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Chapter 1251 Liu Shishi’s Self-Defense (Long Chapter)
Liu Shishi: "Hello everyone, I am Liu Shishi. After thinking for a long time, I plan to respond to some things.

I originally thought that those who were innocent would be cleared of their guilt, but as time went by, some things became bigger and bigger.

This response is also because I don’t want to affect the subsequent work of "Zhu Xian". This is something Shen Lang has worked hard to do. It is an IP that belongs to our own country and has gone abroad. I don’t want to affect it and Shen Lang because of myself.

I would also like to take this opportunity to clarify the various speculations about the casting. Let me confirm here that the role of Bi Yao is 100% played by me, and it is also a role that was confirmed by Shen Lang himself.

He sent me this script before "Zhu Xian" was released, even before we started dating.

I also like the character of Baguio, so among the two more important female roles, I chose to challenge Baguio.

I didn't want to say this, but with some public opinion leading to the overseas success of "Zhu Xian" and its huge box office sales, there have been too many conscious public opinions. I feel that I need to clarify, otherwise if I end up playing the role, many people will accuse me of hype.

If I want to make things clear, I still need to let everyone know some things.

First of all, let me make one thing clear: Shen Lang and I were in a relationship. Many people already know about this, and everything I want to clarify stems from this.

When we met, I had just set up my studio. Shen Lang had a good friend who was a junior in my former company. She introduced Shen Lang to join my company. At that time, he had not yet met so many messy exes who suddenly appeared.

I was also filming a movie in Yunnan at the time. Shen Lang traveled all the way to Yunnan to see me. I immediately felt that he had great execution ability.

Because of this, we had work contact, and my impression of him at the time was that he was a very hard-working younger brother.

There is no budding of feelings. I have never believed in the so-called love at first sight. Liking someone after just meeting them once may be a bit too cheap.

What I have always advocated is to attract people slowly. To use a phrase that Shen Lang once said, which I still think is very classic, it starts with appearance, falls in love with talent, and is loyal to character.

After Shen Lang and I started working together, our communication was limited to work, and we didn't have any other ideas.

According to one of Shen Lang's ex-boyfriends who attacked me later, when we were filming "Startling by Each Step", my relationship with Shen Lang was just a normal colleague relationship.

Many people could see this, and Shen Lang did not hide the fact that he was in love with his ex.

At that time, Shen Lang always called me Senior Sister, and I didn't have any messy thoughts. We were friends at that time.

As for this colleague named Huang, I thought that he knew me first, but he pursued you, so why didn’t he pursue me? I guessed that he didn’t like me, and I was thinking too much.

Later it was revealed that he was with me, and he also insinuated that I used my identity to force Shen Lang to fall in love with me. I can only say that you can just become a screenwriter.

Why do you insist on thinking that we are together simply because Shen Lang saw some qualities in me that he likes after spending a long time together?

I don't admit this, and it's the first point I want to refute. My relationship with Shen Lang has nothing to do with anyone else. After you, he had other relationships, but they were not me. If you feel wronged because you were dumped, that's your own business.

You want to take advantage of the popularity, want to speak for him, say your own things, don't insinuate others, and, he did like me first, this will be explained later.

This ex also attacked me and accused me of being a bully, which is something I feel very wronged about.

During the time when I worked with Shen Lang, I always recommended his work without using any resources to gain something from him.

And he is a person with a lot of ideas. I feel that I have no right to bully him. I have recommended some roles to him, but he got most of the jobs with his own ability. When we were in love, his grades were better than mine. How could I bully him? I don't have the right to do so. I don't want to take the blame.

It was this former colleague who put the blame on me for bullying. I don't know whether Shen Lang's ex-girlfriends did it on purpose or to create hype by insinuating that I was a bully.

I won't, and Shen Lang is not the kind of person who would be bullied. What you said is that it is indeed right for Shen Lang to break up with you. You don't understand him at all.

After working with Shen Lang for a while, I found out that they had broken up. I didn't care at the time. We were already very familiar with each other at that time. He always called me sister. In addition, he fell in love in front of me, so I really didn't realize some things.

We have always had a pleasant collaboration. As we have known each other for a longer time, and as he has a lot of ideas, he talked to me about some scripts and did not hide his desire to invite me to participate in his projects.

It was also during this period that I started to like Shen Lang. His talent was amazing. Of course, I also had some regrets.

For example, I did not participate in the script of "My Girlhood" due to some time reasons, and I still regret it until now.

Our relationship became so familiar. We were in contact frequently because of the script. It was not until a dinner party when I had dinner with him in Hengdian that he said something and I realized that he had a good impression of me.

At that time, his show "Running Man" had not been released yet, and I was a little nervous at the time. In addition, we had always been on a brother-sister basis and had never thought about these things. In addition, his show "Running Man" became a big hit after it was released two days later, and he had a lot more work to do, so this matter was also hidden in my mind.

At that time, I was panicked and in disbelief. The age gap between us made me afraid to think about some things and I dared not to explore my own heart.

However, I have also begun to think carefully about our relationship. Perhaps, without realizing it, he does have a place in my heart, and we have always been in touch.

Until something happened. Something happened during the release of "The Blade of the Assassin". Shen Lang's support for me at that time really made me feel emotional.

It is really touching to have someone who supports you without hesitation even though he knows there will be consequences.

However, because I realized it too late and because I was too serious about the relationship, I knew he was not single, and out of a woman's modesty, I didn't do anything afterwards. Now I think that I didn't like him enough at that time.

I originally thought that this was it, and if nothing unexpected happened, we would always be friends. But it ended without any reason, and even I myself am not sure if the emotional thing will disappear.

I also knew that the project he collaborated with his goddess was a big hit, and that his relationship with his goddess was exposed.

At that time, I had complicated emotions. Emotionally, I might have always been a step behind, but from a friendship perspective, I was very happy for him. He was a very simple person and always told me that his idol was Zhao Linger. He fulfilled his dream, so I should be happy for him.

However, what happened afterwards really made me angry. From the time a relationship was exposed to the time it broke up, there was only the promotion period of a movie. It was too much.

I felt that she was not worthy of Shen Lang's love for her. Later, I thought that Shen Lang liked the perfect character in the film or TV series, and I felt relieved. I also knew that I had no right to be angry on Shen Lang's behalf.

There wasn't much I could do. After all, although I had a good impression of him at that time, it was not enough for us to be together. In addition, several of his works were selling well at that time, and I didn't want him to misunderstand that we were together because he was famous. I didn't need such a simple and direct way of hyping up our relationship by exposing it for the sake of his works.

I felt a little regretful at that time. I wish I hadn't helped him take on the movie "Red Beauty" through which he and the other party met.

This was a blatant and shameless hype to profit from a relationship. At that time, Shen Lang was at the rising stage of his career. He didn't know how much of an impact the exposure of his relationship would have on him, so how could the other party not know?

You can't just use someone and then kick them out. That's not how it works. Later, I found out something that made me feel very relieved. Shen Lang has always been the kind of man with backbone that I believed he had.

After the breakup, Shen Lang and I happened to be working together on "Twinkle Twinkle Star". At that time, even though I knew that Shen Lang had broken up, I had never thought about falling in love.

After all, the previous feelings have faded with time, and I am also worried about public opinion. For many years, the other side has used marketing methods to associate me with the title of Little So-and-So. I once said publicly that I am who I am, but my fans didn't listen.

I was also worried that the public opinion about Shen Lang and I would lead to the resurfacing of old issues. I admit that I was really upset about this. After all, Shen Lang broke up with the other party. If I were to be together with him, wouldn't that really be what people call an imitation?

It's just that feelings come too suddenly and too violently, and I can't control myself.

After our collaboration, coupled with my own feelings for him and the fact that he is a very outstanding person, I would not pretend that love has nothing to do with his career. If it does, there would be no room for us to know each other.

Let me say something that may sound funny and fake now. Many people said that the fight between Shen Lang and the other party at that time was for hype. I thought so too at the time.

The reason why I agreed to be with Shen Lang later was that I thought the other party didn’t have much relationship with Shen Lang. Otherwise, for the reasons mentioned above, I would have hesitated.

We were filming a love scene together, and I put myself into the character's scenes, which allowed the emotions that had been dormant for years to burst out. I was indeed moved. Shen Lang was also pursuing me at the time, and my colleagues in the crew all knew it.

Here, I would like to apologize to Shen Lang. In fact, I have already agreed in my heart, but I just enjoy the feeling of being pursued. I'm sorry.

After we fell in love, we had a very happy time. He also told me about the doll. Let me first state that I just found out the number of this doll. However, this doll number six was given to me by him not long after he knew me. At that time, he didn't know the lady who believed he chose her instead of me.

I think there is no need to explain what the number six represents. It is the most auspicious number.

This is the explanation I gave earlier. After we got together, he admitted to me that the reason he signed with my studio was because of me.

However, due to the huge gap in conditions, he himself felt that this was a bit unrealistic and never spoke about this relationship.

He also admitted that the reason why he didn't pursue me with all his strength before was because he couldn't see clearly whether he liked Long Kui, his favorite character, or he really liked me. Coupled with his self-esteem, we missed each other for many years.

Actually, I also had regrets at that time. If I were not so reserved and he was braver, he probably would not have met so many messy exes.

But the sweetness was short-lived. Later, because I found out some things, I got angry with him. I was indeed impulsive at that time, and finally I chose to break up.

After the breakup, our contact started to become awkward like that of normal couples who broke up, and we tried to avoid contact as much as possible.

Actually, after I brought it up, I felt a little regretful, but I had a very strong self-esteem and just wanted him to bow to me.

But later I thought, I shouldn't break up. I'm not bad either. What I want is blatant preference. Even further, why not? It was obviously you who took the initiative first.

After the breakup, I still haven’t figured it out. We were so in love, why did it end up like this?

We also had a breakup letter, and what he wrote really touched me, but it was too touching. Combined with some of his previously exposed letters, I felt that if they were exposed, he would be ridiculed by even more people. Therefore, when his exes who wanted to join in the fun forced me to say something, I kept hesitating.

It's just a love relationship. I don't think it's shameful, but it has a huge impact on him. I shouldn't send the letter. So many people are attacking me collectively, and I did hesitate.

After the breakup, I kept paying attention to him. Only after I knew he had a new relationship did I give up and decided not to get involved in these things. Some people let it go, while others are still waiting in the wind.

To be honest, I really want to say in an open-minded way that I don't hate him because it was my own will and I am willing to accept the loss, but I really can't do it.

But with the passage of time, some things are not in the past, but forgotten. A real farewell, there is no long pavilion or ancient road, no one urging you to drink another glass of wine, but someone stayed in yesterday in a morning like usual.

He walked a little faster, in his twenties he had a successful career and was always in love. I walked a little slower, in my late thirties I was still stumbling along, but I was quite satisfied with my life.

To everyone, this is a normal relationship, but only when you are deeply in love will you know how difficult it is to get out of it.

I feel ridiculous. You were the one who proposed the breakup, but you are also the one who regrets it. Looking back at myself now, I feel ridiculous, but also sincere.

I know that saying these things will cause a lot of public opinion, but since I want to clarify, I have to tell everyone the real me.

After we broke up, I felt that I was being pretentious, even though I was the one who broke up. But you didn't try to keep me at all costs. Love cannot stand the test. I originally thought I was an exception.

I was also very unhappy about this. After the breakup, he went to Mohe and Fenghuang Ancient Town, which were places we had planned to go together when we were in love.

Maybe many people will say that I am in love, but no one can forget the man who can say that you are my ultimate faith in the city of desire.

I seem to be always a step behind in this relationship. When you like me, I don’t like you. When you fall in love with me, I start to like you, but when you leave, I start to fall in love with you.

But in the end, you are no longer here. After I fell in love with you, you didn't take the next step, which made me stuck in loving you. You moved too fast, and I couldn't keep up with you at all.

Until now, I still believe that I can feel your sincerity. Maybe many people will not trust the love you say because of your feelings, but I believe that there is nothing wrong with what I feel.

I'm not being self-indulgent. After reading so many breakup letters from you, I know that you are probably really sick. Your devotion to a relationship and your irresponsibility towards it do not conflict with each other.

You knew that we would have a good ending as long as you opened your mouth, but I still convinced myself to use time.

I once asked you what love is. You wrote a lot in your letter, but none of them were the answers I wanted.

Sorry, I was overwhelmed with emotion and couldn’t stop writing here, so I went off topic.

We got in touch again later because of "Zhu Xian", his favorite work. He wanted to film it before we fell in love and mentioned it more than once during our relationship. I trusted him at the time and was moved by the relationship between Zhang Xiaofan and Bi Yao, that kind of desperate love, so I decided to participate in this work.

Even after we broke up, he asked me to come over to film the promised "Zhu Xian", and I didn't say that our relationship would affect our work. We confirmed our collaboration. At that time, "Zhu Xian", I think a lot of people remember, was ridiculed a lot. People thought that Shen Lang couldn't control the situation, and they also said that he was arrogant. The film was shot directly according to the original work, without any mystery. Who would watch it?

I am very happy that he broke everyone's prejudices. He has always been like this. Perhaps it is his strong spiritual core that brought us together.

During the filming of "Zhu Xian", Shen Lang and I met quite a lot because of work, and also because of practicing dancing together and fulfilling the box office promise he made to dance for everyone, and I did meet his girlfriend at the time.

When I went up the mountain again later, it caused a lot of gossip about the mistress incident, so I would like to make a clarification here.

I was not a mistress. I was on the crew at the time and things were indeed a bit unfriendly for some reasons, but Shen Lang is a very professional director and it did not affect the filming.

On the contrary, I felt a little wronged. Not only was my parking space taken away for no reason, but Shen Lang’s girlfriend at the time looked at me like an enemy.

Shen Lang is the director and I am an actor. We were supposed to discuss some work. It’s fine if she interrupted me intentionally or unintentionally, but she insinuated that I was a mistress, which I don’t admit.

I'm just doing my job. Unless the director is not Shen Lang, there will always be communication. It's that simple.

Maybe she was too sensitive, or too insecure, and she felt that she couldn't stand Shen Lang's cooperation with his ex.

However, you are the character confirmed later, so why are you attacking me for being a mistress? I didn't do it and that's it. There was a third party present in all our communications and we were never alone together.

Or maybe this ex heard something about the mistress. I'm sure it has nothing to do with me. If you want to target someone, go target the other person.

One more thing, I hope, another lady, that you are also urged to speak up, but there is no need to drag me into this every time.

I was slow to speak out because the publication of my letter would have a negative impact on Shen Lang. At that time, he was being hammered by his so-called exes.

There are those who broke up at the time just to post articles to gain popularity, there are those who are so-called highly educated people who pretend to be green tea and speak up for Shen Lang, and there are also former colleagues who like to put the blame on others for no reason.

Not to mention there were all kinds of people who were strangers to me but believed everything they heard. During that period of time, they were afraid that they wouldn't be able to get any popularity. Shen Lang received the greatest attack at that time. I felt that there was no need for me to establish a character during that period of time.

Because of this, I got scolded, but I understand that everyone wants to know the truth.

But I didn't expect that I didn't want to add burden to Shen Lang. Although we broke up, we are still friends. After all, Shen Lang told me in person at that time that I was the most special one.

But I feel that you don't need to be afraid of this, Goddess Zhao Linger. Are you afraid that your goddess image will be destroyed?

I did like Shen Lang, and when I found out that I was the only woman who broke up with Shen Lang, I was actually secretly delighted.

However, the marketing campaign that has been circulating on the internet that Shen Lang is a bootlicker has been very successful, making me always believe that he is the one who was dumped.

This is also why I said above that Shen Lang is a man of integrity. He may have discovered that the other party was in a relationship for profit, so he broke up. This is the Shen Lang I know.

Although this may sound a bit personal, I have been tied up for such a long time. Every time she is asked to speak out, she uses me to make excuses. I will not take the blame for this matter. I have explained the bullying. If anyone has evidence, I will quit the entertainment industry directly.

I don't admit that I was a mistress. Maybe I was implicated. Also, Shen Lang's ex-girlfriend, who forced him to admit his love on the show, once attacked me. I also responded here. You ran away very quickly. You ran away when something happened. If you want to say who is the most insincere, who else can it be but you.

And during this period, because "Zhu Xian" was very popular, many of my colleagues tacitly wanted to squeeze me out of the role of Bi Yao.

Among them are seniors who debuted very early, and my former good sisters, especially my sisters, who made me so sad.

I used to think she was my best friend, but before, for an advertisement, she said one thing to my face and another behind my back, and I foolishly questioned my boss on her behalf.

Even so, we have never lost contact, but I didn't expect that you would be here this time.

And seniors, do you think your age is suitable? I know Shen Lang very well, and I know even more how serious he is about this play. There is no hope.

However, the result is still good. Attacking others will not make you successful.

I will stop here for now. To be continued. I will not say that I will not reply in the future. I will reply. There are many inside stories in this matter, and I will write them out slowly in the future.

In some cases, if you are wronged, you have to defend yourself. This is what Shen Lang told me, and I plan to do the same.

Finally, I would like to say something for Shen Lang. He is not a bootlicker. He was just led into being a bootlicker by some marketing accounts. Only the beneficiaries are happy.

Shen Lang, I also want to tell you that I have always thought about showing off you, but I didn't expect it to end in the most disgusting bad ending.

Your favorite saying is that you are a great person, but why don’t you cherish me? I am also very fortunate that you really gave me unique treatment. Thank you.

We can’t talk about love anymore, we still have work to talk about. Next time we meet, I will be Zhang Xiaofan’s Bi Yao. Zhang Xiaofan, you are so boring and stupid. I won’t talk to you anymore.

I'm standing here, and I want to see who dares to say that Biyao is not the heroine. She proved her love with her life. Who can compare to her?
Zhang Xiaofan, everyone, goodbye. To be continued. See you next time. Let’s say a good goodbye and live up to the encounter. Love comes voluntarily and there will be no regrets.

Don’t parse it, it may be a little sentimental, but that was my true feeling at the time, that’s it, everyone.”

Then, the breakup letter was posted, but I didn’t post the check-in photo because others had already posted it. How could I, such a special person, imitate others?

And in the end, he directly used Bi Yao's lines. Fortunately, he did not directly attack Lu Xueqi. It seems that he also knows that work is the most important thing.

Her breakup letter was also the longest one Shen Lang had ever written. After all, it was the first time he broke up, so it was different.

(I haven’t finished writing it yet, but it’s a bit too long, so I wrote a general outline at the end, and you should be able to see it, but this is enough)
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