He is like hell

But whenever I ask about Lu Yan, he always talks left and right, and he doesn't answer my questions.

This deepened the doubts in my heart.

Could it be that my father has passed away?It will be impossible at that time, I am only about 30 years old now, logically speaking, even if my father is 60 years old, his body should still be very strong.

But he didn't tell me that I didn't ask again later, it must not be a good thing.

I think it's better to wait until I'm strong enough to think about all this.

Or maybe I still dare not face that ending!
One night I dreamed another scene.

It was me and the girl named Lin Yuan. We were holding hands and walking together on the campus. It looked like it should be a high school.

I didn't know what was going on, but it suddenly occurred to me that Lin Yuan seemed to have told me before that we were good friends in high school.

"Ah, someone jumped in, everyone, come and see." When the two of us were walking on the campus, suddenly there was an exclamation from the crowd by the school pool, everyone's eyes were instantly attracted, and I turned my head to take a look. Only then did I realize that there was a person inside who was thrashing vigorously, and Lin Yuan and I looked at each other.

Suddenly my heart jumped.

Isn't that the boy I've liked for a long time?But who is that person?

In the dream I knew the boy's identity, but I couldn't see his face clearly, but I jumped down without hesitation, leaving Lin Yuan shouting anxiously on the shore.

After a lot of effort, I finally pulled the boy to the shore.I sent other students to the infirmary, but even so, I still didn't see his face clearly.

"Who is it?" I chiseled my head vigorously, woke up suddenly, looked around, and found that I was in the hospital.

It turned out to be a dream again, and I sat by the bed feeling a little lost.

Who is that boy?I glanced at the time, it was five o'clock in the morning.

After staring at the birds outside the window for a long time, I finally looked forward to eight o'clock.

The doctor's ward rounds were all over, and I found another reason to order Lu Yan out, so I breathed a sigh of relief and dialed Lin Yuan.

"Really, you really dreamed about those." Who knows that Lin Yuan didn't answer my words, but reacted subconsciously. "That said, your memory is gradually recovering."

"Could it be true?" I was even more surprised. "But this is clearly a dream!"

"Then tell me, who is that boy?" Finally, I still did not forget my original intention and asked this question tentatively.

Lin Yuan on the other side of the phone fell silent all of a sudden, as if he was trying to organize his words. He and she yelled a few times without saying anything. Layers of sweat, it turns out that I still care about it in my heart.

I shook my head helplessly. "Okay, should you tell me now? Who is it?" Finally I couldn't hold back and spoke again.

"It's Lu Yan." The three short words directly formed a thunderbolt in my mind. I couldn't believe it, and I was stunned there.

"What's the matter? Ruolin, are you still listening? Ruolin." Seeing that I had lost my voice, Lin Yuan on the other side of the phone hurriedly shouted a few more times, and then I came back to my senses. "I'm here, you continue to talk."

"At that time, you were really used to suffering because of him." Lin Yuan sighed helplessly. "At first, I thought it was a good opportunity for you to lose your memory this time. You could just forget about him, but I didn't expect it."

On the other side of the phone, I also smiled helplessly.

"Who can say for sure about this kind of thing? Isn't this a hateful fate." I was a little carried away, and it turned out that there were actually some stories between us and it was still so romantic.

Thinking of this in my heart, the smile on the corner of my mouth couldn't help but lift up.

"But what happened later was not as good as you thought." Lin Yuan seemed to feel the thoughts in my heart, and said coldly. "Later, I don't want to mention those things anymore, and the name of Xuanxuan that you always remembered was also hurt by Lu Yan. Forget it, Ruolin, I won't tell you these things."

"Are you feeling better now? What's your reaction recently?" Lin Yuan was still talking about something, but there was a thunderbolt in my mind, and I suddenly thought of it, blankly I froze there.

Could it be that my Xuanxuan was really killed by Lu Yan?Could it be that he said last time that he hoped that I would forgive him even if I regained my memory?

I have never been so eager to know the answer as I am now.

"Okay, Ruolin, don't think so much, I know, you and him seem to be inseparable, it's better to accept it, because no matter what, I hope you can be happy and have a good life " On the other side of the phone, Lin Yuan sighed slightly, saying so. "Okay, Ruolian, don't think so much."

I answered a few words indiscriminately, and then hung up the phone.

My mind was in turmoil and I had no idea what I was doing.

If my Xuanxuan was really killed by Lu Yan, then how should I face him next?

I didn't have a correct answer in my heart at all, and I didn't know what to do at all, so I could only pretend to be indifferent, pretending that I didn't know anything.

"What's the matter? You're in a daze early in the morning, and you can't even smell the steamed buns I bought?" Just as I was thinking about it, a crisp sound came from my ears, and I turned around. Looking back, I found that Lu Yan was looking at me with a smile on his face. He skillfully put the handbag in his hand on the table, and brought me a bowl of millet porridge.

I just stayed there in a daze, picking up or not picking up or not, in the end it was Lu Yan who put my small table away, and carefully put the bowl of porridge on it.

"But you have to be careful when you eat it, it's quite hot." Looking at his natural appearance, I really wanted to pull him over and ask him clearly, what does my Xuanxuan have to do with him?
I opened my mouth, but finally said nothing.

From my subconscious mind, Lin Yuan would not come to lie to me, but the Lu Yan in front of me doesn't look like a murderer at all, is there some misunderstanding?

I dare not ask, because that would represent distrust.

Although I don't know what happened to the boy in front of me, but I fell in love with her at first sight after waking up this time. I know it's a special fate and I don't want it to be so easy. I just give up and pray to God to turn back time. I will definitely not I will make the call just now.

Lu Yan next to me didn't notice my appearance at all. "What's the matter, why don't you come to eat? Are you thinking about where to go? Or the breakfast I bought is not to your liking. If you are not satisfied, I will go right away." He was about to walk out of the ward again, I hurriedly called out to stop him.

"The story of the two of us before." I finally stopped and shook my head halfway through the words. "Forget it, nothing."

"Oh, don't stop talking halfway, okay? I'm really worried." Lu Yan wanted to find out more clearly, but I rejected it with a look.

He shook his head with a look of helplessness. "The most lacking thing between the two of us is communication, Shen Ruolin, let me let you know that I am always with you no matter what."

Finally I nodded heavily.

"Okay, I'm going to have porridge, and you can eat it too." I took a deep breath and decided not to act rashly for the time being. There was no way, I was really too afraid of losing him.

God, you must hear my prayers. What Lin Yuan said to me today was all just playing around.

After breakfast, I was bored on the bed and had a drip, while praying to heaven like this, but it seemed that he didn't hear my prayer at all, and my phone rang suddenly.

Su Wanyan.

Seeing that there are familiar and unfamiliar names on it, my mind exploded.

Why is that name so familiar?But it made me not come for a while, from the disgust in my heart.

Seeing that I hadn't moved for a long time while holding the ringing phone, Lu Yan couldn't wait to come over, he wanted to see what happened to me, but when he pointed to the name displayed on the phone screen, the expression on his face immediately changed It's different.

"What's going on? Why is she calling you?"

His voice suddenly raised several decibels.

I shook my head, this should be the real Lu Yan, not the usual soft-spoken and extremely gentle him to me.

Soon, he also seemed to realize that it was inappropriate for him to speak like this. He took a deep breath and shook his head.

"The words I said just now were not aimed at you, Ruolin, this Su Wanyan is really annoying, she is the one who directly made you into this state, but I have sent her to prison before, why would I give you this now?" call?"

Finally I couldn't bear it anymore.

"How do I know? It has been more than half a month since I woke up, and you have always been by my side. I have never heard you mention this name, and now you call me suddenly." Halfway through, I finally shook my head.

"Forget it? It's meaningless to say this now."

While talking, I wanted to press the answer button, but Lu Yan quickly stopped me.

I looked at him in surprise, but he shook his head firmly at me.

"Please believe me, this is not a good call, don't answer it." After speaking, I pressed the button of rejection, and my doubts deepened. Could it be that what happened before has something to do with this person named Su Wanyan? relation?
Since none of them are willing to tell me what happened before, I can only find her alone.

When I was thinking like this, I finally took a chance to call Su Wanyan back. In fact, she had called me two or three times before this, but Lu Yan was singing every time before, so I could only helplessly Hang up, now I finally have a chance, I must ask clearly.