Pretending to be beautiful and committing crimes: The president's cold and charming wife

For four years, he has been afraid to go to her, but he is still motivated, even fantasized that one day he will see her, tell her his regrets, tell her his love, and she will definitely come back to him again .Even though he knew there was no way to forgive the things he did, he was still lucky, thinking that as long as he apologized and explained everything, they would be the same as before.

She would forgive him, still love him, and he would have a chance to make up for his mistakes, but at this moment, the sight in front of him shattered all illusions.

Even four years ago, when Suman language could not be found in the entire city of G, Fu Zichen was not as desperate, helpless and afraid as he is now.

At this moment, Fu Zichen finally understood that he seemed to have really lost her completely.

A kind of great fear and pain slowly wrapped around his whole body from the bottom of his heart, all the cells screamed in pain, but there was no way to vent it.

Looking at everything in front of him, he wanted to go up, he wanted to hold her tight in his arms, he wanted to think aloud that everyone was claiming her as his, he also wanted to beg her forgiveness, he wanted to say "I Love you".

However, he didn't move.He doesn't want to, can't.Now, when she appeared in front of him, he dared not take a step forward.Looking at the scene in front of him, he suddenly found that he was just in pain.

At this time, he hoped that she would hate him, even if she only hated him, he would feel comfortable in his heart, and he was afraid that even if she hated him, she would not give him an extra look and treat him as a stranger.

If you don't even want to hate...

No, Fu Zichen was horrified to find that he could not accept all this.Although he knew that she was married and had children and lived a happy life, he was unwilling to bless her.Obviously she should be his, how could it become like this?

Why?Why exactly?Did she not love him before?He can be sure that when he was by his side, Su Manyu loved him, although it was only after she disappeared that he realized through Han Zichuan's mouth that she loved him.

苏曼语是爱他的，他明白之后想狠狠的揍自己一顿，同时觉得幸好她爱他，那么，当他再次见到她时，只要他说他也爱她，一切都会迎刃而解对吗?Fu Zichen knew that his idea was too naive, but this idea supported him through the days and nights without Suman, but today it was shattered.

His world is plunged into hopeless darkness.

Stepping into the night again, Han Zichuan felt something was wrong from the first glance, but he didn't understand what was going on.He drank with Fu Zichen, but suddenly found that what really made him feel wrong was not another thing, but Fu Zichen himself.

Recently, Fu Zichen has undergone great changes.It can be said that after the disappearance of Suman, although he was decadent, he just kept his head down and worked hard, as if he would never get tired, as if there was nothing more important than his work.

But now Fu Zichen gave him such a feeling as if he had been abandoned by the whole world, even stronger than before, as if he had no motivation and support to continue, as if the whole world had collapsed.

It shouldn't be like this, the previous Fu Zichen had been working hard just to see Su Manyu again and tell her that he loved her, but now he found that Fu Zichen was different from before, as if he had lost his anger.

Yes, that's what it feels like.It seems that in the past few days, Fu Zichen's whole body has been running like a machine, and he can't see any joy or sorrow.

Realizing this, Han Zichuan was a little scared.Can't waiting for Suman language become Fu Zichen's motivation?Why?Could it be...

"Zichen, tell me, have you found the Suman language?" Sitting up straight suddenly, Han Zichuan put down his cup and asked Fu Zichen seriously.

"Why do you ask that?" After a brief pause, Fu Zichen's voice was a little weak.

Aware of this short pause, Han Zichuan believed in his guess even more, and became more serious.

"Zichen, can you tell me, did you find Sumanyu, or," Han Zichuan guessed, "or have you already met her?"

Otherwise, how could he suddenly become who he is now?Except for the time when Su Manyu suddenly disappeared, he had never seen Fu Zichen in this state.

Another glass of wine was poured on it, and Fu Zichen drank one after another, as if trying to get himself drunk.

When Han Zichuan saw this, he immediately snatched the cup from Fu Zichen, refused to let him continue, and couldn't help frowning: "If you drink like this, you will get drunk."

"Drunk?" Fu Zichen finally spoke, but smiled contemptuously, "If I'm really drunk, I can forget everything."

After being drunk, he can forget that the woman he loves is married and has a son, and there is no place for him.Everything after her has nothing to do with him, and her happiness is no longer his.

Fu Zichen never told anyone about his pain and regrets, and although everyone who knew him felt that they understood his remorse for Suman, they never knew that he hated himself while regretting.

After Sumanyu disappeared, she dreamed of everything four years ago more than once, and sometimes he seemed to go back to the past.In the dream, he looked at himself who said something that hurt her four years ago.Every time, he only sees himself, and sees himself hurting her again and again.

And she never had a clear appearance in the dream, just a vague figure. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't see her appearance, but he could hear her words clearly.

In the dream, he was like an outsider who could only watch.Every time, the person who stood by and watched everything in the dream tried desperately to stop that self, but it was all in vain.Because he always had this dream, he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time, and would be frightened and wake up every night.

He suffered from insomnia all night, watching the sky outside the window brighten little by little from the darkness with his eyes open, watching the sun slowly drive away the darkness.However, his heart and his life have fallen into endless darkness, and the sun that can dispel his darkness is gone.

"What the hell are you..." Han Zichuan didn't know what happened to Fu Zichen, he just wanted to speak, but was stunned by what he said next.

"A Chuan, I regret it, I really regret it, if I can do it again, I will treat her well, I will never say those stupid things, I will never do those things that hurt her, but why is she Refuse to give me a chance? Why? Why?"

Fu Zichen clearly expressed his regret and pain, but there was a kind of despair in it.

At this time, even without Fu Zichen's acknowledgment, Han Zichuan knew that Su Manyu must have appeared or returned, and Fu Zichen saw her, which was why he was so helpless and desperate now.