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Chapter 257 Chapter 250·"My dear, you have to remember"

The drizzle like a bead curtain gradually formed a line, laying a heavy rain curtain outside the cave.

Inside the cave, the blood red color is vividly dancing.

The girl shivering from the cold embraced her body, lowered her head, curled up all over, and bright colors danced on her hospital gown.

"You mean, guilty?" she asked.

"En." Su Mingan said, "Dongxue, have you ever regretted it in your heart?"

"..." Dongxue turned her head.

She stood up suddenly.

The thin hospital gown stuck to her body like a piece of paper, folded and wrinkled when she got up.The wet black hair was pressed against her cheek, she clenched her fists tightly, her thin body was trembling.

She gasped, staring at him with dark eyes.

"Is not wanting to grow up a disease?"

Her black hair was wet and stuck to her body, and her exposed arms were covered with marks from electric shocks and whippings under the wide hospital gown.

... It was a scar engraved in her skin and flesh, and in the bottom of her heart.

……

[During the days of correction, Dongxue thought of committing suicide countless times. 】

[Later, she gradually discovered that a woman named Yang Xia appeared beside her. 】

……

Su Mingan's eyes moved slightly, still thinking about the structure of the next sentence.

——and saw Dongxue suddenly stepping forward and hugging him.

The moisture of the rain hit her face, her skin was covered with water stains, her hair scraped against his neck, and the folds of her thin clothes were extremely obvious.

At this moment, there was nothing charming in his mind.

He knew that what Dong Xue loved was Yang Xia, and only Yang Xia.

As a visitor from another world who came halfway to do the mission and babbled for the last piece of clues, he shouldn't be the object of her pouring emotion.

His mind was still full of all kinds of words that had just been organized, but he didn't expect the other party to hug him directly without saying a word, which caught him off guard.

He didn't feel the heartbeat of being hugged, and his thoughts were extremely rational at this time.

——He was thinking about whether Dongxue's favorability would change because of his next behavior.

He was thinking rationally here, but the barrage exploded in an instant:
[I rely on it!I rely on!I rely on! 】

[nmd let him go!He is not your Yang Xia!Climb away——]

[I'm stupid, am I the only one who envies Su Ming'an? 】

【Fuck, you won't forget that Dongxue is a boy, right? 】

[I'm stupid, I suddenly don't envy you anymore. 】

[Facing this kind of transgender person... some words are really hard to say, I don't know how to persuade this kind of person, I feel that pushing away will definitely reduce my favor...]

【Dongxue is also quite pitiful, she just got sick... a mental illness. 】

【…】

Dongxue hugged him, eyes closed.

Her embrace seemed a little clammy, but the flames hadn't dried her clothes, and she was shivering from the cold.

Su Mingan suddenly felt something was wrong.

It was pasted by Dongxue, and the neck on his shoulders seemed to have no Adam's apple.

At the same time, he also felt that the softness on his body was not like a male body.

"Yang Xia." She suddenly said softly, her voice trembling, as if she just wanted to ask for affirmation: "You are my creation, do you love me?"

When she asked "Do you love me", her voice was already on the verge of praying, and every word was trembling violently.

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[Yang Xia appears beside Dong Xue. 】

[But everyone is saying that Yang Xia is a fake——she fell in love with her illusory creation. 】

[Dong Xue doesn't believe it. 】

【She promised Yang Xia that they must live together forever. 】

[But Dong Xue gradually discovered that Yang Xia would only persuade her to become better and mature.She confessed to the other party, but was rejected. 】

【Dongxue is very puzzled. 】

【—Why, the Creator doesn’t love the Creator? 】

【——Why, her illusory creation can't do everything she wants? 】

……

"..." Su Mingan didn't respond.

He's thinking about a possibility.

Some special clues gradually connected in his mind.

"—But, I don't want to grow up." Her mood suddenly fluctuated violently.

As if a tight string was suddenly torn off, she opened her red eyes, trembling like a sieve, and her tone was hysterical:
"—If you grow up, if you abandon the past...I, I..."

Dongxue's movements became tighter and tighter.

She hugged him tightly, like a whole world around her.

"In the present, in the future, or in the far future - I will never meet someone like Yang Xia again!"

She growled in pain.

"—what she taught me, I have learned nothing, and the qualities she possessed, I have nothing!"

"This kind of me, this kind of me..."

She closed her eyes, shivering with cold.

She had woken up countless times from late night dreams, and saw her Yang Xia standing in the brightest place.

Yang Xia was raising her eyes, holding up her umbrella, as if staying in place forever, looking at her.

——She has always been naive, with the sin of "not growing up", and the sin of being reprimanded by her parents.

But that person will always stop in place, waiting for her.Like a blue whale accompanying her to the bottom of the sea, like a bird holding a branch for her.

——In this world where heterogeneity is not tolerated, she experienced an unspeakable secret love.

Spanning the long years, through cold, summer, summer and winter.

"...Yang Xia." She said, "Stop trying to persuade me to be mature."

There was a bit of pleading in her voice, as if she was afraid that he would reveal something.

"... Please, Yang Xia." She said, "...just let me go."

Su Mingan smiled.

While Dong Xue's emotions were changing, the clues in his mind were already linking.

As he pulled down her loose collar, he saw the condition of her neck.

Dongxue's skin is not delicate, it can even be said to be rough, and there is even a pinch mark left by abuse on the front of the neck, like a light red stroke.

... He confirmed that she didn't have an Adam's apple.

"But I already understand, Dongxue." His tone changed a little bit.

Dongxue's body shook violently.

"Dong Xue——Am I really your fantasy?" His words never stopped, his tone was as decisive as a blade.

Su Mingan knew that his actions were cruel.

But he needs that last clue, and he needs to clear away all the fog.

... Even if it is because of this, who will be hurt.

But he never had the [room] to choose to let anyone go just because he felt sorry for him.

He looked at Dong Xue, and the softness in his tone disappeared little by little.

"Dongxue—come to your senses." He said, "Admit, among us, who is the imagined existence."

"Ding dong!"

The long-lost system voice rang in Su Mingan's ears.

In the next second, as if some switch was triggered, a series of system voices rang out in a queue.

"Ding dong! Ding dong! Ding dong!—"

It was as if the dominoes were collapsing in an instant, and the reminders of clue links were endless.

He gradually cleared the fog and saw the truth that he had neglected.

Dong Xue's previous words echoed in his mind at this moment.

【...I have been looking for Yang Xia, looking for her every night. 】

[But she will grow up, mature, and leave me. 】

【...Why, my creature, doesn't love her creator? 】

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[Clue [-]: Yang Xia's diary, the key clue: Dong Xue, a link to a clue! 】

[Key clues: Xia Luoyang's words, key clues: Flax's words, a clue link! 】

[Key clue: Disappeared student No. 30, key clue: Dong Xue's words, a clue link occurred! 】

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[Clue link Xia Luoyang's words: "Yang Xia, you have already gone out of the past, why do you want to come back?"]

【Clue link · Flax's words: "I remember you, I saw you who are chasing the [past], doctor—to the past self, reconcile."]

[Clue Link Nocturnal Thing of the Night: "Why face reality? You are so succumbed to reality, you are so "healthy"—why come back?"]

……

[Clue Link: Disappeared Student No. 30:
Yang Xia: A transgender person, fantasizing about having a virtual girlfriend, who was sent in by her mother for correction. (Currently the condition is improving, excellent students are candidates.)]

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[Conjecture link: ——Dong Xue, who is actually a boy, has a female body, while Yang Xia, the imaginary girlfriend who was imagined, has a male body.This is inherently contradictory. 】

[Clue link: "The only one who doesn't have a file, the 30th student who disappeared—who is the one who really doesn't exist?"]

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[The clue link is completed, you have formed a guess! 】

[You have formed your final conjecture, please make the final inference to reveal it. 】

……

Su Mingan watched the clues lined up in front of him, and the azure link line flashed across his field of vision like lightning.

The fire was shining brightly in the cave, and the girl's tears were slowly falling down.

"Dongxue." Su Mingan said: "——between us, the position has been reversed, Dongxue."

Winter snow is trembling.

She seemed to wake up suddenly from a hazy dream, her hands were trembling, and her hair was trembling along with her trembling. Her whole body was shaking violently, as if she was about to freeze in the cold rain.

"Ah ha ha ha ha ha……"

She suddenly started laughing, and tears fell as she trembled.

The blue and white hospital gown, which was one size too big, completely covered her figure. She hugged herself, her figure curled up together, with great force on her fingers, her body stuck to the ground like a stake.

Her throat was as dry as a desert at this moment, but not a single drop of water could moisten it, and the pain lingering around her body like moisture was even more obvious.She was hoarse, panting, inhaling, laughing, and crying.

Like a plank that suddenly cracked, she stood there, her long hair was sticky, and her light-colored clothes were soaked, like a sheep that might fall down at any time.

To her, the hanging raindrops seemed heavy at this moment.

Su Mingan watched this scene silently.

The fire light moved in his eyes, and through the jumping colors, he saw the long black shadow behind Dongxue reflected in the light, like a gradually expanding abyss.

The sheep in the rain collapsed before his eyes.

With the sound of heavy rain, she fell like a blue whale before his eyes.

Everything is poignant.

Everything is hopeless.

……

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[Later, Dongxue gradually found out. 】

【—So she was the one who was created. 】

[And the real correction is completed, the mature and stable protagonist Yang Xia has stepped out of the haze of Baisha. 】

【She has been abandoned in the memory of the past. 】

【...Because this society doesn't need her who can't adapt and doesn't grow up. 】

……

[Yang Xia, a transgender person, a homosexual patient, has a fantasy virtual girlfriend. 】

【That girlfriend is called Dongxue. 】

……

[She finds it ridiculous. 】

【The world has never let her go. 】

……

[Perfect clearance progress Escape line: 90%]

(End of this chapter)