Quickly wear the white moonlight of crazy batches

Chapter 255
Ye Nanjin chewed the apricot, the slightly sour taste made her eyes narrow.

After she swallowed the sour, she pointed to the teacup unbearably: "Water."

She needs to rinse her mouth.

Gong Yimo smiled: "Is it that sour?"

Ye Nanjin picked up an apricot similar to the one she ate just now from the small bowl with one hand, and put it in front of his mouth: "Eat and eat."

She said whether it is sour or not, it is better to let Gong Yimo experience it for himself.

Gong Yimo ate a mouthful, his whole body shivered, then he frowned and spat out Xing: "Damn, it's so sour."

Ye Nanjin pursed her lips, took a sip of tea and rinsed her mouth: "You asked me just now why I didn't look so happy."

Gong Yimo licked his sore teeth, took a breath, and looked at Ye Nanjin curiously: "Why?"

Ye Nanjin looked at him with softness in his eyes: "Because I don't feel safe, I can't really communicate with people, because I'm afraid they will leave me one day."

No matter what kind of relationship it is, no matter how good it is, there are two words, separation.

Ye Nanjin looked out the window, her expression became indifferent: "I once raised a dog, I thought it would accompany me all the time, but when I developed a relationship with it, it got lost unexpectedly."

"I used to be good friends with others, but when our relationship became extremely close, she married someone and has been completely away from my life since then." Ye Nanjin turned to look at Gong Yimo: "I think Human relationships are the most fragile, because no matter how good our relationship is, this relationship will be separated for various reasons. I can't accept that separation, so I no longer have true heart-to-heart communication with people."

So she is withdrawn, so she is indifferent.

She will deliberately keep a distance from people, and only in this way can she avoid the pain of separation.

Gong Yimo thought of her parents who had been calling her in her sleep, and her eyes flickered: "Is your thinking related to your childhood experience?"

Ye Nanjin didn't deny it: "Maybe, because I was abandoned by my parents, and I clearly remember how much my parents loved me before I was sent to Master, but even so, they left me."

Gong Yimo paused: "Maybe they have no choice."

"It's not important." Ye Nanjin bent her lips, with a hint of resignation and indifference in her lips: "I just don't feel safe, I always feel that the beginning of a relationship is destined to mean the end of the relationship day. I simply couldn't accept the end."

Gong Yimo seemed to understand, but he also felt the deep uneasiness and sense of no belonging in Ye Nanjin's heart.

Gong Yimo sighed, and took her hand: "It sounds like you have never been relied on, and your heart is quite unstable."

Ye Nanjin felt that Gong Yimo's evaluation was correct, and nodded with raised eyebrows: "It's exactly what you said. So I don't want to get too close to others, including you."

Gong Yimo can understand, but...

"But I don't think the distance between the two of us is that far away." Gong Yimo glanced at her: "Shouldn't this be my illusion?"

"No."

Ye Nanjin discussed the matter: "You have given me a sense of security these two days, so my heart that has been floating seems to have landed."

And what the specific reason was, she didn't know.

She only knew that in front of Gong Yimo, she didn't seem to have so many defenses, and she was gradually willing to open up her heart and have real emotional contact with him.

Ye Nanjin said: "To be honest, I don't want others to join in my life. Until now, I still think so."

(End of this chapter)