The abandoned wife of a wealthy family won by not serving as a control group

Chapter 195 Her Secret
Liao Jiayan was probably paralyzed by alcohol, her eyes became erratic, she lightly placed her finger on the bottle and said softly, "Can this wine be exchanged for your story tonight?"

"I'm afraid I'll scare you if I say it." The corners of Meng Chuyuan's lips curled up slightly, and there was a slight smile in her eyes. Her smile was obviously gentle but it made people feel distressed.

"Tell me, I'm not afraid." Liao Jiayan forced her blurred and sleepy eyes to look firmly at Meng Chuyuan with the little consciousness left.

Seeing Liao Jiayan's persistence, Meng Chuyuan summed it up simply: "I am an orphan, and the grandma who raised me is not my real grandma."

Liao Jiayan, who didn't wait for the following, looked at her with dissatisfaction: "Is this gone?"

Meng Chuyuan said with a smile: "It's gone."

"It's boring...your story isn't scary at all..." Liao Jiayan murmured, and after a while she lay down on the table and slowly closed her eyes.

Liao Jiayan fell down drunk, completely lost consciousness, and couldn't wake up no matter what, while Meng Chuyuan was still awake, the topic just now hadn't passed her mind, which directly affected her current mood.

Meng Chuyuan reopened a can of beer, instinctively clinked a glass in front of Liao Jiayan, lowered his eyes, stared at her sleepy side face and said: "I suddenly changed my mind, I want to share my story with you Change wine."

She knew that Liao Jiayan would not be able to hear it right now, and it happened that she had kept that matter in her heart for many years, and even in front of Lu Qingye, she hadn't confessed it.

Meng Chuyuan first took a sip of wine to build up her emotions, and several times when she wanted to speak, she choked back abruptly. It was not until half a bottle of wine was finished that she dared to speak: "My father is a deaf-mute, and my mother is mentally ill. There is a problem, both of them are not normal people in the eyes of others."

She had never met her father, and she heard from villagers that her father was killed in a mudslide. Because of the remote location where he fell, he could not call for help normally and missed the chance to be rescued.

My mother suffers from mental illness and often has some violent behaviors. People in the village call her a lunatic, and her condition is getting worse. The villagers are worried that her mother will hurt innocent people and will not let her go out. They even discussed sending her out of the village. .

Meng Chuyuan's memory of his mother was very vague. At that time, Meng Chuyuan was young and only just remembered. His mother was crazy and would even grab sweets from her.

Later, her mother was trapped at home. While waiting for someone to send her out, she sneaked out privately for several days and did not return home. Then she heard the news that she fell into the river and died.

Meng Chuyuan sighed softly, and said: "It was a grandma from the next door who adopted me. She insisted on bringing food to my mother and me every day. I naively thought she was my real grandma."

After his mother left, Meng Chuyuan lived with that grandma completely.

Born in that kind of family, the villagers will inevitably look at her with colored glasses, and children who are about the same age as Meng Chuyuan say in front of her all day long that she is the daughter of a lunatic.

At that time, she was young and ignorant, and this kind of labeling behavior seemed to emphasize that she was crazy all the time.

Because of this matter, Meng Chuyuan had a dispute with those children of the same age. One of the neighbors fell and scratched his knee during the booing process. The parents brought the villagers to the door to ask for an explanation. Everyone thinks that she may have inherited her mother's mental illness, and they also want to send her away.

It wasn't until that grandma stood in front of her that she would rather offend everyone than let everyone take Meng Chuyuan away. During that dispute, Meng Chuyuan knew the truth of the matter. It turned out that the person she always called grandma was not Her own grandma.

"Grandma said that I am a normal child. My mother's mental illness was caused by stimulation after my father left, and it will not be inherited." Meng Chuyuan's eyes were occupied by tears, and tears flowed down his cheeks, hot tears silently The voice slipped down, and the voice became a little vague: "But in the sound of little madman, I don't even know if I am crazy or not."

She didn't know if what grandma said was true, or if she just said it to coax her, so she didn't dare to define herself, let alone guarantee that one day she would become like her mother

With red eyes, Meng Chuyuan squeezed the soda can in his palm tightly and held it tightly in his hand, "They don't like me, they can't tolerate me, they want to lock me at home and not let me go out... After grandma passed away, I ran away, I ran as hard as I could, and I swore I would never go back there again."

She has been smart and sensible since she was a child, and her mind is more mature than ordinary children of the same age. No one taught her how to behave in the world.

Growing up in such a family and environment, she felt somewhat resentful in her heart.

Obviously did nothing but was rejected for no reason.

Later she learned to accept it.

You can't change what happened, so let yourself accept it.

Let go of yourself.

Whether you are sick or not, live the rest of your life first.

Meng Chuyuan was holding the can of wine in his hand, and there was still half a bottle left. After being crushed by her, the yellow liquid also flowed out from the mouth of the bottle, overflowed onto her hands, and wet the sleeves of her clothes.

Suddenly at this moment, a faint shadow suddenly fell on top of her head beside her, leaning down, and the faint hormonal breath mixed in the air.

Meng Chuyuan raised his tearful eyes, saw a familiar face appearing in front of his eyes, and was startled: "Why are you here?"

"Don't your hands hurt?"

Lu Qingye bent over, his gaze was parallel to her, and suddenly he lowered his eyes. He stretched out his hand in his trouser pocket, put it on the back of Meng Chuyuan's hand, slowly opened her fingers, and took out the deformed can.

He took out a piece of paper and wiped Meng Chuyuan's hands clean.

Meng Chuyuan kept staring at him, trying to see something from his face, but Lu Qingye was a person who couldn't show his emotions.

"When did you show up?" Meng Chuyuan was really taken aback by his sudden appearance.

"Is it important?" Lu Qingye put the tissue ball on the table, looked up at the tears on her face, and said slowly: "Or do you not want me to appear when?"

She closed her eyes, intentionally avoiding Lu Qingye's gaze, and said softly, "No."

It's just that she really wasn't mentally prepared to let others know those things.

Before Meng Chuyuan came out, he told him that he was going to eat late at night, but he didn't come back for a while, and he didn't answer the call, and then Lu Qingye followed her mobile phone location to find her.

He just arrived when Liao Jiayan lay down. He wanted to come up and ask Meng Chuyuan to go home, but he accidentally heard her say that she wanted to tell a story, so he stood behind Meng Chuyuan and listened to the whole process.

Meng Chuyuan blinked, squeezed away the tears remaining in his eyes, and restored his normal sight.

With a little surprise in her pupils, she pretended to be calm and said, "Did you hear everything?"

Lu Qingye raised his hand and wiped away the teardrops from her eyelids with slightly warm fingers: "I'm yours, what are you afraid of?"

(End of this chapter)