Mr. Lu, goodbye forever

At least when Fang Ruize faced Lu Yunzheng, his aura was not timid at all.

Besides, there are too many problems between Xu Nanqiao and Lu Yunzheng, even if they are barely together, they will not be happy in the future, so now Liang Ruo is very supportive of Xu Nanqiao and Fang Ruize being together.

"That's great. My car just broke down. Brother Fang can help me take Nan Qiao home, so I'm relieved."

Liang Ruo sold Xu Nanqiao just like that, Xu Nanqiao was also helpless.

Xu Nanqiao watched Liang Ruo get into the taxi before leaving.

"Then let's go for a walk." Xu Nanqiao just drank a little wine at the dinner and just wanted to take a walk to let the alcohol out.

Fang Ruize naturally couldn't ask for it.

"Nan Qiao, I've always wanted to get to know you better. Why don't you take advantage of today's opportunity and let me do an in-depth interview with you?" Fang Ruize wanted to use the guise of this in-depth interview to learn more about Xu Nanqiao.

How could Xu Nanqiao not understand, she said with a smile: "I have nothing to say, it's just mediocre."

"Don't be too modest. A good girl like you is very attractive. We can give you a big page."

Getting along with Fang Ruize during this period, Xu Nanqiao almost forgot that he has two identities, one is an actor and the other is a media person.

Before coming to this dinner, Gu Yan told her that Fang Ruize wanted to make an interview with her, and Gu Yan had already agreed.

"Okay." Xu Nanqiao said with a smile: "Brother Fang, you can ask."

"Well, my first question is, what are your criteria for choosing a mate?"

Xu Nanqiao looked at Fang Ruize, his expression was very serious, as if he was really serious about his work.

"Seriously speaking, I don't have any criteria for choosing a mate. It may be that the last relationship failed too much. I don't want to fall in love now."

This paragraph is also what Fang Ruize wants to touch the most, because in Fang Ruize's mind, if Xu Nanqiao confides these words to him, it proves that Xu Nanqiao is willing to let him approach her.

"Does the last relationship refer to Mr. Lu?"

It could also be because I have been depressed for too long, Xu Nanqiao thought for a while, and then said, "Lu and I have always grown up together. I was an orphan since I was a child. It was Lu's father and Lu's mother who took me home from the street. So, even though I was an orphan, I didn't suffer too much. Lu's father and Lu's mother have always treated me very well and raised me as a daughter. They can see that I like Lu Yunzheng, and he also likes me. They Just wanted to bring us together."

Xu Nanqiao breathed a sigh of relief, the memory was too heavy, "It's a pity that I was not sensible at all. I wanted to be a star. I know that female stars in the entertainment industry are not very good at announcing their relationship. I resist them. They always want me to be with Lu Yunzheng. Together, I thought about running away from home. Lu’s father and Lu’s mother got into a car accident because they were looking for me everywhere. One died on the spot, and the other died of heart failure after being rescued in the hospital..."

"I regret it at the beginning, but what's the use of regretting any more? I have to admit what I did. I wanted to find Lu Yunzheng, but I looked for him everywhere, but I couldn't find him. Later, it was our mutual good friend Qin Yaping Tell me that Lu Yunzheng has gone abroad, and he left me a letter saying that he hates me, why is it not me who died, actually I have also thought about this question, why is it not me who died. In the following years, I Living in guilt all the time, I told Yaping that if brother Yunzheng came back, I would do whatever he asked me to do, even if I tried my best to atone for my crime, I deserved it.”

"Yaping stayed with me for a few years, and then I found out that I had severe depression in those years, and then I decided to cheer up, and I started to go to college again, to study pharmaceuticals, and I wanted to make a way to relieve depression. The medicine for heart failure, finally, when I developed this medicine, brother Yunzheng came back, he still hates me, but he also loves me, when we were together, it was very tormented, but also very happy."

She didn't know when tears dripped from the corner of her eyes, she didn't react until she felt Fang Ruize wiping her tears.

She talked too much, maybe because of drinking, she actually spoke out all the memories that were suppressed in her heart.

Fang Ruize couldn't watch Xu Nanqiao cry, he hugged her in his arms, "Nan Qiao, your past was really hard, now I finally understand the relationship between you and Mr. Lu, I'm sorry, I apologize for my previous impulsiveness. "

Xu Nanqiao wanted to push Fang Ruize away, but Fang Ruize didn't allow her to escape, "Nan Qiao, let me take care of you from now on."

This hug was very warm, really warm, Xu Nanqiao couldn't push Fang Ruize away, and she didn't want to push away for a moment.

To be honest, after so many years of struggling with Lu Yunzheng, she was really tired, and she also wanted a warm embrace to lean on.

But reason still told her that she couldn't do this, no matter how warm this hug was, it didn't belong to her.

"Senior Brother Fang, you are really good, but I really don't deserve you." Xu Nanqiao pushed him away firmly, "I still have Lu Yunzheng in my heart. I'm afraid I will never forget him for the rest of my life."

"But he has a fiancee now." Fang Ruize pointed out this point cruelly, he wanted Xu Nanqiao to give up on Lu Yunzheng completely.

"I know, I know all of this." Xu Nanqiao nodded, and she accepted it calmly, "I don't want to match up with Lu Yunzheng, it's impossible between us, but I can't forget him, at this time, I can't accept it Anyone else, it's not fair to him."

"But I don't care." Fang Ruize was a little anxious, "I can wait until you don't love him anymore, come and love me."

There are so many unforgettable feelings in this world, no matter how strong other people's feelings are, if you don't put them on yourself, you will never feel that kind of helplessness.

"But I care, as I just said, my last relationship was really tragic, I paid a lot of price, this relationship also caused me many wounds, and these wounds may be difficult to heal gone."

Fang Ruize let go of Xu Nanqiao's hand, maybe he also felt Xu Nanqiao's despair, "No matter what, I don't want to give up on you, Nan Qiao."

"Wait." Xu Nanqiao said with a smile, "We are filming for a while. After a while, we won't be able to see each other often. Maybe you will gradually forget me."

Fang Ruize didn't speak, he put his hands on Xu Nanqiao's shoulders, and said with a smile: "Okay, the topic just now was too heavy, let's talk about something happy."

For Xu Nanqiao, nothing is happy, especially because every time she thinks about the past, the guilt still lingers in her heart.

As soon as this emotion increased, she could only smile symbolically, which was considered perfunctory for Fang Ruize.

Fang Ruize could also see that she was being perfunctory. He felt sorry for Xu Nanqiao from the bottom of his heart. It seemed that he was too impatient and shouldn't be so anxious to ask.

After Fang Ruize sent Xu Nanqiao home, Xu Nanqiao wanted to sleep, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, so she had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep again.

Gu Yan gave Xu Nanqiao a few days off, hoping that Xu Nanqiao could adjust his state.

Xu Nanqiao is a person who wants to hide at home and see no one as long as he is on vacation.

Obviously she is not fit to hide in the house.

She was hiding on the sofa reading a book when she heard a voice outside the door, but before she could stand up, Lu Yunzheng opened the door and came in.

Xu Nanqiao stared in surprise, "You?"

Lu Yunzheng closed the door naturally, changed into a pair of comfortable slippers, took off his coat and hung it up, "I heard from Gu Yan that you are resting today."

Xu Nanqiao still didn't respond, Lu Yunzheng pinched her face, "I've recovered."

"How do you have the key to my house?" Xu Nanqiao looked at him in disbelief.

"It's not easy to get the keys to your house." Lu Yunzheng naturally held Xu Nanqiao in his arms, "Where do you want to go today? I'll take you there."

Xu Nanqiao pushed Lu Yunzheng away, she felt that she was tired of explaining, why didn't she just let her live a quiet life?
"Mr. Lu, did you forget something?" Xu Nanqiao had to remind again.

"..." Lu Yunzheng was silent.

Lu Yunzheng understood what Xu Nanqiao wanted to say.

"Nan Qiao, I don't have a fiancee."

Xu Nanqiao was stunned, she was completely stunned.

"what do you mean?"

"Lingxi is my good friend. I have been running a company abroad. In those years, in order to forget you, I almost never rested day and night, but I still failed." Pulling Xu Nanqiao into his arms, "Nan Qiao, we have come to this day, and there are too many knots in our hearts. When I first returned to China, I really hated you. I had a strong desire for revenge, so I tried everything I could to hurt you. But, While hurting you, I am also in great pain, I miss you never less, I also hate myself, why can't I forget you..."

Lu Yunzheng finally said all these words in his heart. Once upon a time, he always thought that saying such words was to admit that he had forgotten the hatred of his parents, so he tried every means to hurt Xu Nanqiao, including asking his good friend He Lingxi To pretend to be his fiancée.

"Lu Yunzheng!" Xu Nanqiao withdrew from his arms, "I really hate you! I hate you to death!"

Hearing Lu Yunzheng say these words to her, she couldn't express the bitterness in her heart, so she could only beat his chest fiercely, repeatedly.

"I know you hate me, and I hate myself too."

"It's okay that you hurt me, this is the punishment I deserve, but why, you know that I'm pregnant, but still want to abort this child?!" Xu Nanqiao was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe, tears dripped from the corners of his eyes .

"At that time, I thought that there would be no follow-up between us. I don't want you to live a difficult life alone with your child..."

Recalling that time, Lu Yunzheng hoped that Xu Nanqiao would start life again. He had already paved a way for her to be a star, and she would still fulfill her childhood wish, but the future life would be without him, Lu Yunzheng.

The former Lu Yunzheng thought that such an arrangement was the best for Xu Nanqiao, and it also brought an end to his own hatred.