Summer's Desire

Chapter 7
Countless stars twinkle in the night sky.

The quiet lake is reflected by the lights in the Swan Castle, as if it is another sky shining with stars.

Fuchsia velvet curtains shut out the night.

In the bedroom there were two softly lit bedside lamps.

There was the sound of bathing water in the bathroom. Ou Chen was sitting by the bed, looking at the corolla she wore on her head during the wedding. The lilies and daisies were still blooming purely and beautifully, and the white petals seemed to still have traces of her body. fragrance.

The heart was beating violently like a teenager "pounding, pounding".

He stretched out his fingers lightly.

Touch the petals of the corolla softly.

The scenes of happy dreams at the wedding flashed over and over again in her mind. She was wearing a snow-white wedding dress and walked slowly towards him from the candle-lit aisle. In front of the priest, she whispered the words of marriage. In the cheers of the guests, she threw the bouquet high into the blue sky...

The petals are cold and soft.

Just like her fingers, when he tied the green lace on her, there was a slight trembling and a little bit of coldness.

The sound of the shower stopped.

Then, the bathroom door opened.

Ou Chen's fingers slowly retracted from the corolla, and then he slowly raised his head.Yin Xiamo was wearing a white bathrobe, her hair was wrapped in a white towel, the heat from her bath seemed to be steaming all over her body, her eyes were like stars in the mist, her cheeks were pink, and her lips were plump and tender...

"you……"

The voice was unusually hoarse, Ou Chen suddenly turned his head away in embarrassment, not daring to look at her again.After a while he coughed lightly and continued:
"You're done washing."

There is a delicate and awkward atmosphere in the air.

"Yes."

Yin Xiamo said softly.She took a shower for a long time. Although she had made all the mental preparations and knew that it would be her duty as a wife, she still couldn't turn off the tap and walk out of the bathroom.It wasn't until the heat was about to make her faint that she felt that she was so funny. Even if she had to hesitate and struggle, it was pointless now.

"You...you can go take a shower..."

After saying this, her neck suddenly turned pink.

"You must be tired, go to bed early." Ou Chen stood up and stared at her, "If you need anything, you can ring the bell to call the servant, or you can call me. I will live in the room next to yours."

"..."

She looked up in astonishment!

"Good night."

He took another deep look at her, walked past her, and walked towards the door.

"Wait a moment!"

She suddenly called out.

Hearing his footsteps stop hesitantly, she bit her lips tightly, then turned to look at him, her eyes were calm and clear.

"You don't have to do this..."

She stared at Ou Chen and said.

"Stay here, we... are already husband and wife..."

couple……

Ou Chen stared at her steadfastly, exhausting all his strength to restrain his chest from beating violently again.In the soft and bright light, she was as beautiful as a goddess, with a holy light and a seductive fragrance, but her hands hanging on both sides of her body were unconsciously held tightly.

"We will be preparing for Yin Cheng's surgery tomorrow. You should rest well tonight. And we...we still have a lot of time in the future..."

A smile slowly appeared on the corner of his lips, it seemed that he was not used to smiling, and his usual indifferent face was not suitable for such a smile, but there was a kind of strange gentleness.

"Good night."

"Good night."

The door was gently closed in front of Yin Xiamo, and the bedroom suddenly became empty.She trembled, and slowly slid on the bed, suddenly found that she felt as if she had been hollowed out, and she had no strength at all.

Sitting blankly.

His gaze fell unconsciously on the fuchsia velvet curtains.

that color...

dark red dark red...

like blood...

Her heart huddled tightly, she didn't know what was wrong with herself, why she was suddenly seized by an inexplicable fear, as if something terrible was happening somewhere...

"Luo Xi..."

"Luoxi—!"

The ECG monitor in the intensive care unit suddenly rang harshly, and the undulating curve turned into a terrifying straight line. The doctors rushed in anxiously, and the nurses pushed the frightened Shen Qiang and Jie Ni out!

"Luoxi———————!"

Shouting hoarsely, Shen Qiang's face was full of tears, while Jie Ni covered her mouth and cried in fear. Through the glass of the intensive care unit, the doctor squeezed Luo Xi's heart heavily. A sign of life, a hand hangs weakly outside the hospital bed.The doctors picked up the electric shock board and placed it on Luo Xi's chest. His body was electrified like a puppet, and then fell powerlessly...

bedroom.

In the darkness, Yin Xiamo suddenly woke up from the nightmare!
She was covered in sweat and her face was as pale as paper.Everything in the dream just now was so real, so real that it seemed that every detail was displayed in front of her. Luo Xi was covered in blood, and streams of blood flowed out, like countless vines spreading crazily. annihilation...

Do not……

Stop thinking about it...

Yin Xiamo's chest was heaving rapidly, she tried her best to wake herself up from the terrible dream, her face was pale, and she forced herself to comfort herself with the coldest thoughts, there is no one in this world who can't live without someone...

And she no longer has the right to think about other people...

From today……

She is married...

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"Xiao Cheng, you're going to have surgery tomorrow, are you nervous?"

In the ward, Jane finally thought of such a sentence.Maybe it's because the newly married Xia Mo and Ou Chen were both in the ward, and Yin Cheng's complexion looked great in the sunlight.But she always felt a little guilty, and dared not look at Xia Mo.

She didn't tell Xia Mo about the call from the wedding, and even deleted the record of the call when she returned the phone to Xia Mo.There shouldn't be anything wrong, she just didn't want any incidents to affect Xia Mo's wedding, Luo Xi...Luo Xi only made that phone call because she was unwilling...

But why do I feel anxious all the time.

"Don't be nervous, the operation will go smoothly." Looking at his sister and brother Ou Chen standing side by side, Yin Cheng smiled brightly and happily, "Because I still have to watch the birth of my sister and brother-in-law's baby, waiting for the baby Call me uncle."

Yin Xiamo's cheeks were as red as a cloud.

She subconsciously looked at Ou Chen, and Ou Chen was looking at her with deep and bright eyes. She panicked, turned her head away quickly, and said to Xiaocheng: "There are still a few tests that need to be done, and the time is almost up." , I will push you there."

"it is good."

Yin Cheng smiled and nodded. Seeing that his sister was shy, he stopped talking and got up from the hospital bed and sat in the wheelchair.In fact, he thought he should be able to walk there, but the doctor asked him to sit in a wheelchair to prepare for tomorrow's operation.

Patting Yin Cheng's shoulder like a brother, Ou Chen said:

"The operation will go well."

"Well, I know." Yin Cheng nodded again, then hesitated, and said, "Brother-in-law, I want to ask you for a favor."

"You said."

"I am very grateful to the person who is willing to give me a kidney transplant, and I want to express my gratitude to him in person." Yin Cheng looked up at Ou Chen with earnest eyes.He didn't understand why the person who gave him the kidney transplant had to be so mysterious, without any information including his name.

Yin Xiamo's body froze, she tightly held the push handle of the wheelchair, and looked at Ou Chen nervously.Zhen En's complexion also changed, and she stared at Ou Chen with bated breath.

"I think he will know your gratitude." Ou Chen paused, and said to Yin Cheng, "However, maybe he agreed to the kidney replacement operation not because of kindness, but because he is grateful to God for giving him such a merciful opportunity. Maybe he needs to thank you."

"You recognize him?" Yin Cheng asked doubtfully, he didn't quite understand the meaning of those words.

"Yes."

"Can I see him?"

"He didn't want anyone to know about it."

"Why?" Yin Cheng frowned.

"It's time for an inspection, let's go."

Yin Xiamo interrupted the conversation between the two of them, pushed Xiaocheng's wheelchair and walked towards the door of the ward.Jane breathed a sigh of relief, and hurried over to open the door.Ou Chen wanted to take the wheelchair from Xia Mo's hand, but she shook her head slightly, and still pushed the wheelchair out of the ward by herself.

long hallway.

Yin Chengxiu was weak in a wheelchair, Yin Xiamo carefully pushed him, and Ou Chen and Zhen En walked beside her.The group of people is so handsome and eye-catching, the doctors, nurses and patients passing by them saluted with admiration.

"sister."

"Ok?"

"After the operation, I can be discharged from the hospital."

"..."

Yin Xiamo froze, looked at the back of Xiaocheng's head, and heard what Dr. Zheng said to her just now.

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"Xia Mo, you know very well that after the car accident that year, many organs in Xiao Cheng's body were severely damaged, and because he did not recover well in time, the lesions in these organs were very serious, among which the kidney disease has directly threatened his health. Life. Although this kidney transplant surgery can temporarily prolong his life, he still has to step up the treatment of other diseases in the future, otherwise..."

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"sister?……"

Yin Cheng turned his head from the wheelchair and looked at his sister in confusion.

"...If you recover well, you can be discharged from the hospital." Yin Xiamo said calmly, there seemed to be no trace of emotional fluctuations on her face.

"After being discharged from the hospital, can I live with my sister and brother-in-law?" Yin Cheng asked curiously, relieved.

"Of course we have to live together."

"That's great, in that case, I can see my sister every day again..."

The warm and peaceful conversation sounded softly in the corridor, and Yin Xiamo slowly pushed Yin Cheng who was in the wheelchair.Zhen En's heart is warm, looking at Xia Mo and Ou Chen who are like bi people, and looking at the happy Xiao Cheng, she suddenly feels that she has done the right thing again!
Fortunately, I didn't tell Xia Mo about the phone number...

Fortunately, Luo Xi's shadow was not allowed to continue to cover and disturb Xia Mo's wedding...

"Yin Xiamo—!"

Suddenly, an angry voice sounded from the end of the corridor!
The voice was so angry and loud that all the doctors, nurses and patients in the corridor looked over in surprise!Yin Xiamo frowned and looked up, Zhen En also looked up in confusion, only to see that person's face was haggard, with despair and hatred in his eyes, but the arrogance in his body did not diminish at all, she was actually Shen Qiang!

Shen Qiang's face was cold.

Come over step by step!
The chill in her eyes made people shudder, Shen Qiang stared at Yin Xiamo tightly, and walked straight over, as if she hated her so much that she wished to kill her with her eyes!
Zhen En opened her mouth to ask, but was pushed away by Shen Qiang with her arm. She staggered a few steps, and when she came back to her senses in panic and surprise, Shen Qiang was already standing in front of Xia Mo, staring at Xia Mo coldly. foam.

"Miss Shen..."

Yin Xiamo said in a condensed voice, she doesn't know why Shen Qiang appeared here suddenly, and it's so rude.

"Snapped--!"

Hands raised and palms fell, a slap hit Yin Xiamo's face forcefully!That slap was full of hatred, Shen Qiang's eyes showed a cold light, and she slapped Yin Xiamo's cheek heavily with her right hand!
"what……"

Zhen En gasped and was stunned. Shen Qiang hit someone for no reason in public? !
"sister--!"

Shocked and angry, Yin Cheng didn't care about it for a while, and immediately stood up from the wheelchair, worried to see if his sister was injured.

Ou Chen was frightened and stood up to protect Xia Mo behind him, but seeing Xia Mo's face suddenly turned pale and then flushed, and the eye-catching palm marks were swollen on her cheeks, he suddenly had the urge to kill.

"Yin Xiamo! Are you very proud?!"

Shen Qiang yelled angrily, her whole body was filled with flames of anger, her voice shook the corridor of the hospital.Yin Xiamo stood blankly, as if in a dream, she suddenly didn't know what happened, she only felt a burning pain on her cheek, and the deep hatred in Shen Qiang's eyes pinned her to the ground like a dagger.

"Despite everything for fame and fortune, use all means to climb up! Congratulations, Yin Xiamo, you have finally married into a wealthy family! But don't you have nightmares?! Aren't you afraid of retribution?! You are not afraid...you are not afraid of being killed by you!" Will the person who hurt you become a ghost and catch you in hell?!"

"What did you say……"

Yin Xiamo's mind was buzzing, rationality told her not to listen to Shen Qiang's incoherent and angry words, but there was an inexplicable and strong uneasiness in her heart, that uneasiness was like a devil's claw, and she had been dying since last night's nightmare Haunting her, making her unable to breathe.

"You will have retribution! Yin Xiamo! A femme fatale woman like you should go to hell early! I will never forgive you! I swear, as long as I, Shen Qiang, live, I will never make it easier for you!" Shen Qiang kept shouting angrily, without any regard for her star status, as if despair and hatred had made her forget everything.

"Please restrain your emotions."

Ou Chen tightly guarded Xia Mo behind him, stared at Shen Qiang angrily, and said coldly: "You will pay for what you did today."

"Haha, the price! It's terrible!" Shen Qiang sneered, her eyes shifted from Yin Xiamo to Ou Chen, "Even if you are Ou Chen, do you think I will be afraid of you?! Even if you can cover the sky with one hand and cover everything Do you think that I will be afraid of you when bought by the media?! You are just a poor wretch played by Yin Xiamo!"

"What do you think she married you for?! Because she loves you? Hahahaha, it's just because of your wealth and status! Because of you, she can wantonly hurt Luo Xi, stepping on him and kicking him Abandon without looking back! In the future, she will also abandon you for other men with more wealth and status! The pain that Luo Xi is suffering now, you will suffer twice in the future!"

"Luo Xi..."

The inexplicable fear surrounded Yin Xiamo more and more intensely, Shen Qiang's mad anger and hatred should not be without reason, is... what happened...

"Luoxi, he..."

As if her throat was tightly held by the devil's claws, Yin Xiamo restrained her body from trembling, but she couldn't fully speak out, no... no...

"Why, do you still remember his name?" Shen Qiang said mockingly, her eyes were cold, "You are already a wealthy lady, and you still remember the name of your old lover, aren't you afraid that your current benefactor will be unhappy? Besides, What right do you have to ask about him! Didn't you throw him away like garbage a long time ago, and still worry about his life?!"

life and death...

Yin Xiamo's lips turned pale all of a sudden, she stared at Shen Qiang firmly, her voice was low and inaudible.

"What did you say……"

"...he committed suicide."

Shen Qiang's voice was hoarse, she seemed to be five years old suddenly, and the eyes that were staring at Yin Xiamo angrily also instantly dimmed, as if she didn't know whether to hate her or herself for a while.That man never had her in his heart, but she loved him so uncontrollably, even when he committed suicide because of another woman, the only thing she could think of was to help him fulfill his wish.

"Yin Xiamo, are you proud?... He actually committed suicide for you... He actually cut his own wrist with a blade..."

"..."

Yin Xiamo stood blankly, suddenly she couldn't understand anything, couldn't hear anything, in a trance, she could only see Shen Qiang's lips seemed to be saying some terrible words, and gradually, she couldn't understand anything anymore. see……

The world is as silent as a vacuum...

"Just yesterday...at the same moment as you got married...he committed suicide..." Shen Qiang closed her eyes bitterly, "...a lot of blood...the bathroom floor was stained red with blood... ..."

Jane desperately covered her mouth, her eyes widened in horror, and she couldn't speak a word.Yin Cheng was also stunned, he fell into the wheelchair in a daze, staring at Shen Qiang in disbelief.

Ou Chen's body froze!
A chill came up from the soles of his feet, and he slowly looked at Xia Mo beside him, at her pale and bleeding face, at her absent-minded and trembling demeanor, slowly, the chill spread from the soles of his feet all the way to his whole body In the blood, it was like a terrible spell, as if his happiness had not had time to unfold, it was completely frozen.

"Brother Luo Xi..."

Yin Cheng asked nervously:

"……how is it now……"

"Since yesterday, he has been rescued several times...the doctor said that he was bleeding profusely...and...and his survival consciousness is very weak...he is still in a deep coma...it is dangerous..."

Shen Qiang opened her eyes, the hatred and anger in her eyes had been replaced by fragility and helplessness, she looked at Yin Xiamo faintly, and said:
"...Did you know... when you found him, there was his mobile phone outside the bloody bathtub... at the moment when he was about to die...he called you...why...you didn't stop him..."

Telephone……

that call!

The panic made Zhen En's face turn pale in an instant!
Her body began to tremble!
"...Follow me! If you still have a little bit of conscience, let him come back to life, no matter what method you use, you must make him come back to life, do you hear?!" Shen Qiang finally couldn't restrain herself She was about to go crazy in despair, grabbed the hand of Yin Xiamo who had been standing there like a ghost wandering in the sky, and pulled her to the end of the corridor!

"Xia Mo!"

Ou Chen let out a low cry, and subconsciously grabbed her hand tightly, and the fear of suffocation made his hand hold her tightly like an iron hoop!No, don't let her go!If she leaves, maybe, she will never come back...

But she stared back at him blankly.

There was an empty trance in her eyes, as if she didn't know him at all, her eyes passed through him and fell far away, her hands were as cold as ice, trembling quietly and lightly, as if she didn't Believe it, as if she were in a nightmare.

And it seemed that her soul was at the moment when she heard the man committed suicide...

Has drifted away without a sound...

Ou Chen's hand trembled.

So, Shen Qiang pulled her away without looking back, and the figures of the two gradually disappeared at the end of the hospital corridor.

Yin Cheng looked at his sister's dull and stiff back in bewilderment, and then looked back at Ou Chen who was pale and painful. He was in a daze and sat in a wheelchair in a daze.

Zhen En's face was pale and trembling!

Fear and guilt gripped her body.

It was that phone call... that phone call... She killed a person, she killed a person...

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"I think, before I die, I must finish what I want to do... Do you know... Very early on, I wanted to propose to you..." In the light and shadow of the swaying leaves, he paled The smile was dyed with a warm halo by the sun shining like broken gold, but the whole person seemed to be nothing.

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The world is chaotic and illusory, Yin Xiamo seems to have suddenly fallen into the white mist, as if someone is pulling her away, her wrist hurts, but she can't see or hear anything, only the roaring in her brain Flashing back some fragments in madness!
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"If you don't have something to cherish in this world, you will die..."

Under the frantic shaking of the leaves, the light changed into shadows. He was as beautiful as the boy who walked out of a picture book six years ago. His eyes were like night, his muscles were like cherry blossoms, and his lips were like blood. It is the flute that comes from a distant alley in the middle of the night.

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She was in a trance, not knowing where she was, as if being "slammed" into a car, and someone was yelling something to her!She couldn't hear it, but felt the anger and hatred in those words stabbing at her like a dagger!

But she also felt no pain.

The car seemed to be speeding and bumping, her body was bouncing back and forth at high speed, but her mind was still numb and chaotic, she couldn't figure it out, was this in a dream, why, why did she still wake up until now don't come...

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"Even if I disappear in this world in the next second...you will still marry him without hesitation..." He looked at her fixedly, a strange light flashed in his eyes, and his pale lips suddenly changed It became brighter, bright red as if soaked in blood.

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The car seemed to be driving at the maximum speed, with non-stop slamming the brakes and accelerating the gas. The piercing sound was like the devil's shrill laugh in a nightmare. Her body was jolted violently, her brain was in excruciating pain, and she vomited intermittently. Sensation surged up from the body!
then.

She started vomiting.

He retched heavily.

Until someone stuffed a paper bag into her hand.

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"Are you afraid..."

There was a teasing smile on the corner of his bright red lips. He turned around slowly. In the autumn sun, his shadow was faintly reflected on the ground, appearing and disappearing among the light and shadow of the swaying leaves.

"I...will never bless you..."

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The car stopped abruptly.

Someone pulled her out of the car forcefully, she was pulled staggeringly, her wrists were tingling and painful, surrounded by harsh white walls and the pungent smell of disinfectant.In the thick white mist in front of her, she couldn't see where it was, but she was still so uncomfortable that she wanted to vomit. It seemed that she would feel better only by vomiting out all her internal organs!
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"He killed himself..."

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"Are you proud?... He actually committed suicide for you... He actually cut open an artery with a blade..."

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Suddenly, she let out a low cry of horror, and she trembled heavily, then stood there blankly, like a dying animal, panting rapidly, as if she didn't hear someone shouting to her at all.She struggled to stand where she was, someone was pulling her, but fear suddenly enveloped her overwhelmingly, and she refused to take a step forward in the white mist of madness and dizziness!
Until someone pushed her hard into a door!
The house was like a snow cave.

The walls are white.

Only the ventilator and the monotonous "di--" and "di--" instrument sounds.

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"Just yesterday... the same moment you got married...he committed suicide...so much blood...the bathroom floor was stained red with blood..."

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"Senior Xia Mo..."

Someone called her name softly. In the chaotic white mist, there was still a loud bang in her ears, as if she was being controlled involuntarily. She walked forward stiffly, and then stopped.In the crazy dizziness, the world was pitch black and silent. Gradually, gradually, the thick white mist tore away one by one, and the figure as pale as a dead figure gradually appeared in front of her eyes.

Snow-white hospital bed.

His wrist rested limply on the edge of the bed.

The wound on the wrist was tightly bound up with snow-white gauze, layer by layer, thick gauze, I don't know how deep the wound is, so much gauze is needed.

pale face.

Closed eyes.

Inky lashes.

There was no trace of blood on the chapped lips.

He lay quietly, with an oxygen mask on his face, and an infusion tube inserted into his wrist, and the liquid flowed into his body drop by drop.His chest didn't seem to rise and fall, only the slight curve of the heartbeat recorder next to him proved that he was still alive.

Lying quietly on the hospital bed.

He was as quiet as a newborn child, as if he didn't know anything, didn't know that she was coming, didn't know that she was standing beside him, didn't know her trembling and fear, didn't know that he had forced her On the edge of the cliff...

"you……"

For a long time, Yin Xiamo stared blankly at the pale figure on the hospital bed that seemed to disappear in the air at any time, her voice was dull and hoarse, as if it came from a distant place, not from her body.

"...How dare you do this..."

In the ward, Shen Qiang leaned against the wall weakly and closed her eyes.

That's all she can do.This world is too funny, she hates Yin Xiamo so much, she wishes Luo Xi would never see that woman again.However, facing Luo Xi who was in a coma and had no sense of survival, all she could do was to find Yin Xiamo and ask her to wake him up.

Jenny's eyes were red.

She lowered her head, letting the tears slide silently down her cheeks.The moment she found out that Luo Xi had committed suicide and saw Luo Xi's blood staining the bathroom red, she had resented Senior Xia Mo, resenting that she could bear the heart to leave Luo Xi behind and marry someone else.

but--

Seeing Senior Xia Mo's pale and trembling figure standing in front of the unconscious Luo Xi and her voice broken into words, she realized that under the senior sister's always strong and calm appearance, there might be someone who was more fragile than ordinary people. heart.

"...Luoxi... how much... how much do you hate me..." Yin Xiamo said tremblingly, her body began to tremble uncontrollably, she approached him, stared at him blankly, and said in a hoarse voice, "... Do you hate me so much that you must use such a cruel method...to declare your victory..."

On the hospital bed, Luo Xi's face was pale and bleeding.

He fell into a deep coma.

It seems that no outside sound can be heard.

"But, do you think you have won..." Her eyes were as dark as night, she gently stretched out her hand, as if she wanted to touch his black hair, but her fingers froze, "You just... just But...you and I have become losers...you hurt yourself...use this injury to hurt me..."

"Wake up..."

"Why are you lying there motionless..."

"Don't you think this is stupid..."

"If I don't care about you...you will be dead...what harm will it do to me..." With trembling fingers, she suddenly smiled absent-mindedly, as if Luo Xi was not unconscious but awake, she Said to him very lightly, "...you just rely on the fact that I like you...I like you...so you can send me to hell so cruelly...isn't it..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?!"

Shen Qiang couldn't help shouting angrily, and strode over, first looked at Luo Xi who was unconscious on the hospital bed with regret, then glared at Yin Xiamo full of anger, and said:
"He's about to die! He's about to die! Because of excessive bleeding and heart failure, he has been rescued five times, but he is still in a coma! You still say such ridiculous things at this time! Are you so vicious?! You have to Are you willing to watch him die?! What is your heart made of?! Don’t you really fear that God will repay you—?!”

"Miss Shen..."

Jie Ni hurried over nervously and said in a low voice:

"You misunderstood senior sister, senior sister is not laughing at Luo Xi, senior sister is also very sad, didn't you see it? And you should speak softly, the doctor said not to make too much noise, it will affect Luo Xi's recovery..."

"She's sad?! She's like a heart of stone! She didn't even have a single tear! What's flowing from her body isn't blood, it's ice!" You can't make any noise, so you had to grit your teeth and stride out of the ward after you couldn't hold back the curse in one breath, and shut the door heavily!
So the ward fell silent again.

"Are you going to die..."

As if she didn't know what happened just now, and didn't hear anything, Yin Xiamo looked at the pale and unconscious Luo Xi with weird eyes, and said:
"You're just scaring me... right... then I... then I admit defeat... okay... don't scare me... you know... I... I..."

"I'm scared."

She stared at him blankly.

"Or...do you have to punish me with death...but...you are stupid...even if you die...you can't scare me..."

The walls of the ward are white and quiet, and the air conditioner is blowing out warm air, but the air still seems to be as cold as a snow cave. She is very cold, shivering slightly, getting colder and colder, as if her ribs are one by one. shrink inward.

He lay as if dead.

As if he couldn't hear what she was saying at all, the dark eyelashes weakly covered the pale skin, not even the slightest tremor.

just like……

he is already dead...

slowly.

Yin Xiamo turned around slowly.

slowly.

She walked slowly towards the door of the ward.

Luo Xi...

you can't scare me...

She opened the door of the ward blankly.

then.

She slowly.

Walk straight in the corridor surrounded by white mist.

you can't scare me...

It was raining in the sky, and she walked quietly in the rain. There was a vast expanse of rain and fog in front of her eyes. She walked aimlessly, and was gently shaken by the cold wind mixed with rain, as if there were brakes from a car. The sound, as if someone poked his head out of the car to scold her, as if a passer-by helped her and asked her worriedly...

in case……

you are dead……

In the slanting raindrops...

Among the shadowy crowd...

She walked slowly, as if she had been walking in such icy rain all her life. Occasionally the sun would come out, and occasionally a rainbow would flash, but it was always raining after all.Looking up, I can't see the rain and fog on the road ahead. The rain is very cold and cold, but she has long been numb and used to it. No matter what she encounters, she is not afraid. Yes, she is the strongest daughter of her mother. She is not afraid of anything...

Then, I give you my life...

That's it...

Walking in a daze, I don't know how long or how far, it seems that day has turned into night, the rain gradually stopped, and then it started to fall again, her body was wet and dry, dry and wet again.

She walked lightly.

His body felt hot and cold.

The eardrums continued to hum.

The footsteps gradually changed from being filled with lead to floating again, unable to concentrate, like stepping on cotton balls, white and empty, I don't know where I came from, and I don't know where I'm going to go.

She walked into a hospital in a daze.

long hallway.

The air was filled with the familiar smell of pungent disinfectant.

Standing in a trance at the door of a ward.

suddenly.

She shuddered.

The messy, wandering and tearing thoughts were gradually pulled back one by one, she trembled and took a deep breath, no, she can't be weak, she can't be knocked down!She still has Xiaocheng, Xiaocheng will have surgery tomorrow, even if the devil has swallowed every ounce of her soul and body, she can't collapse now...

Desperately restraining the trembling of his hands.

Yin Xiamo slowly reached out to the doorknob of the ward.

"boom----!!"

The door was slammed open from the inside! !

"Xia Mo--!!"

Zhen En's terrified face appeared behind the door of the ward. As soon as she saw her, she rushed over and grabbed her, pulled her to the balcony next to the corridor, stared at her in fear, her hands kept shaking, and her voice Also filled with fear:
"He... is he dead?"

Yin Xiamo stared at her blankly, and being shaken violently by her, her head that had just regained a little sobriety began to become confused again.

"He's dead...he's dead, right..."

Zhen En's face turned pale with fright, ever since Shen Qiang told about Luo Xi's suicide, she was completely overwhelmed by fear and fear!She has been waiting for Xia Mo to come back, but Xia Mo has not come back. The later he comes back, the more terrible things are, doesn't it? !And Xia Mo's face is so pale at this moment, so pale, it seems that what she fears the most has really happened!
"Sorry……"

The fear made Zhen En lose her mind, and she burst into tears in a panic.

"...I was the one who killed Luo Xi! It was all me! I was the one who killed him! He called you at the moment when you walked past me during the wedding and were about to walk in front of Ou Chen I got a call, I'm sorry, Xia Mo, I didn't know he was going to die at that time, I really didn't know!"

"...I didn't give you that phone number, I disconnected his phone number, and I deleted that phone number from your caller log! I'm sorry, Xia Mo! I killed Luo Xi! I killed Luo Xi." I killed Luo Xi... If I gave you that phone number... maybe he wouldn't die..."

"Jane..."

Her head was so painful that it was about to burst, the cold wind on the terrace made Yin Xiamo dizzy, scalding and cold intertwined in her body, it was so uncomfortable, she struggled to stand still, shaking her body like a serious illness, facing Zhen En explain:
"He's alive...he..."

"Xia Mo, I'm sorry—!"

Zhen En, who was driven to the point of madness by guilt and self-blame for a long time, could no longer hear what Xia Mo was saying. She was crying incoherently with tears all over her face:

"I'm so selfish! Actually, I knew everything. I knew everything from the very beginning. I heard everything you and Ou Chen said at that time! It was for Xiao Cheng's kidney transplant operation. Only the kidney in Ou Chen's body was suitable for Xiao Cheng's replacement, so You just agreed to marry Ou Chen..."

"you……"

Yin Xiamo stared at her blankly.So, did Jane always know about it?
"That's wrong, isn't it?" Zhen En cried, God knows, her conscience was tormented day and night, and Luo Xi's suicide made her unable to avoid all this. "Marriage should be married because of love, not because of such an exchange, shouldn't it?!"

"But, I'm too selfish..."

"I didn't dissuade you! I knew why you married Ou Chen, but I never dissuaded you! I wanted Xiaocheng to live, but I watched you sacrifice, and comforted myself saying, you will be happy Yes! How selfish I am, Xia Mo, I don't deserve to be your friend..."

Zhen En's tears were misty, and she cried until she couldn't make a sound:
"I thought that as long as Xiaocheng survived, any price would be worth it! But I was wrong! Happiness may not be obtained through exchange... I didn't even try to persuade you to marry someone you don't love. You! And knowing Luo Xi's pain, knowing that he will be sad, I didn't tell you the last phone call he made to commit suicide! I killed him, I killed Luo Xi! It's all my fault Xia Mo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!..."

The wind was bitterly cold on the terrace.

Yin Xiamo could hardly stand anymore, her headache felt like it was about to burst, and suddenly, her spine trembled inexplicably, as if there was a figure, as if there was a small sound...

She suddenly turned her head to look!
At the door of the terrace, Yin Cheng's pale and weak body stood quietly like a piece of paper. He stared blankly at the weeping and flustered Zhen En, and then at her blankly. His eyes were dark, against his blood-stained face. , like a child suddenly at a loss.

"Sister...is that so..."

"It's because Brother Ou Chen was able to give me a kidney transplant... Did you marry him..."

And far away, behind Yin Cheng...

It seems to be the figure of Ou Chen...

Standing silently, Ou Chen looked at her, as if he had been waiting for her for a long time, as if he could wait forever, but he didn't know if she hated his waiting, and didn't know if his waiting was another kind of waiting for her. Purgatory.