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Chapter 1367: Chapter 10: "The world burns to my color ()."

"Not."

Su Mingan refused directly.

He didn't want to dance with Shen Xue at all.

Just as he was about to turn around, the sugar cubes in the compartment of his backpack suddenly shattered.

……

[You have violated the character setting once, and you are judged to have failed in the story field. 】

[But you have a special item: "Colored Sugar Cubes", which makes you immune to one failure. ]

【The story continues.】

……

Su Mingan suddenly realized that his character at this time was "17-year-old Su Mingan". At the age of 17, he would not know how sinister Shen Xue was. In such a situation, out of politeness, he would not refuse his classmate's invitation.

It was his first time to fight between creators, and he was almost ambushed. Fortunately, Sugar Cube helped him block it.

Su Mingan put on gloves and said calmly, "Dance."

Many envious eyes fell on Su Mingan. Shen Xue was the class beauty and many people wanted to dance with her, but she took the initiative to invite Su Mingan.

The light sprinkled softly on the wooden floor, and the music slowly flowed out from the speakers. It was waltz, with a slow and beautiful rhythm.

The others had already jumped up and were dancing in unison.

Su Mingan and Shen Xue, however, were out of tune with the others. Su Mingan didn't want to touch her at all, his hands were floating in the air, and he wanted to pull eight feet away from her. The two of them didn't seem to be dancing a ballroom dance, but more like playing dodgeball.

……

Late at night, the dew is heavy.

The city sleeps in the deep night.

He Zhizhen, with long black hair and thick bangs, held on to the wall and walked forward step by step.

Her body was covered with scars and she was clutching a piece of paper tightly in her hand.

……

"jingle--"

The wind blew through the gauze curtains, and the dance floor was filled with lights and colors.

Su Mingan stepped down and stepped on Shen Xue's high heels.

"I finally see you..." Shen Xue didn't care about the pain at all, her eyes were full of eagerness.

"The real Shen Xue has died in Mingxi campus. You are just a ghost named Shen Xue." Su Ming'an's eyes swept over her shoulder without giving her any leniency.

"Do you like this story of mine? A story that helps you recall the past." Shen Xue said.

They always maintained a distance that was neither too far nor too close. Once Shen Xue tried to get closer, Su Mingan would retreat. His attitude was extremely cold, and he treated a campus event completely as a business matter.

"Memories have no meaning to me. Even if you reproduce the past before my eyes, I will not indulge in it," said Su Mingan.

"Really? What if memories are flawed?" Shen Xue whispered, "...Do you know why people always said bad things about you behind your back during your second year of high school?"

Su Mingan's heart moved.

He remembered that when he was in his second year of high school, there were indeed some bad rumors about him in his class. Some people said that it was probably those bad students who were taking revenge on him. They didn't dare to bully him openly, so they said bad things about him in secret.

But he was not defeated by the rumors and still insisted on helping He Zhizhen. She came from a poor family, and he would sometimes share a small piece of steamed bread with her to prevent her from going hungry. If she had questions she didn't understand, she would ask him, and he would patiently answer them.

He treated not only He Zhizhen but any classmates who encountered difficulties in the same way.

Gradually, He Zhizhen was not as gloomy as before, and with his help, she made some friends. Occasionally, he would see them playing together, and He Zhizhen's smile was so beautiful that people ignored the hideous moss on her face.

"What do you want to say?" Su Mingan said.

"I want to tell you the truth." Shen Xue smiled and said, "Back then, the rumors in the class were indeed spread deliberately by someone who just couldn't bear to see you do well and wanted to damage your reputation. But guess who spread it?"

"Those bad students?" Su Mingan raised his eyebrows.

"No." Shen Xue came closer and whispered in his ear:
……

"…It's He Zhizhen."

"She is the one who deliberately spreads messages to slander you."

……

Under the dark night.

He Zhizhen walked out of the alley and headed towards a tall building.

"Little girl, why are you covered with wounds? Where are you going?" A warm-hearted middle-aged woman passing by saw the wounds on her body and came over to show concern for her.

He Zhizhen was startled and ran forward like a frightened rabbit.

The aunt scratched her head, looked at her back, and asked in confusion: "What's going on with this little girl..."

……

"Su Mingan, do you know?" Shen Xue curved her eyebrows and smiled softly:

"I saw with my own eyes that after you got out of school, He Zhizhen would talk bad about you to some classmates who hadn't left yet."

"She said you helped her for money and benefits. But she had no money, so you kept pestering her. You kept reminding her that she still owed you a favor by sharing small favors like steamed buns and bread."

"She also said that due to depression and facial disease, she actually had no true friends at all. No one would really help her. Everyone was self-touched and just gave her false hope and beauty time and time again, and then quickly abandoned her when she thought things would get better."

"Including you. She thinks you are just trying to satisfy your pity and don't really want to help her. Because she thinks she will only be annoying."

"Besides, you have helped so many people. Your popularity is getting better and better, but she has been stuck in the mud... She feels very unwilling. Why? Why did you abandon her?"

“The nicer you are to people, the more they think you should do the same.”

……

"It hurts... It hurts so much..." He Zhizhen finally walked into the high-rise building, gasping for breath.

She held the paper tightly and walked up the stairs.

She was just in the alley, and was blocked by the bad students again. They beat her and laughed wildly:
"Why didn't Su Mingan come to help you this time? Shout, shout!"

"Su Mingan reported us and forced us to write a self-criticism. But he has always been picked up by his parents, and we can't do anything, so we blame you!"

"Beat her. Beat her hard! It counts as two of hers!!"

This kind of thing happened more than once. He Zhizhen rolled in the mud and begged for mercy countless times, but there was no response.

Then she prayed again, please let Su Ming'an not save her that day, so that she would not have to bear two hatreds, but there was no response either.

Gradually, kindness turned into hatred. She resented this group of students and Su Mingan - wasn't he supposed to be her savior? He was so good to her, why didn't he help her all the time! ?
"Hiss, hiss..." She took a breath, touched the pain on her body, and walked on the stairs in the dark.

……

The brilliance shines.

The glazed gold crystal lamps shone brightly, and gold was spread everywhere.

On the dance floor, Su Mingan and Shen Xue were still in awkward postures, like two sumo wrestlers.

"Besides that, that day, do you know who reported you to the teacher and asked him to check your watch?" Shen Xue exhaled softly.

Su Mingan's eyes flashed.

Shen Xue curled her lips and smiled:
"...It's still He Zhizhen."

She shook her right hand and took out a photo from the gap between her skirts. She shook it and saw a picture of He Zhizhen communicating with her teacher:
"She was afraid that you would save the video and threaten her later. So, she reported you to the teacher. Even though she knew that you would be severely punished if you were found out, if your watch was not an ordinary watch, you would probably have been punished and stayed at home."

"Su Mingan."

"You help her with great enthusiasm, share bread, teach her how to do homework, and help her make new friends. Then, these are her 'rewards' to you."

"This is the person you are going to save in your sophomore year."

“…This is the person you are trying to save.”

……

The night wind is strong.

He Zhizhen finally climbed the stairs and walked onto the rooftop.

The cold wind blew her black hair, and the thick hair almost covered her eyes. She shivered, put the paper beside her, and sat on the edge of the rooftop.

My legs swayed back and forth.

When she sneezed, she felt a sharp pain all over her body. In addition to being beaten by bad students, she was also beaten by her mother and by herself.

She gazed into the distance. The starry sky was so beautiful.

She was disliked by her grandparents since she was born, her father ran away after a few months, her mother wanted to find a rich man, and abandoned her several times without success. She always scolded her for looking like a ghost and wanted her to die.

Until now, she still doesn't know why she is living.

The city's hustle and bustle is in full view. The stars are shining, and the moonlight is fading.

"Bang-bang-bang!"

Brilliant fireworks rose in the distance, people were celebrating New Year's Day.

"Rabbit, butterfly, deer..." He Zhizhen raised her fingers and counted the shapes of the fireworks. The symptoms of somatization of depression gradually appeared, and she wanted to cry uncontrollably.

So beautiful, these are really beautiful fireworks.

But no one would like someone like her, it's all fake, all fake.

Su Mingan is also fake.

There are no such good people in the world.

The colorful light shone in her dim eyes, where blood and long-untreated pus were still flowing down.

……

"This is something you didn't know in your second year of high school." Shen Xue said softly:

"I recreated all of this to let you know the truth of what happened back then - it wasn't those bad students who hurt you, but the people you helped with your own hands."

"So, those who have always been passionate and gentle to you, what will they do behind your back... Have you really seen it clearly?"

"Do you really know all of Noel's actions?"

"How can you judge the gentleness of the road?"

"How can you believe in the loyalty of Yamada Machiichi?"

"When Alger joined the Summit Alliance, he expressed his friendship... and what has he done now? Oh, you don't know yet, Alger has summoned the sixth inorganic god, and is hunting down another you."

Su Mingan looked at her suddenly: "What happened with Luo Vasa?"

"Want to know?" Shen Xue chuckled: "After you finish my story, you can get out."

……

Shen Xue had never been as excited as she was at this moment.

She finally stood in front of the person she had been thinking about, and her heart was about to burst with joy.

The loves of her youth flashed through her mind one by one...

She secretly collected his taste in music and deliberately hummed a song as she passed by him.

She quietly studied her science lessons, hoping that he would ask her questions.

She quietly went through the wrong school gate just to go the same way with him after school.

Maybe, when he relaxes a little bit, and she becomes a little bit more determined...the day of confession will come.

But that day never came.

As the distance between them grew farther and farther until it became insurmountable...she had no choice but to choose another way to get closer to him.

In the middle of the dance floor, she could clearly see the disgust in his eyes.

He didn't like her, that was for sure.

He did it just to complete the story. When the dance was over, it would all be over.

Others don't understand why she holds on to him when she has such good conditions. But she knows in her heart that true and pure "love" does not depend on any conditions. At the first sight, she couldn't look away.

"I wish this dance would never end..." She looked at him.

But the irreparable regrets of youth will eventually wait for the moment to be buried.

Then she smiled:

"There are only three more beats left and the dance will be over. It's coming so fast."

Su Mingan said nothing, but she saw the look of "longing for it" on his face.

"Can you confess your love to me?" She looked at him earnestly and humbly, begging him.

“……”Su Mingan looked at her.

One second, two seconds, three seconds...

The dance music gradually stopped, the sound of high heels slowly faded, the hem of the skirt gradually froze, and he said nothing.

Her heart felt empty for a moment, but what came up next was "as expected."

What is she asking for?
Knowing that there will be no result, I still force myself to witness this moment. Love is really a wonderful and stupid thing.

Her hand reached for the rabbit pendant around her neck.

At the same time, Su Mingan heard a cry from outside -

……

"——He Zhizhen jumped off the building!!"

"——He Zhizhen from Class 4, Grade 2, jumped off the building——!!

“Oh my god! Why—!!”

"It seems that she left a suicide note because of depression and school bullying--!"

"Can you take a look at what was written in the suicide note? Whatever she wrote, it's likely to be what made her decide to commit suicide!"

……

Su Mingan closed his eyes and opened them again.

There was no dance on the day she turned 17. It was something Shen Xue had added. But He Zhizhen did commit suicide by jumping off a building on the night of New Year's Day.

This incident alarmed many people.

That's why this incident had a huge impact on his entire life.

……

"What was written in her suicide note?" people said.

"It seems there is only one line of words..."

……

[He Zhizhen's suicide note:]

[——I’m sorry, Su Mingan. ]

……

Later, because of this line in the suicide note, 17-year-old Su Mingan was taken away for investigation for suspected involvement in a classmate's suicide. When he came back, some classmates thought he had instigated He Zhizhen's suicide and avoided him.

——He finally became another “He Zhizhen”.

Later, Bolong helped, but that is a more distant thing...

……

Now, 19-year-old Su Mingan is still standing on the dance floor, looking at the chaos outside the door.

suddenly.

"Crack——!!!" The door was kicked open.

A middle-aged man holding a knife rushed in and started slashing at the students.

The students on the dance floor screamed.

"Who is this? How did he cut someone?"

"Ahhh! Help!"

"It hurts! Stop! Stop!"

The students were thrown into chaos for a moment. Some strong students wanted to stand out but were too far away from the door.

The criminals hacked at people indiscriminately, without any target at all. They must be taking revenge on society.

"...A violent attack by a gangster? Is this the climax of Shen Xue's story?" When Su Ming'an saw the student being chopped down, he quickly shook off Shen Xue and rushed towards the gangster in accordance with his own character - "the brave and enthusiastic 17-year-old Su Ming'an."

Seeing the gangster's knife chopping towards a girl's neck, Su Ming'an kicked hard at the critical moment.

With one kick, he successfully knocked the gangster down and the students were saved. They looked at the scene with lingering fear and thanked Su Ming'an.

But Su Mingan felt something was wrong.

wrong.

There seems to be something strange...

But he had to do it, if he didn't stop the criminals, he would lose because it went against his character.

He stared at the criminal, his mind quickly thinking about what was wrong.

then,

He got it.

The gangster who fell to the ground gradually turned into a... white rabbit.

Blood-red eyes stared at him with a fierce smile:
"Honey, you attacked someone. Even if someone was pretending to be a gangster, it was still someone else."

“You can’t go forward, and you can’t go backward.”

“Hehe, hehe, hehe…”

"It's a killer move."

……

[“Although cards generally won’t harm players, if you really anger a card, it will eat its owner. Of course, this requires a suitable reason, it can’t just eat its owner casually.”]

【"so……"】

[Boss Rabbit leaned close to his ear and heard the smell of burning paper money:]

[“…Dear, please don’t give me this opportunity, or I will eat it all.”]

……

Boss Rabbit ended this memory.

The Inorganic God turned sideways and pointed the muzzle of his gun at it.