Marriage in Troubled Times

Even if I married a wife and had children later, I couldn't pass the power from the old lady to my beloved woman, so that my beloved woman was hurt by the old lady. Fortunately, my daughter didn't know about it. Otherwise, if there was a fight between his mother and daughter, who should he help?I don't know in my heart, probably, as the children said, I am an ordinary father, and I don't even have the right to speak. How can I get a home?Have a new vitality.

He can't blame his mother for taking too much control of the family's affairs, because he also saw how decisive the quarrel between him and his father was at that time, otherwise his father would not have taken the position of the head of the family. Pass it on to yourself, the most useless child. Of course, the other children either died young or lost news for no reason. Does this matter have anything to do with the mother?I didn't know it at the beginning, but now I think it must be related. In order to let his children get this status, he spared no expense. If other people's children have the status of the family, then his future life will be considered difficult , This is the same as being an emperor in the past. If you can be elected as the mother of the emperor, you can also be expensive according to the mother, but if the child fails to run for the emperor, then the mother will die with her, or be thrown into the cold palace Nobody cares.

He can't do anything, except to sigh, anyway, this family has become like this, anyway, he is over 15, so mother can let him do whatever she wants?It's not easy to be able to follow your own, and you can't follow your own, and you can't resent, think of your daughter, think of the wife you once loved the most, what is all this for?He is not an upright man, otherwise his life would not be so muddled. What's the use of talking too much? You can't blame your mother, you can only blame yourself.

Blame myself for not being able to take pictures of women and children. If you look after such a person, what is the point of living?It's better to just hit it to death, anyway, all my children can live their own lives well, and there is no need to worry about anything in this life, this family is left to the mother, he is willing to control an empty shell, it is his own However, I would never want to be his puppet again, and I would bear all the mistakes I made, but none of this would work. If I did my own mistakes, if I didn’t have a mother and ran a family by myself, I probably wouldn’t be betrayed like I am today. , Wife and children scattered.

It is impossible for him to have no hatred in his heart. He is a man, and he has all the ambitions and responsibilities that a man should have, but all of these are not very obvious.

He stumbled back to the room, feeling that he had been in a daze all his life. He had gained nothing and had nothing. He had lost nothing when he was born, and he would naturally take nothing with him after he died. He thought of this At that time, he didn't want to live anymore, but there were too many servants in the house, he couldn't avoid these people and die alone, so he had to choose to fall on the beam by himself in the dead of night, but think about it He didn't dare anymore, he couldn't make decisions on all things, and of course he couldn't easily control his own life, thinking that although living like this was meaningful, but if he didn't live like this, there was no other way, death was right. It's too scary for me.

When thinking of this, it not only shed tears, but also thought about the woman he loved the most. After being killed by his mother, she lied that she died because of illness. At that time, she was also afraid of death. He didn't want to die. But she was forced to die by her mother, 10000 times more painful than she is now. At that time, she asked herself for help, but she didn't say anything, so she let her take her away. He finally understood, and finally the woman The look in his eyes was not helplessness, but hating him and believing in himself, that's why he chose to marry himself, but he didn't expect that he would get such an ending.

"Master, what's the matter with you? You don't seem very happy, why don't you stay with me tonight and let me serve you."

For everyone in Li's family, time passes quickly. They don't need to worry about filling their stomachs, and they don't need to run blindly for life. They don't need to do anything, they just need to be with this boy every day. The red and good old lady inside, this is the only thing to do, and it won't take them long, and the most boring thing is to fight for grandpa's favor with other aunts and wives, that's all.

No matter where you are, you can easily live with food. For the women in this family, it is too easy. They don't care about anything. As long as they can eat a full meal, it is more important than anything else. , except for the woman chosen by the old lady herself, all the rest of his women were married into this family from hard and poor days, so they don't have such high requirements for life.

"Forget it tonight? I still have things to think about, so I'll go to bed first."

"Master, you finally came to me once. Do you want other people to see my jokes? I have no ability to keep the master's heart, and I have no ability to keep the master's people. So what is the grandfather still keeping me for?" Why don't you drive me out of this place!"

Acting like a baby is a strange trick of women, all women can do it, especially the women in this house, if they want to survive, they must be able to act like a baby, it is not suitable for old ladies, and they have to be with the man in front of them, even if they want everything in their hearts, but When you come to this place, you always need someone to rely on. If you can't get the master's favor, then the servants in the family will look down on you, and even feed yourself those rotten meals. Who can you turn to to reason?After all, without someone you love, you are nothing.

"Then get out."

He is a person who doesn't want to live anymore. He really doesn't have the heart to think about these women. What are they thinking about every day? Sitting and eating, what is the difference between this and his own mother, when he mentioned his mother, he was not very angry, and his heart was so sad that he was dying.

"My lord, how can you say that about me? I look down on you. Although I have no credit, I also have hard work. How can you just let me get out like this? Although I didn't give birth to a son and a half for you, I came The time is indeed not early, compared with the sisters, I am naturally not good enough, master, you don't come to me, how can you tell me to get out today?"

I usually see other people using this method to win the favor of the master. I thought I would try it myself today, but I didn't expect to hit a wall when I opened my mouth. Grandpa doesn't like me, right, otherwise I wouldn't use this tone Talking to myself was really aggrieved. He couldn't hold back the tears that fell on his clothes. Since he came to this place, it seems that grandpa has never been in his room to really spend the night. Although he is strong as an old lady, he was stuffed into her room, but since he came, he would be at ease. He has nothing to say, and he feels that it is the same to serve any man, as long as it is not the one he likes in his heart, who is it? It doesn't matter.

It was the first time he looked at the woman in front of him. She was indeed too young, and it was really not worth putting on him at such a young age. The old lady always thought that a woman who could give birth to many children was a good woman, but in fact Didn't he really never have a child in his life?But he is very good at finding reasons for himself, he and his man are too stiff, it is impossible to have children, so he asks his son to spend a lot, but these women he owes his eyes to are always so He didn't live up to expectations, so he was very anxious. He always went outside to find some women who looked good and gave birth, but it still didn't help.

"I hate women crying, get out before I get angry.

He doesn't understand the twists and turns of women's thoughts. In short, he feels that these women always try their best to torture him and make himself feel uncomfortable.

Boss Sun, after those young people went back, although the situation in the village has improved, it is still the same as before. People are still lazy and have nothing to do, and now that they have husbands from old ladies, it is impossible for them to go to work again. That's right, anyway, they already have the support of the old lady, as long as they send young men to her house from time to time, why do they have to work hard?
People are always greedy, everyone is, as long as they have experienced a happy life, they will forget all the suffering behind them, the same is true, anyway, you can eat anyway, why do you have to do that kind of hard work? , You can live a good life just by relying on the current life, why do you have to work hard?
Although the environment in the village has improved, because they don’t know how to work hard, even if it is improved, it will not be very good. In the past, they could actually let young people go to work in the city, and old people stay at home. Although life is not rich, it is not so desolate as it is now. But after people have tasted the sweetness of laziness, they are not willing to live the hard life of the past.

"The matter you asked me to investigate will be the end."

He had suspected for a long time that there was a relationship between the village head and Sisi's grandmother, and it was not until today that he found the two people sneaking around. When Xingfu Village was desperate, the only possibility was to find the old lady of Li's family. , so she sent people there day and night to observe it. Sure enough, he finally waited, no matter which one?Whether it is the front door or the back door of the house, he has sent the village head. It is impossible to walk in through the front door, but for the sake of caution, he still took this last insurance during the period. He did not expect that she would actually enter through the front door. .

But menstruating people seem to be familiar with him.

He knocked on the door, and the person who opened the door let him in directly, as if she was a regular visitor here, which also made him wonder if he always comes to that place?So basically all the servants at home knew him, but he left in a hurry after a visit, unexpectedly returning with a few young people after a while.