He is cold with time

Chapter 46 May, you teach me how to love, okay?
"I'm like a ghost living in the dark, so dark that I can't see the light, so I can't love you. I have done many wrong things, and I can't even find a suitable way to love you."

Lu Yan cried so hard for the first time, he looked up at Wuyue, his voice was extremely hoarse: "I didn't have a mother when I was very young, I don't know what feelings are, and how to love, but now, I still want to ask extravagantly, May, can you teach me?"

He clearly knew that he was not a normal person.

However, no one has ever told him how to become a normal person.

Since childhood, he has lived in a world full of hatred and intrigue, so he has become more vicious than anyone else.

"Mayue, can you teach me how to be a normal person?" Lu Yan reached out and squeezed her hand again.

Xia Wuyue is life and warmth. She used to be a beauty that he didn't dare to hope for. Her life was full of beauty.He's afraid of beauty, so he destroys it all.

However, he really regretted it. If he could exchange her beauty, he would do anything.

Wu Yue didn't withdraw her hand, because she didn't have the strength, and she didn't want to waste it. She opened her dull eyes: "Lu Yan, you don't love me."

He doesn't love her, from before to now, never.

Lu Yan shook his head and said firmly, "I love you."

What a ridiculous guarantee.

Xia Wuyue was finally willing to put her eyes on him, her eyes were cold: "On your wedding day, in order to protect Chi Hao, you stabbed me with a knife. You didn't miss it."

The knife that almost killed her was not a miss.

At that time, he really wanted to kill her.

Now, the man who was about to kill her knelt on the ground, confessed to her with a face full of remorse, and confessed to her sincerely.

She won't believe it, she is no longer the innocent age of 20 years old.

"Mayue, please give me a chance to make up for it." Lu Yan could only say these words over and over again.

He knew that no matter what he said now, Xia Wuyue would not believe it.

"Do you really want to make it up?" Wu Yue smiled, with a gentle smile, as if she really wanted to give him a chance.

Xia Wuyue's pale lips moved, and her eyes were warm: "I'm not a competent daughter, I indirectly killed my parents, and I'm not a good friend, I killed Lu Jin, and Shi Chu suffered miserably. .”

This one thing after another tortured her so much that she couldn't sleep at night, it was really too painful.

If it can be forgotten, if there is a way to forget, it is the last mercy given to her by God.

"Lu Yan, kill me, and then bury me, my parents, and Lu Jin together, so that I can forgive you." Xia Wuyue smiled, erratically, but sincerely.

For her, the only relief is death.

The man immediately leaned over and hugged her, shaking his head in fear: "No, May, you must live well."

"The me now, how can I still live well." Wu Yue said disappointedly, sighing faintly, her eyes were chaotic and hopeless.

"Mayue, you can do it, you will definitely do it!" Lu Yan's tone was firm, but he still couldn't hide his panic.

She can't.

Xia Wuyue reached out and gently pushed the man's chest: "Do you really want me to live?"

Lu Yan nodded vigorously.

As long as she lived, he would do anything.

(End of this chapter)