After the divorce, I abused my ex-husband thousands of times

In the early morning, the thick curtains cut off the weak light source outside, and the lights in the bedroom were not turned on, so the light was very dim.

Even if they looked at each other, what they saw was only a rough outline.

A dull pain came from below, and Gu Yan was completely awake. She frowned, and stretched out her hand in pain to push the man on top of her.

The man held her wrists and pressed them on both sides, and he didn't stop.

He didn't sleep well, woke up very early, and looked at her for a long time in the dark.

The gloom from the night before seemed to be condensed in his heart, and he couldn't dissipate for a long time. He felt that this woman was really naive. Did he really think that he kept her by his side because he needed a nanny?
He hated women and his taking Joe very much, and he knew very well that she made this deal because she was unwilling. He thought, he must let her see clearly and accept the reality.

He is her man, she has no choice but to accept him.

He wanted to occupy everything in her, leaving no room for Pei Sinian in her mind.

Just like that, he tore her nightgown with anger.

Gu Yan's face turned pale, she felt very uncomfortable, but just after waking up, even her body was weak and she couldn't resist at all.

She didn't know why this man suddenly went crazy at this time, in order to make herself feel better, she began to beg for mercy.

But Jiang Shiyi didn't seem to be able to hear her words, he was very hard, and she was in pain so much that sweat broke out on her forehead.

After some time, he withdrew.

Both of them were gasping for breath, Gu Yan was dizzy from the pain, and his eyes were darkening.

She moved uncomfortably, and slowly curled up on her side, her face was already wet with tears.

For some reason, at this moment, she suddenly remembered what happened yesterday at Gu's house, she remembered what Chen Xiumei said, and she remembered the disappointed look Pei Sinian gave her at the end before he turned and left...

She heard the heavy breathing of a man behind her, and she heard the click of a lighter.

He lit a cigarette, and soon, white smoke curled up.

Everything was hazy, but the pain was real. It was brought to her by the man she loved the most, and she asked for it herself.

It was she who foolishly came to marry her, and it was her naive fantasy that he would fall in love with her.

She hugged herself tightly and gritted her teeth, but her lips were trembling uncontrollably.

She had never been so hurt, so alone.

Jiang Shiyi made her feel like a tool for him to vent.

The same goes for Chen Xiumei, who only uses her.

Only Pei Sinian was the only friend who really cared about her and would help her when she was in trouble, but because of Jiang Shiyi, she let her friend down.

She was about to break down.

She knew that such a life would be unbearable. Although she made a deal, she couldn't bear it. She couldn't bear to wonder if she was being watched by Jiang Shiyi's people every day when she went out, and couldn't bear to listen to Jiang Chengyuan's cynicism because of him. I can't stand his hot and cold attitude, can't stand him going crazy without warning, and doesn't take her as a person at all...

He was the same as Chen Xiumei, they didn't respect her and never cared about her feelings.

If this continues, she feels that she will die.

Her hands wrinkled the sheets, tears soaked the sheets and stuck to her cheeks, wet and cool, she wanted to think hard and find a way for herself in the predicament, but she couldn't find it.

She bit her lips desperately, afraid that she would cry, so that her shoulders began to tremble.

Not long after, Jiang Shiyi put out the cigarette in the ashtray of the bedside table, turned over again, and reached out to grab her waist.

She was finally so scared that she begged him crying, "Jiang Shiyi, I'm in pain... can I stop?"

He turned her around, touched the tears on her cheek, and said, "Don't reject me in the future, understand?"

She can only nod.

He lowered his head to suck the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "I don't like you rejecting me, be good, let's have a baby, grandma wants a great-grandson, we have to do it as soon as possible."

If she had a child, she would definitely accept the reality. What he wanted was not for her to just say nothing about divorce, but for her to give up the idea of ​​leaving from the bottom of her heart.

Gu Yan's body tensed up with fear as she recalled the tearing pain just now, she trembled and said, "I...I can't give birth, you know."

"It's not impossible, it's just that it's hard to live." His hand began to stroke her, obviously planning to come for the second time, "We work hard, there will always be."

She didn't want to, and she was still very uncomfortable. She originally thought that this kind of punishment would be enough.

Because of fear, her body became more and more rigid.

As if he couldn't feel it, the man pressed her hands again and interlocked her fingers.

He leaned over and kissed her ear, his voice was soft, as if coaxing her: "Be obedient, relax..."

She couldn't relax, she just felt pain.

It was no use her crying and begging him to stop, and then she stopped talking.

Later, the pain gradually became numb, and I don't know how long it took before the man left.

Gu Yan no longer shed tears, and the tears seemed to have dried up, leaving only dry tear stains on her face, her cheeks were astringent.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, and she felt a little dizzy, lying on her side and curled up, her posture was like a fetus in a mother's womb, she closed her eyes.

When Jiang Shiyi came out, she heard it, but she continued to doze off.

He didn't come to see her again, changed clothes in the cloakroom and went out.

When she heard the outer door was closed, her nerves relaxed a little bit, the tip of her nose was astringent, but her eye sockets were dry.

Later, she slept for a while, and when she opened her eyes again, light came through the gap in the curtains, and she realized that it was already dawn outside.

But in this room, everything was still dark.

She was very dizzy and her body was hot. The phone rang beside the bed, but she didn't move.

However, the person on the other end of the phone seemed unwilling to give up and called over and over again.

When it was the fifth time, she struggled to hold her body and took the phone and pressed answer.

The call was from Chen Xiumei, and Chen Xiumei asked: "Little Yan, have you reconsidered? If you don't want a divorce, I won't say anything. Since you want to divorce, it's just a matter of chance. It's good for everyone... ..."

She listened numbly.

Chen Xiumei heard that there was no movement from her side, and asked, "Xiao Yan, can you hear me? Are you okay?"

How could it be all right...

She is not well at all now, and sometimes she wants to rely on others, and she was wronged by Jiang Shiyi, and she actually hopes that her mother can comfort her.

But she was sure that as long as she said this, Chen Xiumei would follow through and ask her to agree to the deal proposed by Jiang Chengyuan.

After this night, she also thought, can't she really agree?

As long as she can get a divorce and escape from this marriage that is suffocating her now, she doesn't care about Jiang Shiyi anymore.

She had already begged him last night, but he turned a deaf ear to it. He didn't care about her feelings, so why should she care if he would get hurt?

But what she was upset about was that Chen Xiumei and Gu Wei used her for profit.

Chen Xiumei said hesitantly at the other end: "Mom doesn't want to force you, but something happened today, you have to agree to Mr. Jiang's conditions, otherwise..."

Gu Yan finally spoke, her voice hoarse: "What happened?"

Chen Xiumei was stunned for a moment, and then told her as if she was very conflicted: "Your brother secretly took out the check given by Mr. Jiang and cashed it. He bought a car worth more than 50 yuan... I just found out, little Yan, I know it's his fault, but the money has already been spent, so we have to promise Mr. Jiang! Mom will find a way to pay you back the money later, you just look at it for Mom's sake..."

Gu Yan didn't wait for her to finish, and started laughing.

Chen Xiumei was stunned over there.

The laughter was a little hoarse and not pleasant to hear, it made her feel hairy, "Xiao Yan, what's wrong with you...why are you laughing?"

"I'm laughing..." She laughed a little, "You and Gu Wei really can't do anything new."

Chen Xiumei was a little embarrassed by what she said, so she remained silent for a while.

Gu Yan clutched the phone, and said after a few seconds: "Chen Xiumei, listen, whether it's you or Gu Wei, don't try to get any more benefits from me, you don't deserve it."

After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone, then dropped the phone, got up with difficulty and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The stickiness on her body was washed away, but she didn't feel much better. After she came out, she took her temperature, and she really had a fever.

She didn't continue to be depressed, but took out the anti-fever medicine and anti-inflammatory medicine, and then changed her clothes.

Before going out, she saw herself in the full-length mirror.

Those hickey marks were covered by a high-necked shirt, and the woman in the mirror was expressionless, her eyes were cold, but her complexion was a little pale.

She put on some lipstick, opened the door and went out, then took a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

Fortunately, she met the person she wanted to see in the elevator room before she went to grandma's ward today.

It seemed that Jiang Chengyuan had just seen his grandma, and was about to leave the hospital. When he saw Gu Yan coming out of the elevator, he stood still.

Gu Yan stepped out of the elevator and smiled at him.

Jiang Chengyuan raised his eyebrows slightly, and he noticed that the breath on her body was different from when they met before.

In the past, Gu Yan was the kind of girl from a very small family in his eyes, who was not generous enough, but now...

The calmness and calmness in her eyes were unprecedented.

She took the initiative to stop in front of him, and even in the face of such a powerful person, she did not show a trace of humility, she said: "Mr. Jiang, the person you want to use is me, and it is meaningless to talk to my mother. "

Jiang Chengyuan was stunned for a moment, and looked at her for a while, "Now are you willing to talk?"

"There are also conditions," she still smiled, "I have to collect the money myself, and don't give my mother and brother a cent. You have to get back the money you gave them. In addition, I not only want a divorce, but I also want to leave the Gu family. ..."

After a pause, she continued, "I want to leave Jiangcheng."