All Heavens Pension started from the fiery era

Chapter 241.

Waking up in the morning, Yue Wenxuan opened his eyes, and his eyes met a pair of watery eyes.

I don't know when Ruan Bingling woke up. He was lying on his side, staring down at Yue Wenxuan's face.

"It's a rest today, why don't you sleep a little longer?" Yue Wenxuan asked.

"It always feels like a dream, and I can't sleep well."

Yue Wenxuan stroked the hair on her sideburns and said, "Even if it's a dream, it's a beautiful dream that will never wake up."

Ruan Bingling stretched out her hand to trace Yue Wenxuan's thick sword eyebrows like ink, "No matter how long the dream is, there will be a time to wake up, not to mention that we are ten years apart in age, and we are doomed to only meet for a short time, not for a lifetime. "

Yue Wenxuan's big hand brushing her hair stopped, and said in a serious tone:
"Don't pay too much attention to the world's views. It doesn't matter if there is a ten-year age difference. As long as we live well, why should we care about others' opinions."

"Living in this world, it is inevitable to deal with others. Since you are in the ordinary world, you are an ordinary person. How can you completely ignore the eyes of others?

Leaving aside those who are too irrelevant, let’s talk about our relatives and friends. I dare say that absolutely no one agrees with the two of us being together.

Although people live in this world, they are independent individuals, but they inevitably have to be tied to other people. If there is a tie, there will be scruples, and it is impossible to live arbitrarily.

Besides, let alone others, even I myself feel that I am not good enough for you.

I am ten years older than you, divorced once again, and still unable to have children. These are irreparable flaws.

Compared with these three points, the difference in composition and family is not so important. "Ruan Bingling said in a low tone.

Yue Wenxuan comforted: "There are always things in this world that you need to work hard for, especially love.

In the face of love, all difficulties and all worldly prejudices are paper tigers. We must believe that the power of love can overcome everything. "

"You don't need to comfort me, I'm not a teenage girl full of unrealistic fantasies about this world.

I am an adult, and a woman who has been divorced once and is about to enter her [-]s. I have been tortured and tortured by reality in these years, and I have already learned to face reality and stop fantasizing.

I have never imagined that I can live with you forever, not to mention the worldly perspective, first of all I am not willing. "

"Why not?"

"In terms of appearance, within five years, we should be a good match; within ten years, I can barely match you.

But what about ten years from now?The age gap between us is reflected in our appearance, and the gap will become bigger and bigger and more obvious.

I don't want to wait until you are 40 or [-] years old when you are in full bloom, but what you see is my old face with wrinkles all over your forehead.

Maybe you can accept it, but I can't.

I hope that the impression I will leave in your mind will always be this exquisite face. When my youth is gone, even if the two of us have not separated, I will take the initiative to stay away from you.

Therefore, I will cherish the beautiful years we have spent together in the past few years. Before you have a relationship, I am willing to take care of you and rely on you like a wife.

But only within this Shikumen.

After leaving this Shikumen, the two of us should act like normal colleagues and not show any intimacy. "

Yue Wenxuan was silent for a moment, "You don't need to wrong yourself so much, you have to believe in your talent, and even more so in your beauty.

Think about Bao Si, Xi Shi, and Concubine Yang in history. In the face of the beauty of the country and the city, even history can be changed, let alone the worldly perspective. "

"If I can look young and keep my appearance before the age of 30 forever, maybe I will have this confidence.

It's a pity I can't do it.

Since ancient times, beauties are like famous generals, and the world is not allowed to see gray hair. A 40-year-old woman no longer cares whether she is beautiful or not, they are all old women.

The reality is so cruel, it is better to be sober. "

Ruan Bingling, who has experienced all kinds of realistic blows, has long since lost those unrealistic fantasies, and her understanding of marriage is extremely clear.

Part of the reason why she and Yue Wenxuan have come to this point is that they really moved their hearts; Yue Wenxuan's kindness is too great to repay, and another part of the reason is unavoidable.

Faced with the choice between love and reality, Ruan Bingling once hesitated, and her current choice is the result of entanglements and contradictions in her heart.

With regard to Ruan Bingling's ambivalence, Yue Wenxuan can infer that with a little analysis, it is almost inseparable.

He wanted to persuade him, but he thought that there was still a long time in the future, and in the long river of time, anything could happen.

It doesn't matter what he says now, everything will come to fruition with the passage of time.

In the end he just said: "I don't really agree with your point of view. Your thoughts are a bit too pessimistic, but I don't intend to persuade you. We can leave the future choice to time."

"Originally, I didn't want to talk about this heavy topic, but I think it is necessary for me to tell you my thoughts, so as not to be misunderstood by you.

Say these words, no matter what you think of me in your heart, I will have no pressure. "

Speaking of this, Ruan Bingling changed the subject, "What would you like to have for lunch today? This is the first meal I cook for you as a couple. It is very commemorative. I want to make it richer."

"Braised catfish in brown sauce, white-cut chicken, Sixi grilled bran, shrimp roe and big black ginseng, pickled Duxian, I want to eat all of these, do you know how to do them?"

"I know how to cook local specialties, but I'm afraid some raw materials are not easy to buy." Ruan Bingling said with some embarrassment.

Yue Wenxuan immediately said expectantly: "I will prepare the raw materials, and I will keep everything in stock."

"As long as there are no shortage of raw materials, I promise to cook you a table of local dishes with all the flavors and flavors."

The two stayed together for a while, Ruan Bingling saw that it was already eight o'clock in the morning, and at her urging, the two got up and took a shower.

After eating a simple breakfast, Yue Wenxuan went out to buy vegetables.

Although his system space is full of materials, he can't suddenly take out a bunch of things, so he can only go out and turn around.

When he came back, he brought not only the raw materials for cooking, but also a bunch of miscellaneous things such as red wine, coffee beans, and coffee machine.

After putting away the things Yue Wenxuan brought, Ruan Bingling asked:

"I see that the red wine and coffee beans you brought are of good quality. Where did you buy them? These things shouldn't be easy to buy, right?"

"I bought them all at the Friendship Store. I have some overseas remittance coupons in my hand, and I can buy everything."

While talking, Yue Wenxuan took out a stack of overseas remittance rolls and stuffed them directly into Ruan Bingling's hands, "You should keep these overseas remittance rolls, if you need anything, just go buy it."

Ruan Bingling did not refuse, but still said: "This is too much, I usually don't spend much, and I don't need it at all. If you are useful, you'd better keep it for yourself."

"Why don't you need it? Just forget about other things. I'll just buy them. But you have to buy a few more sets of clothes and shoes.

I put all the pocket money at home in a drawer, and you can get it yourself if you need it.

Don't think about saving me money. Although I don't have a million dollars, I still don't lack thousands of dollars. "

Although Yue Wenxuan would not truthfully tell Ruan Bingling his real financial situation, he did not want her to worry about food and clothing.

Based on the economic situation he actively revealed, in the current era, it is already enough for Ruan Bingling to spend.

"Thousands of dollars! How do you have so much money?" Ruan Bingling was shocked.

"Every time I perform in a place, because the performance is so good, the inviting unit will always give me some gifts and various tickets.

I have received too many gifts and bills, and I can't spend them myself, so I can only exchange them with those who need them, and exchange them for money.

Besides, I have some other sources of income, so I won’t tell you the details.

In short, you know that I am not short of money. "

In order not to worry Ruan Bingling, Yue Wenxuan explained briefly.

After all, Ruan Bingling was once rich, even though she is down and out now, she still sees money clearly.Now that he knew that Yue Wenxuan was not short of flowers, he didn't say anything.

Ruan Bingling didn't need Yue Wenxuan's hands to help, and had prepared a table of square meals before noon.

Shrimp fried in oil, sweet and sour short ribs, steamed sea bass, braised catfish in brown sauce, white sliced ​​chicken, Sixi grilled glutinous rice bran, big black ginseng with shrimps, and pickled Duxian, which Yue Wenxuan ordered to eat, were served on the table one by one.

After the food was served, Yue Wenxuan brought over the sober red wine and poured a glass for Ruan Bingling and himself.

When Ruan Bingling was also seated at the dinner table, he raised his glass and said, "Cheers to love!"

Ruan Bingling raised his wine glass and touched Yue Wenxuan, "For love!"

After taking a sip of red wine, Ruan Bingling said: "It's been a long time since I drank red wine, and it's also been a long time since I had such a sumptuous meal. Looking back now, everything before is like a dream."

"Starting from today, all the sufferings in the past will leave you, and the future happy life will start from today."

Ruan Bingling took another sip of the red wine and said comfortably, "This kind of life is really good!"

Finally, she had someone she could confide to without any scruples. Ruan Bingling talked a lot: the happy life with her parents before marriage, the unlucky marriage, the mother-in-law's troubles, and the fear and anxiety after her parents were taken away.

In the short 27 years of life, Ruan Bingling has tasted the ups and downs of life and the warmth and warmth of the world.

During today's meal, Yue Wenxuan said very little, but Ruan Bingling talked a lot.

Confiding out all the ups and downs of the past, Ruan Bingling seemed to have unloaded a heavy burden, and felt that the whole body and mind were relaxed.

The first meal after confirming the relationship, both of them ate very comfortably.

Taking a break after dinner, Yue Wenxuan originally wanted to take Ruan Bingling to the Bund to relax, but Ruan Bingling firmly refused.

Of course, she also wants to go out with her lover to relax. For the young couple who have just confirmed their relationship, this is undoubtedly a very happy thing.

However, compared with the happiness at the same time, she doesn't want to cause trouble to her lover.

Although the Demon City is very large, even if you go out for a while, you may not be able to meet people you know well.Even if you meet someone you know well, you may not just randomly guess her relationship with Yue Wenxuan.

But what if?
Once acquaintances discover her relationship with Yue Wenxuan, it will definitely bring endless troubles to Yue Wenxuan, and she herself will become a shameless vixen in others' mouths.

With her composition, she should be a low-key person, it's better to be an unnoticed speck of dust, how dare she be so high-profile.

She already has a parental element that people despise and cast aside, if she adds a reputation as a vixen who seduces young people, then she really has no way out.

Yue Wenxuan understood Ruan Bingling's concerns, so he didn't insist on his own opinion.Although he felt that as long as the two of them pay attention to each other and don't make any too intimate moves, even if they go together for a while, there should be nothing wrong.

The young couple who have just confirmed their relationship, even if they don't go out for a day, they are happy every moment they stay together.

Such a day, not to mention just one day, even if it is three days or even a week, I am afraid it will not make people tired.

After work, since the two belong to two different departments, there is little overlap, and there is no need to worry about being discovered by their colleagues.

If it weren't for performance assignments, Yue Wenxuan would go home almost every Sunday, but he didn't go back this Sunday, and he postponed the time to visit home until Wednesday.

It's just that he didn't go home for a few days, and something new happened in Shikumen.

When he passed by the door of the living room, he heard Bian Wendong's voice very clearly.

It has only been a few months since Bian Wendong went home to visit his relatives last time, but he has come back again, there must be something wrong.

Yue Wenxuan didn't have a good relationship with him, so he didn't go in to talk to him, and went straight home.

He came back earlier, and after a while, the family returned one after another.

The eldest sister Yue Xiangmei was the first to come home. Yue Xiangmei was very happy to see her younger brother at home.

The two talked for a while, and Yue Wenxuan asked: "Sister, I seemed to hear Bian Wendong talking when I entered the door. Is he back?"

"Yes, he came back the day before yesterday. Their house has been very lively these two days, and there are several quarrels every day."

"Why are you still arguing? He can stay home for a few days to visit his relatives, and if there is something he can't bear to let go." Yue Wenxuan was a little puzzled.

Yue Xiangmei said gossipingly: "You guessed wrong this time, Bian Wendong is really a ruthless person. He didn't come back this time to visit relatives, but returned to the city, and he will never leave again.

You will never guess how he returned to the city. "

"What else can he do? In his condition, he can only return to the city due to illness.

As for what kind of disease he had, I couldn't guess. "

"I knew you couldn't guess it, and most people couldn't guess it."

The eldest sister leaned into Yue Wenxuan's ear and whispered, "He broke his leg, do you think he is cruel to me?"

(End of this chapter)