Love is deep and lifeless: Uncle, please surrender

It was almost midnight after coming out of Shuimuhua Garden, the streets were full of traffic, Yan Yu drove around like an unconscious ghost, where could she go?

"If you drag another oil bottle, you won't be able to drive me out!"

"Yan Yu and Yan Enhe are much easier to handle than them."

What He Qin said just now was played uncontrollably in her ears over and over again. It turned out that in her mother's heart, she was an oil bottle that hindered her from seeking happiness and a stepping stone for her to fight for property. What she said before was to love herself It's all fake, it's all a lie to her.

"Yuyu, you are my mother's treasure, and my mother will never find another partner just because of you."

"Mom's money is kept for Yuyu and Hehe, and mother's love is also given to you."

"This is the new clothes my mother bought for Yuyu. See if you like it?"

"Yuyu, it's cold, don't freeze when you go to school, mom bought you a new pair of shoes, come and try them on, if you don't like it, let's change them, don't catch a cold when you're about to take the high school entrance exam."

"Hehe got No.1 in the exam this time, let's ask my sister to eat hot pot together!"

"..."

The cowardly words that He Qin had told them before and what he heard just now were intertwined and hovering above her like angels and demons. Why, why did the whole family become like this?

"Ah!" Yan Yu suddenly roared while driving the car, she didn't want to suppress herself anymore, it was too hard.My optimism, innocence, and self-motivation after my parents divorced were just pretending to prevent them from feeling guilty about me. After so many years of pretending, I am really tired...

Stepping on the accelerator under her feet, "Duang!" The scene of a pile of iron sheets colliding was played out in front of her. What did she do just now?I felt fluid flowing on my forehead, and I reached out to touch warm blood, but my body hadn't reacted yet, and I didn't feel any severe pain yet.I twitched my foot, but fortunately my leg was fine and I could still move.A big headlight came on, the light was too bright and blinding.

"Bah!" With a throbbing pain, she struggled to get out of the car. Except for her forehead and arms, she was not injured.Walking forward slowly, the traffic police have come over, "Are you the owner of the car?"

"Yes."

"Have you been drinking?"

"I didn't drink."

The traffic police took a test with an instrument, and it was true that he hadn't been drinking. "Come back with us and do an investigation. You hit someone on purpose."

"Okay." Yan Yu smiled wryly and followed them into the police car. It seemed that he didn't have to worry about where he was going tonight.

In the police station, there is only one dim yellow light in the whole house, which is very different from the bustling outside.Yan Yu sat upright like a child who made a mistake, and answered whatever the traffic policeman asked, but he was obviously absent-minded.

"Your driving recorder shows that you accelerated suddenly, why?" said the traffic policeman, holding her driving recorder in his hand.

"I lost control of my emotions." Yan Yu said while playing with her fingers with her head down. She was at her limit to be able to answer questions here, and her heart felt as uncomfortable as ten thousand ants scratching.

"You...have mental problems?" The traffic policeman asked tentatively, "Don't you know that you can't apply for a driver's license in this situation?" He had already seen Yan Yu's driver's license just now, and it was true and valid.

"I have mild depression. At present, there is no law in our country that people with depression cannot drive on the road." Yan Yu said with dull eyes.She knew that she had depression when she was in the first year of high school. She felt that her emotions were not right. She went to the doctor secretly to avoid delaying her studies and was diagnosed with mild depression.Afraid that my father was worried, I secretly kept it from myself. I saved money to buy medicine and saw a psychiatrist. I have basically been fine for the past two years. Now it seems that there is a relapse, and it seems to be more serious than before.

"So that's how it is. You can leave now. You have to come back later for the insurance claim of the hit car and some follow-up matters. I will notify you at that time." Seeing that she still lowered her head, thinking of Yan Yu's physical condition, the traffic policeman added: "If you can't come by yourself, you can ask a client to come, we have to go according to the procedure."

"Understood." Yan Yu stood up from the chair. Even though his forehead had been bandaged, he was still a little dizzy.

Standing at the gate of the police station and looking at the bleak moonlight outside, he took out his mobile phone to see that it was out of battery, and there was still blood on his sleeve.She couldn't drive the car until it was scrapped, and she didn't have any money on her. Now she was really desperate.

Walking along the street of the police station, since she has never been here before, she doesn't know where the front is, so it doesn't matter, it's the same wherever she goes, she won't die anyway.

Just like walking like a puppet all night, knowing that the east side began to brighten, the humidity brought by the early morning fog made her hair a little wet, her legs seemed to be numb, and finally saw a bus stop. Now there is no one here, go and sit down.

He rubbed his calf, put his hands on his head, and curled himself up in such a small corner.

"Tyra, is that you?" A crappy male voice rang in her ear, but Yan Yu didn't respond as if he didn't hear it.

"Is it you?" I saw her wearing this outfit in the studio yesterday, and her figure also resembled it, so I shouldn't have mistaken her.The person who came was Joel. He was riding a bicycle early in the morning to gather scenery, but he passed by the bus station and unexpectedly saw Yan Yu lying here.

Thinking she was asleep, he stopped the car and walked over to wake her up, but saw the dried blood on her sleeve, "Tyra, what's wrong with you?" He didn't care to reach out and shake her shoulder.

"I'm fine." Yan Yu raised his head from the crook of his arms, and recognized Joel with a haze in front of his eyes.

"Why are you sitting here so early in the morning? Let's go, I'll take you home." Seeing that she was in a bad mood, Joel didn't ask much, so he helped her up and prepared to call her a car, "Take me to the studio " Yan Yu forced a smile, she didn't know how worried her grandma would be when she returned home like this.

"What can you do when you go to the studio like this? Go to my house first." Joel was still a little worried about her, and originally wanted to take her to the hospital for a checkup.

"Ah? No need." Yan Yu refused without thinking.

"Don't worry, I'm a gentleman, I won't do anything to you." Joel assured, he understood that oriental girls are more reserved.

"That's not what I meant." Yan Yu lowered her eyes and smiled embarrassedly. She just refused instinctively because of her lack of security.

"Let's go." Joel helped her to stop the car, then stuffed his mountain bike into the trunk and went home.