I wish you two lifetimes

When Gu Yanran woke up, all he saw was a face that was close to her. He was so close to her, which made her a little uncomfortable.

Seeing him so close made her unable to move her eyes away.

"Have you seen enough?"

The person in front of him suddenly opened his eyes, and a pair of dark eyes stared at her, causing her to sink into it gradually.

She hurriedly turned her head away from looking at him, but she found that her body was held by him, imprisoning her so that she couldn't move at all.

"Don't you have anything to tell me?"

His voice came without a trace of warmth.

Gu Yanran's heart skipped a beat, and his breathing was a little flustered.

"You were covering this up from me yesterday, weren't you?"

"I..." Gu Yanran didn't know how to tell him about it.

"You are always like this, you hide everything in your heart, you are afraid of this, you are worried about that, you never thought of telling it, we will bear it together."

"What do you want me to say!" Gu Yanran pushed him away and sat up, "Wen Yanzhi! I'm not the same as before, I'm a drug addict, even if I quit, I still smoked! "

Her voice became more and more excited, "People don't want to know why you took drugs! What they care about is the results they see! That is, I, Gu Yanran, used to take drugs! Can you understand? This will It's a stain on my life!"

"Forget it myself, it's not bad anyway, but you can't, I don't want you to be criticized like this, I don't want you to walk with me on the road one day, and people point at you and say you like it. It's a woman who took drugs!"

"Gu Yanran! That's someone else's business, I don't care." Wen Yanzhi said displeased.

"But I care, Wen Yanzhi, you are from the Wen family, don't you know what you will face in the future? Your marriage, your life, and even your every move will be talked about, I I don't want to be a stain on your future."

She could even imagine that one day in the future, someone would point at her back and say, "Look, this Prince Wen has taken a fancy to a woman who has taken drugs."

"Then what do you mean?" Wen Yanzhi's face turned cold, and he stared at her closely. If she really said that sentence, he might really have the urge to strangle her to death.

"Let's... let's break up." Gu Yanran looked at him resolutely, but her trembling hands behind her betrayed her.

"Say it again?" Wen Yanzhi's face couldn't be colder.

"I said, let's break up... let's go." Gu Yanran looked at him cautiously, his expression seemed to collapse completely in the next moment.

"Tell me again!"

"We share—well..."

He suddenly leaned over, hugged her in his arms, and invaded her lips.

He seemed to spew out all his anger, he bit her hard, and hugged her tightly into his arms.

Gu Yanran wanted to push him away, but it didn't work at all, he seemed to be crazy now, without a trace of rationality at all.

"Wen... um... um..."

She couldn't even utter a word, Gu Yanran was in a hurry, she grabbed his hand hard, trying to make him let go, just as she grabbed his arm, Wen Yanzhi paused, and frowned slightly.

Gu Yanran took this opportunity to push him away.

She turned her head away, instead of looking at him, she touched her lips with her hands, which seemed to be a little swollen.

Wen Yanzhi sat aside and didn't speak. He also realized that he might have really treated her too much just now.

"Wen Yanzhi, I...I'm not joking...I've thought about this matter carefully." Gu Yanran turned around and said cautiously.

"Gu Yanran, don't mention these two words in front of me." Wen Yanzhi's eyes darkened, and he slowly approached her, "Maybe, I will do something that I don't even believe I will do."

Gu Yanran shrank back, she had never seen such gentleness before, and the hostility in his body now made her feel a little apprehensive.

"What are you running from?" Wen Yanzhi pulled her into his arms, "Are you wondering why I suddenly became like this?"

Gu Yanran nodded in a daze, then immediately shook his head desperately, "No, no."

"Yan Ran, do you know? I'm actually such a person. I disguise myself very well on weekdays. My tenderness to them is all fake, except for you.

When I met you, I had an urge to let my guard down, and I did. "

"I can look down on many things and ignore many people. They all say that I am the coldest person they have ever met. I thought I was really like this, but after meeting you, I found that it is not the case , I can let go of some pretense.”

"But, Yanran, why can't you? You always look like you don't need me for anything. You are not only on guard against me, but also against everyone. "

"You don't want to live in the school, not because you like quietness, but because you don't trust them and you are on guard against them."

"Every time I come to your house, the password of your house is different. You live here alone, so what are you guarding against?"

"Before, I found out that you changed your medicine to vitamins."

"Also, you are allergic to peppercorns. But you never showed it. At first I thought you were afraid that your family members would worry about you, but then I found out it wasn't."

"It's because you are afraid in your heart. You don't even trust Xu's family. You are afraid that someone will use this to do something to you... But, Gu Yanran, those are your relatives. Why do you want to take things so extreme? They won't hurt you."

"Stop talking!" Gu Yanran suddenly shouted excitedly, "You don't understand, you don't understand anything, you haven't experienced what happened to me, why do you say that!"

She was a little broken, at this moment, it was as if the disguise of so many years had been exposed, and she was unreservedly stripped off to the world.

But what does he know?He doesn't know anything!

The empress mother who loved her the most lied to her, her elder sister lied to her, and her father lied to her too. In the end, she found out that even Yan Zhi was lying to her, and everyone was lying to her!

This made her no longer believe in others, how no longer believe it!How could she know, maybe at some moment, the relative, friend or lover she thought stabbed her in the back and pushed her into the abyss again.

"What qualifications do you have to say that I am guarded, do you know what I have experienced? Everyone lied to me, everyone betrayed me, they loved me on the surface, but in fact they were calculating me, using me, and The...wanted to kill me."

"As for me... I trust them, I naively believe every word they say, but what did I get in exchange in the end! Gentle words! Do you know what I got in exchange in the end!" Gu Yanran grabbed his collar , the hatred in his eyes turned into tears.

"I died at the age of 16! I died in that cold field. My tongue was cut off and I was buried alive! I was smothered to death! Why don't you tell me not to hate! Why don't I take precautions!"

"I was only 16 years old, and my best years ended on that day... My child died too! Do you know! The doctor said it was a pair of twins! How happy I am, but I still don't know. I haven't watched them grow up, I haven't watched them start a family... I have nothing."

"Do you know who made me die so miserable? My sister! My own sister!"

"You don't know, you don't know at all, you don't understand what I've been through, why are you here to tell me not to be so defensive, I'm just me, I don't know what other people are thinking , Maybe he is smiling at me on the surface, but secretly thinking about how to kill me."

At this moment, Wen Yanzhi was shocked and speechless, what did she just say?She died at 16?Buried alive?Two children died too?
Didn't she say before that she and him grow old...why...

Suddenly, his head ached violently.

Some fragmented pictures appeared in my mind.

"Wang Ying! You promised to take good care of her! Why did it become like this! Tell me why!"

"You told me it wasn't Ah Chu, right! Ah Chu didn't die, did she! How could she die!"

"Wang Ying! Why are you so cruel when she treats you like that? She clearly knows that you are using her and deceiving her, but she doesn't blame you at all! She doesn't care at all...Why am I so stupid, why do I believe you, Give her to you!"

"What's the use of being sad now? She can't come back! She can't come back!"

There were mixed voices in Wen Yanzhi's head, and there was only a hoarse man in the sporadic images. He was kneeling on the ground, hugging the woman who was not breathing, crying in grief, and kept calling her name, "Ah Chu! Ah! Chu!"

"Ah Chu, I'm sorry, I'm late, Ah Chu, I'm sorry, Ah Chu, can you say a word to me again!"

Suddenly, he seemed to be the man who was in pain. A pale face appeared in front of his eyes, and there were obvious burn marks on the right side. She was covered in blood, and she was abnormally cold, but she couldn't wake up again. .

His subconscious mind told him that the person in front of him was Liu Chupei, Xie Heng's Ah Chu.

"Ah Chu..." Wen Yanzhi's heart was stabbed suddenly, and a burst of sadness came out suddenly, why was this feeling so strong, as if he had really experienced it.

Even the emotionally unstable Gu Yanran was also stunned when he heard this sentence, "You...what did you call me just now?"

Wen Yanzhi slowly raised his head, only then did he realize that a tear rolled down from the corner of his eye.

He had never experienced this feeling before, and the grief of parting from life and death and the feeling of mental breakdown made him a little out of breath.

"Did you remember something?" Gu Yanran immediately grabbed his hand, "Tell me, do you remember something?"

"If I told you... I had fragments of memories long ago..."

"Then why didn't you tell me?" Gu Yanran wiped away his tears vigorously, and looked at him expectantly, "What do you remember?"

Wen Yanzhi gently wiped her tears, "Yan Ran, what if one day you find out that you have mistaken the person?"

"What... what do you mean?" Gu Yanran was stunned, she had a bad premonition in her heart.

"Maybe... I really didn't mean it..."

"Impossible! What are you joking about!" Gu Yanran looked at him with a serious expression, and broke down, "You must mean it! It must be!" How could it be otherwise?They are so similar, even with the same name, why not, "Okay, then tell me, you are not what you say, then who are you?"

"Xie Heng..."

"Impossible! Impossible!" For so long, she has always regarded him as her words, and now he tells her no, how can she accept it! "You lied, what evidence do you have!"

"I saw you dead...you have blood all over your face...there are burn marks on your face..."

Gu Yanran didn't notice, but Wen Yanzhi's hand that was placed aside trembled a little, "You're talking nonsense! It's not like that, it's not like that!" She roared, but she was too scared in her heart, what if what he said was true!

What followed caused her to collapse a bit, and she slumped on the ground, "You must be lying to me, aren't you, in other words, are you angry with me, are you angry after I said we broke up just now?" Yes, you said this on purpose, didn't you?"

Gu Yanran hugged him tightly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it, please forgive me, please don't say that you are Xie Heng's words, you are not, you are my words, you are my words!"

It was only now that Gu Yanran realized that she could accept everything calmly, but the only thing she couldn't accept was that he didn't mean it, she couldn't have mistaken someone!

"Yanzhi...that's all fake, right! You see, you all have the same name, his name is Yanzhi, and you are also called Yanzhi." Gu Yanran hugged him tightly, "How could you not be Yanzhi? Surely, you must have misremembered."

Gu Yanran repeated a few words in a daze, she didn't know what to do except hug him tightly.

She never thought, what would she do if Wen Yanzhi wasn't her words?
Because, she has fallen in love with him...