Lu Yao Zhi Han Yi

141. Depression

"Lu Han!!!"

Lu Yao couldn't help but yelled, and then forced herself to calm down. She was trembling with anger.

"Lu Han, why on earth do you dare to treat me like this?"

Lu Han looked at Lu Yao quietly, with a calm face and a cruel smile. "Yaoyao, why are you still so stupid? Why should I treat you like this? Isn't it because you like me, indulge me, and don't want to blame me~"

This is true, Lu Han knew that the reason why Lu Yao didn't dare to question him about the property transfer was because she was afraid—she was too scared, afraid to hear those cruel facts from her own mouth, Therefore, Queen Lu, who is so penny-pinching, would rather suffer from being dumb all the time than to question Lu Han even a single sentence.

Lu Han knows all of this.

After all, no one knows Lu Yao better than him.

Lu Yao stared, and just when he couldn't help but hate him, he moved his eyes and saw something.Then she suddenly calmed down a lot, pointed at Lu Han's hand and yelled: "Lu Han, didn't you say that you have nothing to do with me, then what is this?!"

Lu Yao took a few steps forward and picked up his left hand. On the little finger was the ring -- the unique ring between the two of them.

Lu Han was taken aback for a moment, then his expression became stiff, he took it off and threw it into the artificial lake next to him. "Okay, it's gone."

Lu Yao: "!!!" She looked at Lu Han incredulously, the person in front of her seemed very familiar yet strange.In the past, Lu Han regarded this ring as very important, and others would not even allow him to touch it, but now
Lu Han looked at Lu Yao's instantly red eyes, and his heart suddenly ached.But he gritted his teeth and resisted the urge to step forward and hug her.

Lu Yao's eyes changed from disbelief to sadness and finally to determination.She took a step back, her face frosty.

Lu Han looked at her face and suddenly had a bad feeling. "What are you doing"

Before he could say the word "what", Lu Han saw Lu Yao turn around abruptly, and jumped into the artificial lake without hesitation!
"distant!!!"

Lu Yao thrashed about in the icy lake for a long time, even if he choked on the water, he didn't want to surface.She must find that ring! Must get that ring back!

Lu Han has already left her, and has done so many things that made her sad. She is unwilling to let this little thing that represents their happy past be lost. It seems that as long as the ring is still there, there will always be a trace between the two of them. same as contact.

But Lu Yao couldn't find the ring.

Her vision was blurred, her whole body was cold, and her hands and feet were too cold to swim.She tried her best, but she couldn't find it, couldn't find it
Lu Han then jumped into the lake and fished up Lu Yao who had lost consciousness and was sinking. This was the same situation again, this familiar situation.

Lu Han wept silently while giving first aid to Lu Yao.Why is Yaoyao so stupid, he didn't throw the ring down at all just now.
Fortunately, Lu Yao's drowning time was relatively short this time, so he quickly regained consciousness, but he still couldn't open his eyes in a daze.And when she woke up again, she found herself lying in the hospital ward.

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Yi Hanzhi and the others were all guarding beside her hospital bed, and they all breathed a sigh of relief when they saw her open her eyes.

Lu Yi's eyes were cold: "Lu Yao, why did you drown, who did it?"

"." Lu Yao didn't want to answer, and didn't want to talk to him.

Wen Zitao said sarcastically, "Who else has such a great ability to make Lu Yao look like this, it's not that Lu Han~"

Yi Hanzhi, who had been sitting next to the hospital bed, had a cold expression: "What does he want from you?"

Lu Yao's head is getting bigger - the matter about Lu Han is too complicated, and she doesn't want to involve any of them.So she chose to remain silent.

Jin Zheng saw something on Lu Yao's face, and he patted Yi Hanzhi's shoulder: "Lu Han just woke up and is still weak, she doesn't want to say, so let's not force her, and we will come back slowly when we have the chance. Ask. Lu Yao, are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll get you something?"

Lu Yao finally said, "Whatever you want." In fact, she didn't want to eat, but she was upset to see so many people watching here.

Wen Zitao also pushed Lu Yi out of the ward together -- he couldn't bear Lu Yi's appearance of being offended by the whole world!
Then there was only Yi Han left to accompany Lu Yao.

Yi Hanzhi stared at Lu Yao steadfastly—she was leaning weakly on the pillow, quietly looking at the scenery outside the window in a daze, frowning slightly, her eyes vacant, she must be thinking about something.

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Only now did he realize that real pain can tear a person to pieces, can extinguish all the brilliance of a person, and even weaken the soul.

"Lu Yao. You jumped into the lake yourself, right?"--Although he didn't know why Lu Han did those things, Yi Hanzhi also knew that at least Lu Han couldn't do anything to push Lu Yao into the water thing.What's more, it was Lu Han who informed them to come to the hospital.
Therefore, Lu Yao must have jumped into the water by himself. Why?
Yi Hanzhi thought it over for a while, and finally rejected the possibility that Lu Yao jumped into the lake because he wanted to piss Lu Han off - Lu Yao should not be able to do such a stupid thing
So, why on earth would she do it?
So many thoughts just flashed through Yi Hanzhi's mind, and he soon got Lu Yao's answer.

".Yes."

"." Yi Hanzhi fell silent, and he couldn't help it after he endured it: "Why?" There was even a trace of disappointment in his words.

Lu Yao bent the corner of his mouth: "In order to retrieve the things he threw into the lake."

"What?" Yi Hanzhi asked eagerly.

"." It's just that Lu Yao is unwilling to answer this time.What's the use, anyway, the ring can no longer be found, and she and Lu Han can never go back.
Seeing that she didn't respond for a long time, Yi Hanzhi also fell silent.For a moment, the atmosphere seemed to be so stagnant, so quiet that it was terrifying.

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"Lu Yao, don't rely on your unique advantages to be confident that I will be with you. I would rather die alone than have different dreams in the same bed."

In the end, Yi Hanzhi left such a sentence calmly, then got up and left here without looking back once.As proud as he is, the dignified young master of the Yi family will also feel inferior emotionally. Before confirming his relationship with Lu Yao, Yi Hanzhi thought that he didn't have the guts to watch her die for another man.

Lu Yao turned his head to look at Yi Hanzhi's back, blinked his eyes, and his nose suddenly became sour.She sighed and turned to look out the window again.

Whatever, whatever, I'm so tired, I don't want to move, whatever you do
During the few days when Lu Yao was hospitalized, Jin Zheng was the most diligent one who came here. According to his observation, Lu Yao had barely eaten a drop of water in the past two days.It's not that she doesn't want to eat, but she will vomit it out with a pale face after a short time.Jin Zhengwen and Zitao once suspected that she was pregnant and Lu Yao didn't even bother to reward him with his eyes.

Wen Zitao, who often accompanied Lu Yi, also noticed Lu Yao's abnormality, so on a quiet afternoon, he secretly took out a book from his bag and handed it to Lu Yao—"Guidelines for the Treatment of Children with Autism" "

Wen Zitao told her with a serious face: "Lu Yao, you must read it carefully, this book must be useful to you, get well soon!"

Lu Yao: "."

Lu Yao's anorexia lasted for many days, and everyone had no choice but to force her to eat something after trying various methods.And Lu Yao herself wanted to live, but her mental exhaustion led to physical nausea, and she couldn't force herself not to spit out the food.

So now she is hanging by nutrition needles every day, and she has lost weight visibly to the naked eye.

Lu Yi took Lu Yao to see a psychiatrist. The doctor said that this was a symptom of early depression and asked her family members to prepare psychologically.

Lu Yi glanced at Lu Yao who was sitting next to him, his eyes were very complicated.When Lu Yao heard the news, he was still indifferent and didn't react.

That night, Lu Yi was silent outside the ward for a long time. After he left, the round nurse found a lot of cigarette butts on the ground.

At night, Lu Yao had a dream.

In the dream, back to the time when she had just picked Lu Han back, there were too many people on the street in the first month, and once they got separated accidentally.It was Lu Han who found Lu Yao first, took her by the hand and led her out of the street.

Lu Han smiled and led the way briskly, turning his head to look at Lu Yao from time to time as if to confirm that she was still there.
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At this time, even if he is not so trusting and familiar with himself, he is very happy, because there is no pain of separation and deception, no confrontation and cruel hurt.

Knowing that he must be dreaming, Lu Yao was dragged two steps away, and suddenly reached out and hugged him from behind.

Lu Han paused, turned around and looked at Lu Yao at a close distance, and looked at her with a smile in his clear eyes, "Yaoyao, what's the matter, what happened?"

Lu Yao just said a word, but suddenly his nose was sore, and tears fell down immediately.

"It's nothing." She wiped her tears, looked at Lu Han's familiar gentle eyes very calmly, and said softly, "I just miss you so much." She missed them too much.

Lu Han reached out to wipe away Lu Yao's tears, rubbed the wet fingertips, and coaxed softly, "Don't cry, Yaoyao."

Lu Yao said "um", wiped his wet eyes, took a deep breath, and held his hand: "Let's go." Even if I know it's a dream, I still want to walk with you.

Lu Han didn't move.

Lu Yao raised his head, and the young man was looking at her with a smile. His eyes were full of restrained tenderness and yearning. She was all too familiar with that expression—the affection and love that she had never been able to understand before.

He held Lu Yao's hand and kissed it lightly, his voice suddenly became very distant: "I miss you too."

"!!!"

Lu Yao opened his eyes wide and saw the white ceiling of the hospital.There was silence all around, and the moonlight in the middle of the night sprinkled on the window sill.

Lu Yao felt the wetness on his face.

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