kiss my unscrupulous school grass

I tried my best to turn it in, the door was sealed, I wanted to run over and tear the obtrusive things, but the smooth marble floor almost made me fall

For a while, I seemed to see a noble man like a god standing on the dark green marble steps, pointing a black gun at my head

"Brother..." Tears poured out uncontrollably, in the haze, that figure actually existed

The man looked down at me, stretched out his hand, and wiped the tears in the corners of my eyes with his big palms, "Didn't I say that? There shouldn't be tears in these eyes, and this face can only be used to smile."

I reached out to grab him, but only got hold of air

He won't come back anymore, no...

Hold back the tears, I can't cry anymore, because he is looking at me in the sky, if I don't behave, he will never come to me in the dream again

Brother, remember to come to Nuannuan every night, okay?

I smiled, smiled hard, took off the seal and walked into the home I haven't seen for a long time, but saw a dilapidated scene

The sofa is gone, the coffee table is gone, the carpet is gone, the TV is gone...all the gorgeous decorations are gone, the glass ceiling has holes, and the snow and leaves are scattered all over the place

Going upstairs, my room is still the same, the large French windows are all broken, and the corpses of several dead cats have been frozen stiff

The eldest brother's room, the second brother's room, are cold... almost every room is like this, and finally I walked up to the third floor, and it was still the same

The huge oil painting was torn to pieces and scattered all over the floor. The mother's face was smiling, but only a small half of it was left.

With tears in my eyes, I picked up the fragments on the ground and stroked my mother's flowery smile. Mom, Nuan Nuan misses you so much, really misses you... Can you come back and see Nuan Nuan?

I don't know how long I stayed in that house, the drafty house froze my body until a cat meowing interrupted my daze

It is already late at night, in the darkness, a pair of bright green eyes are staring at me like a wolf that day

I screamed in horror, turned around and wanted to run away, but the cat rushed over suddenly, rubbing and rubbing against my feet, purring in its throat

I stopped and lowered my head, looked carefully, and found that it was the cat I rescued from the well

It was fattened by the cold feeding, but now it has lost weight

Things change and people change, people go to the empty building, but they refuse to leave when they can't think of it

I picked it up, and the little guy jumped on me like he was grabbing a life-saving straw, howling, like happy, but also like crying

I left that sad place with my cat in my arms, and walked on the street that was already deserted. I have no home, and I don’t know where to go

The kitten was screaming hungry in my arms. It has been fed well all the time. It has no ability to catch mice by itself, so it has to starve

Just like me

It started to snow again, and I was so cold that I crawled into a corner of a residential building and fell asleep curled up

The money I got from Chu Anchen is only enough for me to eat these few days, it is impossible to afford a hotel

The kitten was wrapped in my cotton-padded clothes, and fell asleep soundly, but I was numb from the cold, and fell asleep until I was exhausted

In the next ten days, I tried to find a job, but I didn't have an ID card, or even a formal identity, and no one dared to use me.