Secret: The years I served as a foreign aid for the Aurora Club

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Audrey looked around.

In the dark and strange city, among the "pedestrians", in addition to werewolves, there are bears walking upright, cats with lazy expressions, strange people with colorful spiders on their faces, giant rats with red eyes, pythons spitting out their cores, and some kind of canine creatures that look at every passerby with eyes full of mating desires...

They either wear top hats and windbreakers or wear exquisite and intricate dark long skirts, trying their best to imitate humans in every detail, but they cannot make themselves truly like humans.

"wild desire……"

Audrey silently repeated this word in her mind.

In psychology, this refers to wild, crude, and almost bestial desires, and almost all of them can be classified as negative emotions.

The carriage traveled in the dim night, passing through the "pedestrians" and various Gothic buildings, and soon arrived at a church in the center of the city.

The church is over eighty meters high and is supported by pure white and gold pillars. It is filled with an atmosphere of holiness and light, reminiscent of the real Cathedral of Light.

As the carriage approached the church, Audrey felt that the world around her had become brighter and more joyful.

Each of the church's pillars is inlaid with a number of skulls, which are somewhat illusory. Some of them are from humans, and some are from different creatures, but all of them have their empty eyes facing downwards, as if watching every living being that enters the church. Unlike most of the buildings here, they are composed of elements that tend to be nightmare, thriller, horror, and mysterious, but this church is bright and sacred.

The carriage stopped, Audrey got off, walked through the main door, and saw a grand yet spacious hall.

Deep in the hall, stands a huge upright cross.

Unlike ordinary churches, there are no rows of seats for believers to pray, nor is there a place to place candlesticks. There is only a small long table in front of the huge cross. There are five seats on each side of the long table, and the top and bottom seats are empty.

Audrey looked around the space, resisting the urge to raise her eyebrows; the layout and atmosphere felt surprisingly familiar to her.

The cross naturally symbolizes God, and this is obviously a meeting in front of the gods. When Audrey saw the long table and the seats, she wondered for a moment whether Hermes had invaded her mind island and what he saw, so there was such a picture.

Hermes came to the top of the long table, but did not sit down.

“Please sit down.” He held out his hand.

Audrey followed behind Him at a moderate pace, glanced left and right, then casually pulled out a chair and sat down.

She was neither too close nor too far from Hermes, which just showed her vigilance without appearing guilty.

Seeing Audrey sitting down, Hermes also pulled out a chair. But what surprised Audrey was that He did not choose the seat at the top of the long table, but pulled out a chair opposite Audrey and sat down, then clasped his hands and leaned on the surface of the long table:
"Miss Audrey, I have something to ask you."

"Please go ahead." Audrey turned her head slightly and responded to the other person's gaze with her green eyes.

Hermes nodded slightly and said:

"I think you can already guess what I am going to ask you. As a favored one of another god, why did you choose to join us?"

Coming... Audrey answered calmly:
"Sir, you misunderstood. I am not the one favored by the god you think. I am just one of the people chosen by Him."

"I will tell you as much as I can about myself. But if you ask me for more details, including that person, it will touch upon the privacy of me and my friends, so I cannot disclose it. But apart from that, I can promise that I have chosen God's church and the kingdom of heaven, and making them come true is my next pursuit."

Hermes laughed suddenly:
"How could such a thing happen? It seems that you know very little about the place you are going to, but it is harmless. It sounds incredible that someone who is not a favored one can receive such preferential treatment."

"Then Audrey, can you tell me how you are going to balance your pursuits with the generous treatment given to you by the god?"

Audrey still looked at Hermes calmly, with the corners of her mouth raised, and said calmly:

"After I made this decision, I have lost the opportunity to continue to go before Him and have been expelled. If you still don't believe it, you can enter my spiritual island or take a look at my memory. In this way, will you and the church be relieved?"

Her attitude was very calm, as if she was explaining what the tutor had assigned her.

Hermes' eyes widened slightly, then narrowed again, looking at Audrey more carefully:
"You mean, after you chose us, you successfully left His presence?"

"The result is obvious." Audrey gave a relatively tactful answer.

Hermes' expression became a little subtle. Audrey could not be a secret doll. If she was dead and became the plaything of the "Fool", it would be impossible for her to enter the Cathedral of Light. Even if she entered smoothly with the aura of "Source Castle", it would be impossible for her to come here smoothly. After all, "Eden" is the place where God's eyes are, and the eyes of the great omniscient and omnipotent cannot tolerate even a grain of sand.

What shocked Him the most was this. Audrey expressed her wish to go to God in front of the "Lord of Mysteries", and then she successfully left the "Source Castle" alive. She was merely expelled!

"Unbelievable," said Hermes.

Although Hermes knew that God's evaluation of the "Lord of Mysteries" must have a subjective part, in general, the "Fool" that Audrey saw was still too different from the Lord of Mysteries in His impression. Could it be that the other party has not yet completely regained the authority? However, the lack of extraordinary characteristics and paths has nothing to do with the character becoming good. Even if it is someone Hermes is familiar with, such as Zaratul, Antigonus, Bethel... If he finds that the person he has chosen has defected to his enemy, he will definitely not hold back.

Audrey read his thoughts, but didn't quite understand why Hermes's reaction was so obvious, so she added:

“I’m just a participant.”

Hermes nodded:
"If you knew more, maybe you would be as shocked as I am."

Audrey vaguely felt that the other party was talking about Mr. Fool. She thought for a moment and said in the words she had already organized:
"Mr. Fool has helped me a lot and is one of the most important people who has led me to an extraordinary path. Even though He disagrees with my ideas, He still allows me to continue pursuing my goals. Mr. Hermes, I admire Mr. Fool very much, but as for other things, this involves the agreement between me, other companions and Him. I think keeping promises should be a moral standard recognized by the whole world. In the mysticism, this involves a lot more."

Hermes did not care about the hostility shown by Audrey, and asked:
"Did He tell you how hostile the relationship between Him and the Lord is? It seems that He also said that since there are other people chosen by Him, are you prepared that you may become enemies in the future?"

Audrey pursed her lips and was silent for a moment. She restrained her smile and spoke seriously and calmly:
“I will do my best for what I believe in.”

"But they are my friends. As long as they don't stop me from doing what I want to do, I won't... do anything to them. Mr. Fool allowed me to leave, but I won't turn the tolerance and kindness he showed me into a sword to treat my companions and old friends."

"Can you tell me who they are?"

Hermes thought for a moment and asked, "As you said, since they are still your friends, I can consider giving them a break."

Audrey had been on guard against the other party separating out a "virtual personality" and sneaking into her mental island. But from the beginning to now, she had never found anything unusual.

This made her wonder if the other party didn't need to infiltrate, but could simply observe the movements of the collective subconscious sea around them to understand her truest thoughts.

She did not hide anything and answered calmly:
"I'm sorry, Mr. Hermes, this is my personal matter."

At this point, Audrey took the initiative to say:

"If you can't truly trust me because of the secrecy surrounding this issue, I'm willing to accept that."

"I can just be an ordinary member of the church and use my contributions to exchange for the psychological research materials I can get."

How could someone who had received two divine revelations from God be an ordinary member of the church? Moreover, a dozen letters of appointment had already been issued for her to choose from. Not only that, Audrey was almost a future new member of the Twilight Hermits. God valued her and her past identity... Facing Audrey's retreat to advance, Hermes smiled:
"Don't worry, Audrey. I don't necessarily need to know. Everyone has their own secrets. This is normal. What I need to assess is whether your secret will affect the safe operation of the entire Psychological Alchemy Society."

He looked at Audrey deeply and said:
"Then can you tell me why Mr. Fool chose you?"

"I think you must have something in common, being chosen by a god."

“…I don’t know. I was just an ordinary person when I was chosen. After getting Mr. Fool’s permission, I recommended my friend, but everything is up to Mr. Fool to decide.” Audrey said something that couldn’t be more true.

After saying this, Audrey instinctively thought of her hand - the mark that had been there since she was first brought to that mysterious gray fog world had completely disappeared after she returned from the Tarot Club yesterday.

It was not wrong to say that it was a favor, but now she had completely lost that favor. While answering, she was still on guard against the invasion of her spiritual island, but it was calm and nothing happened.

This not only did not make Audrey feel relieved, but made her even more alert. She even dared not think about anything related to Mr. Fool and The World Gehrman Sparrow.

She was only sure of one thing: even if she left, it did not mean that she would directly confront Mr. Fool and his former friends from God's perspective. It was right for her to go her own way, but she did not need to treat others as sacrifices.

"I believe you." Hermes nodded slowly.

He then looked into Audrey's green eyes and said calmly:
"Audrey, your kindness and determination are the source of my trust in you. You desire beauty from the bottom of your heart, just like us. So I will not continue to test you - welcome you to join us again, Ms. Audrey Hall."

Hermes' words marked the end of this interrogation and assessment. Audrey nodded slightly to show that she accepted it.

"I can't force you not to cooperate or trade with other Beyonders or your former friends. That's unrealistic. You can even still maintain your friendship because I believe you can balance your friendship and your beliefs. I just hope you can promise not to reveal anything related to the Psychological Alchemy Society to anyone. At least, when you want to entrust certain tasks to others, you have to package them well and cover up the secrets." Hermes said calmly.

As he spoke, his gaze drifted towards the huge cross in front of him. Audrey's heart trembled - the "Sun" path had the authority to notarize and judge, and it was even possible that the god was paying attention to her.

Audrey responded without hesitation:
"I promise not to tell any creature without the corresponding authority about matters related to the Psychological Alchemy Society."

She took the initiative to expand the concept of human beings to living beings in order to fill the loopholes in her promise.

As soon as she finished speaking, she felt thoughts emerging one after another in her mind island.

These thoughts intertwined together and turned into an illusory web, which penetrated into Audrey's mental island and turned into her subconscious.

Since this "web of restrictions" comes from Audrey's own spirituality, even if she becomes an angel, she will be unable to remove it. When facing non-members of the Psychological Alchemy Society or members of the Psychological Alchemy Society who do not have enough authority, she will lose the willingness to communicate about matters related to the Psychological Alchemy Society.

She herself could not realize this.

After everything fell silent, Audrey heard a majestic yet gentle voice declare in her ear:

"efficient!"

No one has invaded my island of mind, and with just my own words, the promise has become reality... Audrey was shocked in her heart, but it was not so obvious on the surface.

Of course, she didn't completely restrain herself, because being surprised by this method was a "manipulator's" instinctive reaction.

Seeing that Audrey made the promise without hesitation and got the notarized promise, Hermes smiled even brighter:
"Audrey, you are now qualified to become a member of the Psychological Alchemy Association."

As He spoke, seven grayish-white, rather illusory, and unusually cold masks appeared on the long table. Five of them were placed in corresponding positions, and they seemed to have owners.

"You can choose a personality mask as your code name."

"Well, there is actually only one left, and that is 'Rage'." Hermes introduced, "Their names come from the holy books of the Creator and the motto of the omniscient and omnipotent God."

There is only one choice, isn't that no choice? Although "Rage" doesn't seem to be in line with her aesthetics, Audrey herself doesn't mind this little thing. But just as she was about to reach out and take the mask away, Hermes' words came again.

"Don't worry yet, Audrey."

She looked over and Hermes winked at her, then said with a bright smile:
"Do you still remember the invitation I gave you when you first came to Intis? The door of the Dusk Hermits is still open to you. There is a position inside that belongs to you... That position is one level higher than all the masks here combined. The Psychological Alchemy Society is our subordinate organization. If you join, the entire Psychological Alchemy Society will also become your subordinate, and you can even requisition these seven masks for your temporary use."

Audrey paused as she stretched out her hand. She had never expected that an organization like the Dusk Hermits would be willing to accept her.

All that is said must be known by the dusk hermits!

——This incredible characteristic has really made her think about it for a long time!

Audrey slowly withdrew her hand and folded it elegantly on the table.

"Emperor Roselle once said that if you have not made any contribution, you should not accept the reward." Audrey looked at Hermes and said in a calm tone, "This favor is too great. Mr. Hermes, what will be the first mission I get after joining?"

The Twilight Hermits often secretly promote the development of the times, and even Emperor Roselle was once a member of it.

Audrey certainly didn't think she was as brilliant and talented as Emperor Roselle, so she was particularly wary of what the other party wanted her to do - it might be very dangerous and might cost her life, or it might be extremely difficult for Audrey, so he was even willing to give her the potion and a position in the Twilight Hermits first.

As expected, Hermes spoke.

“This is very difficult for you.” The old angel sighed, and with a wave of his hand, the mask of “Wrath” disappeared.

Audrey clenched her fingers and waited quietly for what was to come.

“The Kingdom of Heaven has come, and the Lord must take back His authority.”

"Now only the sun hangs equally high in the sky, giving the gods light and warmth, but the power of creation, the grace of knowledge, the vast ocean, the wind and rain that contain His will, and even the thunder that represents His anger, are still in the hands of the incarnation that is unwilling to return."

…Audrey’s breathing paused slightly.

Hermes' golden eyes looked into Audrey's eyes, as if he could see the soul in them through those eyes.

"Audrey, although you are from Loen, if you join the Dusk Hermits, your nationality, family, and identity will become bargaining chips and props in your hands. I am not asking you to do whatever it takes, but I hope you will weigh the pros and cons."

"The God of Thunder has brought a tsunami of disaster to this land, and the people of Intis are waiting for the rain of new life."

TBC
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At seven o'clock in the morning, Emlyn arrived at the Harvest Church on time and prepared to open the door.

When he arrived, there were already scattered believers waiting outside the door. Emlyn smiled and prepared to greet them. But at this moment, several people wearing priest robes with dark wave patterns came up aggressively and squeezed in between Emlyn and other believers without explanation. They frowned and looked up and down at the young man in front of them who looked more like a noble than a bishop with hostility.

"Archbishop of the Harvest Church, head of the Cherwood District, Emlyn White?"

Emlyn suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart. He nodded: "What is it?"

The blue-haired Punisher threw a report into Emlyn's arms. "Your people sneaked into a house yesterday, hid in the corridor, and let the gas leak in the empty room when it was dark!"

"what are you saying?"

Emlyn frowned and glanced at the report in his hand. His eyes widened when he saw the number of casualties.

"You still remember the face of this man, right? He is from Feynaporte. The only connection these days is between the Harvest Church and you. You must be responsible for this matter!"

Seeing that Emlyn was still in a daze and that more and more people were gathering around him, the Punisher grabbed Emlyn's arm and dragged him away. Emlyn's mind kept flashing back to the man's excited emotions and abnormal behavior yesterday. He was so confused that he even forgot to argue. In order to see the evidence and understand the whole process, Emlyn quickly followed the Punisher away.

The believers who remained there were at a loss as to what to do. They looked at each other, not knowing what to do.

The believers who had not heard the words just now saw this scene from afar, and immediately ran towards their acquaintances and friends as if they had lost their backbone, shouting:

"Bishop White was captured by the Thunder Church!"

"The Thunder Church is here to arrest people again!"