Maybe I can't have a normal youth

5 The Red Queen

"Do you still remember this place?" Following all the way, all the way up, Zhao Bai'an followed the Red Queen to the highest point of the castle, which should be a watchtower.Here, she can see the entire playground, maybe not just the playground, but the whole picture of the whole plate.

The left front of the castle is the entire playground. The layout is roughly in the shape of a triangle. It is not very big, but it contains many small items.The parallel left side of the castle, that is, the upper right corner that Zhao Bai'an didn't explore after entering the playground, is a forest, not dense, and you can clearly see a lovely wooden house sitting there.

On the whole, this is a heart-shaped area. The gate of the playground is at the sharp corner of the heart, and the castle and the cottage are located on both sides of the top of the heart.

Here again, this inexplicably familiar feeling.

It seems that it can help Zhao Bai'an dispel confusion, but it actually increases her confusion.

"Did you remember anything?"

"Well, it feels a little familiar, as if I've been here before." But it was just a feeling, Zhao Bai'an could only answer ambiguously.

"Nonsense! Of course you have been here before! What is familiar!! It should be very familiar! Stupid!" The Red Queen became the same as when we first met. After hearing her answer, Zhao Bai'an even felt that she was angry. His pretty red hair was about to stand on end, though it wasn't.

"Idiot! Big idiot!!" The Red Queen stomped her feet, speaking faster because she was angry, she pointed to the hut in the forest in the distance, "Over there! Look over there, the rabbit's house! It's also your house ! The place you carefully built, the place where you stayed the longest! You don’t even remember?”

puff.

It was as if something hit Zhao Bai'an's heart.

"Big indifference idiot! I don't remember anything, why don't you come back! Thank you for building this amusement park for you!"

"Eh? Made it for me?" Plop, another heavy heartbeat.

The atmosphere froze for two or three seconds.

"Sorry, what I said just now was out of anger." Without warning, the Red Queen turned into a high-cold mode again.

"Why are you... weren't you so angry just now?"

"I'm out of breath now."

This anger is inexplicable, and the dissipation is also amazing.It seems that when the Red Queen is in a calm mood, she does look like a queen.

"Is this the legendary dual personality?"

"No, I'm all alone." A cold, calm voice came.

"Then it's a dual personality."

"Don't deviate from the topic." The Red Queen ignored Zhao Bai'an, "What you just said was angry. I, or all of us here. Not all creatures, objects, are very much looking forward to your return. I am very happy that you have returned Arrived here."

The Red Queen smiled at her: "At the same time, there is one more thing I want to correct. The wooden house over there is indeed your home, but this is also your home. Anywhere on this land of love is your home."

"I think your lack of memory may not be accidental. As for why you haven't come here for so long, I don't know, but maybe you have your own reasons." The Red Queen walked closer to Zhao Bai'an, "There is no need to I think about it completely, maybe it’s not bad as a new starting point.”

The Red Queen stretched out her hand: "Let's get to know each other again, I'm Huo Sanmu."

"Pfft..." It's a lie, the name is too dramatic.

Zhao Bai'an took the Red Queen's hand, and said what was in his heart: "Huo is very suitable for you, but Miki feels too out of tune with this place! And it's not like a queen at all. On the contrary, it looks like me, Zhao Bai'an The names that outsiders have."

"Oh, I've emphasized it many times. This is your home, your destination, and there is absolutely no mention of it from outsiders." She paused, "Besides, I'm not the Red Queen."

"Eh?"

Am I out of a mindset?Impossible, isn't this the Red Queen who is it?So red, so empress-like (except when you are emotional, of course), you are the Red Queen.Zhao Bai'an felt that there was no problem with this.

"Or let's put it this way, I'm not all the Red Queen. In analogy, you have always been Zhao Bai'an, but you are still Ai Li here, and you may have other titles at other times, but you are always Zhao Bai'an, this is not wrong Similarly, I am Huo Miki, if you ask anyone who is the Red Queen here, you must point to me. But if you ask me, who am I, my answer must be Huo Miki, no matter where it is, Or somewhere else, I'm Huo Sanmu." She paused, and smiled at Zhao Bai'an as if she knew she hadn't fully explained it clearly, "Do you understand?"

"Enmu, I understand it! You are Miki." She raised her eyebrows, as if she was very happy that Zhao Bai'an could call her that.

"However, no matter what, it still looks a little like a boy's name, or it doesn't feel like a girl's name at all." Zhao Bai'an muttered softly.

"Oh hehehe." Huo Miki trembled his shoulders, as if he had heard something funny, "I never said I was a girl."

"Wow! But you, you, you, you obviously look like a girl! Such a posture, such a voice, and wearing a skirt!" Huo Sanmu's words startled Zhao Bai'an.

"No one stipulates that skirts are the privilege of girls." Huo Miki smiled slyly, "And ah, I am like this now because you want me to be like this."

"What? Am I a pervert who likes to make other people pretend to be women!" Zhao Bai'an exclaimed in surprise, something gradually collapsed in his heart.

"Pfft ha ha ha ha, no, no, you misunderstood." Huo Sanmu laughed out of image while clutching his stomach.

"Ah?" Zhao Bai'an was a little confused.

"First of all, what kind of clothes to wear has nothing to do with gender. Boys can also like to wear skirts, and girls can naturally wear undershirts or vests. Besides..." Huo Sanmu paused, "It's true that I'm not a girl, but I'm not a boy either, I'm genderless."

"Huh?!" Because the answer was too unexpected, Zhao Bai'an took a breath.

"And what I said "you hope" is not what you understand." Huo Miki continued to explain. "It's your deepest thoughts or wishes. It feels like it's not very clear to say that."

Huo Miki tapped his head with his right index finger: "How should I put it, it's not just me, this island of red hearts has become like this because of your preferences and wishes. For example, this is exactly like Alice's situation, sold in the store Wait for something."

Red Heart Island... So this is an island, it really lives up to its name.

"Em... I feel like I understand something, but how is this possible? There is no logic at all."

"Really, I don't think it's you who is illogical." Huo Sanmu looked suspiciously at me, a "stupid" who lacks memory, doesn't understand the situation, and only asks questions. "However, I don't fully understand the reasons for some things. It's just that it has been like this since I can remember. It may be some rules of this world."

"Okay." Zhao Bai'an decided not to go any further, "Then what about the 'other places' you just mentioned?"

"Oh, it seems that you are listening to me very seriously."

Of course, Zhao Bai'an is still very sensitive to the information hidden in the conversation, not to mention she is still in a state where she doesn't understand anything very well, even if she doesn't understand something very clearly, she can hear every word very clearly.

"About this, I think you will understand it in a short time. Instead of letting me talk to you here, it's better for you to understand yourself when the time comes."

Hey, there is someone as lazy as an explainer like you!

　What is the meaning of this familiar yet unfamiliar dream?

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