Out of control and sinking

Isn't it good for us to be like this now?

Bo Ye continued.

Hearing this, Jiang Ruan's hoarse voice rang out.

"sorry."

"I'm losing control a bit, let me calm down for a while."

Jiang Ruan sobbed silently for a while, then sniffed, raised her hand to cover her face, and tried to calm herself down.

Bo Ye handed her a tissue: "Wipe it off."

"I cried like a little cat."

Jiang Ruan took it, wiped away her tears, her eyes red: "Do you think I'm greedy?"

"I want everything."

Bo Ye's lips twitched slightly: "No."

He frowned, his eyes filled with complex emotions, and said as he put his arm around her, "Actually, you're not wrong. The problem is with me."

“No,” Jiang Ruan retorted; she couldn’t stand hearing such words.

"Jiang Ruan," Bo Ye called her name.

Jiang Ruan looked up, and their eyes met. She was a little nervous: "Yes."

"What if I never learn to love?" Bo Ye asked her, "Would you leave?"

Jiang Ruan was stumped by this question.

She was heartbroken.

The agonizing feeling of suffocation in my heart.

She'd been with him for three years. It wasn't that she felt nothing for him.

but……

A moment later, she smiled at him, but it was a pale and pitiful smile: "Perhaps."

That means it can walk.

Bo Ye's fingertips, which were wrapped around her waist, trembled slightly.

Jiang Ruan didn't notice; she was leaning against him, her cheek pressed against his chest.

Listening to the man's strong and powerful heartbeat, my mind was filled with memories of him over the years.

“Bo Ye, do you know that when I was very young, I fantasized about what kind of boyfriend I would have, what kind of husband I would have, and how much he would love me?”

"I don't expect him to have a high status or great wealth. I only hope that he can treat me with respect and love me as much as I love him, and then we can live a stable and peaceful life together."

"This is how I understand love and happiness, simply and simply."

She choked up a little as she said this.

"You might think I'm stupid. Love is such an abstract word, yet I'm so obsessed with it." "To you, it might be cheap, but to me, it's the motivation that sustains me in everything I do."

Jiang Ruan smiled wryly: "Isn't there an old saying that the more people lack something, the more they cling to it?"

"Maybe that's just who I am."

"I'm just very greedy. If you treat me well, I want you to treat me even better. I want you to be good to only me and to be the one and only person for me."

She gazed at him, her eyes filled with affection.

They made no attempt to conceal it.

He looked at her, his eyes deep, almost silent.

This was the first time she had said these words to him.

Jiang Ruan was about to say something when she heard the man's reply: "I understand."

He tightened his arms around her, pulling her into his embrace.

He lowered his head and kissed her forehead.

"It will be as you wish."

"Go to sleep."

A few words reached Jiang Ruan's ears, and her eyes widened.

I wanted to ask him what he meant by those words.

Did he understand?

Do you understand what she wants?
As she wished.

Will he love her?
Jiang Ruan was filled with excitement and a lot of questions.

She was even eager to ask him.

You can see the man's tired face and the dark circles under his eyes.

Jiang Ruan stopped herself from saying anything.

Her eyes shone brightly.

It gleamed under the dim yellow nightlight.

In an instant, Jiang Ruan seemed to possess all the courage.

His words were a response to her.

He wasn't completely unloving of her.

Seeing that he had his eyes closed, Jiang Ruan finally couldn't hold back after a while.

She leaned over and kissed his thin lips.

Then she whispered five words in his ear, both gently and boldly.