There is one simulation opportunity left today, but Bai Ye does not intend to simulate now.

Because the self in the simulator has already found a way to deal with Osiris, and the self in reality only needs to copy it.

Turning on the computer, Bai Ye began to investigate the past of Osiris following the clues obtained from the simulator.

It's not so easy to track down something like this that doesn't know how old it is.

If Bai Ye hadn't obtained the main clues from the system, and he had god-level hacking skills, then this matter would not be so easy to find.

With both hands constantly typing on the keyboard, complex codes come in handy here in Bai Ye.

Possessing god-level hacking skills, he easily invaded the external network. With the help of big data, within a short time, Bai Ye investigated the relevant information of Osiris.

The man was so well hidden that it was almost impossible to even check.

However, this is only for others.

Flipping through the article, Bai Ye knew the story of Osiris' past.

……

On the other side, Osiris in a white suit was staring at a pale photo.

The gospel doomed him to death.

But it's not really a dead end.

"I will wait for you, and the moment when the dream comes..."

Caressing the black book stuck to his chest with his hand, he clearly felt his heartbeat.

Remembering the past that has been forgotten, this heartbeat seems to be stronger.

Before he knew it, he began to recall the past.

Osiris is not the type to reminisce about the past.

The reason why I recall the past now is better to say that I am recalling my own life.

When Osiris was a child, he was weak.

He was so weak that he would be out of breath even after walking a few steps.

In that war-prone era, with a mediocre family background, he was really a burden to his parents.

"If it wasn't for you, how could our family be in such a state of desperation?"

"A waste like you, why don't you die!"

"If only you weren't my child!"

……

From his father with a broken arm, and from his mother with a tired face, Osiris has heard so many abuses like this.

Although the parents did not abandon him directly, they chose to fulfill their responsibilities as a parent and bring up their children.

But such an environment made him gradually become inferior.

Just as almost all parents would say "for your own good", Osiris grew up stubbornly in his own way in such an environment.

He is inferior.

When reading, he always seemed out of place with those around him.

When school is over, he always holds a whitish drawing board alone.

However, Osiris, who seemed different, did not usher in a life of his own.

It may be because his character is too cowardly, it may be because his physical fitness is too weak, of course, there may be other reasons.

Finally, when Osiris was 14 years old, he ushered in an unchangeable hell.

The father with the broken arm needs to be exiled to the army because of his request.

To this day, Osiris still cannot forget the last words he said to himself—maybe I don’t understand anything, after all, my life with one hand is far longer than the life with two hands.

After my father left, he never came back.

Facing his mother who left heartlessly, Osiris realized that he had no so-called family at all, and that he had always been alone in this world.

From then on, Osiris began to atone for his ignorance of his father's love for him.

"You deserve to have no parents, you white-haired monster!"

"A bastard like you, living is a waste of air!"

"Climb over like a dog and lick my shoes!"

……

It is a harsher reprimand, a more slanderous humiliation, and a more ironic ridicule and insult.

Looking back now, he has to sigh for his tenacious vitality back then.

What my young self did was nothing else, what that feeble little life longed for was to survive, as long as it could survive.

Time is like this day by day, until the time of Osiris, this day has not changed.

Perhaps, it cannot be described like this.

A dog collar was worn around his neck, and his white shirt became even dirtier, with countless footprints and spit on it.

The stench from the whole body is worse than even the rats in the sewer.

For him at that time, just being alive was exhausting.

"How is it? Will you go home with me?"

This was the second time Osiris heard the words, and what appeared in front of him, who was already like a walking corpse, was a young woman with long black and beautiful hair.

The loving and compassionate gaze of the other party made his vague myopia see a vague future.

He was obviously a man of eighteen years old, but when Osiris stripped naked in front of a woman for the first time and let the other party wash himself with warm water, he still couldn't avoid embarrassment.

"Is the injury on your body still painful? In the past, you must have lived very hard, right?"

Caressing the scar on Osiris' body, the woman said softly.

He didn't dislike him because of the bruises on his body, nor did he show disgust because of the ugly marks from whipping and cigarette butts.

This was the first time that Osiris felt another kind of unequal treatment from others.

At least, in front of her, his status is equal.

He asked why the woman helped him.

In this regard, the woman's answer is that she only hopes that she can do her part for it.

In the following days, the woman taught Osiris what is dignity and what is self.

Facing this strange woman, Osiris called her teacher.

If it wasn't for him, then there wouldn't be my present.

Osiris began to imitate the behavior of the woman.

He yearned for her, and this yearning went beyond sex and love.

However, the kindness of the woman is not understood.

Perhaps this world is too indifferent. Facing the two who hug each other tightly in order to survive, happiness has always been something that cannot be obtained.

"Sorry, I can't be with you anymore, because I already have my own happiness."

One night after leaving and returning home, the woman said to Osiris apologetically.

She and her lover came here to travel, but now, her lover is urging her.

In order for the woman to be happy, and because of respect for the woman's decision, Osiris finally chose to let go.

With the woman gone, he became a person again, just a person.

But despite this, Osiris still firmly believed in that woman, and his teacher was happy.

As long as this is the case, no matter how much suffering you have suffered and how much loneliness you have endured, it is worth it.

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