Rebirth of the Beloved

Chapter 240 Two Worlds Are Intertwined and Can't Escape (5)
The hoarse and deep voice is enough to prove that the aloofness and reservedness of this unfeminine emperor in the past has almost collapsed. At this moment, the cold appearance completely faded away, and the beast broke free from the shackles and was no longer under control.

When Ye Qingwan heard her tired voice, she also became dumb for some reason: "Don't do this again, I beg you, Shen Heng."

Shen Heng, who didn't get a satisfactory answer, completely lost his patience, and after a sinister smile, he opened his mouth and bit the girl's neck.

Ye Qingwan trembled violently.

She could never have imagined that one day, the humiliating memory that was deeply hidden in her heart would be experienced again in the form of a dream.

Ever since he came back from Huaifeng City in his previous life, after experiencing that night of madness, he has gone crazy, humiliating Ye Qingwan in different ways every day.

She really couldn't believe why a man who was once cold, dignified and spotless became like this, but what made her even more unacceptable was that she still had feelings for Shen Hengcun under such circumstances. Unclear feelings.

Even such Shen Heng, does she still like it?
"It's been so many days, why is it still like this?"

Shen Heng's hoarse voice was like a curse, lingering in his ears, reminding Ye Qingwan of his situation all the time.

"." Whether it was Ye Qingwan at that time or Ye Qingwan who was hiding under the body now, they just tightened their palms and bit their lower lip, too embarrassed to speak.

Shen Heng lowered his eyelids to cover the madness and stubbornness in his eyes, his pale face looked sickly and pitiful, his thin lips kept rubbing against Ye Qingwan's white and pink neck, and murmured softly: "Is there You can forget about him if you have a child?"

Ye Qingwan heard herself grit her teeth and say, "Impossible."

Ye Qingwan was taken aback for a moment.

Because she didn't remember that she answered Shen Heng like this at the time.

Unsurprisingly, this answer irritated the other party.

"Then try."

The candle flames were blown out by the wind, and the temple was plunged into darkness.

After an unknown amount of time, the commotion in the bedroom gradually subsided.

At that time, the night was dark, the air was filled with a fishy and sweet smell, and the person beside the pillow had already fallen into a deep sleep.

When Shen Heng fell asleep, he was not as cold and cruel as usual, he would frown slightly, and seemed to be hiding many things in his mind alone.

Now he is in a deep sleep, defenseless against those around him.

Through the body, Ye Qingwan looked at Shen Heng's sleeping face for a long time in silence.

She remembered that there was a sharp knife under the pillow, which was not put by Ye Qingwan, but by Shen Heng.

The purpose of this knife is not to guard against assassins, but to test Ye Qingwan.

Who is Shen Heng, how could he not know that Ye Qingwan came back from Huaifeng City on his own initiative because he promised Shen Xun to kill him.

So he put a knife under the pillow where they slept together to test whether she would really listen to Shen Xun and kill him.

Yes, that's right, using his own life to test her.

When Ye Qingwan realized this, she only felt that Shen Heng was an out-and-out lunatic.

But sometimes Ye Qingwan felt that Shen Heng was actually very pitiful.

Just now, when he said that if there was a child between them, she would be able to forget Shen Xun, that fragile expression made Ye Qingwan's heart ache in this world.

She never thought that in her previous life, when Shen Heng was still a high-ranking emperor, she would always bow her head and put down her figure time and time again for her, revealing the fragile side under the cold and hard appearance.

But the most worrying thing is that every time Shen Heng seems to let Ye Qingwan stay by her side obediently, he can only use Shen Xun to threaten her.

So he left her the most troublesome and easiest trouble to turn around.

Beg her to have pity, beg her to take pity on him, beg her to look at him more.

The former Ye Qingwan was unmoved, which caused Shen Heng to no longer restrain his animal desires, no longer to restrain the evil beast in his heart, and let it do whatever it wanted.

But there were also many nights like this time, when Ye Qingwan would look at his face in a daze and be distracted, unable to fall asleep.

The dream and reality overlapped, and Ye Qingwan's eyes were reddened by the complicated emotions.

She wasn't really unmoved at all.

Her love for him was genuine.

She is not heartless.

She was jealous, she was angry, she was jealous of that woman He Dehe who had never met before, and Shen Heng had been thinking about him so much for more than ten years, and she was angry that she was just a substitute for that woman.

She alone as a stand-in can make Shen Heng so humble and crazy. At this point, Ye Qingwan really didn't dare to think about how he would behave if he saw the person he really misses day and night. Crazy.

What Ye Qingwan fears the most in her heart is not Shen Heng's terrifying and stubborn possessiveness at all, but the sober awareness that she will always live under the shadow of that woman after each crazy obsession.

His paranoia does not arise from her, nor does it belong to her.

Shen Heng is the one who has no heart.

And she was the one who was going crazy.

Ye Qingwan couldn't get rid of this point even after being entangled for two lifetimes.

Knowing that she is a stand-in, knowing that he does not love her, but when she starts over again, she will still be unable to control her heart for him, struggling to escape in the muddy swamp of deep love and hatred, sobriety and confusion, but in the end she is always trapped In it, unable to extricate themselves, beyond redemption.

In this life, she wanted to be decent, so she turned a blind eye to his overtures and remained indifferent, just to try not to make herself look so embarrassed in the end.

Even if in the end they will push him away with their own hands and never see each other again.

The word substitute will be the eternal barrier between them.

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The next day, Xu Gu stopped Zhiyi.

Seeing that it was Brother Engong, Zhiyi's face turned red all of a sudden, and he couldn't speak quickly: "What, what's wrong?"

Xu Gu looked in through the half-open window and saw that the bed curtain was still covered, so he said, "Miss still not up yet?"

Nod knowingly.

Xu Gu looked up at the sun hanging high in the sky, seeing that it was already noon, why hasn't this man woke up yet? "How could this be?"

Zhiyi put down the broom in her hand, sighed, and explained: "Since the girl fell into the water a few days ago, she has often been lethargic like this, and even the doctor can't find out what's wrong with it."

Xu Gu felt a little strange, "Didn't the girl feel uncomfortable? How could this man sleep for so long?"

Of course Zhiyi has thought about this problem too, but every time Ye Qingwan says it's nothing, it may be because of her weak bones since she was a child, so unlike others, she tends to sleep for an extra hour or two.

Can.
Conscientiously looking worriedly into the house.

Is this really just an hour or two?

Until the evening, Zhiyi still didn't see Ye Qingwan wake up, so she entered the room and woke up Ye Qingwan as she explained last time.

Ye Qingwan fell asleep again and was sweating profusely, so she knew that Ye Qingwan was having another nightmare without asking for more information.

(End of this chapter)