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Chapter 264 Chapter 260 "But You Are Crying"

Raising the difficulty of the dungeon to such an outrageous level, Mizushima Chuanharu had fully grasped Dongxue's lifeline early in the morning.

...This kind of situation will only appear in the most difficult tasks, which are similar to "identity competition".

It is precisely because this kind of competition is related to [the person in power] that she can fight to this point.

There is no unreasonable hatred, and the momentary hatred will not last long.

Only benefits are eternal.

Su Mingan looked at Mizushima Chuanharu who seemed to be acquiescing, and sighed softly again.

【Person in Power】The identity must not be simple.

Judging from the situation at that time, when the third world ended, the organizer met with him alone and invited him alone, this was a special status with a very high status, and it was the only one.

Combined with the words of "upgrading the dimension" that the organizer said at the time, it is normal for Haru Mizushimagawa to desire it so much.

As Ying said before, things like "dominating Zhai Xing" can be done after the person in power has been promoted to a certain level.Then this special identity must be different from the ordinary identity.

——This is an extremely special status.

"So that's how it is." Su Mingan said softly, "This is why you are so persistent."

... No matter how you say it, it's still because of internal fighting.

Even if it's not because of pure hatred, this kind of deliberate attempt to drag him to death for a certain status...

Also stupid.

Too stupid.

"...Then can I stop?" Mizushima Chuanharu said softly.

Su Mingan narrowed his eyes.

"The world doesn't allow me to stop." She said, "...you don't understand at all, Su Mingan."

"It's just the two of us here, and we don't have language difficulties." Su Mingan said, "You can try to make me understand."

Mizushimagawa closed her eyes.

With the help of the strong agent, the lost eyes have begun to grow some tissue, and the wound on her face has also begun to heal, and the picture of the growth of flesh and blood looks particularly terrifying at this moment.

When she opened her eyes again, there was already a little light in her eyes.

"My wish, you won't understand." She said: "——I want to free my sister and all human beings from this world ruled by games."

Su Mingan's originally smiling expression became slightly stiff.

His breathing became a little short, his heartbeat started to speed up involuntarily, and even his back began to sweat.

But soon, he forcibly suppressed these reactions.

"What did you say?" He said in a very soft tone, facing the dog-like Mizushima Chuanharu.

"People who are ignorant and short-sighted will not understand my behavior." Haru Mizushimagawa said: "I have been educated by a family since I was a child, and I know how to endure humiliation and bear the burden, and I also know how to break through and then stand up.

...and even if I failed in the Fifth World, I was still given a chance to make a comeback.

As long as I drag you to death here, complete my mission, become the player with the highest special status, and keep advancing, I will have the opportunity to save everyone...

And the world won't let me stop, I can't even take a step back.

The escape route has been blocked, blocked by myself.

——Unless it can be here, it will drag you to death.Otherwise, what awaits me is failure.

...fail like now. "

Su Mingan even thought he had heard wrong.

He was slightly stunned, shocked like a sea wave engulfing him, and an extremely unspeakable and mixed emotion was brewing in his chest.

His throat was as dry as a desert, and his mouth seemed to be on fire, and he couldn't speak a word for a while.

... At this moment, he suddenly had the idea of ​​falling over.

Haru Mizushimagawa was telling him——

She who has been in a dilemma all the time, almost dragged him into an endless loop, and completely cut his hope to pieces,
She let him die several times, almost drove him to the organizer, almost drove him crazy, she was telling him——

The reason why she did this and planned so hard to kill him and drag him into hell together——

——It is actually the same as his thoughts all the time,

exactly the same.

...She actually wanted to save her planet, her homeland.

She was also thinking about [Redempting Zhai Xing].

"..."

Su Mingan was almost out of breath.

But the difference between him and Mizushima Chuanharu is that he completely hides his true thoughts, but she speaks them directly.

...She even took the initiative to ask the organizers to give her such a chance.

But she didn't have a back file, and she couldn't test it. She didn't know what kind of malice the organizers had for treating someone like her who had the idea of ​​saving Zhai Xing.

Therefore, she was pushed into a deeper abyss by the organizer.

...to face him.

To be his sharpening edge, to be his stepping stone.

Su Mingan felt dizzy for a moment.

The sudden amount of information hit his mind, and his eyes were full of constantly floating dark hallucinations.

He couldn't describe the feeling.

...he has been alone, has been alone all along.

There is no one to confide in, no one to communicate with, true thoughts must be covered up with selfish words.

He also thought before that in this game, there must be people who have the same thoughts as him, but they are destined not to be able to communicate with each other.

In such a world, they are destined to be isolated islands to each other, and they can only fight each other with their own ideals.

But now...someone clearly stood in front of him and told him.

She is also one of the islands.

But the difference is - she doesn't seem to understand the danger, and is even stupid enough to say it in this situation.

He almost wanted to grab her by the collar and tell her that it was just a stupid "car crash" that she targeted him so much and wanted to kill him like self-destructive.

But at this moment, facing such ignorant compatriots, he must scoff at it.

He must use the most malicious words to criticize her.

"Does it make sense?"

Su Mingan's expression froze for a moment, and then he smiled again.

Facing Mizushima Chuanharu who had the same idea as him, he smiled ironically.

"Rescue Zhai Xing? Mizushimagawa, are you deliberately going against the organizer?"

"—How could it be against you! You are still laughing? What's so funny!" Mizushima Chuanharu's emotions surged like a tide, she gritted her teeth, extremely emotional:
"—How could a person like you understand! Even if it has no meaning now, I am giving it meaning! One day, I will definitely save the home where my sister is—"

"Even if you are promoted to the highest level of power, do you think you can accomplish this kind of thing?" Su Mingan sneered: "Who promised you, did you imagine it yourself?"

"I begged the organizer—they promised me—" Mizushima Chuanharu roared, "I will definitely, definitely be able to win my hometown back, at least, it will never fall into the hands of someone like you—"

Su Mingan's smile became more real.

...It seems that he has found a new path.

A brand new path except for clearing all levels perfectly.

Perhaps he should thank Mizushima Chuanharu, who is like a mad dog.

"It's fortunate that you failed." Su Mingan said.

"Su Ming'an, you don't know anything about me." Mizushima Chuanharu stared at him and suddenly calmed down:

"Your knowledge is too short, your experience is too little, you have never experienced the pain of struggling on the line of life and death, and you have never experienced the shame of being taken away from the family - if it was before, I can only blame you for not thinking of redemption, But now, you who refuse to redeem your homeland and still choose to dominate the entire world are extremely selfish."

"You want to deny everything about me?" Su Mingan said.

"A student living in an ivory tower." Mizushima Chuanharu stared at him: "What can you understand? What do you have?"

The insides of her newly grown eyes were as black as ink, as if they hadn't been stained with any dust, but the black blood around the edges was extremely vivid.

With blood in the corners of her eyes, her eyes were astonishingly cold for a moment:
"Su Ming'an...you will always look at things from the perspective of a villain, just a classic low-level person who has gained monstrous power for a while-you don't have the slightest righteousness in your heart, and the desire for power has overwhelmed you.

From the moment you became the first player and sacrificed to Yueyue, I knew that you were extremely selfish in your heart.

For a name, you can watch your companions die coldly, and you can snatch other people's things without any scruples.

Like a child with nuclear weapons, your ideal level does not match your strength at all.

...And I, those of us, have seen and experienced much more tragedies than you.

Whether it's me, my sister, or even Edward, Ani, Adolf...their vision, experience, and world they see are much better than yours.

you're just-

A lucky little guy.

Little people who are concerned by the organizers.

The guy who got lucky.

You who were originally a student, Su Mingan, you who swung knives at your compatriots for a small profit in front of you - you are too unworthy. "

Su Ming'an listened to Mizushimagawa Haru's words in tears.

He could understand her words, after all, in her view, he was indeed an absolute enemy, and he didn't show any influence because of her words,
But he couldn't forgive her behavior.

...As long as she can think a little more, she won't be able to tell all her own thoughts.

She was so stupid, stupid and naive.

Just like the hot-blooded protagonist of a young man who thinks hard work will lead to success, thinking that talking loudly will make him "wake up", thinking that as long as she works hard and lurks for so many years, good results will come...

But in fact, the biggest boss she is facing, and she is spurning, actually has the same purpose as her from beginning to end.

...and she would never know the truth.

Because this BOSS also loves the world she loves equally, equally.

Su Mingan smiled.

He seems to be acting in a funny stage play, criticizing his ideals wildly.

"Pleasantly said, but too naive, Mizushima—redeem your home, and then what?
You can't have absolute dominance, you can't have the strongest strength.

You have a lot of soldiers but don't use them, you have power but you don't care about it.You ignorantly fought against the organizers and ended up like this today.

Before you make a choice, you should clearly define the winning rate and the result.

You should know that passionate blood or pure love for your sister will not be the reason for your success.

——You never really fought against fate, but only lost to the people you looked down on the most.

You are listening. "

Facing Mizushima Chuanharu on the ground, he said word by word:

"You can't at all."

"You can't save anyone."

"There is no result if we continue. No one can win to the end with such a ridiculous reason as redeeming Zhai Xing."

"Your blood will be drained, your passion will fade away."

“[You just put all your opinions on the line through an extremely simplified and extreme way of thinking, and turned them into admirable righteousness.]”

"—During this period, you have learned nothing, only learned to fully affirm yourself and completely deny your opponent."

"As for something like dignity, if you lose the first time, there will naturally be a second time."

"You see, under my temporary coercion, within a minute, you abandoned your dignity again, scored twice, and lay down in front of me like a dog, just like you did back then."

"Your so-called ideal is worthless, and your persistence for more than ten years is meaningless. The meaning you speak of is far from meaning."

"The redemption of the homeland is simply impossible - it is impossible for human beings to resist the organizers, nor is it possible to go against their wishes."

"Rules are something that people in power think about, and you violated the basic rules of the game."

"You're literally killing yourself."

"You regard persistence and perseverance as progress, righteousness as your own virtue, and think that under fair rules, you can win everything from the "game" system, and be a hardcore player who overturns the chessboard."

"—but you don't understand at all."

He got up slowly, looked at the abyss-like corridor, looked at Mo Yan who was walking slowly, looked at the pendant in his hand, and said softly:
"Mizushimagawa, you need to understand that in the game, the player is the most humble existence that needs to follow the rules the most.

……

And you will end up with nothing. "

"..." Listening to his long speech, Mizushima Chuanharu's expression finally showed a crack of collapse.

She was trembling, her whole body was trembling, her red eyes were fixed on him, she seemed to want to stretch out her hands out of thin air and crush his neck.

Astonishment, pain, sadness, disappointment... so many emotions flowed through her heart like a tide.

"Fortunately, you turned off the live broadcast and said this." She said hoarsely.

"Then have you been influenced by me?" Su Mingan asked.

"Never." She was silent for a moment and said firmly.

"Unfortunately."

"...because my path has come to an end," she said.

Su Mingan's eyes moved.

"I can't kill you, I can't stop you. My retreat has been blocked by myself." Haru Mizushimagawa said, "I only have this one chance, and I failed."

"..."

"As a loser, what awaits me is disappearance and death," she said.

"..."

"Su Ming'an, you are very arrogant, extremely arrogant." She said, "Others couldn't see it, but I have fully heard your arrogance from what you said.

Even if in the end, you manage to dominate everything - you will not be able to bring this land back to life.

You have been completely assimilated, and you have no sense of the bottom line and emotions that human beings should have.

You are not human at all.

In a real sense, you have adapted to the game - you become the real first 'player'. "

As she spoke, her voice became hoarse and her voice became weaker and weaker.

Like floating in the clouds, she spoke vaguely, with blood dripping from the corner of her mouth, and said her last words:

"--Congratulations."

Su Mingan closed his eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, he saw the body of the girl who had lost her limbs before him, which had completely fallen to the ground.

Stained blood was spread on her body like a map. She closed her eyes and remained silent, like a dark tombstone.

His hands trembled slightly.

...when will human beings truly master themselves.

Don't pretend to be crazy, don't beg for mercy, don't live like slaves and dogs in order to prevent the true intention from being exposed.

Incompetent pioneers died before his eyes.

Separated by a sad barrier, their ideals cannot communicate.

And even such a stupid fellow... He could still hear her soul quivering as she fell before him.

Scarce and precious.

Stupid and naive.

And he will end the game himself.

After nine months.

He raised his head.

He saw Mo Yan standing at the door with a startled expression.

"Mo Yan, what's wrong?"

He thought their passage was a bit shocking, and Mo Yan heard what they said that could frighten the whole world.

"Brother." Mo Yan quickly approached him: "Are you okay?"

Su Mingan knew that Mo Yan probably heard it.

But he felt that Mo Yan was a trustworthy person.

The other party even gave him his life, several times.

"It's okay—someone said that the person who is constantly pursuing his own interests is the most motivated and ideal person."

When Su Mingan said this, he showed a very bright smile: "...I think they are right."

"..."

Mo Yan looked at him.

Mo Yan was looking at him with extremely complicated eyes, watching him carefully, as if looking at a strange object.

"...Brother."

……

"But you are crying."

(End of this chapter)