A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

An invisible pressure faintly filled my whole body. I hid in the corridor outside the ward, covering my face and crying, but I didn't dare to make any sound.

After a long time, until my tears had dried up, I found Allen's office.

Because it was afternoon, Allen was relatively free. When I arrived, he was sleeping on the sofa.

I approached him calmly, stood straight in front of him, and asked with empty and confused eyes, "How long does Jinnian have..."

I finally asked the question I had been refusing to face for so long.

Allen on the sofa opened his eyelids, revealing a slit, and he muttered, "Who is it?"

I repeated, "How long does Jinnian have..."

Only then did he seem to wake up, jumped up from the sofa, and asked in surprise, "Why are you here?"

Realizing that something was wrong with me, he moved to the side to make room for a seat, "You know everything?"

I frowned, and quickly caught something wrong in his words, "What do you mean?"

Allen covered his mouth belatedly, "No...I made a mistake, it doesn't mean anything."

His behavior made me even more suspicious, and I couldn't help but said anxiously, "Jinian, he vomited blood, aren't you going to tell me the truth? Or do you really believe what he said, as long as you keep it from me, it's fine nothing."

Allen spread his hands, with a clear expression on his face, "I know I can't hide it from you, but..."

I approached "but what."

Allen sighed, and replied, "Jinnian is really exhausted this time. If he can't find a suitable bone marrow, he may not be able to survive this month."

Can't make it through this month?

I froze and almost fell to the ground.It is less than half a month away from the end of the month, but Allen said that he may not survive this month.

If this is the case, how much time does he have? Is it one day, two days, or three days...

I have forgotten how I got back to the ward, as if all the strength in my body was drained, I couldn't move, and I was exhausted.

This news that fell from the sky undoubtedly became a sharp weapon that pierced my heart.It obviously made me feel so painful that I would rather die than live, but I could only accept it silently.

The feeling of helplessness like losing the whole world hit me again, and I couldn't get rid of it.

Time passed by every minute and every second, until the dark sky outside the house became black, and until the night filled the air, the surroundings became dead silent.

I finally made up my mind and went to my parents to retrieve the account book.

I still remember the distressed look in my dad’s eyes when he handed me the household registration book. He said, “Xiao Xi, you will make a lot of decisions in your life. No matter what you do, your mother and I will support you. However, you also have to bear the punishment for the impulsiveness. Jinnian is a good boy, but Mom and Dad also hope that you can think carefully, and don't just push your whole life out like this, and get a bad reputation."

At that moment, I was grateful, but also guilty.

I am grateful to my parents for always being the strongest backing behind me, and I am ashamed that I have not fulfilled my responsibility as a child for so many years, but let them live in worry and worry about my selfishness.

Maybe, I really don't count as a qualified relative.

Early the next morning, I went to An Jinnian's ward with the heavy household registration book in my hand.

He was leaning against the head of the bed, his face was pale from just waking up, and when he saw me coming in, he moved his lips and asked softly, "Are you awake?"

"Yeah." I hummed lightly, and began to rummage through the closet in the ward for the suit that An Jinnian wore when he went out.

He frowned, and asked puzzledly, "Lin Xi, what are you looking for?"

I dug out a black suit from the closet, held it in front of him, and said slowly, "Put it on, and I'll take you to a place."

He hesitated and reached out to take it, but the furrowed eyebrows still didn't get better for a moment.

I turned around, "Change it, I won't look at it."

Then came the sound of fingers rubbing the fabric.

I put the household registration book in my arms, and the palms of my hands were covered with fine sweat.

"I'm fine." After a while, An Jinnian's weak voice came.

I turned around, looked carefully at what he was wearing, and stretched out my hand to help straighten out the places where he didn't smooth out the wrinkles, "Well, it's all right."

Today's him looks a little better than yesterday.At least behind a formal suit, he looks obviously a bit more energetic.

"Where are you taking me?" he asked tentatively.

I didn't answer, and continued to straighten his clothes. When my eyes touched the top of his shiny head, I felt a little sad again.
I wanted to get a wig to wear for him, but I was afraid that it would be too obvious, and it would be self-defeating.

So I had to wrong myself and go to take wedding photos with him.

After self-comfort, my mood improved slightly.

As long as I think that today's me can finally become An Jinnian's partner as I wish, I feel inexplicably excited.

Fortunately, An Jinnian's appearance is still durable, even with a bald head, he can still look handsome.

On the way to the Civil Affairs Bureau, I was always fidgeting because of a guilty conscience. I writhed in the back seat, causing An Jinnian to ask me what was wrong frequently.

Because we had discussed with Mu Yuan a long time ago, he was in charge of getting An Jinnian's household registration book from Uncle An and waiting for us at the Civil Affairs Bureau.

So, when we arrived, Mu Yuan and An Munian were already waiting there.

When I first saw that An Munian was there, I was surprised for a moment. I really didn't expect him to join in the fun with his temperament.

"Jin Nian, Lin Xi, you are here." Seeing us, Mu Yuan raised the household registration book in his hand from a long distance, and pulled An Mu Nian to surround us.

"Cough..." I covered my mouth and coughed lightly, and reminded, "Mu Yuan, hand..." I pointed to the household registration book held up in his hand, feeling quite a headache.

Didn't you say that you will only show your household registration book after you enter the Civil Affairs Bureau?Fortunately, he was not at all afraid of being discovered by An Jinnian, and he was lively and jumping around.

After An Jinnian looked around in doubt, he finally looked at me with burning eyes, "Why are you here?"

Knowing that I couldn't hide it any longer, I took out the household registration book from my pocket with a guilty conscience, and waved it in front of his eyes, "I'm married to you, didn't I just say it, get the certificate first, and then hold the wedding ceremony."

When I said these words, I was actually very uncertain in my heart. I was afraid that An Jinnian would suddenly become depressed and something unexpected would happen.

But if I don't do this, he will definitely be the one who would rather die than let go.

"Yes, yes, Jinnian, I finally hope that you and Lin Xi will have a fruitful relationship." Mu Yuan followed suit without fear of trouble, and his smiling face fully expressed his position today.

"Nonsense." An Jinnian was furious, and he shot fierce eyes at Mu Yuan and An Munian, "She doesn't know the seriousness, and you don't either?"

Mu Yuan's hand holding up the household registration booklet immediately stopped. He weakly withdrew his hand and handed over the household registration booklet, "Don't be angry, we are also thinking of you."

Seeing this, I quickly snatched the household registration book from him, and confessed, "I asked them to come here, don't blame them."

An Jinnian's blood surged immediately, his face flushed red "cough..." He bowed slightly and began to cough continuously.

I panicked, quickly supported him, and asked, "Jin Nian, are you okay?"

"Cough..." An Jinnian shook his head, the coughing continued.

I said solemnly, "Let's help him get into the car first."

Mu Yuan and An Munian responded at the same time, and took An Jinnian from me, "Let's go..."

However, just as the few of us took a step forward, a mouthful of blood spit out from An Jinnian's mouth.

The cherry red blood instantly stained the road under our feet, and I froze in place, as if my heart had stopped suddenly, and it was difficult to move a step.

What Allen said to me last night still rings in my ears.

I tightly grasped the corner of An Jinnian's sleeve, with a trembling voice, "Jinnian...how are you, don't scare me."

Mu Yuan was in a hurry, afraid of hitting An Jinnian on the back, and muttered, "Jinnian, Jinnian, are you okay?"

However, there was no response.

An Munian was much calmer than Mu Yuan and I, he murmured, "Go, take my brother to the hospital quickly."

I froze in place, watching the fainted An Jinnian get into the car with the support of Mu Yuan and An Munian.Watching them keep waving at me, urging me to get in the car.

However, my legs seemed to be filled with lead, and I couldn't move a heavy step.

Gradually, the scene in front of me began to become blurred, and I couldn't even hear what Mu Yuan and An Munian were saying when they opened and closed their mouths. The dizziness in my head and the roar in my ears made me extremely uncomfortable.

The scarlet blood on the ground seemed to be possessed by a demon, bit by bit occupying all my sight and the panicked thoughts in my mind.

Mu Yuan walked around worryingly, took my hand soaked in cold sweat, and said, "Lin Xi, hurry up, what are you still doing?"

I raised my head, my eyes lost focus, my eyes were blurred, and I murmured, "Where is Jinnian! How is he?"

Mu Yuan hurriedly said, "Let's go, Jinnian needs to be sent to the hospital quickly, and you will be delayed."

Without saying a word, Mu Yuan dragged me towards the parking lot, and ran all the way, saying, "If I knew that Jin Nian couldn't stand the excitement, I wouldn't act like this with you."

His words made me even more distressed, who already blamed myself, and wished I could slap myself a few times to relieve the pain in my heart.

Originally a good surprise, after such a commotion, it became a living fright.

Not only An Jinnian was stimulated to vomit blood and passed out, even I fainted out of state at the moment.

When he arrived at the hospital, Alan was waiting at the door of the emergency room early in the morning. When he saw us, he said in his half-foreign and half-native Chinese accent, "How many times have I told you, don't irritate him, don't irritate him again." Him. The result! Repeated stimulation, do you know that this is a waste of time with his life."

Leaning against the wall, I slowly slid down to the cold floor, watching An Jinnian being pushed into the door of the emergency room in disbelief, feeling desolate in my heart.

I want to cry, but I can't make out the sob that is choked in my throat. It is an unspeakable pain.One word at a time, each word choked in my heart, and it was difficult to say half a word.

Tears flowed silently all over my face, telling all my despair.

I was suddenly terrified. In the next second, An Jinnian and I would really be separated forever.