The system takes me to pretend

At noon, in a park in Jinzhou.

Chen Siyu leaned on the guardrail, looking at the trickling water, his eyes were as calm as water.

Beside her, Su Hao stood upright, but his thin figure seemed to be able to cover everything.

"I was born in a very feudal family, and my family was very strict since I was a child. My parents would try their best to satisfy other children what they wanted to drink, but if I asked, I would be scolded."

"My father, whose education was violence, slapped me and made me stand at every turn, so that I lived in darkness and fear when I was a child."

"He once promised me that in school, as long as the homework was rated as A, he would get a dollar reward, but when I walked up to him with homework full of A, he didn't reward me at all, but pointed at me. The only assignment I didn't get an A on was scolding me for an hour."

"I started writing essays in the third grade. My language skills are not strong, so points are often deducted for essays. I can't get full marks. Every time I come back, I am scolded by him, even with 98 points."

“在家里，不主动扫地要挨揍，夹菜姿势不对要挨揍，吃饭不小心将筷子掉在地上也要挨揍，他一直说这是对我的爱，呵呵，我真是笑了。”

"After elementary school, I went to junior high school. I left home and went to a school in the city center. Every time I called back, my mother answered. Her education was criticism, constant criticism, and never any encouragement."

"I entered the top [-] in the first monthly exam. When I reported to her on the phone, I was judged by her for two hours. I was very sad at the time. The competition in the inner city schools was so fierce. Other students entered the top [-]. Feed him big fish and meat at home, and give him money to spend."

"And me? Not only do you compare me to those people who work so hard and go crazy, but you also think I'm a piece of trash!"

"What's even more ridiculous is that as soon as my mother sees that I am online on WeChat, she will send a message to scold me. She promised to get into the top three in the class and buy me a computer. No, and she promised to take me to the playground to play with a perfect score in mathematics. "

"I don't feel the love from my parents at all, and I won't feel reluctant when we are separated. Even thinking about liking someone now is just because my heart is empty, and I want to put someone in my heart, that's all."

"I feel more at a loss and more afraid of the future, and I don't think there is any meaning in living, although I know that helping others will make people feel happy, falling in love will make people feel happy, and doing something meaningful will give you a sense of accomplishment , but I don't feel that these things are so attractive to me."

"Everything in this world is destined, including what I'm saying now, some people will say that your thoughts can change these, so where did your thoughts come from?"

"From this world, the formation of thoughts is also affected by the surrounding environment, people, and other factors. Well, existence is truth."

"So, if I don't think about it too much, I can actually exist in this world as an ordinary person and follow the rules of this world, but I don't want to, because I am not happy and not going well."

"So, I finished my studies, escaped from the house, and came to the casino. Even though the place was smoky and condensed the dark shadows of society, I didn't feel afraid. Compared with my home, this place is no different from heaven."

"At least, in this place, I can gain a short period of freedom and feel the emotions of everyone venting. Although this place is gone now, I will continue to find another place. No matter what, I will not go home."

………………

Su Hao could tell that Chen Siyu's emotions had been suppressed for a long time.

If she hadn't communicated with herself, perhaps she would still keep this repressed emotion in her heart and continue.

Seeing Chen Siyu's red eyes, Su Hao sighed, "I can understand your mood."

"You don't understand!" Chen Siyu roared with red eyes.

Su Hao shook his head: "No, I understand!"

"Most conflicts lie in mutual incomprehension. Your parents' thinking is really worthy of criticism. They raise you like a pig. They just give you stutters. They don't consider your normal emotional expression as a human being. Then they ask you this and that, and finally There is a psychological defect, you are not close to your family, but you are being scolded for raising so much for nothing, right?"

Hearing this, Chen Siyu's figure trembled, and two lines of tears suddenly fell from his eyes.

What Su Hao said really touched his heart.

Looking at Chen Siyu's teary eyes, Su Hao couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic.

"When you encounter setbacks, you long to be understood, but your parents say you know what a 15-year-old kid knows, and then talk a lot about your own suffering."

"When you are in a bad mood and want to talk about it, you want to find an emotional release bucket, but your parents use busy work as an excuse and scold you for not understanding their hard work, thinking about it all day long, and finally I will teach you a lesson."

Chen Siyu shed more tears, and every word of Su Hao hit the nail on the head.

"Too many ignorant parents now throw all their negative emotions on their children. Having children is a task, and raising children is a task. They ask their children to do things they can't do. They are completely lacking in cooperation with their children. Communication, you happen to be born in this kind of family, I have to say, I sympathize with you." Su Hao sighed, his eyes were a little complicated.

"Can you take me to meet your parents? I'd love to have a chat with them!"

"No need, I don't plan to go back to that house anymore, and I don't want to see them." Chen Siyu let his clothes get wet with tears, looking at the sky and said blankly.

"Sir, I've been thinking, the giraffe's neck is so long, does it hurt when it chokes?"

"Crows can imitate human speech, will they pretend to cough when they are embarrassed?"

"Camels have long eyelashes. When you want to cry, can you say that you have sand in your eyes?"

"I don't have a long neck, but I'm so choked up that I can't speak."

"I pretended to cough, pretended to be blinded by the sand, but no one looked at me."

"Is it because I'm too weak to have a reliable shoulder?"

"Mayfly can only live a short life, and it may be too late to say what I want to say to the person I cherish in my heart."

"How long can I live? How much time do I have to touch those unreachable dreams?"

………………

After saying this, Su Hao didn't speak.

This is a girl who has despaired of life, and he can fully hear the tragic meaning from the other party's words.

To put it bluntly, Chen Siyu's life is completely a tragedy.

She has no family warmth since she was born, she has been living in her own world, no one cares about her, she has always been alone.

After a long silence, Su Hao smiled calmly: "Actually, you don't have to take the real world seriously at all. You have to know that no matter how the world changes, there is always a world you believe in."

"It's okay to be desperate for reality, but don't despair for yourself. It's not reality, but yourself that decides whether you are bored or not, happy or ordinary, or ordinary."

"Perfection means stopping. Imperfection is the ideal. If there is too much noise around you, use a louder voice to shut them up and tell them that you are the center of the world."

"Stop chasing the light. In fact, you can shine yourself, can't you?"

Chen Siyu's figure trembled, and a ray of light suddenly appeared in his despairing eyes, which was the ray of hope for the world.

"Sir, are you afraid of death?"

Su Hao nodded: "Scared!"

"why?"

Su Hao sighed: "Because when you die, you can no longer abide by the promise of living."

"What if you never die?"

Su Hao said disappointedly: "I'm afraid too!"

"why?"

Su Hao smiled bitterly: "Because the living must bear the pain of all the dead."

"So, is it better to live or die?"

Su Hao smiled indifferently: "Birth is the beginning of death, and death is the continuation of reality. In fact, if you have time to think about life and death, it is better to live to the end seriously. The really important things are often those that no one has more People know better!"

"Sir, you are right, but, just yesterday, my best friend also deleted my WeChat, and I am a stranger to me. I have no family love, no friends to talk to, people like me, No one will care anymore." Chen Siyu's hopeful eyes turned into despair again, and he smiled miserably.

"Life is a process of constantly losing and gaining again. What you need to know is that what is truly beautiful is not this world, but your eyes that accept this world." Su Hao shook his head, pointing out Chen Siyu's misunderstanding.

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and handed it in front of Chen Siyu.

"My surname is No, celebrity, you can call me Nobody!"

After these words fell, Chen Siyu's figure froze suddenly.

"No one cares about people like me anymore."

"You can call me nobody!"

Su Hao's ordinary words made Chen Siyu truly feel the beauty of the world.

"Thank you...thank you!" Looking at Su Hao's encouraging gaze, the despair in Chen Siyu's eyes completely dissipated, and tears welled up in his eyes, but he was filled with a happy smile.

At this time, the sky immediately began to rain lightly, and it seemed that the front could not be seen.

But Su Hao suddenly had a rainbow umbrella in his hand, and he was holding the umbrella to cover Chen Siyu from the noisy rain.

"The lights in this city are bright, but none of them are open for me, but so what, even if there is no porridge to warm, I still want to have the most brilliant appearance. Living hard is the greatest luck.

This world is very beautiful, but occasionally it is very terrible. War, illness, misfortune, separation... But no matter what happens, kindness, innocence, warmth, and hard work will still make this world very warm.

Whether it is sorrow or pain, it is precisely because of these sorrows and pains that we choose to move on. If the heart is there, why will the dream go away? "

Chen Siyu stared at Su Hao, with a brilliant arc quietly diving into his mouth, as beautiful as a flower.

She thought that her future was already full of darkness, but she never expected that on the way, there would be a ray of light to dispel the darkness and lead her to the light.

And this light came so unexpectedly, but it made her feel so warm.

In order to help Chen Siyu, Su Hao called He Biao, asked him to come over in person, and arranged a job for Chen Siyu.

When seeing He Biao, Chen Siyu's brain was buzzing.

He Biao, the boss on Jinzhou Road, was called by Su Hao with just one phone call?

"This is my mobile phone number. If you encounter any difficulties in the future, you can call me." Su Hao took out a note, wrote the number on it, and handed it to Chen Siyu.

"I still have something to do, let's go first, come on!"

With that said, he put on a cheering gesture, turned and left.

"Well, sir...you haven't taken your umbrella yet!"

Su Hao stopped, and said with a smile: "That's not an umbrella, it's hope, I can't take it away, because it should belong to you!"

Chen Siyu was stunned for a while, then suddenly smiled.

This smile dispelled all the haze.

Because you know happiness, you will have the first loneliness!

Because you know the misfortune, you will have the first happiness!

Showing love in the eyes, there is a look.

With mercy on the wrist, there is hope.

When missing, it will accompany you to beat the evening drum.

When you are worried, it will ring the morning bell with you.

The rain is still falling, and the front is still blurred.

But from this moment on, Chen Siyu will no longer feel hesitant and confused.

Because... there is a ray of light that gives me hope!