Traveling through the 90s: Becoming the all-powerful stepmother of three villains

Chapter 233 Guilt
Gu Ling was beaten, but he didn't feel angry, but happy.

Only when you love badly will you feel hate. Without love, there is no hate.

She hates him, which shows that she still has him in her heart.

Lin Shanyue didn't know what was going on in his heart, she just felt that he was too disturbing and extremely irritable.

"Shanyue, you can release your emotions to your heart's content, but please also trust me."

He understood why she was in a bad mood at the moment, he knew her pain, and knew that she must be very troubled now.

He appeared here because he understood her.

"What do I believe in you, if you are good for me, please go now?"

Where am I going?I don't want to go anywhere but in your heart.

Gu Ling didn't say these words, but kept them in his heart.

Never have to let her know how she feels, just be there for her when she needs it.

"What about you? You are so entangled now, painful and irritable, isn't it because you can't figure it out?

You can't figure out why Li Baoer did such a thing, you are afraid that the two of them will be sad, right? "

He knows her thoughts better than anyone.It is precisely because he understands so well that it proves how much the two of them loved each other.

What is it now, what is it to appear by her side?
"Why did I mess with you? Why did you treat me like this? Since we are going to separate, we will never see each other. Is it okay to get together and part ways?"

Why doesn't he want to get together and get together well? If he can, he wants to do the same.

It's just because I can't let it go, it's just because I love it too much.

"I just wanted to tell you what I know."

"Okay, then you say."

He Gu Ling knew that she had long been an out-and-out villain in her heart, and it was no different.

"Actually, she went instead of you. Zhu Chengyi followed the people around you for a long time, and the last letter he gave you was actually in the hands of Li Baoer. Zhu Chengyi threatened her by exposing the secret of Shen Junyang's illness, and she was alone. I went. It was to keep the secret."

Sure enough, there is a reason. She and Li Baoer have known each other for so long. What kind of person is she?No need to guess.

I'm glad I didn't doubt her, it's just that I can't figure it out.

But what she wants to know more now is why Gu Ling knows these things?

"When did you know? Did you already know? Then why didn't you tell me?"

This sentence was not said in the end, and he had no reason to tell her.

It was in the past, it is in the present, and it will be in the future.

"So, you didn't tell me before, and you told me after something happened. What are you thinking, Gu Ling, are you happy to see me sad and hurt?"

"I just don't want to be nosy."

"Really? Then why are you meddling now? Why are you telling me this?"

Gu Ling was also asking himself, why didn't he tell her when he learned that Zhu Chengyi was released from prison, why didn't he tell him when he always followed them?There may be unavoidable reasons or something else.

But in the end he was the bad guy.

"I have nothing to say."

"I didn't ask you to save me. But even if you have a little conscience, you should stop this from happening, but you didn't. Gu Ling, you are so bad, I said I never want to see you again, please Alright, let me go, okay?"

In the end who let himself go, he can't let go of his heart, and he can't let her people go.

In the end, the two sat quietly in the chairs, neither of them talking.

Such a moment has happened N many times, and most of the time it happened in a happy scene, but this time.

She was really desperate for him, but she had lost hope a long time ago, so it didn't matter if she was a little more desperate.

Back in Li Baoer's room again, she and Shen Junyang sat opposite each other, neither of them spoke.

The atmosphere was awkward, like being in a world of ice and snow.

Shen Junyang's face was ugly, the double pain and torture, both physical and psychological, no one could bear.

But Li Bao'er was very stubborn, and she didn't explain when she was killed.

Lin Shanyue felt sad when she saw this situation.

"Junyang, I'm hungry, can you bring me some food, please?"

"it is good."

This environment is too suffocating, he is afraid of himself.The secret is exposed, so I can only leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible.

When he went out, Lin Shanyue sat next to her, she lowered her head sadly, with a serious expression, not daring to look at her.

"Stop pretending, I already know."

"what?"

"How long do you think you can hide what you did for me? I just need to inquire a little bit to understand."

Li Baoer felt aggrieved, it would be fine if they didn't understand, they all misunderstood him, it's fine, but they didn't feel sad when they knew it, it seemed like they didn't feel hurt in vain for all they did.

I'm not afraid of anything, March.I just want to protect him.Who is not?But why can't you tell me quietly that the two of us can watch big things together, why don't you believe me this time?I believe in you, but you are also the person I want to protect. One is my best friend and the other is my best lover. Both of them don’t want them to be hurt. At this moment, you have nothing to say. All buried in that sincere heart, he hugged his Bao'er tightly.Our lives are so miserable.He seldom said such words, and even felt that he was lucky to be born in this world, but at this moment he uttered this bitter word.It's all going to pass, don't comfort him, what about you?Were you afraid?To be honest I'm not scared.Because I still have you, no matter what, you will never dislike me and will always love me, right?Of course I won't.Still the same sentence, Jun Yang may not understand you, I don't need his understanding.I guard her in this way, and he guards me in that way. We are all for each other's good.

"We have to love ourselves too."

You can't give all your love to others, but you should also love yourself well, and give yourself a little love.

Li Baoer hugged her tightly, crying very sadly, tears wet her shirt after a while.

This is the real her. When she is sad, she likes to cuddle in her arms and cry even more than Yaya.

Shen Junyang came back from buying food, and before he opened the door to go in, he heard Li Baoer's heart-piercing cries.

It turned out that her innocence was all a fake, when he couldn't see her, she would suffer without hesitation.

But in front of him, she pretended to be strong.

He didn't have the courage to open the door and go in. He was afraid that if he walked in, she would stop venting, and she pretended to be an emotionless machine to deal with him.

But what he hates the most is that she doesn't act like a baby to him, doesn't show weakness to him, and thinks that she is the best in the world.

He sat outside the door and waited until it was completely quiet inside before going in.

"I bought it, sister. I still have something to do, so I'll go back to the company first."

(End of this chapter)