Mr. Lu, goodbye forever

Of course Gu Yan agreed, but he suddenly thought of someone again, "Lingxi, why don't you go and talk to Nan Qiao, maybe she will have something to say."

He Lingxi nodded. In fact, the most important thing for her now is to confide. She really wants to find someone to confide in. In the past, when she encountered such a situation of wanting to confide in someone, she usually suppressed this desire and did not She won't really go to someone to talk to. Now, she has Xu Nanqiao as a good friend, and this good friend is very reliable. She really wants to go to her.

After He Lingxi returned to the office, he asked Xu Nanqiao to have dinner together at night.

However, in the afternoon, Pei Zijin appeared in front of him after finishing his work for the day.

He Lingxi was so busy in the afternoon that he had no time to talk to him.

She suddenly remembered that she hadn't told him about having dinner with Xu Nanqiao at night.

"Zijin, go home by yourself tonight, I have an appointment with a friend for dinner." He Lingxi flipped through the documents on the table and said to Pei Zijin without looking up.

Of course, she didn't see Pei Zijin's gaze either. He was a little upset and wanted to ask who He Lingxi went out to eat with at night.

"Are you going to abandon me?" Pei Zijin pursed his lips, expressing his dissatisfaction.

He Lingxi raised his head from the pile of documents and looked at Pei Zijin. He smiled helplessly and said, "I don't want to leave it behind. I just have something to do temporarily. I want to talk to my friends."

Pei Zijin smiled and walked to the sofa beside her and sat down, "I'm your friend too, what can't you tell me?"

He Lingxi was a little embarrassed, what should I say?Is she going to tell Pei Zijin about her pregnancy?

Eh?
He Lingxi's mind was spinning quickly, yes, she should be able to tell Pei Zijin, although the relationship between the two of them is still the same as before, but He Lingxi can feel that Pei Zijin still likes her Yes, nor did he forget his feelings for her.

What's more, as Pei Zijin himself said, they are friends, more than just friends, they are still very good friends.

Then telling a good friend that she is pregnant seems to be nothing embarrassing.

"It's not something I can't tell you. It's just that this is a topic that we girls like to talk about. Are you sure you really want to know?" He Lingxi asked.

Pei Zijin is not prepared at all now, he nodded sincerely, "Yes, tell me, what is it?"

He Lingxi was sitting, smiling slightly, "I'm pregnant."

The smile on Pei Zijin's face froze all of a sudden, he was not sure what he heard, and asked He Lingxi again, "What did you say?"

He Lingxi didn't dodge or evade, and said seriously again: "I'm pregnant."

Pei Zijin's smile completely disappeared, he stood up from the sofa next to him, leaned over, and formed an oppressive space for He Lingxi.

He Lingxi could hear many angry factors in his voice, and he asked word by word: "Say it again!"

At this time, He Lingxi didn't care at all, and wasn't afraid of the oppressive feeling he brought. According to his request, he said it again: "I told you, I'm pregnant."

Pei Zijin was completely insane. He stood up, took two steps left and right, saw the trash can on the ground, and kicked it over.

"Whose is it!" His voice was so loud that anyone passing by could hear it: "Tell me, whose is the child in your belly?!"

He Lingxi frowned, seeing someone looking into her office through the transparent glass.

She said to Pei Zijin in a firm voice: "Zijin, I hope you can calm down, I am indeed pregnant, and I want to keep this child, what's the problem?"

Every word He Lingxi said was heartbreaking to Pei Zijin, and Pei Zijin had already guessed who the child in He Lingxi's belly belonged to.

He tried his best to control his temper, took a lot of deep breaths, and finally spoke again, "Lingxi, you should know that that man doesn't love you at all, why are you so stupid and want to get pregnant for him? "

There are many things that are unclear, He Lingxi looked out of the window, but said sadly: "Zijin, maybe you haven't met the person who can make you desperate, I can only say that this child is indeed It was a surprise, but since he has come, I don't want to give up, no matter what difficulties I encounter in the future, I am willing to work hard to keep this child."

"Could it be that you and that man are together again?" No matter how you think about it, Pei Zijin thinks it's impossible. He Lingxi has been with him all this time. If they really got back together, it's impossible for him not to know.

He Lingxi shook her head honestly, she really regarded Pei Zijin as a friend, since she was a friend, then she didn't want to lie to him, "No, we don't have any intersection now, but it doesn't hinder anything, he is his , A child is a child, I can see clearly."

See clearly?Pei Zijin was so angry that he almost died, he kicked the trash can next to his feet again.

"You see clearly? Why don't I think you see clearly? If you really understand, you shouldn't keep this child. Do you know how hard it is to be a single mother? You know that once you give birth With this child, will the entanglement between you and that man only get deeper and deeper?"

When two people are together, if they have no children, they are still free and independent, but once they have children, an invisible relationship will be established between them, which will involve the whole life of the two people. Let's go together, maybe this is the broken ties.

No, he loves He Lingxi very much, he can't watch the first woman he loves seriously in his life just follow others away.

"Lingxi, can you go to the hospital with me? Let's not want this child, okay? In the future, give me some time, and I can prove to you that I am a very good person, and I can also bring you happiness. , we can also get married in the future, we will have our own children, and when our child is born, he will have the love of his parents, and I will not let him become a child of a single-parent family, okay?"

This kind of good wish has actually appeared in Pei Zijin's heart many times, every time he would feel that as long as he works a little bit now, he will be able to give He Lingxi a good family in the future.

He Lingxi shook his head, trying to appease Pei Zijin, "Zijin, listen to me, don't get excited."

Pei Zijin couldn't listen at all, he squatted beside He Lingxi, looked up at He Lingxi, his eyes were full of prayers, "Listen to me, Lingxi, I know you must think I'm not mature enough yet, it doesn't matter, I will work hard to mature myself for you, please wait for me, don't abandon me, okay?"

He Lingxi put his hands on Pei Zijin's shoulders, looked at Pei Zijin apologetically, "Zijin, calm down first, really, you have to listen to me."

Seeing that Pei Zijin gradually calmed down, He Lingxi smiled slightly, and said to him: "Zijin, I know that your feelings for me should be considered very deep now, but sometimes when you think about it, your feelings for me The most is still a sense of dependence. This should be because, since you first came to this city, I have been taking over your life and work. You have a sense of dependence on me. It is just an affirmation of my work. I believe that If you meet a girl who is more suitable for you in the future, you will know what kind of girl you really want."

What Pei Zijin wanted to say was interrupted by He Lingxi, "And me, Zijin, you know, I am also a little helpless. If I could really choose, do you think I wouldn't choose someone who is more suitable for me? Just Things like feelings are very domineering from the beginning to the end, and I don’t want to like the man who hurt me, but sometimes I can’t make up my own mind. I don’t want to use this child to let him return to me. I just thought, no matter how hard it is, I can't force me to give up this child."

In fact, He Lingxi has been thinking about it all afternoon. Although she is very busy today, she has been thinking in her mind whether to give birth to this child.

In terms of work, she has always been so good at her job. If she didn't raise this child, she would put all her energy on her work, and by then, she would at least be able to take root in this city.

But once she gives birth to this child regardless, she will not be able to devote herself wholeheartedly to her work. Will she be able to accept the shift in the focus of her life?

But, no matter what she thinks, in the end, she still wants to give birth to this child. She has always been alone in this world, and she really wants to keep this child with her.

Pei Zijin was furious, "Why don't you understand my intentions until now? He Lingxi! Do you have any heart at all!"

He Lingxi knew that it must be difficult for Pei Zijin to calm down today, she slowly stopped smiling, but still looked at Pei Zijin with burning eyes, "I think I said it a long time ago, although I know what you mean , It's just that I really can't accept your intentions, I think you should have been immune to the words you said to me, so today I will change the way of saying it, Pei Zijin, listen to me, even if I don't have this child, I It's never been possible with you, do you understand?"

Pei Zijin really didn't expect that He Lingxi would suddenly talk to her so ruthlessly. In the past, He Lingxi always said everything with a smile on his face, and never said something seriously. He really loves her very much. He Lingxi, he was even willing to wait three to five years for her, until He Lingxi really forgot about that man.

But what?He waited and waited until he got the news that He Lingxi was pregnant, and now He Lingxi said that even without this child, she would not be able to be with him.

In her heart and eyes, could it be that he is even a little bit inferior to that heartless man?