Mr. Lu, goodbye forever

Why can't I start a new life...

In fact, Xu Nanqiao asked himself the same question.

"Because I don't deserve it."

It's still the same sentence, she can't forget those things, good people like Lu's father and Lu's mother died because of her willfulness.

Everyone in this world wants to buy regret medicine, and many people want to go back to the past.

But money is hard to buy, I knew it earlier.

"Nan Qiao..." Qin Yaping still wanted to argue hard, but the words of explanation almost reached his lips, but he swallowed them back.

After many years, he knew that it was useless to force her like this. It was better not to say anything and to stay by her side silently.

He carried Xu Nanqiao into the wheelchair and pushed her out. Sure enough, it began to snow heavily outside. The originally beautiful garden was slowly covered by white snow and turned into a vast expanse of whiteness.

Looking at the scene in front of him, Xu Nanqiao smiled slightly, "The air is so fresh, I haven't breathed like this for a long time."

The hospital has always had the pungent smell of disinfectant, but I got used to it after smelling it.

When she looked at the sun, she suddenly became a little dizzy, and some fragments flashed in her mind, but the speed of flashing was too fast, she had no time to think, and it passed by.

"What's the matter, are you uncomfortable? Let's go back?" Qin Yaping has been paying attention to her movements all the time.

Xu Nanqiao slowed down and shook his head, "No, I suddenly remembered, wasn't it still summer before? Why did it suddenly become winter?"

"You remember wrong..." Qin Yaping didn't know how to explain it. He didn't even know what time it was in Xu Nanqiao's consciousness, so this time.In Xu Nanqiao's ward, there was never such a thing as a calendar.

"Really? Maybe I remembered wrongly."

Pushing her to continue walking, suddenly bursts of flashes flashed, and soon a group of people rushed up, unceremoniously handing the microphone in front of Xu Nanqiao.

"Miss Xu, may I ask what happened to you?"

"Miss Xu, are you sick?"

"Miss Xu, may I ask if you are the mistress?"

"We are reporters from Weekly Entertainment. May I ask you to intervene in Miss He Lingxi's relationship before, is it true?"

"Miss Xu, there are rumors on the Internet that you are being retaliated against for bullying Zhao Xinqian. Is this true?"

"Miss Xu, someone said that you were admitted to the hospital by suicide, please respond!"

The sudden reporter frightened Xu Nanqiao too much to speak, and Qin Yaping wanted to protect Xu Nanqiao immediately, but there were too many people on the other side, and some people had already pushed Qin Yaping away, pushing Xu Nanqiao to leave.

Xu Nanqiao just felt dizzy, what were they talking about?Why can't she understand a word?Who is Zhao Xinqian?Who is He Lingxi?
The scene got out of control a little bit, someone shouted, "Lu Yunzheng is over there!"

Everyone rushed in a certain direction in an instant.

Those questions hovered in Xu Nanqiao's mind for a while, and she gradually came to her senses.

Lu Yunzheng?
Brother Yunzheng is back?
It seemed that Qin Yaping could no longer hear Qin Yaping's greetings, she only knew one thing, that Lu Yunzheng was back!
She wanted to stand up and walk with the group, but she hadn't walked for a long time, and she couldn't stand up at all.

Qin Yaping pressed her on the wheelchair, his face full of panic.

"Nan Qiao, you can't go there."

Xu Nanqiao didn't hear what he said again, but just repeated what he said just now.

"Yaping, did you hear it just now?" Xu Nanqiao wanted to grab Qin Yaping and stand up, "Did you hear that? They just said that Lu Yunzheng was over there, did brother Yunzheng come back?"

Has she finally had the chance to repent and redeem her sins?

Qin Yaping couldn't bear it, pushed Xu Nanqiao back to the seat again, turned around and walked towards the ward.

"Yaping! Don't! I'm going to find him!"

She was still struggling until Xu Nanqiao was pushed to the ward and carried to bed.

"Yaping, please, let me go to him, please, you know, I have been waiting for him for many years, I finally waited for him to come back, I want to say sorry to him, I want to make up for all mistakes, I think……"

Before she could speak, she felt nauseous again. She hadn't eaten in the past few days, and she couldn't vomit anything, so she could only retch.

Qin Yaping was also afraid of irritating her and reminding her of the past, so he patted her on the back gently, "Nan Qiao, you may have misheard just now, they didn't talk about Lu Yunzheng, Lu Yunzheng never came back, you today Tired, let's have a good rest, okay?"

Xu Nanqiao was dubious, but she clearly heard those people calling Lu Yunzheng's name.

Knowing that she didn't believe it, Qin Yaping had no choice but to say: "The doctor also told us that you sometimes have some auditory hallucinations and hallucinations. Don't worry about it. We will take good care of it and get over it slowly, okay?"

"Really? Wasn't it Brother Yunzheng just now?" She still didn't quite believe it, maybe she couldn't tell reality from a dream?
"Really, will I lie to you?" Qin Yaping patted the back of her hand, trying to squeeze out a smile, "You are very tired, go to sleep for a while."

Xu Nanqiao couldn't fall asleep, Qin Yaping stayed with her for half an hour, and she showed no signs of falling asleep, so Qin Yaping had to go to the nurse and prescribe some sleeping pills.

"The patient can no longer take sleeping pills. The last time she took sleeping pills was fifteen hours ago." The nurse looked at the record and frowned, "Are you a family member? She is now in a normal waking state. Things like sleeping pills You can't rely on her in the first place, so don't give her medicine indiscriminately."

As an expert of the Food and Drug Administration, how could Qin Yaping not know, but he was really afraid that Xu Nanqiao would remember the past, and he was afraid that once she woke up and remembered, he would not be qualified to be by her side again.

If she can stay by his side, even if she suffers from depression for the rest of her life, he will be happy with it.

Since he couldn't get sleeping pills, Qin Yaping had no choice but to go to the attending doctor.

"Doctor, I want to go through the discharge procedures."

Logically speaking, Xu Nanqiao can be discharged from the hospital. Her vital signs are basically stable. As long as she doesn't take medicine indiscriminately and eats well, there will be no major problems.

"She is now in a stable condition, but my suggestion is to find a hospital that specializes in treating depression and let her receive specialized depression intervention treatment."

Thanks to the doctor, Qin Yaping completed the discharge procedures, returned to the ward, and saw a circle of people outside the ward, and many of them were carrying machines.

He pushed aside the crowd and saw Xu Nanqiao lying on the ground surrounded by nurses.

"This is a hospital! Please get out!"

A group of paparazzi couldn't control their excitement when they saw Xu Nanqiao. They just chased after Lu Yunzheng, but they didn't ask anything, and Lu Yunzheng quickly got into the car and left.

They had no choice but to come back and besiege Xu Nanqiao.

Xu Nanqiao was pulled from the bed by them and fell to the ground. She was a little frightened, feeling like it was the first time she had encountered such a thing. In the confusion, she pressed the lamp beside the bed, and then led the nurse over.

"What are you doing!"

There was a strong fire in Qin Yaping's heart, which was about to burst out. He held Xu Nanqiao in his arms and shouted to the nurse next to him: "Call the police! Call the police immediately!"

A nurse picked up the phone to call the police, but before the call was dialed, the group of paparazzi quickly dispersed.

Xu Nanqiao was trembling in Qin Yaping's arms. She managed to find her voice, "Yaping, who are they? Why do you keep asking me strange questions? Why do you keep forcing me to answer? Who is He Lingxi? Who is Zhao Xinqian? "

This is the second time she heard the names of these two people today, and she heard them very clearly. This is definitely not an illusion, it is real.

Qin Yaping hugged her tightly, as if she was afraid that she would disappear.

"We're leaving now and we'll be out of the hospital right away."

There is no way, Qin Yaping can only avoid her question.

I can't stay in the hospital anymore, these paparazzi already know about it, they will only disturb Xu Nanqiao endlessly, but Qin Yaping can't completely let go of his work, after all, he must have work income to afford Xu Nanqiao's life in the hospital cost of.

She must leave here immediately and go back to Xu Nanqiao's house first. Given her current situation, she might not be able to go out. As long as she doesn't show up, those paparazzi will have nothing to take advantage of.

After simply packing up his things, Qin Yaping took Xu Nanqiao out of the remote basement.

It has been two months since I went back to the house. When I opened the door, there was still some dust. Xu Nanqiao waved her hand, "I haven't been back for a long time, I want to clean it."

Why did Qin Yaping let her do it? In order to make her feel a little involved, he only gave her some simple tasks, such as cleaning the table.

"Yaping..."

Xu Nanqiao stopped what he was doing, "Is brother Yunzheng really back?"

Qin Yaping, who was still busy, suddenly stopped, struggling in his heart, whether to tell her, or if she didn't tell her, I'm afraid she would think of the past, it would be very painful, but if she told her, she might go to Lu Yunzheng , the result would only be worse. With Xu Nanqiao's current mental state, it would be impossible for him to accept any humiliation from Lu Yunzheng.

"Needless to say, I know."

Seeing Qin Yaping's reaction, she already knew that her elder brother Yunzheng must be back. She had to get well quickly and apologize to elder brother Yunzheng. No matter what he asked her to do, she would do it.

"Nan Qiao, don't do stupid things anymore."

It has been more than two months since the accident. Xu Nanqiao is awake, but her depression is getting worse and worse, her eyes can't distinguish colors, and her whole person's reaction is even more slow and slow. Sometimes unconscious self-harm behavior, whichever it is, is more serious than before.

In just over two months, she was already so thin that she almost lost her human form.

"No, Yaping, I promise, I will definitely live this time."

The two of them cleaned up the house all night and finally cleaned the house. Xu Nanqiao exhausted all her strength just to wipe the table. She leaned on the sofa on the balcony and looked at the lights of Wanjia outside the window.

Qin Yaping simply made gruel and served it to Xu Nanqiao.

"Nan Qiao, you should drink some at least, you have to eat."

Xu Nanqiao held the bowl, touched the warm bowl with her hand, a slight smile appeared on her pale face, "It's so warm."