President, school grass, don't leave after school

Looking at the city behind him that was still full of lights in the dark night, he clenched the guitar in his hand and thought to himself: In the future, won't you come again? City A is very beautiful, beyond measure, but sooner or later he still has to leave.

He does not belong to this city, nor does he belong to anyone here. When he left, he was even afraid that he would be forgotten by everyone.Perhaps, for this city, he is just a passing passerby.

That little idiot still wants to stay, what else is there to keep?
How unwilling is she to give up?You have to follow him to an inconspicuous small town, and then persuade him not to be a hooligan, not to be a bastard, not to live such a vulgar and corrupt life.

She said that Nangong in her memory was not like this. Nangong was so good, with excellent character and learning. He had his own ideal goal of life and study, instead of being a gangster here.All day long, I will just hang around in this kind of fireworks, without dreams, goals, or ideals. I just want to enjoy myself in a timely manner, just muddle through, form cliques, and face the real reality. What kind of?Can I have a decent job?Can there be any security of happiness and future?
Those little sisters who only know how to follow the trend and don't come home at night, and some fanatical fans, they can't give anything, they don't even know him, they just think he is dazzling, they only know him, Nangong Yi's current appearance It is the type and appearance that everyone likes, so I followed the trend and worshiped him.

Yes, she was right, did no one understand his pain?When he was decadent, all he wanted was to find a substitute that could temporarily make him feel painless.But those silly girls thought that he liked them and that he just wanted to find someone to vent to. So what are those people?Whether it is fantasy or pursuit of love, in short, it is still too naive.

He will also meet that kind of innocent little sister who is willing to spend all his pocket money and even living expenses to come to him, just want to talk to him and take a picture with him, but other things, Nangong One is that I will not want to do it with them again.In his words, women are as good as clothes, but for some people, it is best not to touch what they can do.

In fact, since Xia Ziyuan came to the bar to look for her, he had already noticed her, very conspicuous, even dazzling.

"Yo, looking for someone?" The person waiting for the bartender at the front desk noticed the movement on her side, and someone started to whistle in her direction. "The girl is quite upright, are you interested..."

But before the man finished speaking, she threw him over his shoulder and took off his arm. The pain was so painful that he couldn't speak.

"I'll just take a look." Xia Ziyuan said coldly, her brows were furrowed tightly, ignoring the people behind her, she walked straight into the crowd, avoiding those passers-by without a trace, finally, in a crowd Under the feasting and feasting, he could clearly see the silhouette of the person on the stage.

"Hey boss, that girl..."

"What girl, didn't you see the two times she hit someone just now? Want to have her arms removed too?"

"There are so many of us, why are we still afraid of her?"

"Idiot, you don't have any vision at all. Have you seen the necklace around her neck? It's exclusive to the Gu family, and most people can't buy it. If you dare to offend someone from the Gu family, you won't be able to eat it."

"He..." Xia Ziyuan looked at the person on the stage who was holding an electric guitar and singing into the microphone, and that feeling was indeed becoming more and more strange.He belongs to Nangongyi, right?Xia Ziyuan asked herself in her heart.

It's just that, I don't know why, there is always a huge sense of gap in my heart.It's like going to the concert of some well-known singers, only to find out as soon as you go in that the one you went to is actually a low-profile version. This kind of feeling, it is impossible to say that there is no confusion and emptiness.But he couldn't get angry anymore, and there was only deep self-blame in his heart.

What he thought about in his heart was always only those words he said coldly at the door of the band lounge.

——We are not people from the same world, now, you are farther and farther away from me.

——What I want to do, I'm afraid it has nothing to do with you, right?

——Now, by your side, I no longer need me.

——Anyway, this is the last time we meet, right?
——Now, instead of watching you go further and further away from me, it would be more enjoyable for me to leave now.

——You have done nothing wrong, no one can stay by your side for the rest of your life, and we... are just friends.

—What reason do you have for letting me stay?

—Why should I stay?Who is in my heart, don't you know best?

——What I want is very simple, you leave Gu Aochen and stay with me.

impossible.

What else do you say?you go.

Deliberately showing favor to other girls in front of her, sure enough she would still care, but she just watched and didn't step forward to stop her, but in her heart, it must be the same, it's terribly uncomfortable, right?
He heard Xia Ziyuan yelling and blaming the girl outside the lounge. That time, she seemed like she had never been so hot in France:
Do you think you are worthy of him?did you go to schoolJunior high school or high school?Can you program in a computer language you know?Can you teach yourself a dozen instruments?Or do you write your own lyrics?Have you ever won an award for the best code in a computer?What hobbies do you have in common with him?What does he like to eat and drink?Do you like listening to music or drinking tea on rainy days, what are your hobbies, what do you do when you are sad, do you know?Do you know one of these things?
You don't understand him at all, vulgar man, you don't deserve him at all.All day long, you will just hang around in this kind of fireworks, without dreams, goals, or ideals. You just think about enjoying yourself in time, muddling along in front of you, forming gangs, and in front of the real reality. What kind of?Do you have a serious job?Can you give him the guarantee of happiness and future?You can't give anything, you don't even know him, you just think he is dazzling, the type and appearance that everyone likes, so you just follow the trend and worship him.Do you understand his pain?When he was decadent, what were you thinking about?You think he likes you, but he just wants to find someone to vent to, what are you?Whether it's fantasies about love or pursuit, in short, you don't deserve someone like him.

Perhaps at that time, even Xia Ziyuan felt that she might really be stupefied, how could she come to this kind of place inexplicably, and then in this alley, talk to a little girl about her dreams and pursuits? What's more, it's ridiculous!
She must have him in her heart, but it's not as good as Gu Aochen's.

What is there to compare? Leaving is good for you, me, and everyone.

——How could I not care?You, anyway, I don't care, you come with me, I will never allow you to stay and fool around in this kind of place again.

——Don't be self-righteous, what qualifications do you have to control me?Xia Ziyuan, you have to go, very good, if you want to go, go by yourself.You think this place is filthy and that's just what you think, I don't think so, I think it's good here, seriously, I'm starting to like this place.

—Nonsense.

——It is you who are talking nonsense, and it is your whim. I have already said that since you are not qualified to manage me, please stop interfering in my life.

——You...why...

——You, stop crying.

Nangong's outstretched hand stopped in the air, but he retracted it as if he was afraid of touching some boundary.

It was very rare for him to see Xia Ziyuan cry, it could even be said almost never.Only that time before, for Gu Aochen, she locked herself in the room all day long, crying like a tearful person.

In fact, at that time, he was thinking, if, if one day, Xiaoyuan would also be willing to cry for him, he guessed, she would die happily, right?It's just that he didn't expect that on such a day, there would be no... happy feeling in his heart.

—Then you go back with me, okay?Let's get out of here, out of this damn place.Nangong, the Nangong in my memory is not like this. Nangong is so good, with excellent character and learning. He has his own ideal goal of life and study, instead of being a gangster here.

——I... can't go back, Xiaoyuan, don't you understand?
- I just don't know why?Why all of a sudden, you plan to go back to your old business, and all of a sudden, you start hanging out in Internet cafes and bars again.You can go back or not, as long as you think about it, there is nothing wrong with it, Nangong, follow me.

——That's enough Xiaoyuan, stop being self-willed.In fact, before you knew me, I was like this, wandering around in this kind of streets and alleys, living a mediocre life.If it is said which one is my real self, I can tell you exactly which one is now.At the beginning, I was very stupid, so stupid that I tried my best to chase after your figure, but now I don't want it anymore, I give up, I'm tired.That's all, and it hasn't gotten any worse. These are all my original life.

— What nonsense are you talking about?Nangong disdains to associate with these street gangsters, he is a student favored by teachers, and a well-known school girl in noble universities..."

——How many times do you want me to tell you? !Xia Ziyuan!What you said, what you repeated over and over again, is nothing but an illusion.

Yes, it's all, fake... So now, here I go, my story, a trivial one, and that's it.

The curtain fell.