I am a writer in Tokyo

Chapter 165 must be a tragedy in order to be great.

"There are rich people who want to buy the whole group?"

This news sounds a bit unbelievable.

Even, I have a little doubt whether I am dreaming.

"This rich man, I mean, doesn't he know that we are..."

When he said this, he paused.

He looked around and found that everyone was looking at him, and Ah Xun was also staring at him.

For a while, I didn't know if I should continue talking.

"We're traveling entertainers."

He still didn't say it in the end. After finishing the sentence silently in his heart, he lowered his head and buried his head in the shadows, wondering what he was thinking.

"I went to Tokyo this time, and I heard some news."

The heads of the traveling artists have spoken.

Gathered everyone's attention.

"About this one."

He pointed to the book on the table.

"This writer's articles are very influential. Before that, he also wrote about luthiers."

When the parents were talking, they took out a book from the side and put it on the table.

It says Chunqin copy.

Then he told everyone what happened to Sakagami Heavy Industries before.

By the way, I also talked about Geisha Lane.

It's not that he went to the bookstore to learn about these things.

Instead, when chatting with Hideko Matsubayashi, I specifically asked about Kazuki Xiaoyuan.

In fact, until now, basically everyone except Boss Ito knew another identity of Kitajima Koma.

Or it should be said about who is the real social identity behind Kazuki Xiaoyuan's pseudonym.

In fact, it is not difficult to guess.

But when this matter was incomparably real in front of her eyes, Xiuzi was still taken aback.

She recalled the time when she ran into Koma at the station.

At that time, she was deeply attracted by the temperament of him.

I had an idea at that time.

This person is really similar to the teacher in the small courtyard in some ways.

After hearing all the stories, everyone fell into silence again.

The patriarch did not directly explain what his purpose was for saying this.

But the implication lies here.

A touring entertainer will always be a touring entertainer.

Can't be anything.

The fiery heat created now is nothing more than a temporary top.

And in the words of Mr. Matsubayashi.

The reason why nothingness is something that others desire so much is because it is nothingness.

If it can be obtained all the time, then it is no longer nothingness.

At that time, I thought Mr. Matsubayashi was just expressing his feelings, but in retrospect, it really makes sense.

And even Ah Xun.

Maybe it's just because those people regard Ah Xun as the kind of beauty that could not be grasped before.

A lot of it is imaginary.

When they really came into contact with Ah Xun...

When he thought of this, he glanced at Ah Xun.

She dragged her cheeks at this moment, wondering what she was thinking about.

Many times, people will always be pretentious.

Think about whether to change your own destiny through some things.

But a fisherman's child is still a fisherman, and a luthier's child is still a luthier.

And what about touring entertainers?

Everyone looked at the people around them without any trace.

Finally, he sighed helplessly.

A touring artist is still a touring artist.

Just like that student.

All parents always think that if the accident did not happen to that student.

It is impossible for them to come together at all.

One is a student from Tokyo.

The other was the humblest touring entertainer.

These are basically two parallel lines.

So breaking the constraints or something is the most pale and powerless.

It's useless at all.

But he did not say these words.

He believes that everyone present can realize it.

Life is not created equal...

Let alone their humble group of traveling entertainers.

It seems that the popularity of books has not affected Izu.

Nor did it affect the group of touring entertainers.

Everything is business as usual.

Many people want to go to Izu just like they went to Snow Country.

But Snow Country is because of that environment, what about Izu?
For Ah Xun?
Many people also went to look for Ah Xun.

Unfortunately it was not found.

Perhaps he guessed that someone would come to look for him.

So this team did not appear in Izu.

As if it never existed.

Over time.

The existence of Ah Xun has become a mystery.

In addition to those people in the tavern, there are also those who happened to see Ah Xun's back on a rainy night.

Apart from them, it seems that no one can really prove the existence of Xun.

This must be the author's fantasy.

wrong.

This must have been created by the author to fit the times.

Those readers thought so.

Ah Xun gradually became a symbol.

A symbol that has not been perfected but is extremely attractive.

She disappeared in the misty rain in Izu.

By the way, there is the existence of that student.

"Is it impossible for them to be together at all, if the student is still alive?"

The drinker in the Ito Tavern said through drunkenness.

The people drinking did not answer immediately.

But you can tell by watching them shake their heads slightly.

"That's really a pity."

Someone sighed.

Takehiro Kosaka leaned over his head quietly.

He asked Oshima Kazuya who was sitting next to him.

"So, why write a tragedy? I mean, because the reality is like this, but if you can create a happy ending in the book."

Kazuya Oshima shook his head: "Because of the huge gap in identity, it is impossible to succeed, even in the book."

"This was originally an impossible thing, and it is precisely because of this futility that this thing is described so sadly.

The brushwork of the teacher in the small courtyard is always like this.

Not exactly.

No matter what we change, can't we shake reality? "

Kazuya Oshima and Takehiro Kosaka lightly clinked glasses, each taking a sip of wine.

Takehiro Kosaka nodded thoughtfully.

In fact, Oshima Kazuya still had a word to say.

"Perhaps the accidental death of the student is to let this matter, or to cover up this reality with a huge gap.

Therefore, the original bloody reality does not look so scary.

If you survive, maybe you can succeed?

Ah Xun must have thought so too. "

Looking at the people in the tavern who became red-faced because of arguing about these things.

Oshima Kazuya also glanced at the TV that played Kaoru's dance in a loop.

Gently held the wine glass and swirled it on the table.

For to be great, it must be tragic.

In other words, the theme of life is... tragedy.

At this moment, a gust of wind blows into the room.

Frogs rang in my ears.

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(End of this chapter)