He waited until that person left before he looked away, lowered his head slightly, and couldn't help but wonder in his heart, is Wen Xingying really planning to get along with him like this forever?

What he didn't know was that Wen Xingying actually separated from him for a period of time on purpose, just to verify his feelings for him.

In fact, Ye Linglan is right in saying that sexual orientation is not the decisive factor for Wen Xingying not to be with him, and there is only one reason for Wen Xingying to reject him - he doesn't like him.

This was what Wen Xingying told Alex when he rejected him.

Alex is a very handsome Chinese-English mixed-race boy with blond hair and blue eyes and elegant demeanor. He fell in love with Wen Xingying at first sight. Later, after observing him in class for a period of time, he decided to formally pursue him. After being rejected, he offered to try first. Go with him for a while.

"You should let go of your inherent prejudices about dating, because it doesn't matter at all, you just treat me as someone who is pursuing you, and just try to see if you can be with me." Alex said.

However, Wen Xingying thought of Ye Linglan at that moment. He heard countless words of liking from him, but he never formally thought about accepting him. He just used the excuse of not being able to accept a relationship as an excuse. In fact, he never Trying to accept a boy, how can you accept falling in love?
Wen Xingying didn't care about this in the past, because they were still young, and they were still in the third year of high school when that person confessed to him for the first time. The love at this time was basically a joke, not to mention that they had already done it at that time. All the things a couple should do, whether they have the title of "lover" is not that important.

At that time, Wen Xingying had many other suitors, and later in high school, the number of suitors only increased. Wen Xingying never thought of accepting anyone, until he met Alex, who proposed to ask himself Trying to date him, Wen Xingying suddenly realized at this moment that it would be a very scary thing to try on another boy what she and Ye Linglan had done.

Just like before that person confessed, he always fooled him to help him solve his desires with his hands, and Wen Xingying said in a fit of anger that he would try it with others but never actually practiced it. This kind of thing is really not for everyone. of.

Could it be... I like Ye Linglan too? ?
Although the more I think about it, the more unreliable it is than trying to date other boys.

Anyway, he still said to Alex: "I'm sorry, I can't accept trying to date, because I think I might like someone else."

Alex wasn't angry, but just asked him a little funny: "What do you mean you'may' fall in love with someone else?"

"Even I don't know if I like him or not," Wen Xingying said with some embarrassment, "He is a boy like you, and I always thought that I couldn't accept falling in love with a boy."
"So how do you feel about him?" Alex asked again.

"I don't know either." Wen Xingying frowned and thought for a while, "We are often together, almost inseparable. I regard him as a very good friend, and I never officially thought about being with him."

Speaking of this, Wen Xingying thought to himself that he had omitted a very important detail, that is, this so-called "friend" liked him, and seduced him into bed every now and then, so that they were no longer separated from official couples.

Alex thought for a while and said: "Well, since this is the case, let's do an experiment to test your feelings for him. Of course, the premise is that you don't deliberately avoid the issue of falling in love, as long as he treats it as an ordinary relationship experiment. That's it."
Thus, the experiment began.

Wen Xingying no longer had contact with Ye Linglan, and went to school to find Alex every day, pretending that the two were really "trying" to get along. A few days later, Alex asked him: "Do you miss him?"

Wen Xingying thought for a while: "It seems to be a little bit, but you also know that we are very good friends, and we are not used to breaking up suddenly now."

In other words, it is very, very unaccustomed to a person who will meet you every other day, who will tease you in various ways when you meet, who you and he are already familiar with each other's bodies. The person you subconsciously want to tell when you have something, but now you can't see him all day, this sense of loss is really hard to ignore.
Alex nodded: "OK, then continue."

So it continued, one day when Wen Xingying and Alex were walking on the playground at noon, they saw Ye Linglan, and there was a girl next to him, and Wen Xingying recognized it at a glance. Yes, and later the girl who sent him a love letter, those two were courageous enough, they dared to hold hands in broad daylight, for fear that others would not know that they were a couple.

You know, dating is now strictly prohibited in high school, and if you are caught, you will be sent to the teaching office!

However, no matter how Wen Xingying saw it, the two of them didn't seem to be in a relationship. It seemed that the girl was deliberately invited by Ye Linglan to cooperate with him in acting, and the purpose was to anger herself.

Could it be that the kid deliberately dangled in front of him like this to make himself jealous? ?
Wen Xingying greeted him deliberately, and told Alex about it after they left, and the latter asked him, "Then are you jealous?"

Wen Xingying: "...it doesn't seem to be a problem, I know they must be fake, because that kid likes me, if he could empathize so easily, I wouldn't be jealous, and if it wasn't for me, I wouldn't be jealous." I need to be jealous." Although, the hands held by those two people is indeed a bit dazzling, Wen Xingying knows that no matter whether he chooses Ye Linglan or Alex in the end, as long as the person is a boy, they will never be so open and honest. holding hands.

Alex was a little speechless: "Then it will be troublesome if you don't feel like this all the time, it seems that you don't like him much, why don't you try to forget him to associate with me?"

Wen Xingying: "..."

When he came home at night, he sighed to the ceiling, do I like him or not?I always feel that I don't like it as much as I imagined, and I don't like it as much as I imagined. When I am with him, I don't have the joy and sweetness that a lover should have, but when I leave him, I feel a little lost; When I see him with other people, I feel a little bit unhappy, but I don't have the urge to pull him back and lock him tightly, so do I like him or not?
Wen Xingying never came to a conclusion. A few nights later, he was sorting out the accounts at home when he suddenly received a call. The name on the caller ID was: Ye Linglan.

Wen Xingying's heart tightened, after thinking about it, she still picked it up.

"Hey."

"I miss you," said the man on the phone.

Wen Xingying didn't know how to answer for a while.

The tone on the phone sounded plain at first, but after careful thought, he seemed to be able to feel a lot of emotions. The appearance of that person appeared in his mind at this time, and he wondered if he was standing by the window, looking at the dark night sky, Sigh.

Just as he was about to speak, there was a busy tone on the phone. It turned out that the person had already hung up the phone.

Slowly lowering her hand, Wen Xingying also cast a glance at the night sky, the corners of her lips raised slightly.
Ye Linglan threw the phone aside and lay down on the bed.

Yes, he is just so worthless, he just couldn't help thinking about Wen Xingying, and even called him, but so what, this phone call can't change anything, just let him hear that person The voice felt even more sad.

Ye Linglan lay like this for an unknown how long, when the phone rang suddenly, and he took a look, the two "wife" shining brightly on the screen made him think it was just a hallucination.

He pressed the answer button uncontrollably with his fingers, and raised the phone to his ear, "Hello."

"I'm downstairs at your house, can you come out?"

"...What?" Ye Linglan sat up subconsciously, unable to understand what she heard.

"I said, I'm downstairs at your house, come out, I have something to say to you."

Then, when the phone was hung up, Ye Linglan held it up for a few seconds in a daze, then threw it on the bed, and jumped off the bed with one stride.

He quickly got dressed and left the bedroom. It was nine o'clock in the evening, and his parents were still watching TV in the living room. They were surprised to see him "dressed up" and asked him where he was going so late. He didn't even have time to reply. .

Running out of the house, down the stairs, out of the building door, there was a boy in black standing outside, his hair was messed up by the night wind, but his eyes looked at him with a smile Come here, the boy's eyebrows are exquisite and picturesque.

Ye Linglan walked a few steps quickly to come to him, and hugged him into her arms.

The night is actually very cold, it is already winter, and you can feel your teeth chattering when you go out, but at this time Ye Linglan is extremely warm, embracing a familiar body, with a familiar breath on the end of his nose, his smile is about to burst from the corner of his mouth overflowed.

At this time, there were no pedestrians in the community, and no one came to disturb the hug here, and they didn't speak. It took a long time for Ye Linglan to recover from the initial joy and realize that this happened. What.

The person in his arms was Wen Xingying, and they were standing at the door of his house, that is to say, Wen Xingying came to look for him?

Ye Linglan loosened her arms slowly, looked at that person face to face, pursed her lips and asked, "What are you doing here?"

At this time, Wen Xingying was still smiling, her eyes were bright, and she always seemed to have no good intentions. For a moment, Ye Linglan really couldn't figure out why this person would suddenly come over, it was so late and it was so cold.

"You said you missed me, so I'll show you." Wen Xingying smiled unabated, watching him say this.

"..." Ye Linglan didn't know how to answer for a moment, this person came all the way to their house just to let him have a look? ?

Ye Linglan calmed down, looked into that person's eyes and said: "Then you should know that what I said about you is not just to see you, you have come here now, I don't know if you are mentally prepared .Also, you should know why I miss you, but I told you so many times before that you didn't take it seriously, but now you come here suddenly, it's really hard for me not to think about anything."

Having said that, in fact Ye Linglan is not so narcissistic, thinking that Wen Xingying really came here because he likes him, although he doesn't understand what this person thinks, but he has been angry with him for so long , It's okay to say that talking is enjoyable.

Wen Xingying was still smiling, his expression didn't change at all because of his words, he just asked him: "Ye Linglan, what does it feel like to like someone?"

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