little red, "Give me Cao Si's phone number."

"You have something to do with him?" Zheng Qi asked confused.

Feng Mengmeng didn't know what to say, so she just nodded: "Yes."

Seeing something wrong with her face, Zheng Qi turned around and wrote a string of numbers on a piece of paper. This was Cao Si's mobile phone number, and she knew it by heart.

"Give."

"Thank you." Feng Mengmeng thanked her in a muffled voice.

After returning to the dormitory, she pulled the phone and the cord hard, carried it outside the door, closed the door tightly, and took a deep breath before dialing Cao Si's mobile number.

After a while, the call was answered: "I'm Cao Si, who is calling me?"

Feng Mengmeng didn't know what to say and didn't speak.

"Hey, hey, I'll die if you don't speak."

"I am Feng Mengmeng."

"Feng Mengmeng, what do you want from me?"

"Can I meet you?" Feng Mengmeng whispered.

The other end of the phone paused for a few seconds, "Okay, let's meet at the second small pavilion in the Lake District, near the girls' dormitory area. Do you know the location?"

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Cao Sigang and Panda came back from the city. They parked the car and were walking back to the dormitory. On the way, they received a call from Feng Mengmeng. He asked his senior brother to go back first and walked to the pavilion in the lake area to wait.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening, and the library had just closed. Students who had returned from self-study in the library and classrooms were walking on the school road. The campus was much noisier late at night than after 7 o'clock in the evening. People passed by the lake area from time to time.

Cao Si sat quietly, thinking about what Feng Mengmeng could do to him.

In Cao Si's memory of more than 20 years, his deepest memory will always be that she was tall and walked with the childishness of a girl. Later, she deliberately walked like a mature woman and twisted her hips.

The second point is Feng Mengmeng’s rimless glasses. I also saw black-rimmed glasses later. The pairing with her short hair seems to enhance her age and maturity. Once she takes off the glasses, she can see the childishness of her face. .

The third point is that her classmates say that her makeup skills are excellent and that she looks like a child without makeup.

So in these memories, Feng Mengmeng is imitating adults and pretending to be mature?
From a simple analysis of psychology, if a person is always treated as a child, but his body gradually grows into an adult, there will inevitably be a corresponding struggle for order, with the intention of obtaining at least equal family status and social gender status.

While thinking about Feng Mengmeng, she suddenly felt footsteps approaching from behind. Before she could react, her hair was rubbed fiercely back and forth.

Cao Si shouted: "Feng Mengmeng!"

As soon as she stood up, Cao Si, who was standing in the pavilion, was taller now. He turned around and grabbed Feng Mengmeng's arm. He rubbed her hair vigorously with his other hand. He rubbed it several times and messed up her hair before stopping. .

"Why do you look like a child? You mess with people's hair whenever we meet."

"You're just a kid!" Feng Mengmeng was also arranging her hair and putting on her glasses again.

Cao Sisi thought about Feng Mengmeng's possible psychological state, and quickly changed the subject with a click: "Okay, I'm just a kid. I haven't asked you what year you were born in?" Feng Mengmeng sat down and patted the chair. He walked up to the pavilion, sat down and got very close, "I'm 81."

"I am also 81."

Feng Mengmeng said "Oh" and continued: "My birthday is June 6th."

Cao Si clapped his legs and then clasped his fists, "Then you are older than me, so I will call you sister."

Feng Mengmeng immediately became happy: "When is your birthday?"

"December 7."

"Then you are really younger than me, please call me sister."

Cao Si looked unhappy and slowly moved his mouth to Feng Mengmeng's ear, "You really call me sister?"

"Hurry up, don't ask me to mess with your hair again." Feng Mengmeng pretended to rub it again.

"not called!"

"Yeah!" Feng Mengmeng shouted, and really rubbed it again, but this time her force was very small, and she only lightly rubbed Cao Si's hair before taking her hand back.

Cao Si's heart moved slightly and he reached out to rub it. Feng Mengmeng lowered his head slightly. Cao Si sighed in his heart and put his hand on Feng Mengmeng's hair.

Her hair in his hand was soft and smooth, and it was extremely comfortable to touch, and he couldn't help stroking it up and down.

Feng Mengmeng fell into Cao Si's arms without saying a word, resting her chin on Cao Si's shoulders.

"Yeah." Cao Si exclaimed and felt his whole body being hugged by Feng Mengmeng. His hands were frozen and he didn't dare to move anymore.

Feng Mengmeng's body was stiff and she didn't dare to move at all.

After thinking for a while, when he heard Feng Mengmeng breathing heavily, Cao Si finally put his hand on her back and patted her gently, like coaxing a child.

Feng Mengmeng's breathing slowly calmed down again and she no longer breathed heavily.

Neither of them spoke. Feng Mengmeng did not dare to move. Cao Si was hugged and did not dare to move. His right hand unconsciously patted her back repeatedly.

Hugging a boy for the first time in her life, Feng Mengmeng felt shy and something was budding in her heart.

But I feel so at ease. Being in this boy's arms is like being held by my father when I was a child. It always makes me feel safe.

This sense of security made her even more reluctant to let go, and instead hugged him tighter and tighter.

She knew that this boy was the boyfriend of her classmate Zheng Qi, and she also knew that he was the boyfriend of Wang Ziying, but she just hugged him at the moment, feeling a little proud in her heart.

"Mengmeng, do you have anything to ask me about?" Cao Si finally broke the silence.

Feng Mengmeng seemed to be humming unconsciously, and her voice was erratic, "It's nothing." She suddenly didn't want to tell the boys in front of her about the nonsense in the dormitory, and she didn't want to ruin the atmosphere at the moment.

"You won't say it, right?" Cao Si used a little more strength and ran his hand through her hair. Unexpectedly, Feng Mengmeng made a more comfortable "humming" sound.

Oh, I didn’t expect Feng Mengmeng to be like a kitten or puppy, she loves to be petted!Cao Si chuckled inwardly.

Time flies by so fast, and no matter how reluctant Feng Mengmeng is to let her feel safe in her arms, the two of them will go back.

What's more, the two of them were tightly attached to each other. On a summer night, sweat seeped out from both of them, making the places where their bodies touched were wet. Sweat stains were visible to the naked eye on their clothes, and Feng Mengmeng felt a little embarrassed.

As Feng Mengmeng walked back to the dormitory, she grinned from time to time. What Cao Si didn't know was that she thought it was interesting to see the top of Cao Si's head.

After saying goodbye to Feng Mengmeng, he called Wang Yu and Wang Ziying to explain that he was a little busy today, and the two women understood.

After calling Zheng Qi's dormitory, Zheng Qi told Cao Si what she heard later. Cao Si suddenly realized that it turned out to be a conflict in the girls' dormitory.

This kind of thing often happens in student dormitories. Some people can spend four years in a dormitory without talking at all.

Some female dormitories engage in direct physical combat. They fight fiercely. If the fight is severe, they grab plates and stools and get on them, injuring people and getting expelled.In comparison, what happened in Feng Mengmeng's dormitory was not a big deal.

But it is indeed a bit pitiful, Zheng Qi finally sighed.After hanging up the phone, Zheng Qi felt that she was very lucky. The sisters in the dormitory had a good relationship. As soon as she came to school, she met her beloved Cao Si and had his warm companionship.

After returning to the dormitory and washing up, I called Lin Lin again out of habit.

Unexpectedly, the first person to speak was Yu Wenjie, "Cao Si!"

"it's me."

"Are you looking for Lin Lin?"

"No, I'm looking for you."

It was another deliberate phone call between the two of them, and they developed a tacit understanding without realizing it.

No one knows when it started, teasing each other became a habit.

After Yu Wenjie complained that she was tired after the military training, Lin Lin answered the phone and said, "I heard that you didn't go to the military training today."

"Well, I have something to do so I didn't go."

"That's great. I also want to work without participating in military training."

Cao Si laughed, but it was difficult to say that he enjoyed privileges.

The two chatted for a long time on the phone in the dormitory, and it was nothing more than anecdotes about military training and some things about classmates in the class.Day by day, there are not so many fierce conflicts and emotional hurdles that cannot be overcome.

(End of this chapter)

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