Secret: The years I served as a foreign aid for the Aurora Club

Chapter 366 The only way
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"Combining the help I have given you all along, could it be that the True Creator is planning to have me become or replace Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun?"

The moment he came to this conclusion, Klein felt as if a mushroom cloud exploded in his mind - he felt that he had guessed correctly, this might be the truth, and this might be the purpose of the true Creator!

If you think about it carefully, there are actually many small things that prove this guess is correct from the side...

Assuming that the purpose of the true Creator is to "make Klein become the Heavenly Venerable Fushengxuanhuang", then the hostility of the high-sequence of the demon path towards himself can be understood. "I am targeting you, but it has nothing to do with you." It is only related to the Heavenly Venerable Fushengxuanhuang, and Klein himself has no conflict of interest with Him. It's just that whoever wants to become the Heavenly Venerable will be targeted.

From this point of view, the reason why "Ju Guang" treated him with courtesy before his death was also very clear. "He" noticed the Sefirah Castle, but was not sure whether the person who owned it was "Klein Moretti" or Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun. And Klein's guess at the time was not completely wrong. Although he did not inflate to the point of thinking that he was the reincarnation of the "Great Lord of the Spirit World", he also felt that he must have a close relationship with the "Great Lord of the Spirit World". What's more, the strange Amon he met by chance also said a special sentence: "I don't want to bear, and I don't want to die."

Could this sentence mean that Amon felt that he would be replaced by Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun? Hiss, He didn't even think that he would become a mental stitching monster, but felt that he would definitely "die"?

Klein was in a daze while writing an equation in his mind.

Sefirah Castle + Amon = Blessing to be born in Xuanhuang Heaven?

Sefirah Castle = something closely related to Fushengxuanhuang Tianzun? Or, Sefirah Castle = the possibility of becoming Fushengxuanhuang Tianzun?
After all, what exactly is Sefirah Castle? It is not a characteristic, it is not unique, it is not a relic of the kingdom of God, but it is closely related to the gods. Even if you carry it, you will be regarded as a celestial being, just like an identity certificate. What on earth is this?
The True Creator had made his words clearer, but Klein still felt that he was being kept in the dark. He could understand the True Creator’s “good intentions”—if he had told you at the beginning, Comrade Klein, that you are the man of destiny and that you must work hard to become a god and save the world, then Klein, who had just been promoted to Sequence 5, would have been frightened and thought that this famous mad god was going crazy again.

For the true creator, there are some things that cannot be said, and Klein can only figure it out on his own. But for Klein, such behavior is extremely irresponsible. How can he move forward with determination when he doesn't even know what he is going to do in the future?
Now he is already at Sequence 4 and has begun preparing for Sequence 3. Becoming a god seems to be just a matter of drinking another 321 potion, but Klein feels that the fog before his eyes has not only not diminished but has become more and more. The truth is like an onion, with one layer after another, and it makes him cry.

Just like a big smog, the first layer is the witch "Nightingale of Despair" slaughtering the people of the East End to digest the magic potion, the second layer is to cover up the large-scale loss of civilian population, the third layer is the cooperation between the witch and the royal family, the witch helps the royal family to buy and sell people, and the fourth layer is George III's promotion to the Black Emperor.

The cloak of truth is being peeled off layer by layer, but what can be done?

In the end, even after knowing the truth, Klein and Audrey could only sigh at the Black Emperor.

"How can there be such a thing?"

Even though Klein had a good temper, he couldn't help but complain about his fellow countryman's arbitrary behavior.

Let's not talk about the fact that the other party wanted him to become a god. No matter how Klein refused or hinted that he couldn't do it, he still put on an expression of "you'll understand later", which was enough to make Klein feel uncomfortable. Now this important secret about "Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun" was concealed. Assuming Klein could really do it, if he foolishly listened to the words of the real creator and became a god in the future, and suddenly saw a Tianzun pop out of his mental imprint to greet him on the day he became a god, wouldn't he be scared out of control on the spot?

Unfortunately, even if I complained a lot in my heart, the Real Creator couldn’t hear me, because the Real Creator had gone to the East Continent.

He didn't know when he would be back, and he gave him a lot of instructions before he left. Klein felt like he had a lot of flags stuck on his back.

However, the real creator did not seem to pass through Silver City on his way to the East Continent. The little "Sun" did not pray for himself, and "Justice", "Star", "Moon", War Angel, and Bonois Gustav had clearly prayed, but only Silver City was still calm. Now it was really hard to tell which was the paradise and which was the land abandoned by God.

Oh, it would be nice to be a little calmer.

If the "Sun" also comes to ask for help, then I will really have no strength left.

But Silver City is unlikely to encounter anything that requires the help of the Fool. At most, it will require some verbal communication. Although the real Creator claimed that he had given up Silver City, the "Angel of Destiny" Ouroboros did not take him away. This is not only evidence that the Creator values ​​the people of Silver City, but also one of the proofs that the Creator and the "Fool" are in a friendly and cooperative relationship. Besides, with an angel of "Destiny" staying in Silver City, how could Silver City be in danger? Life should be getting better and better.

"gentlemen."

The valet's shout interrupted Klein's running thoughts. Klein reflexively put on a Dwayne Dantes-style gentle and considerate smile. Seeing Richardson put the plate and cutlery on the small table next to him, "Your dinner is ready."

Walter also came up in time, put aside the tea set he brought, and prepared to pour tea for his employer.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work."

Klein stood up and walked to the small table. The thick-cut cooked beef with sauce was still warm and exuded a fragrance. Sliced ​​sausages and fruits were placed next to it. Compared with usual, the food was indeed a little rougher, but it was considered a luxury in this situation. The white and soft pastry bread was placed on another plate, waiting for Mr. Dawn to spread butter and sweet jam on it. The shelter was dimly lit, and the valet stood by. There was a hint of the atmosphere of a candlelight dinner. Klein couldn't help but sigh in his heart that this lifestyle was too petty bourgeois.

But who doesn't want a higher standard of living? Klein thinks he still likes to enjoy life.

Because he was originally just an ordinary person, Klein felt that what he saw was already a luxury. But if he placed these foods in front of aristocrats like the Hall family, they would think that it was simply too crude to bear.

As Klein ate, he thought about something he hadn't thought of just now.

The true function of Sefirah Castle is definitely not to hold meetings, so what is it used for? It is rich in spirituality, can preserve the spirit from the influence of the outside world, and can also enhance the power of "fraud", "historical projection" and "divination"...

"Hey, I seem to have overlooked something..."

Klein's eyes gradually widened, and cold sweat broke out from his back uncontrollably:
"At the beginning, when I used Sefirah Castle to create the 'Paper Angel' and the 'Secret Contract Ceremony', I felt that Sefirah Castle was actually responding to me. When I first came here, I felt that Sefirah Castle was like a special thing that would respond to some information in a very mechanical way."

If you think about it carefully, isn't that what gods do? When Old Neil was still in Tingen, could it be that the goddess responded to his "constipation cure", "wedding anniversary flower delivery" and "debt repayment" spells? It must be that the ritual magic was directed correctly and interacted with the corresponding spiritual things, causing the spirit of the gods to automatically respond to Old Neil's spells... Isn't this the same as the original Sefirah Castle?

Even Sefirah Castle can respond to the honorific name!

The response given by the Tarot Club seemed to have always been to trigger the pattern behind the "Fool" high-back chair on Sefirah Castle first, and then contact Klein who controlled Sefirah Castle. It was just that the speed was fast so there was almost no order. This matter usually seemed nothing, but in this situation, the more I thought about it, the more wrong it seemed. - If you think about it in terms of the Sealed Object, it is equivalent to praying to the honorable name of Ince Zangwill. As a result, 0-08 received the prayer first. Doesn't this mean that the real holder of the honorable name is actually 0-08, not Ince Zangwill?

If we continue to think along this line of thought -

"Damn it, is there a possibility that... Tianzun is actually Sefirah Castle?"

"Just like the living properties of the Sealed Object...?"

The reason why my divination is so powerful is that when I do divination in Sefirah Castle, I am essentially doing divination based on the status of "Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun", a powerful god-level being?

"Source Castle is not an identity certificate, because it cannot be given at will. We can only try to establish a connection... Is it the carrier of Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun? What it shows when it is asleep? Every soul hanging in the air carries the breath of Source Castle like me, which means that in the eyes of 'Orange Light', each one may be the incarnation of the 'Great Ruler of the Spirit World'... Haha, it's just like a clone or a secret puppet!"

A thunderclap exploded in his mind. In the assumption that "Tianzun is Sefirah Castle", all the mysteries were instantly solved. Klein felt that his emotions were a little out of control, and the utensils used to cut beef and sausages were slightly deformed in his palm.

The "Faceless Man" controlled his body to continue cutting the beef. His eyes were fixed on a certain point on the plate, but his attention was not on the food.

Thinking of this, Klein suddenly felt a sense of sadness.

If Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun's purpose was to make these people angry and desperate after learning the truth, then He has already done it.

If what He wanted was for these people to work hard to become stronger, and then collapse after learning the truth, so that His spirit could take advantage of the opportunity and be reborn in their bodies, then that was very likely to happen. How many people were suddenly thrown into this strange land, and they really had no nostalgia for their original living environment? How many people could really adapt quickly like those one-way time-travel novels and didn't want to go back at all? How desperate would these people be when they only got an answer of "now is the future" after searching and working hard? Klein felt a chill all over his body just thinking about it.

Now Klein no longer thought about whether this guess was correct or not - when a clue could solve all his doubts, then this clue was undoubtedly correct to him!

"We are not human, we are just his puppets, just like a secret doll... hehe."

"And I, who happened to choose one of these three paths and communicated with Sefirah Castle through that ritual, am the most suitable puppet for Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun at the moment... Before me, Edward Vaughn was a demon, Russell chose the Universalist, and the True Creator was the Sun..."

Because they did not choose any of the three paths, they were all considered failures and therefore escaped the arrangement of the Heavenly Venerable.

Only I, influenced by Roselle's diary, chose to be a fortune teller... I thought that there would be something extraordinary about the path that even Emperor Roselle regretted not choosing, but in the end, there was only a big pit waiting for me.

He felt as if his thoughts were split into two. One said, "As a pioneer, you have the obligation to keep this secret. Isn't it better to live a lifetime of exploration with hope than to face despair?" But the other said, "They have the right to know the truth. Even if we can't tell them about Tianzun, we should tell them not to waste their lives on empty dreams."

Did Tianzun do this on purpose?

He may be sleeping now, and ready to revive in the body of a certain "apprentice", "mistake" or "fortune teller" at any time. As someone who owns Sefirah Castle, I am right next to the mouth of the Celestial Lord. If He opens his eyes, I will be the first one to be eaten...

Klein slowly clenched his fists. A huge crisis was before his eyes. He couldn't even taste the delicious cooked beef.

Every living thing has the instinct to live. Even an angel king like Amon is worried about "death of personality", let alone Klein?
——The true creator is not in the northern continent now. If I take this opportunity to give Sefirah Castle to someone else, can I be freed from this fate? But, who should I leave such a hateful fate to? I don't want to bear it myself, but I want to push it to others...

Do unto others, do not impose on others.

"Is this the end for me?"

"I can't love this world, but I can't leave this fate to others and run away either - besides, where can I escape to? As long as I still belong to these three paths, Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun can still wake up in me. If I push this fate away, I will actually just add another victim!"

He couldn't say he hated this world, but he definitely didn't like it either. Even if there were mobile phones, televisions, and induction cookers in this world, he still couldn't like it. Because humans are such stupid and fragile creatures, even if they were moved to an identical environment, they still couldn't fit in as long as they didn't have familiar people and things. With the memory of "Klein Moretti" as a link, Benson and Melissa provided him with a meager bond, allowing him to have a basic foothold in this world, and then derived various social relationships.

But compared to Zhou Mingrui's life, these things were still too little and too shallow to give him more profound feelings. If he hadn't been unable to go back, Klein felt that he would probably, possibly... only hesitate when he thought of Melissa and Benson.

There was actually no reason to hesitate. After all, Klein had died a long time ago.

Although family members may not think so, in such a civilized yet cruel era, the family members who can leave a generous pension after their death are the best family members.

According to this, it seems that he has no reason to refuse?
Why not consider accepting such a fate?
If he accepted it, Klein would be able to see the end of his life at a glance. He could almost guess what the future would be like: he would probably be a lonely and powerful god, without enough constraints, and the only thing he could hold tightly in his hands was power.

Benson and Melissa were both ordinary people. How happy it was to be able to live peacefully in this world as ordinary people who knew nothing... If he had a choice, if he hadn't been extraordinary, Klein would rather return to the small house in Tingen, hold a letter of recommendation from a professor and become a university lecturer, earning two or three pounds a week, working hard to become a professor, and slowly changing the lives of the Moretti family.

But there is no choice, no if, and the extraordinary still exists.

So only the brother and sister were left in the Moretti family, and Klein was also openly and secretly expected to embark on the promised road of destiny.

Even if Klein didn't die, Benson and Melissa would have passed away first. The Moretti family name might still be passed down, but those descendants would never be as important to Klein as his brothers and sisters. Leonard might die one day, and it would be impossible for everyone in his Tarot Club to become an angel - and what good is an angel? Everyone could see Bonova's appearance. Gaining divinity meant change. They had already taken steps towards the sky and would not stay on the earth for long.

Just as the new world that was very similar to the old days could not make Klein feel at home, it would be difficult for his divine friends to make the "world" feel that they were still the same as before.

All good things come to an end.

Although it may not be as tragic as the Redemption Rose.

Before he knew it, Klein had finished his dinner. He slowly put down his knife and fork, and the smile on his face faded. Richardson came forward to clear the tableware away. After his employer had finished eating, the butler and the valet prepared to start eating.

After the initial shock and despair, Klein gradually calmed down and tried to accept this reality.

"That's right. Since I have nothing, the only thing I can hold on to is strength."

"The real Creator may also think so, which is why he became the Ancient Sun God and persevered in taking back power. Feelings will disappear, believers will die, subordinates will betray and leave, and the only real power is the power in one's hands."

"If I were a god, I could change the current situation in Loen. I could kill George III and change the injustice and sadness that I see and don't see. If I were more powerful than ordinary gods, my followers could live and work in peace without being disturbed by war."

"Power..."

A Kapin in the light fell, but there were still countless Kapins hiding in the darkness, some of whom were even nobles and kings.

It is true that there are kind and beautiful souls among the nobles, but the beauty of these souls is often because they can first have enough food and clothing, and then have the spare time to think, discover, and help. The proportion of beautiful souls among the nobles is much smaller than that among the common people.

Now that Klein knew it, it was difficult for him to deceive himself that the darkness did not exist.

This is how the world is, just as children have to grow up, pirates will compete to become the king, and extraordinary people have to step on the lives and bones of others to get promoted. If you cannot make changes and cannot make the most accurate judgments, you will be eliminated from the cruel competition for survival and become someone else's food.

He put his hand in his pocket and fumbled for the language charm that would allow the secret praying person to communicate.

If he was still hesitant and confused about whether to advance to Sequence 3 or quickly find an opportunity to abandon Sefirah Castle and Destiny and return home to retire a dozen minutes ago, Klein felt that he had already made the decision.

This time, there was no enemy like Ince Zangwill as a target, and it was estimated that there would not be such a target again.

Because he has to reach out and take the initiative to seize those powers for himself and for those he can protect.

TBC
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Could my changes, my thoughts, my fears, all of this be expected by the once “omniscient and omnipotent” Creator?
It doesn't matter whether I'm there or not. Klein thought, now is the time for me to embark on this path.

(End of this chapter)