Domineering CEO: Woman, please be responsible

Shen Xiangzhi was silent for a long time, he pursed his lips tightly, and even contracted his jaw muscles tightly.

Song Qingtian didn't know what he was thinking at the moment, but her mood also became tense.Maybe she shouldn't be talking about it...

After a while, Shen Xiangzhi said in a low voice: "Song Qingtian, this is not your problem, it's my own problem. When I can't accept myself, no one can save me."

"Shen Xiangzhi..."

"Listen to me!" Shen Xiangzhi rudely interrupted Song Qingtian's words to persuade him.

Song Qingtian was stunned for a moment, opened and closed his mouth again.she listens...

"I still can't forget the scene at that time. He wanted to kill me, and the knife was cut from my back. I thought I should die immediately. I felt that he cut off my bones. But when I saw When he walked towards my sister with a knife, I had a very strong thought in my heart, that is, I have to live, and I can protect my sister by living. Maybe the thought in my heart is so strong that my body has strength. He got up on the ground, rushed over, and snatched the knife in his hand. He probably didn't expect that I could get up, and that I could snatch his weapon. He looked at me and was stunned for a while. When I was in a daze, I swung my knife and slashed at him. God favored me, my slash was not light, and he fell directly to the ground. I was afraid that he would not die, so I squatted down and slashed at him one after another. I forgot How many times have I chopped him down, but I still clearly remember the feeling when the scalding blood splashed on my face... Song Qingtian, you have never killed anyone, you don't understand, it was an endless nightmare After that, for many, many years, I dreamed that he came to claim my life almost every night. That nightmare haunted me for half my life. I couldn’t forget it even if I wanted to. I couldn’t even accept myself. Blood-stained devil, I often think that I will probably go to the eighteenth floor of hell in the future. Qin Chu often persuades me, he says that I kill in self-defense, and I don’t need to feel any guilt at all. But, it didn’t happen in On others, only I can clearly know how terrified I am when the sharp knife edge collides with the flesh and blood." He closed his eyes tightly as he spoke, then opened them again, and continued: "So, Sunny, it's not your problem. My sister always says I'm the one who should see a therapist, and she's right, I have serious mental problems. I hate myself, so when you know my In the past, I took it for granted that you hated me as much as I hated myself. What I fear most is that you are afraid of me and hate me..."

"So you just hide yourself, thinking that if you do this, you can pretend that nothing happened? Do you think that I don't know? Shen Xiangzhi, you are as naive as a child. But, I can tell you now that I am completely I love you, I love you, I will never leave you, I will never leave you because of anything, I swear, I love you, I will never change. But please, don't hide anything from me. You You can completely show your fragility in front of me, give me your hand, I will take you out of the dark haze, and I will take you to the sunshine. Shen Xiangzhi, life is still very long, we should be very happy Meet the bright future without any burden. The night will pass...no, the night is past, the future is a bright road."