My Healing Games

Chapter 187 Killing Ma Manjiang
Yimin Private College has a large playground and many fitness equipment. The school has always done a very good job in its appearance.

What is Zhang Guanxing doing here?

The playground was completely bare, with no place to hide or obstruct the view. If you ventured onto the playground rashly, you would likely be spotted by Ma Manjiang.

Han Fei stopped in his tracks. When Zhang Guanxing noticed that Han Fei hadn't followed, he called out twice, seemingly urging him to keep going.

"You want to take me to see something?"

Zhang Guanxing casually transformed into a monster with a human face and a dog's body, unable to speak, but he seemed to retain human thoughts and his personality from his previous life.

Hugging the school wall, Han Fei risked following Zhang Guanxing across the playground and into the large pile of fitness equipment.

Seemingly having caught a whiff of something, Zhang Guanxing suddenly sped up, his goal very clear: to reach the northeast corner of the pile of fitness equipment.

In this inconspicuous little corner, a girl whose body seemed to be pieced together from fragments was crying.

She hugged her knees, curled up at the back of the exercise equipment, her body covered in cracks, as if she would shatter at the slightest touch.

Her face was buried in her knees, and tears streamed down her face uncontrollably. She seemed afraid to cry in front of others, and when she couldn't hold back anymore, she would run to a corner of the playground to cry alone.

The sound of a dog barking came, and Zhang Guanxing wagged his tail and circled around the girl, occasionally rubbing his head against her arm.

In this school, Zhang Guanxing is a stray dog ​​that everyone hates, except for this girl with cracks all over her body, who seems to treat him as a friend.

Zhang Guanxing wanted to make the girl happy, so he tried his best to perform, but the girl didn't play with him as usual. She continued to cry alone and didn't even lift her head.

The dog made whimpering sounds, and Zhang Guanxing sensed the girl's pain and wanted to help her share it, but he was just a stray dog ​​and couldn't understand what was happening to her.

The louder he shouted, the more painfully the girl cried. He clearly wanted to comfort her, but instead he made her feel even worse.

Perhaps Zhang Guanxing's shouts were too jarring for the girl, or perhaps his gentle bites aggravated her wounds.

The girl, silently shedding tears, pushed Zhang Guanxing aside. Zhang Guanxing, somewhat anxious, continued to call out, but upon hearing his calls, the girl cried even harder.

"Let her be quiet for a while." Han Fei reached out and pressed down on Zhang Guanxing's dog head. He looked at the girl and the stray dog ​​in front of him and felt a strange sense of reality.

The girl covered in cracks was Wild Dog's girlfriend, Chu Xia. In reality, Wild Dog Zhang Guanxing may have also noticed Chu Xia's pain.

He wanted to help Chu Xia share her pain, but he himself was a child who lacked love, and he didn't know how to love and heal someone.

He was like a stray dog ​​unable to communicate with Chu Xia, trying his best to make her happy, but in the end, he hurt both of them.

“Zhang Guanxing didn’t know at first that Chu Xia was hurt by Ma Manjiang. He only noticed that Chu Xia was unhappy, but his comforting only had a negative effect at this time.”

"Later, Jin Sheng must have told Zhang Guanxing the truth, which is why Zhang Guanxing entered the school late at night. He wanted to solve the problem, but in the end, he met his own death."

"In this complex world, Zhang Guanxing is indeed like a stray dog ​​that has experienced all kinds of suffering and is homeless."

After restraining Zhang Guanxing to stop him from shouting, Han Fei walked up to the girl.

Her skin was covered in cracks, and her body was broken into pieces.

As soon as Han Fei approached, the girl instinctively grabbed her schoolbag and used her hands to protect herself.

She was like a terrified baby desperately clinging to everything around her to find a sense of security.

Chu Xia is a child who has truly been hurt; her body is full of cracks and could shatter at any moment.

For children like this, you should never offer comfort lightly, nor try to pry into their lives, and you should never try to understand them in a rough manner.

Shouts like those made by Zhang Guanxing, though well-intentioned, can cause secondary psychological trauma to Chu Xia.

What they need is companionship and support. I will stand by them no matter what and give them a sense of security.

"I'm a new teacher at the school. No matter what happens, I'll help you." Han Fei's voice was gentle. He wasn't usually like this, but he could play this role to reassure the girl.

“You don’t need to say anything now. If you feel scared or uncomfortable, you can come to me anytime.” While communicating, Han Fei kept observing the other person.

Her body, riddled with cracks in early summer, represents her vulnerability, sensitivity, and pain at this time.

She is now in a state of extreme insecurity; fear has seeped into every pore of her body.

Han Fei didn't want to put too much pressure on Chu Xia, so he gently tried to get closer to her heart.

A dozen minutes later, Chu Xia, who had been sobbing softly, finally broke down in tears. She put down her schoolbag, waved her arms to wipe away her tears, as if she were sending a distress signal with her body.

When Xia looked up, Han Fei saw an even more shocking scene.

Beneath the girl's cracked skin lay chaos, fear, and inferiority, and deep within her heart, nestled amidst these emotions, was a pair of scissors radiating intense hatred.

A shattered body, a heart that could no longer beat, and a sharp pair of scissors that symbolize hatred.

Han Fei could roughly guess why Chu Xia's hatred appeared in the shape of scissors. This world was clearly absurd to the point of being unbelievable, yet it was also so real that it was suffocating.

“I didn’t find any sharp weapons at school, so even if I wanted to kill Ma Manjiang, I wouldn’t have had the chance, but…” Han Fei stared at the scissors in the girl’s heart. The scissors, radiating hatred, were exceptionally sharp and retained a killing intent specifically aimed at Ma Manjiang. It seemed that these scissors were meant to kill Ma Manjiang!
"In reality, Chu Xia was hurt by Ma Manjiang. The best way to punish Ma Manjiang is to have Chu Xia stand up and identify that beast! So in Jin Sheng's memory, Chu Xia is hiding a weapon that can kill Ma Manjiang!"

"But this weapon is stuck in Chu Xia's heart. If she wants to pull out this weapon to kill Ma Manjiang, it will inevitably cause Chu Xia even greater harm."

The girl who was hurt wanted to punish the murderer, but she had to reopen the wounds in her heart so that she could retrieve the scissors.

In reality, Chu Xia did not remove the knife from her heart, which gave Ma Manjiang the opportunity to hurt more people, but this is not Chu Xia's fault.

Ma Manjiang is connected to the butterfly; he has countless ways to torment those children, as the two sides are completely unequal in strength.

Everything makes sense. Reality and memory intertwine. Before starting his management mission, Han Fei never imagined that the world in Jin Sheng's eyes would be like this.

(End of this chapter)