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Chapter 1389 Chapter : "It turns out that love is painful."

Su Ming pretended to check on Zhu's situation.

He doesn't understand medicine, but his smart watch, Adu, can give results immediately with just a scan.

The results were clear: the disease that could last so long and debilitate the body was cancer.

Su Mingan immediately went back to Si Que and asked for a piece of the stone of life left by Lotasha. He held it in Yu Zhu's hand, and Yu Zhu's expression quickly improved.

"...Miracle...Miracle..."

"My God..."

The onlookers knelt on the ground, marveling at the miracle.

Su Mingan retrieved the Stone of Life with almost no damage.

Yu Zhu stared at Su Mingan blankly, his green eyes flashing, as if he had determined something.

……

Su Mingan left behind a large number of items that were ahead of their time.

Penicillin, ironware, sewing machines, solar cells, electric fans... and hundreds of books in various fields.

There are only 200 people here, and they can't even recognize all the characters. It will take a long time to comprehend these things.

Inside the stone house, the group of four stood in front of Su Mingan.

Su Mianbao spoke fluently and asked respectfully, "Lord God, do you think we have any urgent problems to solve?"

The village was thriving, but Su Mianbao always felt that something was wrong.

Su Mingan looked around and said, "Of course. I see that there are many sick people in the village. You should build the isolation belt as soon as possible."

"I remember that." Su Mianbao nodded: "Does the Lord God have any other advice?"

Su Mingan thought for a while and said, "In addition, the population issue is the most important. I can't do it myself every time." Just manipulating two hundred people almost made him vomit blood. He couldn't let himself manipulate hundreds of billions of people.

The four looked at each other, and Yueying couldn't help asking, "God, how can we increase the population?"

Su Mingan was surprised: "You don't know?"

Yuzhu's green eyes were filled with confusion: "I don't know."

Su Mingan hesitated and said, "...You really don't know?"

This is bad. These people really can’t be unaware of this. No wonder the population has not increased in recent years.

"what do you know?"

"What does God mean?"

"What to do?"

They racked their brains to think about it, and according to the concepts left by the gods, they rarely had anything to do with this concept. They were molded, not naturally evolved humans, and their instincts depended only on the gods.

Su Ming'an almost vomited blood. If he had known this would happen, he should have asked Yamada Machiichi to come and recruit a few people. Yamada Machiichi seemed to know a lot.

"Well... I'll teach you..." Su Mingan gave them some popular science. Refusing shame and facing knowledge squarely is the correct concept. If everyone can look at it correctly, many tragedies in this world will not happen.

After listening to this, several people were thinking. Li Li said: "Lord God, you just mentioned that 'only with love can we have the next generation', what is love?"

Su Mingan thought for a moment and said, "Those men and women who confessed their love to Su Mianbao, they all had love in their hearts."

Su Mianbao was surprised and said, "But they just want to share power with me. Is this love?"

Su Mingan shook his head: "It doesn't count. If they are willing to give up power to be with you, it is undoubtedly love. But it is not the only form of love. Love is a very complicated thing. Sometimes, letting go is love, but sometimes, possessiveness is love."

He was analyzing it bit by bit to four little kids.

The four of them were still too pale to understand something so colorful. They looked like they understood but didn't.

"Just like the four of you are together, you don't want to leave each other, you feel sad when you see each other get hurt, and you feel anxious when you see Yuzhu get sick. This is a kind of love. Love is different from romance." Su Mingan said:
“Love is not simply giving, sacrificing and gaining, but the continuous development and improvement of your own personality in the process of getting along with each other. You will become more and more independent and complete in this process, and thus establish a connection with the world. Good love can make people positive, healthy and stable.”

"Oh..." Yueying nodded: "So love means not wanting to be separated."

Li Li also has his own understanding: "It turns out that 'love' is about perfecting one's own personality together."

Yuzhu thought for a moment and said, "So love is painful."

Su Mianbao thought thoughtfully: "'Love' is empathy..."

The foursome thought for a long time and came to their own conclusions.

Su Mingan was not in a hurry to leave. He stayed here and taught Su Baoma for a while. The flow of time in the small world was very slow, so he didn't have to worry about Luo Vasa. He could finally rest for a while.

He liked being with Su Mianbao, as it made him feel as if he was seeing a younger version of himself.

Su Mianbao wanted to learn everything from him, his thinking, actions, worldview... He also generously told the child everything. He had too many insights into the world, people, love and death. From the first loss at the age of four, to the life-changing accident at the age of ten, to the warmth he got after meeting Uncle Zhao, all the love, hate, and desire, he turned into experience and told Su Mianbao.

"My Lord God, do you love your father?"

"Yes, I do."

"Do you love your mother?"

"…I don't know. I can't come up with a definite answer."

“You love your companions.”

"Yes."

“You love your world.”

"Yes."

"Do you love yourself?"

"……like."

"Your love is very broad... It seems that there is nothing in this world that you don't love. This makes me wonder, if you love everything in the world and everyone in the world, then what is so special about love compared to other emotions? Rather than saying that your love is love, it's better to say that your love is a habit."

"You're right. I..."

"I love you."

"……Um?"

"I love you, I love you, I love you."

"Why are you……"

"You gave me everything. Everything I have is yours. I cannot escape your shadow. All the teachings I received later were also given by you."

"You can't think like that, Su Mianbao, you are independent. I am just a passer-by in your life. Your name, your temperament, and your life all belong to you."

"I know what you like and what you hate. I know which dish you would choose to eat first among dozens of dishes. I know your opinion on a thing and how you would react - because all of this is what I would do. I am almost the same as you. You made me your shadow, which is inevitable because I am a character you created yourself. How can you distance yourself from it?"

"I……"

"I've heard you talk about Si Que and the Lord of the World. Unconsciously, we seem to have become like this, but I'm not as rebellious as the Lord of the World. I obey you completely. However, can I understand your retreat as the 'hypocrisy of the Creator'?"

"..."

"It doesn't matter. I won't blame you. Because you are my Lord and I am your lamb. You have given my people the right to survive. I will be eternally grateful to you, worship you, and praise you."

At some point, Su Mianbao's language became more and more fluent, and her thoughts became more and more profound. Sometimes Su Ming'an would escape for a short while, return to the Black Water Dream, and ponder her words for a while facing the starry sky before returning.

He knew that Su Mianbao's "love" for him was not pure. He was the Creator, and his favor would make the tribe live better. But she also truly respected and loved him.

At 11 o'clock noon Luowasa time, Su Mingan returned to the Black Water Dream again.

"How does it feel? Do you like this feeling of being the creator?" Si Que leaned back in the recliner, looking like he was about to fall asleep.

"..."Su Mingan didn't say anything.

He was scared.

Yes, he felt a little scared about Su bread.

Every time he was with Su Mianbao, he felt an uncontrollable fear. The more independent she was, the more she resembled him. The way she looked at him made his heart skip a beat.

"Guilt." Si Que pointed out at a glance: "You are feeling guilty, Creator."

He was with someone who looked the same as himself, but he knew that he was the source of everything. Su Mianbao was like his mirror, always clearly reflecting the haze and hope hidden in his heart, making all his hidden parts manifest openly in her. Her existence, even if she had no ill intentions, would suddenly tear open his hidden flesh.

Love comes from him, hate comes from him, everything comes from him.

"Mr. Dengta, the reason you are entangled is because Su Mianbao is your only protagonist. As long as you add some other protagonists into the mix, she will not be able to shake your mood anymore." Si Que spoke directly and said rubbish.

"Should I pinch a few more?" Su Mingan felt embarrassed. Who knew if it would turn out to be a situation like Si Que being chased by everyone?
"You have ready-made cards." Si Que pointed at Su Ming'an: "You can't stay in the small world to teach people all the time, so why not put your cards in. First, the cards are loyal to you and can help you develop the small world. Second, the growth rate of the cards can't keep up with you. Put them in the small world for decades and they can be upgraded quickly. Third, the two cards you drew can also be regarded as your creations. They can be the second and third protagonists under you, on par with Su Mianbao."

What Si Que said makes a lot of sense.

Su Mingan opened the card interface:

……

[Card Name: SSR Mirror Su Qing]

[Class: Chanter (Back Row)]

【Faith in God: None】

[Personality alignment: Neutral evil]

[Darkness value: 78 points]

[Level: lv.59]

[Rank: 0 stars]

[A Glimpse of God: Angel of Radiance]

[The Favor of the World Tree: None]

[Equipment: None]

……

Card Name: SR Humble Mourner Su Jingtang

[Class: Knight (Front Row)]

【Faith in God: None】

[Personality alignment: Orderly Good]

[Darkness value: 0 points]

[Level: lv.55]

[Rank: 0 stars]

[A Glimpse of God: None]

[The Favor of the World Tree: None]

[Equipment: None]

……

"Go to your world? Sure." Su Qing agreed readily.

"From the primitive period to the civilized society...Okay, I'm very interested." Su Jingtang pushed his glasses and said softly, "Even if I'm not interested, I will do whatever the master tells me to do."

After obtaining consent, Su Mingan released the two men.

If Su Qing, Su Jingtang and Su Baomao joined forces, the times would surely develop rapidly.

After resting for a while, Su Ming'an spied on the movements of the demon line Su Ming'an for a while. At this time, the demon line Su Ming'an had walked to the bottom of the world tree and was talking to Grandma Lu.

This day was destined to be reset, so Su Mingan had no intention of intervening to help, and soon entered the small world again. Now his only task was to make the small world a safe haven for the Zhaixing people as soon as possible.

……

【Welcome, Creator Su Mingan. 】

[Current small world stage: low magic world (Stone Age)]

[Current Year: 19]

Current population: 326

……

Before they knew it, the quartet was 19 years old.

After Su Mingan's popular science education, the number of newborns increased significantly. The tribe gradually developed a family-centered life. The originally selfless villagers gradually learned to hide some of the fruits of their labor in order to feed their children better.

The resources in the village were no longer distributed in a big pot, but were divided into four major households: farmers, hunters, fishermen, and workers. Public ownership began to transform into private ownership.

The stone house of the four people was built higher and higher. The door used to be open, but now a high stone wall was built outside the door to prevent people from sneaking in.

Gradually, common people could no longer enter the houses of the patriarchs, and a clear gap appeared between them.

Su Ming'an landed in Su Mianbao's room, but this time she was no longer writing at her desk, but waiting for something.

Seeing Su Ming'an suddenly appear, Su Mianbao rushed up as if he had planned it for a long time and pressed Su Ming'an's shoulder.

"...Are you waiting for me?" Su Mingan said in surprise.

Su Mianbao helped him sit down on the soft chair, but his hand did not leave his shoulder: "The interval between each visit of Lord God is similar. I guessed that you were coming these days, so I have been waiting."

"Is there anything urgent?" Su Mingan turned her head, her eyes a little too sharp.

"Yes." Su Mianbao whispered, his dark eyes flickering, his breathing almost in sync with his rhythm: "...Recently, two new settlements have appeared outside the village. One clan leader is named Su Qing, and the other clan leader is named Su Jingtang."

Su Mingan didn't expect that these two people would choose to be the king instead of helping Su Baoma. That's right, they don't look like people who are inferior to others. Competition can make the world develop faster, and Su Mingan doesn't intend to intervene.

Su Mianbao's breathing quickened a little, and he leaned close to his ear and said, "If a war breaks out between tribes, you will choose to stand on my side, right?"

Su Mingan's pupils dilated for a moment, and he wanted to say no. After all, he would not favor either side.

But Su Bread repeated it again, like a child suddenly abandoned by his father:
"I am the original life in your hands. We are of the same blood. I will be better and more loyal to you than your bloodline Su Qing and Su Jingtang... You will be obedient, right?"

She tightened her fingers, placed them in his palms, and lowered her voice:

"...You will choose to stand on my side, Father God."