Global Film Emperor

Chapter 193 Main Personality? Alternative Personality? Courses? Life?
Lin Yuezhu didn't use the prescription that Dr. Lu had changed. Who would believe what a person with an alternate personality said? Lin Yuezhu felt that Lu Ze had only read a few books on psychology and pharmacy to fill in Dr. Lu's knowledge gaps. It couldn't be taken seriously. If something went wrong with the medication, it would be a medical accident.

Yesterday, while Lu Ze was sleeping, Shen Jinghan had already bought the medicine. After returning home, Lu Ze took the appropriate dosage and fell asleep.

After all, every medicine has some degree of toxicity, especially prescription drugs for treating mental illness. When Lu Ze woke up the next morning, he felt his head was all muddled and he was very dizzy.

This is a normal phenomenon. It has been noted in the instructions that these types of drugs have significant side effects. Lu Ze was mentally prepared and did not pay much attention to it.

I went into the bathroom, turned on the tap and washed my face. When I looked up, I noticed a sticky note stuck to the upper left corner of the glass. I wiped my face and gently pulled the sticky note off.

"Good morning"

Lu Ze looked very unwell, but Dr. Lin had told him yesterday to control his emotions and not to get too excited, otherwise the situation might get worse.

I took a deep breath to regulate my breathing and heartbeat, then gently crumpled the sticky note into a ball and threw it into the trash can. I washed up as usual and went back to my room to read.

"dong dong dong"

Pushing open the door, Shen Jinghan and Wang Zixuan stood at the entrance. Seeing Lu Ze standing in front of them as usual, they breathed a sigh of relief. Lu Ze stepped aside to let them into the room.

As Lu Ze's close team member, Shen Jinghan once asked Lu Ze who he trusted. Without hesitation, Lu Ze answered that he trusted Wang Zixuan.

As Lu Ze's assistant, Wang Zixuan will take care of Lu Ze's daily life. Now is a critical time, and only Shen Jinghan, Wang Zixuan, and the company's senior management know about Lu Ze's illness. Everyone else is kept in the dark.

"Brother Lu, I bought you some porridge, have some."

"Just leave it there, I'll eat it later."

Wang Zixuan has a facial nerve problem, and the only way she can express emotions is through her big eyes. Looking at Lu Ze, she is full of worry. As the person who has been with Lu Ze the longest, she has seen Lu Ze's state while filming. But apart from his hard work, Lu Ze only showed an extremely abnormal state once when filming Mr. Tree.

At the time, Lu Ze had a severe cold, and she thought it was just a symptom of the cold. Moreover, Lu Ze recovered the next day, so she didn't take it to heart. Now that Lu Ze has fallen ill, her guilt is no less than that of Shen Jinghan.

Shen Jinghan went over and touched Lu Ze's hair, asking somewhat anxiously, "Why aren't you eating? Are you feeling unwell?"

"I don't have much of an appetite. I feel a bit nauseous from taking the medicine. It's normal, don't worry about it. I'm trying to lose weight anyway, so I'll just eat less."

Since Lu Ze said so, the two of them didn't insist. Shen Jinghan sat at Lu Ze's house for two hours, but left first because he had work to do. Wang Zixuan was chased away by Lu Ze in the evening.

She couldn't stay overnight, partly because she was afraid of rumors. She didn't have a boyfriend yet, and she couldn't let him get involved with this bag. Secondly, Lu Ze hurt her not because of herself, but because of the other personalities within her body. Only Lu Ze himself knew how twisted some of those personalities were.

At midnight, Lu Ze sat in the living room, stubbed out his cigarette, and watched a boring program on TV. He felt a fear of sleep and didn't want to go to bed.

He poured a glass of whiskey into a glass with ice and downed it in one gulp. He had already drunk a lot, and his head was starting to spin. He longed to get drunk once, because the system couldn't improve his physical condition. If he fell asleep and entered the system space, other personalities would take control of his body, and this body would also be drunk. He would be so drunk that he couldn't even stand up, and then it would be impossible for the perverted alternate personality to go out and do bad things.

Gradually, he became drowsy and felt the urge to vomit. He rushed to the bathroom, grabbed the toilet, and began to vomit. After emptying his stomach, he turned on the shower and poured the cold water over his head, but the dizziness only worsened.

Sitting on the ground and looking up, he saw himself in the mirror. But this was strange, because when he was sitting on the ground, Lu Ze was not at all at the height of the mirror, so it was impossible for his reflection to be seen. However, the person in the mirror was looking down at him with cold eyes.

"So you'd rather ruin your own health than let us out?"

Lu Ze splashed cold water on his head, wiped his face, looked at himself in the mirror, and sneered.

"This is my body, I can do whatever I want with it, what's it to you? Even if I kill myself, none of you will get out, not even for a second."

"Ha! Who said this body is yours?"

"Bullshit! If it's not mine, then it's yours? Don't even think about it. I know who you are. Aren't you me, the one doing pyramid schemes? Trying to brainwash me? No way!" Lu Ze, sitting on the ground, smiled mockingly. The Lu Ze in the mirror smiled the same way, even more unrestrained and exaggerated than the Lu Ze outside. His smile became distorted. He placed his hands on the mirror frame reflected in the mirror and began to stick his head out until it was pressed against the glass. Lu Ze could hear a muffled thud.

"Lu Ze, you and your psychologist call us alternate personalities, but have you ever considered that you might also be an alternate personality?"

"Fuck you!"

These words were like a knife to the heart! They pierced through Lu Ze's mental defenses. He suddenly stood up and roared at his reflection in the mirror, veins bulging on his forehead and his face contorted in a ferocious expression. This only made the Lu Ze in the mirror laugh even more heartily.

"Who are you? Are you the so-called main personality? No, you're not. You're fake, just like us. The owner of this body isn't you at all. We're the same. You escaped from the city, but you didn't save us, your fellow sufferers. It's so cold in there, don't you remember? The wind is biting cold, like a knife. You live a carefree life out there, and we're so envious."

"Impossible! You're fucking lying! I remember every single thing that happened to me from childhood to adulthood perfectly."

"Who the hell isn't? My mom's name is Li Yumei, my dad's name is Lu Weiguo, and my sister's name is Lu Nan. See? I remember that too. What's the difference between us? Bro, you've had enough fun during the day, how about we come out and get some fresh air at night? Everyone's really resentful, saying you're not a good friend. What do you suggest we do?"

"Impossible! I know you're a master of brainwashing! Don't think I'll fucking believe your nonsense! This is my body! I am who I am!"

"Hahahaha, look how scared you are! Look at you, you coward! Yes, you are you, hahahaha! Do you know how funny it is when you're scared? Look at your face, so fragile. You can't even handle being scared by me?"

Lu Ze in the mirror laughed until his stomach hurt. He held his stomach with his left hand, pointed at Lu Ze outside the mirror with his right hand, and laughed until tears streamed down his face. Then he fell to the ground and rolled around on the ground.

Lu Ze's face turned pale, his hands clenched into fists so tightly that his knuckles turned white. Looking at himself in the mirror, he wished he could kill and eat him.

Suddenly, Lu Ze in the mirror stopped smiling, lay on the ground, turned to the side facing out of the mirror, his eyes wide open, like a ghost in a movie.

"Alright, I'm done playing with you. Anyway, the acting course will be over in a few months, and you'll still have to come back then. Brother, we'll be waiting for you in the city."

He got up from the ground, dusted off non-existent dust, swung his right arm twice, bent down slightly, placed his right hand on his left chest in a Western aristocratic gesture, then turned around and danced the cha-cha, occasionally twirling, before disappearing from Lu Ze's sight in a flippant manner.

The key gently turned the lock, making a click. Wang Zixuan peeked out from outside the door and looked into the room. The curtains were drawn, making it very dark.

She quietly entered the house, took off her shoes, and didn't see Lu Ze. Carrying breakfast, she called out softly.

"Brother Lu."

There was no response, and something was wrong. Suddenly, Wang Zixuan heard some noises and focused all her attention on her hearing. She heard a thumping sound coming from the bedroom. The sound was not loud, but it was very rhythmic.

She tiptoed to the bedroom door, pushed it open, and the breakfast in her hand fell to the ground. The porridge that Lu Ze liked to drink was still very hot, and now it was spilled all over the floor, scalding Wang Zixuan's feet, but she didn't feel it at all.

She saw Lu Ze facing the wall, his eyes wide open. He lowered his head, and his forehead hit the wall with a soft thud. He seemed not to feel anything. He raised his head again, then lowered it again, muttering something repeatedly.

"I am who I am. This is reality, not a lesson."

"Brother Lu!!!!!"

A hysterical, piercing scream roused the sleeping city, and a new day dawned.

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There are two more chapters until this part of the story is over. I plan to tell everyone the reason in the first chapter tomorrow. I am also very grateful to all the readers for their concern for my mother. Thank you all. I will try to release some content after my mother is discharged from the hospital.

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