Gu Shaotao is affectionate like poison

He Xiannian's hand holding the doorknob stopped, and he turned to look at Gu Jin again.

"I promised Xiaoxiao that I would hand over Su Youqing to her."

"She doesn't deserve to be contaminated by all this."

"But she is An An's mother."

After finishing speaking, He Xinian pushed the door open and walked in.

From the crack of the closed door, Gu Jin saw a pale woman with no blood on the bed.

She said she didn't want to see him again, she said, die.

An An died, and the future they imagined no longer existed.

The moonlight came in through the window, and the pale moonlight shone on his slender figure, which was cold and lonely.

If you don't want to see it, you don't want to see it.

Even if he is only in a certain corner of the world, secretly guarding her is fine.

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On the day of the New Year's Eve, the first snow fell in City A.

The snow came very quickly, and within an hour, the outside was completely white.

The few of them gathered in Lu Mingxuan's bar as usual. At that time, Qiao Zhen also brought someone arranged by his family to the wine party. Shen Yiyi was sitting beside Lu Mingxuan. Only Gu Jin, after a few months, was still alone.

On a day that should have been lively and lively, a few people sat together, and they just didn't know what to say.

They all know how tormented Gu Jin has been in these past few months. Compared with when Ji Xiao was still there, his spirit is not a little bit worse.

Not only him, but even Gu's mother fell ill, lying in bed for several months and hanging her life by taking medicine.

For a moment, everything seemed to die.

Ji Xiao seemed to have evaporated from the world after that time, and never appeared again.

While drinking inside, Gu Jin lit a cigarette and walked to the balcony, Lu Mingxuan also followed.

"Don't worry about me, you go drink with them."

Gu Jin said lightly.

"Everyone is worried about you, who cares about playing?"

Lu Mingxuan sighed.

Gu Jin didn't speak any more.

The heavy snow was still falling outside, and he remembered that Ji Xiao had told him more than once that he hoped that when it snowed this year, he could take An An to build a snowman with him. An An had never seen snow since she was born.

What a beautiful idea.

Unfortunately, there is no chance to realize it again.

Gu Jin's state is no different to outsiders, but as his brother for so many years, how could Lu Mingxuan not see how decadent and frustrated Gu Jin is now.

It's just that his obsession with Ji Xiao is too deep, he never listens to persuasion, and he can't let go of his longing and guilt for the two of them.

"Listen to brother, it's been so long, you have to cheer up, everyone cares about you, even Xiaoxiao doesn't want to see you look so decadent."

In the past few months, Gu Jin has listened to such comforting words countless times, but if he can restrain Ji Xiao, why should he suffer until now?

His life would never go back to the way it was before, and he could hardly see any brilliance in the months without her.

"I see."

Gu Jin looked at the heavy snow all over the sky, and replied lightly.

Lu Mingxuan knew that he didn't listen to it at all, but there was nothing he could do. He was like this, unless he wanted to, no one could talk him into it.

Of course, the only person who could persuade him has disappeared.

When Lu Mingxuan returned to the box, Qiao Zhen had already left with his girlfriend, leaving only Shen Yiyi sitting there alone.

"How is Mr. Gu? Are you all right?"

Lu Mingxuan shrugged, "No, it's still the same."

Shen Yiyi was silent, even if she didn't say anything, she would have guessed that as long as Ji Xiao didn't show up for a day, Gu Jin wouldn't be able to recover for a day.

After the dinner party ended at night, Gu Jin drove around Beiyuan and finally returned to the old house.

Ever since Ji Xiao left, he has never set foot in Beiyuan, and there is the breath of her life in it, he is afraid that he will miss her uncontrollably, the pain like being torn apart, this kind of suffering, He suffers every day.

The old house is also lifeless, no smile can be seen on everyone's face, even the flowers in the yard that Gu's mother loves to tend are withered.

"Mom, why aren't you asleep yet?"

When Gu Jin entered, Mother Gu was still wrapped in a blanket and sitting on the sofa.

"Lying all day, how can I sleep."

Gu's mother's complexion was not very good, she was sickly pale. These days, the private doctor came to the door every day, and she took a lot of expensive medicines, but her illness just didn't improve.

In fact, everyone knows that this is just a heart disease.

"Then you should also pay attention to rest."

"I know my body well, but you, don't stay outside all day long, come back to accompany me and your dad when you have time." Gu's mother said that her eyes were red again, and she sighed, "No one can do it. I don't know what will happen tomorrow, maybe I will die that day."

"It's all in the past, don't keep it in your heart."

Gu Jin tried to comfort Gu's mother.

That incident has always been a pain in Gu's mother's heart. Thinking of An'an's lovely face, Gu's mother couldn't help crying.

"It's all my fault. I harmed An'an and you. If I didn't let her go out, if I had been with An'an all the time, maybe I wouldn't"

Such a small child disappeared just like that. After several months, Gu Jin and the others even turned the neighborhood upside down, but they didn't even find the body.

"It has nothing to do with you. I caused everything. I hurt An'an and Xiaoxiao."

In the final analysis, he was the culprit, that's why he didn't have the courage to go to Ji Xiao for so long, and he didn't have the courage to face everything.

"None of us could have expected such a thing to happen, but you have to cheer up and support our entire Gu family."

Of course, Mother Gu felt sorry for her son. Since he returned to China after the accident, he has been buried in his work and rarely communicates with others. His temperament is already cold, and he has become more lonely since then. Parents rarely communicate.

She worried that her son would break down one day.

"I know."

Later, Gu's mother was helped back to her room by a servant, and Gu Jin spent the New Year's Eve alone on the sofa in the living room.

The next morning, Mother Gu woke up and saw Gu Jin's tall figure lying on the sofa with thick bruises under her eyes, she couldn't help shedding tears.

Her son was obviously high-spirited back then, but just because of Su Youqing, her family was almost ruined.

"Let's all go out, don't disturb the young master to rest."

Mother Gu said in a low voice.

In the past few months, Gu Jin was the one who suffered the most. As a mother, she was really distressed and panicked.

"Or, let's find a way to contact Xiaoxiao. If this continues, let alone you, A Jin's body can't hold it."

Father Gu also sighed sadly, but it has only been a few months, and he seems to have aged a lot.