Young Master Qin, you are too cute

Thinking that it was because Cheng Haoxuan was unwilling to return, Cheng Cheng put down the water glass and opened the door without thinking, wanting to have a heart-to-heart talk with him again.Therefore, seeing that it was Qin Yan standing outside, she was a little surprised: "Why is it you?"

"I have something to ask you, can I go in and talk?" Qin Yan was not polite to Cheng Cheng, as if he treated her house as a hotel, coming and leaving whenever he wanted.

Helpless to deal with him, Cheng Cheng turned around in silence but did not close the door, which meant to signal Qin Yan to take it easy.

Sitting on the sofa, Qin Yan had feelings for this temporary bed where he slept for two nights. He poured himself a cup of tea, then lowered his head and said, "I heard the conversation between you and Cheng Haoxuan, and I also watched it. It's time for him to kiss you."

When he said the second half of the sentence, his voice was aggrieved, as if Cheng Cheng had done something sorry to him.

"So what?" Cheng Cheng moved a chair and sat opposite Qin Yan, confidently.

Shaking his head, Qin Yan's gaze was firm, and he said, "I don't want to do anything, I just want to know why you rejected Cheng Haoxuan, is it because you don't like him."

Qin Yan actually wanted to ask Cheng Cheng if it was because she still couldn't let go of herself, but it was too narcissistic to say it, so he hesitated again and again, or changed the way of asking when he was about to say it, so that the answer would be considered If it is negative, he will not be embarrassed in the past.

The living room with only one wall lamp turned on is not bright, Qin Yan is hidden in the shadow of the sofa, his originally tall figure is no longer obvious, his soul has been silent, and there is nowhere to hide in front of Cheng Cheng.

He is waiting for the trial, as long as Cheng Cheng says a word, he can decide whether his soul will go to heaven or hell.

The matter has come to this point, and it's time to face it, any further entanglement will only make each other sink deeper and deeper in the mud, Cheng Cheng looked at Qin Yan, and suddenly felt that he was a little pitiful.

"That's the truth. I really don't have feelings for Cheng Haoxuan other than friends." Cheng Cheng said, seeing the unconcealable joy on Qin Yan's face, so she changed the subject: "But, that doesn't mean I will Accepting you, there is no cause and effect relationship between these two events."

The smile froze on his face in embarrassment, Qin Yan still refused to give up: "Yes, you refused to accept him because of me."

Cheng Cheng smiled: "Qin Yan, where did you get your confidence? You should have heard the truth that a good horse never turns back. I won't get back together with you, even if you take Nian Cheng away, do you understand?"

It was like breaking a jar. When she said this, her heart was pierced like a knife, but she was dripping with joy, as if she had spit out the bad breath that had been condensed in her chest for a long time, and she felt very comfortable.

After a long time, Qin Yan spoke again: "Do you really think so?"

For a moment, Cheng Cheng had doubts in her heart, but she really couldn't forget the harm Qin Yan had brought to her, she still gritted her teeth and insisted on what she said before: "Yes, from the moment I went abroad, we are completely over. "

"I see." Qin Yan closed his eyes and stopped looking at Cheng Cheng. He tried his best to hide his fragility, but the moisture in the corners of his eyes was brightly illuminated by the wall lamp. In Cheng Cheng's eyes, there was really no escape shape.

Really hating himself like this, he got up and left Cheng Cheng's house without leaving a word.

Without sending Qin Yan off, Cheng Cheng looked at his back thoughtfully, thinking that maybe she was going too far, but she really had no other way, if she kept giving him unrealistic hopes, it would only be harming him. People hurt themselves.

That night, Cheng Cheng didn't sleep well. She kept seeing Qin Yan in half-dream and half-waking, either to say goodbye to her, or to confess to her hysterically.He said that he was sincerely repentant, and he would never make her sad again in the future, and he said that the future would be long, and she would definitely regret it.

Changing the two faces like this, Qin Yan almost became a demon in Cheng Cheng's dream, until she opened her eyes with dark circles, and was dispelled.

Looking at the time, Cheng Cheng saw that it was still early, and she intended to sleep again, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't fall asleep again. Subconsciously, she was afraid of seeing Qin Yan again, even in the dream the same.

I don't know what's going on, but she comforted herself in a different way: You should be happy, he was so disappointed when he left, and he will definitely not pester you again, why are you so restless, as if you are sorry He does.It is obvious that he made a mistake in the first place, but now he deserves what he deserves.

However, maybe Qin Yan's crime is not so far?A weak voice asked in Cheng Cheng's heart.

Realizing that if she continued like this, she would be cornered, Cheng Cheng didn't dare to think too much, she hurriedly got up to wash up, and went to the flower shop before dawn, trying to numb herself with work.She walked on the road and watched the sun jumping up from the clouds, feeling unprecedentedly peaceful in her heart.

When the sky was bright, Cheng Cheng had already finished the preparations for the day. She was sitting behind the counter and playing with a rose. When customers see it, it will affect business.

However, Cheng Cheng did not want to throw it away after all his hard work, so he simply put it in the pen holder as a decoration. Although the pink petals that are too light in color are not bright, they are still chic.

When Cheng Cheng was worrying about gains and losses for a flower, the person who made her worry about gains and losses the most appeared. Qin Yan stood outside the flower shop door, holding Cheng Cheng's longing for Cheng Cheng in his arms.He smiled and looked calm, like a father who is saying goodbye to his child's mother before sending him off to school.

Standing up quickly, Cheng Cheng stood behind the counter, looking at Qin Yan in disbelief, then she rushed out and stretched out her arms to Nian Cheng.

"I miss you so much." Nian Cheng muttered in tears, and stretched out his short arms to Cheng Cheng, eager to return to her arms.

Compared to the last time we met, Niancheng was a little thinner, his small round face like a bun turned into a face with a pointed chin, and his eyes that looked like black grapes were extra big and round, which made him look a little less A little more naive, a little more clever, which is quite commensurate with Zaohui's sharp mind.

Without the slightest sloppiness, Qin Yan chose to let go cleanly this time. After Cheng Cheng hugged Nian Cheng, he didn't make any further movements. He just stood there and said to her: "I returned Nian Cheng to you, You guys have a good time in the future, I'll go first."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Cheng Cheng felt that his tone of voice when he said this was different from the past, he lost his vitality, he was just speaking in a numb and mechanical way, without the slightest emotion, like a withered and dried plant.

Qin Yan never did this, he seemed like he would not give up, even if he was annoyed by Cheng Cheng, he would not give up.

Therefore, his farewell words today made Cheng Cheng's heart thump. She stood there holding Nian Cheng, and couldn't help but look at Qin Yan's leaving back. .

Pretending to be indifferent, Cheng Cheng gritted his teeth, turned around and carried Nian Cheng into the flower shop.

They haven't seen each other for such a long time, but they are not unfamiliar with each other. Cheng Cheng hugged Nian Cheng, talked and laughed, and gave him the rose in the pen holder to play with. The two were as affectionate as if they had never been apart.

He didn't forget to care about Nian Cheng's body, Cheng Cheng still remembered his condition when he had a fever before, and felt that such a young child was so sick and had no one to take care of him, it was really pitiful.On the contrary, Nian Cheng didn't pay much attention to that matter. After all, he was young and had always been accompanied by Qin Yan, so he didn't feel sad.

"Dad, he seems to be very sad all the time." Nian Cheng said, "Every time I make a fuss about looking for you, he has a face full of lovelessness, but this morning seems to be a little different. I saw him as soon as I got up, assistant. Uncle said he sat by my bed all night."

Faintly feeling that this matter has something to do with him, Cheng Cheng asked: "He doesn't sleep at night, what is he doing watching you?"

Seeing that Cheng Cheng's curiosity was aroused, Cheng Cheng tilted his head: "Then if I tell you the reason, can you go to the airport to find Dad now?"

"What is he doing at the airport?" Cheng Cheng caught the point of the words in time, and she frowned slightly, because she thought of what Qin Yan said just now when she left, and felt a little bad.

Playing with the petals of the rose, thinking about Cheng Wei for a while, he still couldn't help but said: "Father seems to be going back to China, that's what the assistant uncle said, he said that Dad has finally let go."

let go?Qin Yan just let it go, so what is she?Is it a bad relationship that was broken at will or a mistake when I was young and ignorant?

The bitterness in Cheng Cheng's heart turned into anger at this moment. She wanted to grab Qin Yan and slap her hard, but then she realized that she was not qualified to do that. The result she had always dreamed of was what she had single-handedly brought about. Yes, it's really ridiculous to be contradicting yourself now.

She had no choice but to continue to talk from Nian Cheng, her unwilling appearance was very similar to that of Qin Yan last night: "Did the assistant uncle tell you where your father is going?"

"Go back to China." Nian Cheng actually didn't hear the exact location from the assistant, but just pieced together what he heard, and then guessed the answer.

After finishing speaking, he suddenly thought of something, and asked with a stern face, "When are we going back to China? I miss little auntie and the others. She said before that she would take me to the amusement park."

In fact, Cheng Cheng often misses her friends and life in China, but at this time she is not even in the mood to make up lies to coax Cheng Cheng, so she can only say perfunctorily, "I don't know either."

Inexplicably flustered, she suddenly thought of the dream last night, and then realized that she never really wanted Qin Yan to disappear in her own world. The so-called annoyance and disgust before were all just out of love for Qin Yan. Revenge, not a real give up.

The opposite of love is not hate but indifference. Cheng Cheng didn't understand this truth until this moment. She was blinded by hatred and couldn't even see her own sincerity.