President Ling got slapped in the face again today

Especially in winter, you will see chapped marks between the knuckles of her index fingers, which are black. They are dirt embedded in the cracks during daytime work. You have to use nail clippers to wipe off the rough skin to get rid of it.

When he asked her if she was tired, she always smiled and said no, then gently touched his face and told him to cook something delicious for him tonight.

At that time, he didn't feel how uncomfortable it was for his family to be poor without his father, because he knew that his mother loved her very much and treated him very well, she was gentle and beautiful,

She is almost every child's definition of a perfect mother, carrying all his joys and sorrows.

He likes to go shopping with Cai Ping the most, because at the intersection of the market, Grandma Huang’s food stall has the best tea eggs, and Cai Ping will always satisfy him.
But one day, when he passed by the same way, he didn't look at the tea eggs, and he didn't look at the food stalls.

He stared at the dining chair outside the cake shop. A little girl in a white princess dress was digging a delicate black forest cake seriously. She had long black hair, which was even blacker than his. An exquisite bowknot headband, white and tender small lotus root arm, clean and soft like a little fairy coming out of the forest.

I don't know if it's because the girl is too good-looking, or because she is too serious about her taste, the slight frown made him unable to help thinking, he stared blankly, swallowed,
Noticing his gaze, the girl blinked her big eyes twice, bent into a line, put the cake with a small hole on the bench closest to him, and made a silent gesture to him.

"Dad, I'm done eating!" She happily ran into the store to find her father.

Dazed, Xiao Lingli walked up to the cake, picked up a spoon and took a bite. Just as he was about to taste the delicacy that the little fairy 'given' to him, Cai Ping suddenly appeared, grabbed his wrist, and mercilessly took the cake. Mouth to mouth cake take away.

"You child, how can you just pick up something to eat on the street? Others have eaten it, so don't eat it!" Cai Ping seldom used an angry tone to him, let alone blamed him.

"She put it here by herself, and told her father that she finished eating, so..."

"If you don't give it to you, you can't take it," Cai Ping said loudly. She thought it was a prank by other people's children, and she used the leftovers to lure her son.

Cai Ping threw the cake into the trash can with a little anger,
He lowered his eyes and didn't dare to say anything, because his mother never lost his temper with him, so he must have done something very wrong, so in the future, he can't take anything that isn't his.

Seeing her son lower her head, Cai Ping softened her heart, "Mom, will you buy one for you?"

He raised his head in surprise, and nodded with great certainty,
But Cai Ping didn't give him exactly the same one. She bought him a white cream cake, a small piece, which was placed at the bottom of the window, and the price was also the cheapest.

However, he still ate happily, but when he ate his cheeks until he saw that Cai Ping only bought a handful of green vegetables today, he suddenly felt that the sweetness in his mouth would make his heart bitter.
He couldn't swallow.

Cai Ping saw his emotions, wiped the cream on his lips for him, and said with a gentle smile: "There are still a few eggs at home, this dish is the best scrambled eggs, if you want to eat something else, mother will give it to you another day Buy it, okay?"

He nodded dully, the guilt in his eyes still hasn't receded.

Cai Ping touched his little face again, and said happily: "The factory gave my mother a sum of money today, and the cake is also affordable. I will buy you another one another day, okay?"

At this time, he raised his smiling face again, nodded heavily in agreement,

"Hey, are you still here? Aren't you ashamed?" A fat woman with a steamed chicken feather roll taunted Cai Ping angrily, injecting a greasy and disgusting atmosphere into their harmonious atmosphere just now.

Pursing his lips sharply, his expression became very annoyed, like a dog who saw strangers breaking into the house and bared his teeth at them to protect the master.

Cai Ping collected the emotions in her heart, touched his 'dog's head', "Don't pay attention to her, she has been acting weird for a day or two."

He later found out that the extra money was compensation from the factory for dismissing her. The reason was that a colleague said that she resold discarded parts in the factory, and that she was not arrested because she seduced the security guards in the factory. In the end, there was no evidence and no punishment, which was terrifying, so the factory had to fire her.

He always remembered Cai Ping's promise to buy him a cake another day, and on his birthday, Cai Ping finally fulfilled it.

The cake Cai Ping bought for him was bigger than the one that day, and the fruit on it was also very fresh. He devoured it, and the cream stained his nose. His whole world was filled with sweet taste.

She watched him eat happily, but the corners of her eyes were slightly red, but she had a loving smile and stared at him blankly, as if she wanted to imprint all these beautiful moments in her mind.

Ling Li held the half-eaten cake in front of her, "Mom, you eat too!"

Cai Ping shook her head, "Isn't it delicious?" The corners of her eyes became even redder,
"En!" Ling Li didn't hesitate at all, the happy expression on his face was enough to prove how happy he was at the moment,
A child's happiness is the simplest. A meal he likes, a small toy, a piece of candy, a small cake... can easily obtain their most sincere happiness.

Cai Ping suddenly hugged him, stroked the top of his hair over and over again, and finally kissed him tenderly, "Then mom will buy you another one, you wait here for mom."

"Well, good!" He ate wantonly this time, because he still had more later, so he didn't notice Cai Ping's abnormal expression after turning around.

But he waited for a day, and Cai Ping didn't come back.

It was autumn, the sky was not yet cold, but the fallen leaves had already begun to wither, and when the autumn wind swept by, he felt what ruthlessness was.

The ruthless truth is - he was abandoned!

The person who used to love him very much would cut her hair and nails, would think of cooking for him, and would satisfy his little requests. The woman who was closest to him gave him the most beautiful sweetness in the world, but Gave him the deadliest knife.

Abandonment became the weakest nerve in his body.

At that time, he couldn't figure it out, was he too greedy?

What she said clearly was not something she sincerely gave him, so she couldn't take it.Is it because he ordered a cake that he shouldn't have, that's why he's annoying?

……

Ling Li's dreams come and go. Whenever he is abused or beaten, he will always think quietly in a daze late at night. He dare not turn his body over until the grandfather next to his pillow snores faintly. At that time, under the pillow, there is often wet,
Grandpa was a light sleeper, even though sad emotions were overflowing, he did not dare to let them erupt, and because of the sticky snot stuck in his nasal cavity, he could only breathe through his mouth, pretending that he was also in a deep sleep.

Later, grandpa also left, although he was not abandoned, but the feeling of being left alone has the same root as being abandoned,
From now on, no one loves him, no one cares about him, let alone touch his head, gently comfort him, and let him not be sad.

He often presses his chest, it's obviously hot there, but he can still jump, but why, he just feels empty and cold.

Until a girl appeared, she appeared in a white dress like the kind little fairy back then, and she also stuffed the black thing into his hand,

She told him with certainty that this was something for him, to let him taste the (long-lost) sweetness of wine in the world.

His heart began to be filled slowly, the bottom of his heart was warm and harmonious, and his beating was more cheerful and powerful than usual.

Because she said that she would never take back what was given to him,
That's right, she didn't take it back, she just threw it away along with him.

Just like Cai Ping, one moment she can say affectionate and kind words, and the next moment she can disappear without a trace.

He will never be loved deeply, but will always be abandoned, once, again and again...

When a person is sick, the spirit is also fragile.

Ling Li's dream was very long, he was crying secretly in a corner where no one was in the dream, but in reality he was also crying, sobbing until his nasal cavity was clogged with sticky snot, he could only breathe through his mouth,
Mona walked over. At this time, she looked at the fierce expression with a cold expression, and she was no longer as obsessed and fanatical as before.
Seeing the tears in the corners of sharp eyes, she laughed mockingly, "Tsk tsk tsk, how sad this is, you have today too."

She reached out her hand to touch the hot fresh tear in the corner of Ling Li's eye, "Listen to me earlier, won't you be fine?"

Ling Li was still sobbing slightly, the moment Mona turned around, her palm was suddenly grabbed by the person behind her,
"Don't go, don't go, don't leave me, don't go..."

He begged in his dream, but in reality he held onto Mona's hand tightly. The moment his skin touched, Mona seemed to recall the moment of tenderness he once gave me.

The fire in her heart that she thought was extinguished resurfaced without warning, and she really wanted to shake off his hand, slap him a few more big mouths by the way, and then trample him hard into the mud.

This should be his retribution.

But she was dazed again.

It turned out that she had always been attached to his body temperature, and her body was more honest than her head. After all, she couldn't help but close her palms and hold his sharp hands.

The next day, Ling Li slowly opened his eyes with the first ray of morning light, his cheeks were too skinny and pale, and his delicate temperament rushed towards his face, making people have the urge to bully, but at the moment of opening his eyes, inside There seemed to be a flash of coldness again.

His perception returned to normal, and he found the hand that was holding him in the first moment.

Mona dozed off beside the bed.

snort!She was really not afraid that he would pick up the needle immediately after waking up, and aim it at her throat to settle the score.

In the cold eyes, after a glimmer of light, a little moisture suddenly surged in the eyes.

Mona felt the strength of the clenched hand, and raised her head wearily, but met the sharp, deep and shallow wet tears,