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Ren Ran couldn't listen to what he said.

With her face covered Ling Chengxian's chest, she felt her breathing getting tighter and tighter, almost suffocating.

Ren Ran pushed in front of him with both hands, but couldn't push him away no matter what.

Ling Chengxian was also afraid. After regaining possession, he was afraid of losing it. He and Ren Ran both had wounds in their hearts, but he believed that this wound could heal slowly.

He wanted to tell her that he hadn't touched Xia Shuwen so far, and she didn't need to mind her existence at all.

Ren Ran could barely stand. She had undergone countless operations on others, but today she couldn't forget the fear she felt when she was lying on the operating table.In the final analysis, all of this seemed to be bestowed on her by Ling Chengxian.

Si Yan stood beside the car not far away, watching the two entangle, one was about to push away, the other hugged tightly.

"Ling Chengxian, you don't have to do this."

"No, that's what I want to do."

Ren Ran originally planned to hide it until death, but she didn't expect Ling Chengxian to know all about it.

"If you still feel that you can't make it, you can beat me and scold me. Everything before is my fault..."

"You want a child, that's why you say that?" Ren Ran interrupted him mercilessly, "Ling Chengxian, but I aborted the child."

The strength to hug her was visibly stiff, but Ling Chengxian still didn't let go of Ren Ran.

His voice trembled, as if he couldn't believe it, and he had to ask clearly, "What are you talking about? Impossible."

"I really hit the kid, just now."

Ling Chengxian's palms tightened uncontrollably, and Ren Ran's shoulder was pinched tightly by him. Her whole body was already in pain, and this pain will be even more painful.Ren Ran pushed him hard, and Ling Chengxian was pushed far away by her like a powerless puppet.

He leaned lightly on the car body, and then he stood firm, "I won't believe what you say."

Ren Ran reached into the bag, wanting to show him the list inside.

Ling Chengxian stared at it blindingly, "Stop it, stop it!"

"Is this result hard to accept?" Ren Ran asked him in a hoarse voice. It should be much better than when she heard that she was sick, right?
"why?"

Ren Ran wanted to laugh when she heard that, and she asked back heckingly, "Then tell me, why did I give birth to him?"

"That's your child too, isn't it?"

Ren Ran's next words pierced Ling Chengxian's heart, "I don't want to give birth to you, Ling Chengxian, you are not worthy."

"Then you can't kill him!" Ling Chengxian almost roared angrily.

Si Yan trembled when he heard it, and stood beside the car in disbelief, not daring to approach it.

"It's been beaten." Ren Ran looked at Ling Chengxian's grim expression, and the shadows in her eyes became more and more blurred, "You are the best at retaliation, do you need me to pay for your child's life?"

Ling Chengxian's eyes were red, and now it seemed that everything was a joke.She saw the lantern hanging at the door and the posters all over the house, and she knew he wanted this child.But she had made up her mind not to want him. When she saw him picking and choosing in the mother and baby store, she must be laughing at him, right?
Ling Chengxian took two steps forward, his eyes had never been so fierce, "You think I forced Huo Yuming to death, so you let my child be buried with him?"

"I'm not as cruel as you."

Ling Chengxian's throat was full of fishy smell, "No matter how cruel I am, I never thought of driving you to a dead end."

Ren Ran's eyes closed slightly, and the soreness in the eye sockets was severe, "Yes, you just let me watch how you spend your time outside, you just let me drink with your guests, and then bring your woman home It's nothing for you to raise Xia Shuwen. You let people insult Huo Yuming in front of me. He deserves it. In your eyes, I should bear this while being grateful to you, thank you for not killing me .”

Ling Chengxian couldn't say a word, his whole body was drained, even if he made a mistake, he could make up for it, but she couldn't just take away his child without discussing it with him.

He couldn't stand it.

People are afraid when they face death, Ren Ran will tremble, she wants to say that if Ling Chengxian hadn't transferred her to Renhai Second Affiliated Hospital, would she not have this disease?

There are so many people who can be transferred, why is she the only one who can't?

Maybe, this is fate.

Ren Ran burst into tears. She didn't have any hope of finding a matching bone marrow. She was also afraid of going to chemotherapy. She just wanted to survive, and she couldn't care about anything else.

Love is not something she can touch, and there is only one end in the end.

"Tell me, if Huo Yuming is still alive now, will my child be alive too?"

Ren Ran tasted bitterness in his mouth, "There are no ifs in this world."

If she hadn't been diagnosed with the disease, when she lay on the operating table, would she hesitate, couldn't bear it, and would she run away halfway?
Maybe... yes.

Ling Chengxian grabbed her arm, and Ren Ran had to stand on tiptoe. The man's roar hit her face, "Ren Ran, do you think you'll be able to get better in the future? I won't make it easier for you!"

"Okay," Ren Ran's voice was weak, "This is what you should look like."

Ling Chengxian shook off her hand, Ren Ran staggered two steps before barely standing still, she grabbed the bag in her hand and walked quickly towards the house.

There was no sound of footsteps coming from behind. Ren Ran was so tired that she could only support the wall when going up the stairs. When she walked quickly to the door of the bedroom, she heard the sound of movement behind her getting closer.

Ren Ran had goosebumps on her back, she stretched out her hand and pushed open the door, but before she stepped in, the road ahead was blocked.

Ling Chengxian's eyes fell on the bag in Ren Ran's hand, "I still don't believe it, show me the list."

After he said this, he stretched out his hand domineeringly to snatch it. There was a large stack of checklists hidden in Ren Ran's bag. She turned sideways, keeping her face as calm as possible, "If you want to see it, I'll show it to you, right?" Take it as a souvenir for you."

Ren Ran stepped back, opened the bag, and put the list in a conspicuous place alone. She took it out and handed it to Ling Chengxian.

The man moved his fingertips and raised his hand to pick it up.

His gaze was still on Ren Ran's face, and he didn't dare to look at it. He was always decisive in doing things and never flinched, but it was different now.Ling Chengxian closed his eyelids, unfolded the list, and then opened his eyes.

There was desolation across the bottom of his pool, this woman did what she said, and she wouldn't just lie to him.

He shouldn't have hoped, but even if it was just a little bit of faint light, it was smashed by this list.

Ling Chengxian was furious, and slammed the list on Ren Ran's face.

The corner of the thin piece of paper brushed against Ren Ran's eyelids, and the most sensitive skin seemed to be scratched open. The pain caused Ren Ran's eye circles to turn red, but he held back his tears.