Marriage in Troubled Times

"It's my fault, but I don't think it's useless for me to make up for you now."

"Why did you come to me?"

"Did you really kill the child I asked you to kill?"

Jackie Chan, the woman in the painting was suddenly stunned. He thought of this man countless times in his dreams, and came to ask himself this question, but he didn't expect that this day, a man came. He hadn't seen him for 30 years. He didn't expect him to be He came here for such a question, not because he said he still wanted to be with him, but what was wrong with him back then?

"What did I say that I didn't follow?"

"I advise you not to lie to me."

Pei Zhou looked around the room. The room was pitch black. Although it is not daytime, it is not night. There is not even a lamp on the table. He is also very sad. Until now, it has become like this.

For several people outside the woman's door were hooligans and beggars from the village. When they saw another man entered the woman's room, they couldn't help shouting outside.

In poor and backward places, people are also pedantic and numb.

They thought it was a guest from the city center, and thought that the woman's body and mind were dirty, but she was treated by the boss of the city center. It seems that people in this city sometimes have to change their tastes.

They have no pity for women, but more ridicule and sarcasm, not for any reason, but because they look down on women's business.

How noble can a person who sells meat for a living be?
Through the moonlight, Pei Zhou could still see the appearance of the house clearly, but the woman seemed lifeless lying on the bed, and the bed was also dirty and messy. Although she was not a clean person for so many years, she could smell the smell on the bed. The smell is still disgusting.

"You'd better tell me the truth. Don't understand my inspection report. When it is delivered to you, you are willing to have a serious talk with me."

She didn't want to stay in this room for a minute. The disgusting smell made him sick. She didn't have a woman by her side for so many years, and she never laughed at her foot odor, but smelling the smell here, her feet were nothing at all. He I don't know why this woman can stay in this room for so long, and she hasn't been smoked to death by herself, probably because she can't smell her own body.

He wanted to escape from this place, partly because of the smell in the room, and secondly because of the crazy people outside the house, who laughed at the abuse and said everything in it.

He has lived so long that he can't accept such inhuman meanings, but he has never thought about how a lonely woman was forced into what he is now step by step. He has no hope for life. The bed is like a dry tree.

"Since we're all here, are you so anxious to leave? You and I haven't seen you here for so many years, and you're just asking me, do we still have a little bit of trust between us?"

Pei Zhou, who has experienced wind, frost, rain and snow outside for 30 years, faced the woman who played emotional cards with her. She no longer had any thoughts in her heart. You should live to such an extent that you also feel ridiculed.

"Because if there is trust between them, you will not see me today. When I was with you, what a lunatic you were. Look at the difference between you and a dead person now?"

He knew that he had no right to ask anything about this woman, but he still bit the bullet and expressed his thoughts. He wanted this woman to change, at least not to the way she is now. Could it be that he hasn't lived a day since he left? Have a good day?
"I broke up with my family for you, but how did you treat me? Even now, you still despise me, what right do you have to despise me, I let you stay here, what relationship do you have with me, or I don't want to Letting you go, I wish you could leave this world quickly, how can there be such a heartless person like you in the world?"

The woman suddenly became agitated, he took his arm out of the quilt, and vigorously stroked back and forth in the air. At this time, Pei Zhou realized that the woman seemed to be invisible, he was empty, and there was nothing in his big eyes. Like a pool of stagnant water, he didn't even know where he was, just now he thought it was because of the woman's arrogance that she didn't want to look at him at all, but now she knew that the woman was invisible.

What he liked most in the past was his big fluttering eyes, but now he has no capital, his hands and feet can't be controlled, and his eyes can't see. The only thing that works is his ears, so she The person who only knew by his ears was himself?

"How can you not see?"

"Back then you cruelly abandoned me. I have an English degree at home. How do you let me live? The school in the village does not allow this kind of thing to happen. My parents say it all. They just want a pair of my eyes, but the people in the village treat me and prostitutes. What's the difference?"

He doesn't have the nerve to say that serving you is the same as serving other people, they will give him money, why not do it?I have already lost a pair of eyes, no matter whether it is work or any other aspect, there will be no place to take me in. Apart from this line of work, what else can I do?

Hearing such words, Pei Zhou couldn't bear to get up, but thinking that he already had a wife at home, the relationship between him and him for so many years was just that one night, he never thought of abandoning him, and let a woman Bearing such a heavy price and result, I still have the face to question him today.

He wanted to take her back, but she didn't know how to explain it to Lan Jing, but she thought she was such a good person, so she must understand.

"I lied to you. If I hadn't insisted on giving birth to that child, the village wouldn't have treated me like this, but I couldn't raise it, and the village couldn't accommodate him. I could only throw it away after it was born, that's right. , you probably met your son."

I don't know if people without eyes can cry, but he could clearly feel a clear stream of liquid flowing out of his eyes from the woman through the moonlight.

Every time he dreams about his own child, he always feels inexplicably sad. He knows that he owes that child too much, but she also knows that this man owes both their mother and child too much.

If it wasn't for her intelligence and quick-wittedness, who felt that this child was similar to him everywhere, then he would never run into his child again in his life. With her tenacious willpower, she would not have become a beggar on the street in Beicheng. , but also because he has extraordinary talent.

When thinking of this, she suddenly didn't want to die, she also has a child, why should she fight for others?
He should always do something for his child, he thought of this, and his heart suddenly became much more relaxed. If he heard from a woman that this child was really aborted, he would feel heavy Extremely, but it's different now, the woman told him that the child is still there, and he still has successors.

But if he recognizes the child, will the child really recognize him?After so many years of abandonment and betrayal, all the inhuman things he did were put on this mother and daughter.

The only wrong thing he did in his life was to let this woman kill the child. He never said anything about the absurdity of her night, but he knew that he had done a mistake, but the way it covered up this mistake was too much. Clumsy and stupid, how can a woman be willing to abandon her child?If he hadn't been desperate, he wouldn't have left the child on the street, just like that, no matter what, when he talked about the child, two lines of tears suddenly flowed from his eyes, he knew the relationship with his child, and he couldn't go back to the past .

He has known Tang Youchen for so long, how could he not understand the child's hatred for his parents, why did he abandon him?What exactly is necessary?How could he tell him that he was his father when he saw that he was living so well now?In this case.

This is simply not something people do, he slapped himself twice in front of this woman, he knew that even if he did this, he would not be able to make up for the harm he had done to their mother and child.

She didn't remember how she left that village in a panic?But the yelling behind him was still there. He knew that the child could deny the father, but he had to recognize the mother who had done so much for him.

Now she's going to tell him right away that he found his mother, but he doesn't know who his father is?If this is the case, it will probably make life easier for both of them. If a person tells a lie, then he will use a hundred lies to complete the remaining one lie.

When he drove back to the police station, he found that the governor had already left work. He hurried to the governor's house to tell him the good news, but she suddenly calmed down. If the boss has said everything, then that woman will definitely confess herself.

Although he hopes that he can always find his mother, he doesn't want him to know a father like himself, because for him, a father like himself is just a burden, and he doesn't want him to know how much he used to be. The absurdity, he could already imagine what would happen if he knew the truth of the matter.

But he couldn't bear not to say that it would be too pitiful if no one even knew the names of his parents in his whole life.