Madam is sweet and handsome after rebirth

"how is this possible?"

She couldn't accept it for a while, and read the checklist twice, but the data on it were still clearly visible.

"Sister Xu, Miss Xu, is pregnant, are you unhappy?"

The little nurse probably couldn't understand, she thought Xu Yilan would be very happy, but she didn't expect to see only a frightened expression on her face.

"Sorry, I'm going to see a doctor."

Xu Yilan stumbled into the doctor's office where she registered with the report card, her face turned slightly pale, and she asked excitedly, "Doctor, I obviously take the contraceptive pill every time."

Xu Yilan suddenly stopped talking, because she remembered that there was indeed one time, in the middle of the night, she and Lu Fang had a turmoil, and when he was going to take a bath, she found out that the contraceptive pill was taken when she wanted to take it. She forgot to buy medicine the next day.

At that time, she was still thinking about luck, wouldn't it be so lucky?Get caught without taking medicine once?
At this moment, looking at the pregnancy test sheet in her hand, she suddenly felt powerless.This child came at such an inappropriate time
"Taking medicine is not [-]% contraceptive, and there is still a small probability of pregnancy."

The doctor seemed to understand her thoughts, and said with a smile.It's just that Xu Yilan didn't have the heart to listen to what happened next. She walked out of the hospital with the pregnancy test report in a daze, but she didn't want to go home.

This child really didn't come at the right time, and she didn't do a good job in psychological construction at all.

In her opinion, she would not even want a child during the stage of revenge. Maybe there is no future between her and Lu Fang?
"No, this child cannot stay."

Xu Yilan said to herself, her hand holding the pregnancy test sheet became tighter.

She didn't want the child to come out in such an environment, and she didn't want to give birth to this child with hatred, thinking that she would leave Lu Fang in the future, what is it to keep a child?If you want to go, go without any worries.
However, thinking of Lu Fang's kindness and doting to her, her heart ached slightly.

She could imagine that if Lu Fang knew the existence of this child, he would be very happy. He might hold her in his arms and scream and dance. Thinking of this scene, Xu Yilan's heart beat faster. Her love for Lu Fang Fantasy seems to be really more and more.

"Son, will you blame mom for being entangled at this time? I really don't know what to do."

Comparing Xu Yilan's painful voice with the laughing and joking voices in the amusement park, it seemed particularly abrupt, and her mood became extremely heavy.She never expected that this follow-up trip would put her in a dilemma. What should she do with this decision?Xu Yilan realized that she really had no idea at all.
With a heavy heart, Xu Yilan left the playground.

She didn't know how to face Lu Fang, so she didn't go home, nor did she go back to the company.In order not to worry Lu Fang, she sent him a text message, saying that she went to play with Shen Tianxin.

"Really? I'm going to be a godmother?!"

When Shen Tianxin heard the news that Xu Yilan was pregnant, he was so excited that he almost threw the cafe table up.

"Shh, sit down for me!"

Xu Yilan looked at Shen Tianxin who had an exaggerated expression in front of her with a headache, and became even more depressed.

"What's the matter? You were in a bad mood just after you got pregnant? I've also heard that pregnant women are particularly prone to depression, even when they see the moon is not round."

Xu Yilan, "."

After a while, seeing Xu Yilan lowered her head and did not speak, with a bitter face, Shen Tianxin realized that something was wrong with her, and quickly reacted: "Xu Yilan, no way! You don't want this child?"

From Xu Yilan's painful expression, Shen Tianxin got an affirmative answer.She was dumbfounded immediately, and sat on the chair for a long time unable to say a word, because she didn't know what to say.
"Do you think I'm a cruel person?"

Even though her heart was already overwhelmed with discomfort, Xu Yilan's face was still calm, she knew that at this time, she had to be more rational.

"But... what is it for? Why don't you want this child."

Shen Tianxin couldn't understand, in her opinion, although the big iceberg was very cold, she was very kind to Xu Yilan, she could tell that the big iceberg loved Xu Yilan.

Isn't that all right?This is the crystallization of love
"I don't know, maybe it's because I haven't fully confirmed my feelings for Lu Fang." Seeing Shen Tianxin's confused face, she could only explain with a wry smile, "You think our relationship is so good from the beginning? Before, he and I were married for three years and almost never slept together, or actually sat down to a meal together."

Not for three years. What is this concept?Shen Tianxin didn't know, but found that the relationship between Xu Yilan and Lu Fang was not as beautiful and pure as she saw now.

"That's right, Lu Fang seems to be very kind to me now, and loves me very much." Xu Yilan held Shen Tian's heart with a cold hand, and continued, "But I'm still not sure about my heart, not sure if I just want to be with you in this life. Stay by his side. Tian Xin, do you understand how I feel?"

No need to answer, she doesn't understand either.Xu Yilan smiled wryly in her heart.

So she didn't really think about explaining this to Shen Tianxin. She couldn't tell her that she was Xu Yilan from the Xu family in the imperial capital, and she couldn't tell her that she still had the task of revenge.
"But, how are you going to tell Big Bingshan?"

Shen Tianxin seemed to understand a little bit. After thinking about it, she felt that Xu Yilan was actually a rational person, and she must have had her reasons for thinking this way.As a friend, maybe all she can do is silently support her.

"He doesn't know about it yet. If I decide not to stay with this child, maybe I will choose to hide it"

Xu Yilan's expression is somewhat painful, this is undoubtedly the most painful choice for her, right?If it is really decided not to keep the child, it is good for Lu Fang not to know, lest he be sad
"Xu Yilan, don't be afraid, no matter what decision you make, I will accompany you and support you!"

Raising her eyes to meet Shen Tianxin's sincere eyes, Xu Yilan smiled.She knew that Shen Tianxin would always be with her, so the first person she thought of was Shen Tianxin. No matter what she chose next, she could not escape this matter after all, and there seemed to be no way out.

The cafe seems to have become quieter, and the light dancing music is playing, singing into people's hearts one by one: "Slowly the afternoon sun is shining wildly on your face, you are so stupid, I really miss you. We are not in Together, at least like family."

When night fell, Xu Yilan returned to Yingyue Bay's home.

As always, the mother-in-law sat on the front of the living room and studied the embroidery she liked recently, and when she saw Xu Yilan came back, she quickly walked over with the treasure in her hand: "Lan Lan, help me to see, it will be better to embroider in that color here." nice?"

Xu Yilan looked at it and said with a smile: "Mom, don't you already have the answer in your heart? You have already threaded the yellow thread."

"Oh, I, Lanlan, still understand me. But what's wrong with your little face, it looks like you've been beaten by Shuang"

Just as Lu Meiyang was about to put down her things and touch Xu Yilan's face, she heard her say a little tiredly: "Mom, I'm just a little tired. It's fine. I'll go to sleep first, so you don't have to wait for me to eat."

"Fang Fang also called just now to say that he won't come back for dinner. Do you have an appointment?"

Not coming back for dinner?Xu Yilan breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that she would not have to face him this way. After she relaxed all over, she really felt extremely tired.

"I really don't have an appointment. Mom, you should eat more. I'm really sleepy. I'm going to take a shower and go to bed first."

"My child, what's the point of eating alone?"

Her mother-in-law's nagging came from behind her, but Xu Yilan couldn't listen anymore, and went into the master bedroom with a heavy heart, deciding to take a bath and sleep well before making a decision.