Rebirth novel villain brother

Song Shicheng looked at it very carefully, as if he wanted to keep every bit of Shen Xiaoyan's moment in his heart.

It's absurd to say that after getting married, he slept in the same bed so many times, but he never found this picture that captured her.

This picture blooms with an indescribable and refreshing beauty.

Suddenly, Song Shicheng noticed the books she put on the bedside table.

Most of them are psychological, but they are mixed with a classic love novel: "Love in the Time of Cholera".

He pulled it out lightly, flipped through it hastily, and found that each page of each volume in the book was written with a few lines of delicate and neat words. At first, he thought it was notes, but when he read the content clearly, his pupils suddenly constricted!

Turn back to the page of the first volume: 6.10, rainy day, married for a week, lost job, lost faith, lost love, relatives ignored, stayed alone in a strange and depressing house every day, no one to talk to, no one to talk to People care, very lonely, helpless, and at a loss, like a single bird, imprisoned in an iron cage, never having the opportunity to fly freely, sleeping on the sofa in the dark and cold living room at night, closing eyes , Occasionally I can hear the ticking of the clock, reminding me that the dark years are still going on, seemingly endless... The only consolation is that the bad guy kept his pre-marriage promise, did not treat me too cruelly, and promised me After a while, I moved to a hotel to avoid my mother-in-law's malice. It was a blessing in my misfortune. I finally had time to read this book that I bought and kept for a long time.

Unknowingly, Song Shicheng's mouth began to overflow with a bitter taste, and he suddenly remembered the time when he and Shen Xiaoyan just got married, like a pair of lovers who were happy with each other. Cozy.

But it also aggravated his guilt and regret.

At that time, he was still in the shadow of the failed life in his previous life, and he was always vigilant about love, marriage and even people's hearts. He probably lost the ability to love someone, like a hedgehog, extreme and paranoid, coupled with busy Turning around the villain's unfavorable situation, to the point of ignoring Shen Xiaoyan's feelings.

Taking a breath, he continued to read the second volume:

6.15, sunny day, barely adapted to this absurd newlywed life, although it is still unavoidable to be irritated by many people, but found that there are many interesting friends in the backyard, what's more interesting is that the servant said those dogs are bad The guy was raised to fight fiercely with people. He usually grimaces or ignores people, but he is quite close to me, especially the Caucasian dog Ada and the golden retriever Aer. One followed me stupidly, and the other The energetic ones slinking around me are much cuter than their bad masters.But it is worth mentioning that the bad guy seems to be a bit different from the previous impression. Although his heart is still bad and selfish, he doesn't seem to be that bad to the people around him, and he doesn't seem to be stupid, and he has started to be serious Is it true that as my mother said, marriage can really change a person's appearance? Then, didn't I perform my duty as a doctor again and save a cancer patient with a conscience, although the price I paid was too heavy... When I was writing this text in the yard, following the direction of the breeze, I saw him come back, looking at me from a distance, with calm and slightly complicated eyes, and I began to feel a little uncomfortable I understand him.

He turned to the pages of the third volume:

On June 6.23, it was a cloudy day, and the illness came and went like a tortoise. As a doctor, I experienced the most serious disease in my life. It stands to reason that the cold should not torture me like this, but maybe my spirit has been destroyed these days. It was so powerful that I completely lost my immunity. Even when I was dizzy from the heat, I felt that it was a relief to just sleep forever. I really felt that this life was too tiring and bitter, but I couldn't bear to leave my mother alone in suffering, so I had to grit my teeth... Unexpectedly, that guy (the word 'bad' was smeared out) would take the initiative to care and take care of me, and even fed me some strange pills from nowhere After eating it, it really relieved a lot. At first I really thought he was going to murder his wife, embarrassing... But, I also found that this guy is really different from the previous him, except for his flesh and blood, his temperament and habits, There is no longer a one-point match, what is going wrong here?

Volume 7.3: [-], I haven’t read a book for a long time. There are too many things to be busy, and life seems to have returned to the fast lane. Although it is fulfilling again, sometimes it is inevitable to be confused. I can't understand that guy more and more. He seems to be darker and colder than before, just like his father, who will do whatever it takes to achieve his own interests. He has a warm side, I cooked noodles for him, at first he refused to eat it, but he ate it all, he is naive enough for such a grown-up person... But, I suddenly felt that he was somewhat similar to me, and I felt very He lacks a sense of security, but the difference is that he has built an impenetrable wall in his heart, dare not and unwilling to reveal his thoughts to others, and always resists the approach of others, so as to protect himself firmly, the more I feel I felt that this guy really wasn't the Song Shicheng I knew before, so I thought it was necessary to study psychology.

Volume 7.30: [-], so close, I will never have the chance to pick up this book again, I really did not expect that a friend who was once kind and kind, would be shrouded in hatred to such a degree, and at the same time, I also understand One thing, in this world, there may be no absolute good and evil, some only standpoints and bottom lines, once people have nowhere to go, they will often show the most real face, I think I need to reflect on myself... However, I want to That guy admitted his mistake, but in the end he still had to be unreasonable, well, who told me to break the promise a little bit, orz~ But his request is too much, either let him touch it or not divorce, No matter how I choose, I will suffer a lot. What should I do?

Volume 8.16: [-], this night, I should always remember it fresh in my life. I finally gave him everything I own. When I was by my side, I unexpectedly felt a sense of solidity, peace of mind and relief that I hadn't felt in a long time.In fact, when he supported me to bully Shen Yizhu that day, I gradually became dependent on this guy. I could feel that he would treat me sincerely, take care of me, protect me and cherish me. Bar.However, he mumbled in his sleep, "Fortunately, I wrote you", what exactly did he mean?He has too many secrets, I can be sure that this guy is not Song Shicheng, but it doesn't matter in the short term, the important thing is that he can keep doing this, then I have no regrets, and I am willing to try Get to know him slowly, even if it takes a lifetime.

Volume 9.3: [-], I almost made a big mistake because of doubts, but fortunately everything is safe and sound, I hope life will be more peaceful and less hurtful, except for my father's illness... I hope he can be well Bar.And for the first time, I found out that my sister is also very interesting and cute. She cried so much that she choked on me for the first time. I can finally stand up straight in front of these relatives. Of course, I must thank you very much. Guy, thank you for appearing in my life, so that my life will not be such a failure... Everything will be fine!

Volume 9.28: [-], he went to the mountain city for a long time, I found that I miss him more and more every day, I think I can’t do without him completely, miss his embrace, his smile, his tenderness, every part of him The detailed movements... Fortunately, he will finally come back tomorrow. During this time, I have studied a lot of psychology books. I not only want to understand him, but also try my best to heal his inner wounds. I am still a Doctor, but he will be the biggest patient for diagnosis and treatment in this life.

Volume 10.12: [-], I'm going to be a mother, and he's going to be a father, I don't know how to describe how I feel at this moment, but his reaction is really good and cute, this is the first time I see him like this It's great to have a frank and cheerful side, and it would be nice to be able to be like this forever.Thank you, baby, your appearance has made your father's condition much better, and his heart has gradually become less cold and stiff. Let us treat your father together in the future, shall we?I believe that he will become a good husband and father, and I will do everything I can to warm him for the rest of his life...

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Seeing this, he already burst into tears, and a drop of tear fell on the pages of the book, moistening the paper.

Every word and every sentence engraves the mental journey of the two people since they got married.

Confused, lost, happy, warm, expecting... bit by bit, every minute and every inch.

He also finally understood that Shen Xiaoyan was not only his wife, but also his full-time doctor.

Dr. Shen tried to use her everything to try to save his already weak, dark, mutilated and numb soul.

She tried to let him learn to love someone again, to see the warmth of the years again, to perceive the beauty of human nature again, to be a pure person again, to be the husband she longed for in her heart.

"I don't deserve you..."

He knelt down and looked at her beauty from a close distance. After watching her for a long time, he wiped his wet eye sockets with his hand, then trembling slightly, he wanted to reach out to touch her cheek, but finally stopped in mid-air.

He felt that his hands were still too dirty, covered with germs and viruses like his soul, and he shouldn't defile her and the child's healthy body anymore.

The bedroom fell into a long silence.

Finally, he withdrew his hand and continued to read this "Love in the Time of Cholera".

As a result, he only found a paragraph of notes that had nothing to do with each other:

The essence of cholera is about the same as that of love.Cholera can kill people, but it can also make people understand the preciousness of life, understand and confess their hearts.The same is true of love. Although it is very sweet, it tortures people and makes life worse than death.However, one may not be able to obtain true love without going through such a test of life and death.Now our love has a disease, which made us all taste the pain, but also let us understand the shortcomings and shortcomings in this marriage life. In fact, we all married with a sick body, even if we rely on each other's comfort, the disease It was relieved, but the root cause of the disease was still not resolved. Doubts, anxiety, lack of trust, and personality differences were all the gaps between us.In fact, I was wrong at the beginning. I haven’t even cured my own spiritual defects, so why should I heal him?However, I am still willing to wait for the day when everyone fully recovers with my children, and then we will pursue light and happiness together without distraction. As long as we maintain a firm belief, any pain will disappear, right?

Song Shicheng watched it several times.

He could feel Shen Xiaoyan's various emotions and thoughts during this period of time from this text, and he could also see her final comment on each other's future, as well as her firm belief in waiting for his return.

After being absent-minded for a while, he suddenly smiled, stood up, walked to the desk, picked up the pen, turned the book to the back, wrote a paragraph of words stroke by stroke, then turned over and gently put the book back on the desk cabinet. After carefully looking at the heroine whom I personally shaped for a while, I finally left quietly.

He gave her life, and she gave him a new life.

After the door closed, after a while, Shen Xiaoyan slowly opened her star eyes in the dim light.

She subconsciously glanced at the door first, with unspeakable complex meanings in her eyes.

She didn't actually sleep, but she didn't know how to face Song Shicheng, so she just lay on the bed and pretended to be asleep, and even vaguely hoped that he would wake her up, then looked at each other and smiled, and then fell asleep hugging each other, with their foreheads pressed against each other Whispering, pouring out your heart, the best result, you can also take the opportunity to discuss the name of the child, and put aside all those irritability and worries.

It's a pity that when Song Shicheng discovered and read the book "Love in the Time of Cholera", it completely overturned her preset script and led the future of each other to an unknown direction.

She wanted to stop it for a while, but there was an inexplicable thought deep in her heart, telling her that this book, which contained her mental journey, might be able to break the wall of this man's heart.

But to her disappointment, Song Shicheng didn't do anything after reading it, and left silently under her confinement gaze.

Thinking of this, Shen Xiaoyan slowly turned her gaze to the bedside table.

"Love in the Time of Cholera" was picked up again.

Shen Xiaoyan leaned on the bedside, stretched out her bare hands and read slowly and carefully, as if she was reading her own marriage life. When she turned to the ninth volume, she noticed the damp and shriveled pages, and she burst into tears.

Immediately, she gritted her teeth and turned a few more pages. When she saw the text she had just written, her pupils froze for a short time, and burst into tears instantly.

"Doctor Shen, only you can cure my illness. I will read this book with you when I come back. At that time, all my secrets will be engraved at the end of the book and sealed forever... Believe me, I will definitely come back of."