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Chapter 400 I Just Feel Homesick

This feeling of uneasiness is not limited to Concubine Wen's family.

For example, Li Meiren and Yan Cairen can be said to be the bottom of the 29 beautiful girls in appearance, but they each have a beautiful title.

Another example is Yin Cairen, who has been incomplete since she was a child, and her voice when playing cotton is better than her playing the piano.

So far, such a rumor has appeared among the new ladies entering the palace.

The emperor was not born to like the kind of virtuous, virtuous and well-behaved girls. He especially liked the pretentious and troublesome appearance of women. He didn't like ordinary beauties very much. Playing the piano and singing, I don't like the sounds of nature that linger for three days, but feel that the fragmented songs are more exciting!

The night before Linxiu entered the palace, Shen Fuyu was playing the suona to the emperor very hard!

Qin Zhiyi sat on the chair like a dead body and didn't want to move.

Shen Fuyu's falling out of favor is actually a good thing for him, he now especially misses the days when Shen Fuyu was concubine Shen, after all, he didn't have to listen to her playing and singing during those days.

It is impossible not to let Shen Fuyu play, she can play this kind of sound of howling ghosts and wolves on any instrument, and it is impossible to stop her from playing, she will only get worse and never know the meaning of repentance!

"Your Majesty~ Is the concubine playing badly?" Shen Fuyu walked over eagerly holding the suona, and looked at Qin Zhiyi with aggrieved eyes.

Qin Zhiyi: ...

What do you think?

After knowing each other for so long, how many times should I ask him this question?
"No, it sounds nice." He answered very perfunctorily.

Shen Fuyu pursed her lips, seeing that tears were about to fall: "The emperor is lying! You obviously didn't listen anymore! You don't love your concubines anymore!"

With a light breath, Qin Zhiyi felt a splitting headache!
I'm so bored!
"Since you know you, stop bragging! Will I still go to court tomorrow?" Please, when can he come to Crescent Moon Palace to sleep well at night?

Every day as long as he came, he played and sang wildly, so that most of the palace could hear the suona sound, and it was so ugly!Doesn't she dislike it?

In fact, Qin Yuanhao was the one who didn't dislike him. For some reason, this kid slept soundly listening to these noises.

Shocked Qin Zhiyi for 1 years!

The child was misled by Shen Fuyu!
It's unbelievable!
But the answer Shen Fuyu gave was this: "Your Majesty, you don't need to take care of your child too carefully! Life will always face all kinds of difficulties. If the difficulties that should be experienced are replaced by others, it will be very difficult to grow up. .”

Qin Zhiyi opened his mouth, wanting to refute but seemed unable to refute.

"Similarly, you can't be too careless. If you ignore everything, it will only increase the pressure on the child." Shen Fuyu stretched out her hand and poked Qin Yuanhao's little face, hey, is there a royal family after all? The child of blood is good-looking, so cute!
Falling into deep thought after what she said, Qin Zhiyi seriously thought about this question for a while, the more he got in touch with Shen Fuyu, the more he found that her way of thinking about various things was very different from his own.

He didn't want the things he encountered growing up to happen to the children he watched growing up, but I'm afraid that if he did, it would be counterproductive.

"Your majesty, you won't be reminded of all the things the queen mother raised you when you were growing up, right? Didn't you say that it's all over?" Shen Fuyu snickered aside.

Qin Zhiyi: ...

I was poked in my heart and didn't want to talk!
Qin Yuanhao woke up from his sleep, opened his mouth and began to cry. Shen Fuyu glanced at him, called the palace servants to change his diaper, and said with a slight smile, "Basically, there are times when everyone doesn't like their parents. Yes, if you blindly satisfy the children, you will become like the concubine's concubine, and if you blindly ignore the children, you will become like the queen mother, but they are a minority of two extremes, as long as they don't get close , they are already good parents.”

"Just let go when it's time to let go. We also have our own lives. We are not responsible for protecting our children for the rest of our lives. We are only responsible for leaving a way out for them when they can't find their way and encouraging them to regain their strength."

In a trance, I just think of the things before time travel, rebellious, not understood by parents, hated, cried... Of course, she always hopes that her parents can make changes, don't interfere with her privacy too much, don't force her to do something At that time, she even wondered why she had such parents, but when she was desperate, the one who tolerated everything unconditionally was her parents.

Parents are doomed to do many things wrong, she hates everything they do, but at the same time loves them.

Hundreds of years passed by, and although the scars were indelible, she also understood a lot, but she also lost the chance to see them again.

Being gently hugged into her arms, a trace of warmth gradually drifted through her body. A warm palm lightly brushed the back of Shen Fuyu's head, as if brushing away the scars in her heart for a moment, and she also saw her past self for a moment. .

It's all over.

Don't dwell on the past, don't think about correcting the past, people should move forward in life.

"It's a pity that you still talk about the truth every day to persuade me, don't turn yourself into the pain of the past." Qin Zhiyi's voice sounded in his ears, and he sat quietly beside Shen Fuyu, gently hugging his beloved. The woman said, "You and I are obviously no longer controlled by the past."

Their thoughts are no longer controlled by the past and the elders, they are already themselves.

"I didn't fall into deep pain." Shen Fuyu rolled her eyes lightly, so that she wouldn't fall into deep pain, she just felt a little... homesick.

Even if she has been resurrected countless times and completely become other people countless times, those parents are not her parents after all.

But this longing disappeared only in a blink of an eye, just as it is impossible for parents to protect their children forever, it is impossible for her to stay by their side forever.

She wants to create a happy and secure home for herself, and she no longer has to rely on the past, nor on others, but on herself.

Before that, she must make the space level up as soon as possible, and get rid of this damned and annoying reincarnation!

Looking up and smiling, she stuffed Qin Yuanhao into Qin Zhiyi's arms.

"Why?" Qin Zhiyi was taken aback by Qin Yuanhao who suddenly rushed over.

After regaining her vitality, Shen Fuyu stuck out her tongue: "Hold you for a while, he's about to shit."

An unpleasant sound and smell came out, Qin Zhiyi's whole body tensed up immediately, and then Qin Yuanhao began to cry loudly!It caught Qin Zhiyi by surprise!

(End of this chapter)