Marriage in Troubled Times

"But people will grow up. They can't do the same thing all their lives. They will try to make some changes to make their lives better."

I don't know if the old man can hear the conversation between them in the ward, but Li Sisi is not afraid of what his father hears at all. Respect these two words, which were completely broken when he forced himself to get married last time up.

"But I really didn't expect that you would actually divorce him. I thought it was almost the same. It was just to let my sister-in-law know the seriousness of this matter. In fact, it was nothing. As for me, I came to see En, father and It's just a matter of face if you don't look at your father, Tang Youchen did it a lot, but Beichen's newspapers never dared to write about how he did it, and it was definitely for me."

He didn't show off his husband's kindness to him, but there are still some things to do, otherwise, it's just empty, and it's just a joke for others to see.

"Some things can be regarded as a matter of face, but the matter of my father is not a matter of face for me. Although he is not very good to us children, he also gave us life, right?"

One day the elder brothers came together, which was beyond Sisi's expectation. He didn't expect that his elder brother and his sister-in-law divorced. He wanted to be free because of his father's business, but seeing his father lingering on the hospital bed, he said it in his heart. In fact, there are also some people who can't bear it. Even if they really don't want to go to this type of apartment, it is the person who gave them their lives, and they are also worthy of respect, no matter how they live in the future?At least he didn't want his children to have a bad life, maybe he had other secrets back then.

But how can an upright man be dominated by his grandmother?He always has a grudge against this matter, but if some things remain true to each other for a long time, it will really affect the relationship between two people.

Men and women are different, and they have different thinking directions when thinking about problems, so his father never considered asking the children to understand him, but the only person who did not understand his father was really him.

Probably because she is a girl, she thinks about problems and looks at the world from the perspective of a woman, so he can't understand what his father has done.

But the eldest brother who has always been irritable actually understood his father's thoughts.
"Since you're here, let's go see Dad."

He was going to go out to get hot water, but when he saw his sister coming, he went back and opened the door of the hospital bed, and gently put the kettle on the table by the door.

"Dad, do you see who's here?"

It's been a long time since I saw the old man on the bed, as if he was skinny, he turned his head slowly when he heard the call from his eldest son, but his clear and transparent eyes became cloudy, as if they were covered with a white mist .

"How did he get so thin?"

"Lying in the hospital, no one cares about it, do you think life will be easier? Although Mr. Tang is very kind to our family, he set up a separate ward for my father and gave our father a lot, but we did not give him things, but for a father, there is nothing more precious than his own children."

Even his arrival today was carefully arranged by the eldest brother and Mr. Tang, otherwise he would not have come to this place.

When the father was born, he was accompanied by his father, and when the father died, he also hoped that his children would be by his side.

When Li Ru and Li Kan arrived, the younger children were all present, and they all looked at their father on the hospital bed. She was dying, but she wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth but couldn't speak. She looked at the room full of children and knew that there was nothing in this life. The temperature and wealth left behind were these children. They were all different from herself. They had ideals and pursuits in life, which were different from herself.

"Brother, what do you mean?"

Before Li Sisi could open his mouth, his second and third brothers suddenly asked questions. After all, they were not compatible. His third brother didn't get along with all the children in the family, so he basically wouldn't participate in this kind of activity, but he and his eldest brother still Yes, maybe because he is the eldest brother, older, and knows more truths. Yes, other brothers and sisters in the family are more tolerant, and I feel that a mother cannot represent a child.

"It's not that I want to ask you to come, it's my father who asked you to come, and she has something to tell you."

These children have never accepted their father on weekdays, so they don't understand his father's words and deeds. They don't know what his father asked them to do?But looking at the appearance in front of his father, it is completely different from the last time we met. It seems that he is still old, but this drinking party and some of his children have never been here. What is it like to be a mother?If it can be regarded as a good person, then the natural education and the child's humility and respect, if the mother's tricks are exhausted, then the educated child will not have very good results.

It's just an unfortunate coincidence that Li Wen's women are all carved out of the same mold, and all of them are the ones that grandma likes, otherwise even if they enter the gate of the house, they will die unexpectedly.

"I was ashamed of you in the past, and I never gave you a complete father's love. It was because I thought your mother was enough to educate you, but until now, I discovered that things are not like that. I was in the hospital After living here for so long, none of my children took the initiative to visit me, in fact, I was very sad in my heart."

When Li Wen uttered these words, he was panting desperately. He knew that his time was running out, and he might even die in the next second, but he still wanted to say what he wanted to say all his life. Some kids don't get it because they're young, but the older kids gotta figure it out anyway.

"I can't be regarded as an upright person, because all the decisions in my life were made by your grandmother and I carried them out. I have never done anything for myself. Except for suicide, I have never done anything in my life. I haven't made any decisions for myself, so I hope you all can live independently and don't be restrained by anyone. Your grandmother has restrained me all my life, but in the end I got nothing. There are some things I think I should say. , it is up to you to do it or not to do it.”

She thought about it, the story of her grandmother and grandfather back then, but he had no strength. Some children knew it, but some children didn't know that he was looking at his eldest son, and he was eager to seek help.

"The person my grandfather wanted to marry back then was not my grandmother or my grandmother's younger sister who was smart and well-behaved? It's just that my grandmother killed her and married my grandfather, but my grandfather was a greedy and lustful person. People, so they made things difficult for the grandmother in every possible way, because they wanted to destroy the family, therefore, no woman who had children escaped the clutches of the grandmother."

In fact, the old lady does not mean that all the mothers of the children will die, but the girls will be slightly worse. They have no right to inherit the family inheritance, but the grandmother hates Li Sisi's mother very much. One more person and one less People are no different to him, so he killed them together.

There is always a reason for killing people. Some people are smart enough to survive, but these older children have already lost their mothers. They look at their fathers, can't they even protect a woman?
But they were more surprised. None of them thought that their grandmother was such a person. Although they didn't have much contact with her, they always thought that this old lady was actually pretty good, but they all thought too much.

Li Sisi felt like a thunderbolt at that time. For so many years, he thought that his mother died because of giving birth to him, but he didn't expect that his grandmother was also responsible for it.

"Is everything you said true?"

"Is it necessary to lie about this kind of thing?"

There's no need for an old lady to bear her son's faults, is there?Besides, there's no need to do that, is there?

Li Sisi felt that things should not be like this at the time, but Tang Youchen had already reminded her, but she never cared about it at all.

Because at that time, he felt that an old lady should not have such power to do this.

But now he doesn't think so, the war with the old lady started like this, but he didn't seem to have much reaction when he looked at his other brothers and sisters, probably they already knew it, the fool in the middle is Just by myself.

"Actually, I'm not the old lady's son at all. At that time, it was just because I was the only one among the brothers and sisters who had such a lack of temperament, so he chose me as the heir. Otherwise, it would not be my turn at all. Those children are all her."

He said this in one breath, as if he had exhausted all his strength, but he saw that the surprises on the faces of these children were more or less absent, and they knew it in their hearts.

"I love you, I love you too."

He probably expressed the unwillingness in his heart in this life. This suicide didn't kill him at all. What really killed him was that he knew that life was meaningless at all.

After saying this, he didn't want to look at the contemptuous eyes of the children, and pretended that they were touched, and then closed his eyes forever.

There was no crying, nothing, Li Sisi staggered out of the door of the ward and saw Tang Youchen.

"I……"