The billionaire dad is the president

Together, we raised An Ran from a baby who was waiting to be fed to a clever and mischievous bully.

An Ran is very smart, like Mu Cheng.

Especially that face.

I often see Xiao Xiao staring at An Ran in a daze, with distant eyes.

As An Ran grew up, he asked me: "Uncle, where is my daddy? Why doesn't he stay with me and Mommy?"

"Why did you ask him all of a sudden?" Xiao Naibao still didn't know how to hide her emotions, and her innocent eyes were full of longing for father's love.

I've known this day would come from the day I was a kid and decided to let him call me uncle.One day, the child will find his father.

An Ran bit her finger and said in a childlike voice: "I saw Mommy secretly crying in front of a photo yesterday, and oh, my daddy's name is Mu Cheng, right?"

At that moment, I lost control.

It wasn't until An Ran was so frightened that I burst into tears that I came back to my senses, and my hand was already on his neck.

Looking at this face similar to Mu Cheng's day and night, it's like someone keeps reminding me that all this is unreal.Xiao Xiao rushed over and hugged An Ran, and took a deep look at me.

"Su Tan, I know you hate him, and I hate him too, but it has nothing to do with Xiaoran."

"I know……"

"You don't know." She said, "After a while, I'm going back."

"Back to where?"

"City A."

"Looking for him?"

"Yeah." She touched An Ran's head, and said softly, "I want to get everything back for what I owe."

Thinking about it carefully, Mu Cheng really owes her a lot.But those things owed are not things that can be taken back.

I heard myself laughing: "What am I in your heart?"

She froze, and said after a long time: "I also questioned Mu Cheng about this sentence. He said, I am a joke."

Is it a joke?

I don't know how to continue this sentence, because at this moment, I really feel that I am a joke.

An Ran is very smart, he wiped away the tears from her body, smiled at me, his eyes still showed his trust in me: "Uncle, I drew a picture today, do you want to see it?"

I nodded, and he ran away.

Xiaoxiao took my hand and walked slowly on the green lawn, her delicate profile was bathed in the sun, as if she had been coated with a layer of holy light.

I took a breath and pulled her into my arms uncontrollably and kissed her.

She did not refuse.

But also did not cater.

When I let go of her and looked at her, her eyes were clear.There are even struggles that embarrass me.

"Su Tan, thank you."

"Oh." My mouth was bitter, but I had to smile: "You know I don't need your thanks."

"But I can only thank you."

"..."

There was a scorching temperature from the palms that held each other, but it still couldn't warm my cooling heart: "If you go back, will you still fall in love with Mucheng?"

I regretted it after asking.

It's not a question of whether she will fall in love, because she has always been in love with Cheng.

Because I love it, I hate it even more.

In comparison, her hatred for me is actually much shallower.

Sometimes I would rather she hate me a little more, in that case, it can prove that she loves me, even if it is only a little bit.

Moths always like to fly to bright places, so they often bump around the flames, spread their wings and pounce on them again and again, but they end up being burned in the end.

And I would rather be this moth than watch her in front of me and do nothing.

I think she will always remember me.Since time can make her fall in love with other men before I have time to meet her again, it can also make her forget the man who hurt her the most in the long river of time.

In the end, we were all wrong.

She thought that she could take revenge as if she was a rock, and I thought she would fall in love with me after five years of companionship.

It wasn't until we returned to the old place that we realized that all this was just a self-deception and our self-righteousness.

We have been together for five years, and I am under the same roof with her. She is like a wife, and I am like a husband. I have a smart and lovely son. I think this is happiness.

The day before returning to China, she was on the roof of a small western-style building, looking at the starry night sky through the glass roof, surrounded by beer cans.

She seemed to be drunk, and she covered her heart and told me: "Su Tan, my place... really hurts."

"I don't care if he locks me up, because I know he loves me, so I can do it for him, even freedom."

"Hi... Am I very useless? But, we are all the same, falling in love with this person, we would rather deceive ourselves than believe that he will empathize with others..."

She cried and drank cans of wine, vomited and drank, drank and vomited again: "Su Tan, you are a good person, but I... don't love you. I think, if you like someone else, that person It must be very happy. But I'm stressed because I... deserve it."

Very good, I thought helplessly, since she can't give what I want, if guilt can keep her by my side, I will be satisfied.

"What do you say you love me? I've always been very strange. You suddenly came to me and told me how much you love me. I think it's so fake...well, very fake..."

I swallowed the wine with difficulty, and found that the taste of the wine was really bitter: "How can you believe that I am true love for you?"

"True love?" She vomited heartbroken, and said sarcastically, "I don't believe in that kind of thing." Then she cried again: "I love Cheng, um, I love him very much."

"Is that why you want to go home?"

I don't know if she heard this sentence, but after I finished speaking, she passed out drunk, her face flushed with alcohol, showing her innocence.

It turned out that she did not hear that sentence.

After returning to China, she really went to Mucheng as I expected.

She said hate on her lips, but when she saw the scene where Mu Cheng married Poppy, the hand she held on my arm sank deeply into my skin, but she didn't notice it.

I watched the farce wholeheartedly like a bystander, and finally when I was about to leave, I saw the nostalgia for Mu Cheng in her eyes, which made me unable to pretend anymore.

When I fought against Mucheng, her eyes never left Mucheng.

I really want to let go, but I can't let go.

Five years, for me, is a long expectation, but for her, it is a bone-biting longing.I took her to hide for five years, but I still couldn't stop her desire to return to Mucheng.

Even An Ran began to forget my existence.

I don't know what I am to her. Sometimes I also wonder if it's worth it. After a long time, I realize that it's not worth it, it's just whether I want it or not.